Summary: What if things had gone just a little differently when Spike came to Buffy for help after he was chipped? Goes seriously AU after 'Pangs'. Winner of Best General Long Fiction and Judges' Choice General Excellent Author at the Spuffy Awards! Thank you, all the mods and everyone who voted for me! Nominated for Best Sex and Best Alternate Reality at the Spark and Burn Awards! Much as I'd love to own Spike (as who doesn't) you know the drill. Joss, ME and Fox own everything. I'm just playing in their sandbox.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [5] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [28403]

Summary: S4: Willow casts her "Will Be Done" spell during "Something Blue", but it has some dire consequences. The spell isn't reversed, and Willow goes somewhere she can't return from.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [4] Completed: [No] Word count: [13163]

Summary: A companion piece to my AH fic Someone Borrowed, Someone Blue. It's one chapter and it covers Spike's POV.

Don't read unless you've read the main fic because it won't make sense and you'll be all 'what the smeg's going on? Who? What? Huh?' and then your brain may explode. You don't want brain matter on your laptop, do you? Fair warning.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [5413]

Summary: Winner at the Cradle of Humanity Awards in Round 2 for Best Angst. Winner of 2 Reader's Choice Awards at the Spuffy Awards Round 15 for Best Spike Characterization, Best Fantasy Angst and also won Judge's Pick. Winner at Spark and Burn Round 5 for Best Spike Characterization (Judge's and Reader's Choice). Buffy is a single woman empowered by her sexuality yet detached from human connection. She's never had a real relationship, never slept with the same guy twice, and never had any intentions of doing either until she goes to a party in down town NY and meets a mystery man who changes everything. This is an angsty ride. Please read the A/N's. (This is based on the film Lie With Me but with my own twists and turns.)

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [19] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [56083]

Summary: A year after Spike’s death in the Hellmouth, Buffy is flung back in time. Winner of Best Long at the Rogue Poet Awards! Thank you, all the mods and everyone who voted for me! And for Best Long and Best Lighthearted at the Fang Fetish Awards!

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [6] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [35333]

Summary: There wasn't much in that troubled time of which she was certain, except in this one thing, this indisputable truth of her existence. Buffy did not love Spike, nor would she ever. Post NFA

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [4816]

Summary: Post-musical smut. Because I didn't believe for a second that they stopped after that kiss. (Originally published in 2001.)

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [1689]

Summary: SEQUEL to WITH THIS RING. Over a year has passed since Buffy and Spike returned from the other Sunnydale. They have forgotten their marriage and their love. But the demon Sweet has just vanished and Buffy desperately wants her life to change. Her wish will be granted!

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [24] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [46974]

Summary: The song “Something To Sleep To” really fits with Buffy and Spike in season six.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [No] Word count: [0]

Summary: What if Buffy and Spike had snuck off to Giles' bathroom in Something Blue for a little 'pre-maritial' activity? What if a child had been concieved? What if Dawn was just Buffy's sister but lived in LA with Hank? Find out here. Goes AU after Something Blue.
TEMPORARY HIATUS

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [7] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [12071]

Summary: I’ve read several stories where Buffy is turned into a vampire. I decided to take a whirl and see how my ideas would work out in a story. I decided Buffy would be turned during Halloween it is the only time that she was actually weak enough during this time to have it happen, events of the episode will be the same up until just before the warehouse scene. I hope you like it.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [13] Completed: [No] Word count: [46301]

Summary: Summary: rewrite of end of Season 6 /Season 7 and goes seriously AU. Buffy battles her feelings for Spike. A new arrival in Sunnyhell complicates her life as well as simplifies it…

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [17] Completed: [No] Word count: [30059]

Summary: 1/1 fic. Spike is thinking about buffy and the relationship they once had. This fic was inspired by the song Sometime Around Midnight by The Air Born Toxic Event

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [1297]

Summary: Summary: One shot fic. Just a senseless drabble that I felt I needed to get off my chest. Basically it’s just Buffy’s inner ramblings. Set somewhere in season six. Kinda angst-y. ;P.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [410]

Summary: This story is AU where Buffy isn’t the Slayer and Spike isn’t a vampire. In this story, they have been friends ever since they were kids, though they have never dated. Something has happened to Spike. Can Buffy reach him in time, in order to save him from himself.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Rape, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [No] Word count: [1084]

Summary: Sequel to It's Not Over. Buffy answers Spikes request for them to 'start over' after coming to terms with the feelings of her best friend Xander.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [2555]

Summary: Ranting about demons ended with Buffy getting sent to an institution. Once released, she moves to Sunnydale with her mother to start a new life, but it seems her past isn't far behind. Why does she feel so drawn to her new Watcher, and what secrets is he hiding?

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [18] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [7076]

Summary: Sixteen year old Buffy Summers appears to have the perfect life but underneath it all, her life was a living a hell. One night she finally breaks and gets out. A year later she finds herself in a whole new kind of hell. That is until one Spike Giles comes along and changes things for her forever.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [No] Word count: [1003]

Summary: Can two emotionally scarred and damaged people somehow find their way to each other? Will they be able to help each other and themselves along the way?

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [26] Completed: [No] Word count: [52727]

Summary: *WINNER of the 'best dark fic' in round two at the Fang Fetish Awards* When impending death threatens, a broken group reconcile in a long-forgotten part of sunny California.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [4946]

Summary: *new summary* The tale of an abused child that hides in her mind and goes to a place where few visit until after they are dead. And so it begins... read the journey of said child growing up and her second life, meeting her future soul mate who can't remember her when awake. Follow me in the tale of their two lives (All human AU) many thanks to Cordykitten for punching up the summary for me.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Horror, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Rape, Child Abuse, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [27] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [55124]

Summary: Takes place shortly after Halloween in season 2. Buffy passes out and wakes up in heat. Will she find a suitable mate before the mating cycle ends?

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General NC-17 Fics, Porn with Plot Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [2810]

Summary: Spike has more than a bit of time on his hands there in Buffy’s basement and more poetry in his newly restored soul than poor William ever imagined. Idle minds lead to musings and idle hands can lead to bad poetry. Setting: S7 Begins between Storyteller and Lies my Parents Told Me

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [3] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [8205]

Summary: This takes place during S6, a little bit before Dead Things. Spike's tired of Buffy using him, and he finally tells her. Also it's from Spike's POV.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [1] Completed: [No] Word count: [1778]

Summary: Post-Wrecked; AU after Dead ThIngs. Just a few little snapshots of season 6 with a new ending to the whole mess that was violent Spuffy.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Series: None

Chapters: [2] Completed: [Yes] Word count: [7243]