Summary: Fresh out of med school numbed by the anarchy and chaos surrounding her, she just wants to feel...something...anything...and she finds it in an alley with a virtual stranger..and she wants more.Unravelling the very thread of their lives..spiralling them into the abyss.
Won Best PWP Runner up at Tales of the Slayer Round 1
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 60277
Member Since: 02/09/2005
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Livejournal.......spikespet7
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Livejournal.......spikespet7
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mymanezra [AT] yahoo [DOT] com
Reviews by Kimber
[Report This] Published: 02/13/2004 Updated: 06/25/2007
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 06/02/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Shattered
Date: 06/02/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Shattered
OH, and btw, I so glad you are back with this story.....you do know that I'm ranting at the characters.....not at your excelllent writing....just thought I'd clarify that........
Author's Response: Hey Kimber great to hear from you again...and yes I know that you meant the fic and not my writing. Spike has alot of growing up and self realisation to achieve. He needs his butt kicked severely, and a good spanking....hmm sounds interesting...I'm sure that all will be worked out in the end.
Luv
M. :)
Summary: Buffy is the lead singer of the band, Slayer. She has agreed to an all-access interview for the cover of Rayne magazine. Spike is sent to interview her.
This is a fic with lots of songs. If you own Evanescence, Fallen, you will recognize some.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 29070
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 29070
[Report This] Published: 09/07/2004 Updated: 12/02/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 06/09/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 11 - Dessert
Date: 06/09/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 11 - Dessert
Oh, can I say this is a great story...have not stopped since I started reading.......and Dru's plane fall in the ocean.....pretty please........
Summary: AU: All Human. A heated encounter with cynical stranger, William Saunders, on a winter’s night gives sensible, Elizabeth Summers a chance to act out of character and leaves her with memories she’ll treasure forever. But then, he unexpectedly reappears in her life and wants to pick up where they left off…
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65124
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65124
[Report This] Published: 10/30/2004 Updated: 04/08/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 01/17/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Unannounced Guests
Date: 01/17/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Unannounced Guests
OH let the games begin......sweep her off her feet and make her happy......
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/26/2005 Title: None
Date: 03/26/2005 Title: None
Well at least the truth is out.....not of the good.....cause why did his sperm have to beat out the rest the that was swimming around in the little slut's womb........I can offically say I hope Dawn burns in hell......can't stand her at ALL. Felt sorry for her at first ( a tiny bit), but now she is lower then dog shit in my book. Who I feel sorry for is Brooke, cause she will always be second best for she will always be on the outside becasue her mother will make it so by pushing too hard, and since she will not be living with Spike Aaron will always be with his father as long as he and Buffy are together.....and how will Buffy and Spike survive the Bitch and her constant interfering now...... I will stop my rant. Can't wait to see what more angst you have instore for us......
Summary: COMPLETE! Spike makes a wish that inadvertently sends Buffy into a world where vampires are good and humans are evil. With her whole life turned upside down and a certain new feeling she can’t deny, she must find her way back to the real world. Will she be able to get out without losing her heart to the one person she hates or will she be able to get out at all?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 88063
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 88063
[Report This] Published: 01/03/2005 Updated: 12/18/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 04/10/2005 Title: Chapter 21: A Shattered Image
Date: 04/10/2005 Title: Chapter 21: A Shattered Image
Oh how the emotions blinds them.......the gem in is use and Buffy is the one to find the truth.....I hope someone remembers that.......and this time, Spike made Buffy leave, bad rude man, LOL
Author's Response: Oh he sure is pissed, isn't he? I would say they are both at fault but I made him have the upperhand at the end of the scene because he was so puppy whipped the past few days trying to get her to talk to him ;) Thanks for the review!!
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 05/18/2005 Title: Chapter 24: And It All Comes Tumbling Down, Part I
Date: 05/18/2005 Title: Chapter 24: And It All Comes Tumbling Down, Part I
LOL, oh you had better post rather soon, LOL.....great chapter...........
Author's Response: :D As soon as I revise. Thanks for the review!
Summary: 
Battling a demon on a routine patrol one night, Buffy is seriously injured. When Giles realizes the full extent of the damage, he knows there is only one person who can help her get back to the Slayer she used to be.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 59768
Battling a demon on a routine patrol one night, Buffy is seriously injured. When Giles realizes the full extent of the damage, he knows there is only one person who can help her get back to the Slayer she used to be. Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 59768
[Report This] Published: 01/08/2005 Updated: 03/05/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 39: Talking it Out
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 39: Talking it Out
Oh such a lovely making up chapter........and Spike's reaction to Buffy's pregnancy was so beautiful......keep up the great work here.....I know more angsty stuff is coming......
Summary: Someone told me to punch up this summary, pronto!
Okay, after 25 chapters, here's a new summary:
Join us in Sunnydale, CA where police woman Buffy Summers investigates a major murder! Soon after the crime, a blond, British stranger shows up to make sure his family is satisfied with the outcome of the investigation.
Of course, Spuffy becomes rampant! But...will Spike prove to be the 'fate' that Buffy is deserving of? Will Buffy let Spike into her heart, soul and life?
Of course, sillies, this is a Spuffy site!
I disclaim any ownership of BTVS or ATS characters!
Luv, Spuf
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 137686
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 137686
[Report This] Published: 01/11/2005 Updated: 04/16/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/06/2005 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 31: 'More Questions Then Answers?'
Date: 03/06/2005 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 31: 'More Questions Then Answers?'
me thinks it's Angel....and he was jealous cause Holden didn't want to sleep with him anymore...LOL.....We could actually start a clue game with this story....great chapter and I'm happy it was Scott and Riley....so far....I hope Giles and her father does not make the list......
