Summary: COMPLETE! Spike makes a wish that inadvertently sends Buffy into a world where vampires are good and humans are evil. With her whole life turned upside down and a certain new feeling she can’t deny, she must find her way back to the real world. Will she be able to get out without losing her heart to the one person she hates or will she be able to get out at all?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 88063
Member Since: 09/12/2004
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a 23 year old who has been a fan of both Buffy and Angel from the beginning. I've co-written several stories with Allison- one is False Pretenses on my account and the others can be found under the name Goldilocks. I began reading fanfiction about a year ago and I had too many ideas to not write them. I'm also addicted to reviews, so please don't hesitate to leave me one :-)
Click to go to my Live Journal - and feel free to friend me :-)
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a 23 year old who has been a fan of both Buffy and Angel from the beginning. I've co-written several stories with Allison- one is False Pretenses on my account and the others can be found under the name Goldilocks. I began reading fanfiction about a year ago and I had too many ideas to not write them. I'm also addicted to reviews, so please don't hesitate to leave me one :-)
Click to go to my Live Journal - and feel free to friend me :-)
Reviews by Ashlee
[Report This] Published: 01/03/2005 Updated: 12/18/2005
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 02/20/2005 Title: Chapter 13: The Return of Friends and Enemies
Date: 02/20/2005 Title: Chapter 13: The Return of Friends and Enemies
Damn, damn, damn!! Why did Spike have to shower? Leanna finding out would have kept me in a good mood for the entire week! LOL! Can't wait to see how Drusilla fits into the mess. If it was reversed, Angel would go and screw everything up, so I'm not exactly thrilled with that idea, but I know you'll make it Spuffy friendly in time. Angst is what makes a great story, so I'll be a good little girl and be patient (if I have to) :-) Hope you update soon!
Author's Response: LOL. It would have been classic if he didn't shower but I got more planned before that explosion ;) I seriously did not want to write Dru in, but it was inevitable to the story, blah. She's a loose end - in more than one ways. Hopefully all these angsty complications just make the end result that much better! Thanks for reviewing!! I can always count on you to write a bunch so I feel like I did something useful, lol.
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 02/28/2005 Title: Chapter 14: A Dash of Crazy
Date: 02/28/2005 Title: Chapter 14: A Dash of Crazy
Don't worry- every now and then, using lines from the show can help to keep your sanity in tact. I know exactly what you're going through. Excellent angst in this chapter, although I predict Spike will have much kissing of Buffy's ass to do in order to make up for immediately believing Leanna. What did he think? That the two of them would have a girl's night out and tell each other their darkest secrets while braiding the others hair? He really must be looking for a reason to be mad at her. And after that 'mutual hate' comment, too. He's so clueless sometimes. I can't wait to see what happens next and how Dru will fit into this crazy plot :-) Great chapter- please update ASAP!!!
