Summary: This is a first of a series named "Who I Used To Be." It is my redo of season six. Buffy and Spike have issues and someone's plotting Buffy's demise, while others are have been waiting for her return.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25100

Summary: After a different outcome of Becoming, a guilt-ridden Spike and Buffy flee Sunnydale, finally settling in a small New England town. Adjusting to a new life together turns out easier than either anticipated until their past tries to catch up with them. New CHAPTER added
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 62316

Summary: Post Chosen/NFA. Buffy's been mourning Spike ever since his sacrifice in the Hellmouth. But Spike's back, and trying to pluck up the courage to let her know. And what better way to do that than to watch her sleeping and invading her dreams...
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15129

Summary: Spike is upset. Now that he can hurt demons, nobody will go with him. So, he decides to get drunk. Buffy finds him. Set Season 4 after Doomed
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3117

Summary: Set in season 5, goes AR from there. Takes place after 'Out of Mind'. On a routine patrol, Buffy and Spike are captured to be sold at a slave brothel. With her friends and family unable to find her, Buffy must rely on her mortal enemy to keep her sane in a world of slavery and torment.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5007

Summary: Now revised and beta'd. Thanks xoChantelly! The First's trigger has an odd side effect on Spike. Set during season 7 in the episode Never Leave Me. What if when Spike is tied to the chair and is triggered by The First, instead of fighting Buffy and hurting Andrew, The First's control somehow accidentally makes him revert to the way he acted in seasons 5 & 6 making Spike lust for Buffy?
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 14146

Summary: Post 'The Gift', goes AU immediately. When Buffy jumps off the tower she is not sent to heaven, she is sent back into the past to fulfill an ancient prophecy. She wakes up with no memory, only dreams and supernatural powers. She goes to London to find The Council, and we all know how things work out when they get involved. And then there's William, a shy man whom she spies sitting on a bench in the park, writing poetry. First fic of a series of three. Wuffy, turning Spuffy.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3756

Summary: What's a poor vamp to do when everyone suddenly becomes attracted to him?

Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25311

Summary: Buffy decides to let shy guy William into her life even though its dangerous. Soon enough hes thrown into a world of demons, chaos, magick and love. The two grow close but a sad twist of fate steals William from the slayer, only to bring him back as Spike. Can Buffy see past her own grief for her loss and realise that maybe, just maybe, hes not really gone? Disclaimer: I own nothing Buffy- wise except for my spike dreams, and what sweet dreams they are!!!:)
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 41658

Summary: Buffy throws down a challenge, and Spike proves that he's not completely housebroken
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2769

Summary: Buffy joins the adult film industry when she finds that she can't make ends meet. She's only looking for a job, but to her surprise, she gains a support system, too. Note: this fic is porn with plot. REWRITTEN
Categories: NC-17 Fics, General NC-17 Fics, Fantasy/AU, Porn with Plot
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10368

Summary: Post Innocence. After Buffy stakes Dru, Angelus goes after her. Wounded and scared Buffy runs into Spike- who doesn’t know of Drus dusty ending yet -his confused feelings for her impending death lead him to turn her. She in turn turns Xander and Willow as her own Childer. Willow gets staked, paving the way for my X/B/S triangle! Once Angelus has been tortured and staked by Spike for having tried to kill him. SPUFFY!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 15623