Author's Response: LOL. Oh man, your review made me laugh. It's true - I know it's stupid of him to just be such an ass just cuz Leanna is a bitch - but he's just using it to get rid of the awkwardness. That part of their complicated relationship shouldn't last long (the Spike believing Leanna), because it's really not about that at all. Braiding each other's hair, LOL. love it. And I will certainly try to move along the update!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/04/2005 Title: Chapter 15: All the Little Secrets
Date: 03/04/2005 Title: Chapter 15: All the Little Secrets
I completely understand about writing for Dru- you have to go to a really crazy place to do it and that's hard to do :-) I am kinda glad that Leanna is staying, for the simple reason that she hasn't had her ass kicked all over Sunnydale (yet). I was all set to get very mad at Spike if he had run over to Dru, but I was so happy that he made the right choice. Excellent angst in this chapter (possibly your best yet) and great lighthearted spots, too. Poor Dawn- that would be horrifying to have Leanna be nice to her LOL! Good luck on your research paper- real life comes first, but I can't wait for the next update :-)
Author's Response: I guess I only do angst teases because I always can't get myself to keep the angst for several chapters. If he had run over to Dru, then everyone would be all over me, lol. Plus, I thought it might be cute if he sort of did like a silent admission to the others. Don't know if it came off that way though...Thanks for the compliment on the angst - always looking to improve. And as usual, thanks for the comforting review! :D
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/11/2005 Title: Chapter 16: A New Light
Date: 03/11/2005 Title: Chapter 16: A New Light
Great chapter (of course) and your e-mails cracked me up- I was wiped out. Anyway, I loved the emotions you had in this one, with Spike so concerned and protective- very sweet. And the fact that he wasn't mad about Drusilla was a huge bonus! You know if the situation had been reversed, Buffy would have been bitching about it. But I guess that's the difference between the two- Spike is more enlightened :-)
Author's Response: I planned on having him just really protective, but at the same time, rude and angry to the rest of the people, just to show that Spike is both of those things and always have been! About the Drusilla thing: that's why I had dru hurt dawn! and thennn the whole sleeping together thing and the Buffy-got-hurt thing, well that was my justification for the acceptance/admittance because I know in real world, stubborn would be the dominant trait. I realized that things that happen on the show are all a result of events, like Buffy's death leading to sex etc. I'd love to have them freely leap into each other's arms, but I don't think that would quite work in this case, lol. Wow, did my rant make sense...? O well, thanks for the review!!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/17/2005 Title: Chapter 17: Sweet Nothings
Date: 03/17/2005 Title: Chapter 17: Sweet Nothings
Did I mention I hate Leanna? I did? You sure? Anyway, still waiting for her long and torturous death, but it's excellent- as always. I just love the sweet Spuffyness in this chapter, even though I know you, so it probably won't last long- I'll take what I can get LOL!
Author's Response: lol, really? I thought she was your favorite character...hm. And shhh it's a secret! lol, let the people dream for now. Thanks for reviewing cuz I'm developing this sulky face as I watch the count go up and no one review!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/22/2005 Title: Chapter 18: Something to Prove
Date: 03/22/2005 Title: Chapter 18: Something to Prove
Your analogy at the beginning cracked me up LOL! Willow yelling about Xander and Giles taking the sticks out of their asses was great (and something that I very much wanted to see on the actual show)! Loved the conversation about lust vs. affection and the way Spike proved his point. Nice little shout out to all the Spander lovers out there with Anya's question to Xander. And never be sorry about the hickey thing- fluff is always welcome, if it comes in that form LOL! Wonderful chapter, as usual- can't wait to see what else you have planned :-) This review is kind of worded funny, but I'm watching 'The Prom' so I just kept going back and forth and making notes, instead of remembering all the things I wanted to comment on- if you noticed the jumpy sentences LOL!
Author's Response: lol, you nearly commented on every scene - which is a good thing! I don't think the review sounded that weird ;) And my 'non-profit organization' isn't failing at all, but there was a jump down from ch 16 to 17 so I decided to add that in there, lol. Thanks for the review!!!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/30/2005 Title: Chapter 19: Just a Girl
Date: 03/30/2005 Title: Chapter 19: Just a Girl
Very nice first real sex scene :-) Don't you feel a sense of accomplishment, now that it's completely out of the way? I loved the first (actually most) of the chapter- them acting like teenagers, sneaking around so their parents wouldn't see LOL! Can't help but wonder if you have a meaning for Xander being attacked or it was just the wrong place at the wrong time, but I'll be (semi) patient :-) Excellent chapter with mucho Spuffyness :-) Great job- now...are you still on Spring Break? Go write, woman!!! LOL!
Author's Response: lol, I seriously do. I'm all proud of myself like a big dork. I didn't even think I could make the leap, but I guess I was feelin' brave ;) And I know this is senial, but you should tell me which part it is that you didn't like, lol. Yea I know, sometimes I read a lot into people's words. Thanks for the review!! [ok, ok, I'm going]
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/30/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Spike's Wish...Gone Wrong
Date: 03/30/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Spike's Wish...Gone Wrong
LOL- don't worry, I LOVED the entire chapter, I just worded that weird. What I meant was- I loved the first part of the chapter where they were acting like teenagers- but then I realized that they acted that way throughout the entire chapter, so I added 'most'. See what I mean? My problem is, I write the way I talk...which is confusing LOL! Talk to you soon :-)
Author's Response: Oh. lol. Well, you know how I'm paranoid! Glad you liked it! haha ~ thanks again!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 20: The Thin Line of Truth
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 20: The Thin Line of Truth
I was waiting for the blind Buffy to make an appearance. Don't keep a good thing while you've got it, oh NO that would be too easy. Gotta get rid of the one person who cares about you because it's not 'right'. Stupid girl. Anyway, I thought you were going to go with a 'Dead Things' situation with the dream (glad you didn't, that show confused the hell out of me when I first watched it). And I love the line:“Oh bloody buggering hell. Mine’s worse!” Yep, have to admit, Leanna is the worst by far! Great chapter, great angst, update soon!!!!!
Author's Response: Dead things still confuses me to this day, lol. Of course Buffy had to go mess it up, she was way too agreeable for her tight-ass self before! lol. I'm glad you liked that line! Thanks for the review!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/10/2005 Title: Chapter 21: A Shattered Image
Date: 04/10/2005 Title: Chapter 21: A Shattered Image
Well...I wanted Spike to hit Buffy at the beginning and knock some sense into her and now I'm thinking that Spike will once again be kissing some major ass. He's supposed to love her and he doesn't even take the time to listen to her. The idiot doesn't even realize that he fell in love with this Buffy and not the other one (nice little twist, bringing her back for a moment). And I just realized that I'm making no sense. It all boils down to him being a stupid jackass LOL! Maybe he'll learn eventually. Now, you know what I'm going to say, so should I say it anyway? Start writing! Great chapter :-)
Author's Response: Actually, all that does make sense and is exactly it! I don't know about the kissing major ass part yet, since they are both pretty much at fault, but maybe two way apologies are needed! We'll see ;) lol, thanks for reviewing!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/18/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Unforgivable
Date: 04/18/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Unforgivable
LOL- I was cracking up at the cupcake analogy and then I got the weirdest case of deja vu and then thought, 'Duh' LOL! Loved the angst in this chapter and the fact that Spike really does care for her (even if he was acting like a jackass when she apologized). Can't wait for the next one- update soon, pretty please, with a sugary Spike on top :-)
Author's Response: LOL, I can't believe you forgot I sent that! How many other cupcake analogies are there? lol, jk. And I decided, you're just trying to make me fail school, between making me want to write more, and giving me too many fics to read. *Evil eye* lol.
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 05/02/2005 Title: Chapter 23: The Player
Date: 05/02/2005 Title: Chapter 23: The Player
Well, I knew she was involved, but I wasn't sure how- the stupid bitch :-) Remember- I request a slow and painful death :-P Hopefully at Buffy's hands, with a good beating from Spike. Now, kick that muse into gear and get started on the next chapter- and PotDS- but you knew that :-) Can't wait for more!
Author's Response: Maybe one of the weeks after midterms I'll actually listen to you and write 1000 words a day. Ha, unlikely, but I'll give it a try as a return for all the goodies you gave me :)
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 05/18/2005 Title: Chapter 24: And It All Comes Tumbling Down, Part I
Date: 05/18/2005 Title: Chapter 24: And It All Comes Tumbling Down, Part I
No skimming from me :-) But I'm very much hopped up on cold medicine so this probably won't make a lot of sense. So happy that Buffy is 'back' and kicking Leanna's ass- more of that please :-) And I loved- Anya rubbed her hand on his back comfortingly, “I’m gonna miss you.” That cracked me up- poor Xander. Can't wait for the next chapter- going to rest now :-)
Author's Response: Lies! LOL. "What indian guy?" says Ashlee. And I'm glad you liked the line ;)
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 05/19/2005 Title: Chapter 25: And It All Comes Tumbling Down, Part II
Date: 05/19/2005 Title: Chapter 25: And It All Comes Tumbling Down, Part II
That was what you were worried about? Had to happen sometime and I would have used a cliffhanger if I'd written it :-D You realize this is the obligatory 'start writing right now, another chapter soon, you have to update' moment- don't you? :-) Excellent chapter- Talk to you soon!
Author's Response: Not the disappearance, but rather the Leanna bite. I put pride in the fact that the cliffhanger made you want an update of both fics equally, you potds druggie :P Thanks for the review!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 06/05/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Dreams or Visions?
Date: 06/05/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Dreams or Visions?
Wow! The whole summer, huh? So what happened with Glory- or is Glory even in this fic? It's been awhile since I read the beginning, so I can't remember. I wish that Spike (this Spike) could have seen his Buffy, like Alternate Spike did, but I will wait not-so-patiently for the next chapter. Going to bug you to get writing now :-D
Author's Response: Lol, what else is new. I'm sure you'll be telling me that failing one class isn't so bad, since i could spend it on writing more chapters :P But thanks, at least I know you're still interested and not only bugging me for the other fic :P
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed 
Date: 07/01/2005 Title: Chapter 27: It Can Wait
Date: 07/01/2005 Title: Chapter 27: It Can Wait
You made me want to hit Xander for his comment about staking Spike. But you more than made up for it with the sweet Spuffyness. Can't wait to see where you're taking this :-) I'll e-mail you again very soon!
Author's Response: Thanks for the review!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 12/19/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Conclusion: Mended Mistakes
Date: 12/19/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Conclusion: Mended Mistakes
Pj, you forgot to put the bestest words at the end! The End! That's the whole excitement of having it finished because it gives it finality (trust me! I know!!!!
And I love the majorly fluffy and smutted up version *innocent smile* You conquered one of your fears in this chapter Lol!
Now get started on that sequel where we get to explore the facets of the Reverse World Spuffy couple - and hey, you've got the name of the sequel already: Reverse World - muahahaha! *Runs away*
Author's Response: Oh yea! I forgot the two most important words that I've waited a year to use! Bleh. And you are evil! But thanks for all your support during the past year :D
Summary: Buffy reveals a lot of herself to Spike.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3622
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3622
[Report This] Published: 01/07/2005 Updated: 01/07/2005
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/16/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Sudden Ecstasy
Date: 01/16/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Sudden Ecstasy
I never saw this posted, but I just saw the sequel and I thought I'd read this first! It was really good and I'm going to read the sequel now!
Summary: Buffy Summers is the daughter of a hell god in a world where vampires are legalized and slayers have the full authority of the law. Spuffy, W/O, X/A
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 35364
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 35364
[Report This] Published: 01/07/2005 Updated: 01/23/2005
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 1: The River Styx
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 1: The River Styx
Just started reading and I love it so far! Excellent detailing an imagery and their first interaction is classic Spike.
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2: Sinners and Saints
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2: Sinners and Saints
Loved the 'new and not so improved' Angelus. Captain Broody did always suck the fun out of everything when Buffy was around LOL!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: Blood and Revelations
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: Blood and Revelations
Aaah, Spike chose her over the money and he didn't even know her. Of course it wouldn't be that easy and I didn't expect it to backfire so quickly, but that's even better! And Oz and Willow are married- they were always one of my favorite couples!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Seeing the truth
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Seeing the truth
Poor Spike- everyone thinks he's 'for sale' LOL! Although, if given the chance to have him as Willow's definition of a bodyguard...
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5: An understanding of a different sort
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5: An understanding of a different sort
I loved how it was Xander who had the reaction instead of Spike! Poor guy, just being left alone to work after hearing all that, he should really find a girl!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 6: CHAPTER 6: Desire Sated
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 6: CHAPTER 6: Desire Sated
Excellent chapter! I really liked Buffy's view about her father and the scene on the bike was wonderful!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7: Sweet Seduction
Date: 01/26/2005 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7: Sweet Seduction
So sweet! And I loved the story behind the painting, that was definitely unexpected, but it does make a lot of sense.