Author's Response: Nice theory, but probably not the case.
Hint: Scott and Riley are not the murderers, just bad guys.
thanks, luv, Spuf
Summary: Buffy Summers is smart, feisty, cute as hell and perfectly content with life in LA with her father. Everything’s going great for her. That is until mommy dearest decides to go on and marry Patrick Kendal, business man extraordinare bringing his annoying as hell daughter Harmony with him. Buffy’s forced to go live in Sunnydale with her new “family” and pretend that everything’s just peachy keen. The one thing she wasn’t expecting was to find the love of her life…who just happened to be her stepsister’s boyfriend.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27352
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27352
[Report This] Published: 01/20/2005 Updated: 05/03/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 01/22/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Lost
Date: 01/22/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Lost
LOL, I.m loving it.....Spike is such a pig.....Angel was the dog, LOL. As much as I hate Harmony, I hate to see a woman used and lied too, wait......oh never mind, on with the story.
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/29/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Larmes À Pleurer: Tears To Be Cried
Date: 03/29/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Larmes À Pleurer: Tears To Be Cried
I think Andrew was a fine choice, as long as he and Buffy don't get jiggy with it.....I just have a hard time with them being imtmate buddys with each other....LOL! I love how Dawn brought some realizm to Joyce's attention....I just hope Joyce tells Patrick and confronts Harmony on the who's my baby's daddy is.......please update soon......and what was it that Buffy said to the manager?
Summary: A collaboration fic between BLOODSHEDBABY and STARSHINE. This is Bloodshedverse challenge response #33 issued by Meli_77. Specific requirements can be found in the first chapter. Buffy is resurrected after 'the Gift' with the extra gift of reanimated sperm courtesy of Spike on the night she died to save the world
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24692
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24692
[Report This] Published: 01/21/2005 Updated: 03/26/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/26/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
Date: 03/26/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
So two positive baby votes......and three more to find out....hmmm wonder how Giles will take the news, LOL
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 02/24/2005 Title: None
Date: 02/24/2005 Title: None
MAN he is a right bastard.....I just hope when he does fall in love there is still some some of the spirit that is Buffy is still there....sniff sniff......this chapter made me tear up, I felt so bad for Buffy......bad Spike.....LOL!
Summary: Spike and Buffy are thrust together when Giles finds himself a reluctant and sudden father. The two humans know nothing about raising children and find themselves strangely dependent on a vampire to show them the ropes. Giles asks Buffy to be the babysitter and learn from Spike. Will feelings develop in the work place?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 50149
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 50149
[Report This] Published: 02/04/2005 Updated: 01/20/2006
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/27/2005 Title: Chapter 9: 9
Date: 03/27/2005 Title: Chapter 9: 9
Oh, no smut, lol, only kidding.......nice chapter with now letting them, especially Buffy start to wonder about the passion.....can't wait to see where you go here......
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/29/2005 Title: Chapter 11: 11
Date: 03/29/2005 Title: Chapter 11: 11
Oh so hot, and Spike being evil, but in the name of unnamed love.......Me things Lia is going to have a loving mommy and daddy after all.....well at least I hope so...... Kimber
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 04/13/2005 Title: Chapter 15: 15
Date: 04/13/2005 Title: Chapter 15: 15
this is soooo cool......I like how you are making Buffy mature and yet keeping her Buffy good qualities.....no punching and running scared.....it's great......
Reviewer: Kimber Signed 
Date: 07/21/2005 Title: Chapter 17: 17
Date: 07/21/2005 Title: Chapter 17: 17
OH shit........man oh man....you had better have the next one up and ready to be posted girlie......we can't have Giles standing there forever......LOL
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 09/06/2005 Title: Chapter 19: 19
Date: 09/06/2005 Title: Chapter 19: 19
LOL, lovely chapter.....The Angel/Giles interaction gave me the giggles.......LOL
Summary: Buffy and Spike were the most infamous and popular couple at Sunnydale High until temptation struck and changed their lives completely. After events and realizations occur, they try to patch up their differences and find that maybe change isn't always good. Do first loves deserve a second chance?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54757
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54757
[Report This] Published: 02/12/2005 Updated: 03/14/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 02/24/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Drunken Disclosure
Date: 02/24/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Drunken Disclosure
LOL, okay, so now he is kidnapping Buffy, LOL! She left with Angelus on her own that night, and she's not sure they did anything other then drink, fool around a bit and then pass out.....and Spike is taking her with him when she said no......so who is taking advantage of Who, LOL! Men, think they know everything and can do wrong and just have to say "I'm sorry" to make it all better. I hope Buffy wakes up and does a whammy on his ass and sets him in his place, back in the dog house......FREE THE PIG!
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Happy Anniversary
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Happy Anniversary
He should wait until she is READY, his feelings or concerns be damned......he really is getting things way to easy here.., when does he get his heart broken, so are he has broken up with two women, one we know heart was broken, and I'm sure Dru's was too,.....why is Buffy getting all the shit and he just keeps landing outside of it? Buffy really needs to become her own person and I think that means staying away from Spike for a while.....let him flounder about.......have her not even date, maybe get a partime job......spend what time she has with Willow........leave him to find the way to her heart is to stop trying so hard to force things to be what they are not longer......and his lame excuse for not telling Buffy about Dru, well, it's lame.....he should have been man enough to tell her and not taken the chance of her finding out from someone else. And I find it hard that the whole school was not buzzying it about....that would have been the gossip of the year......LOL, well at least I would have thought so......well, I have to stop my sleep deprived rambling......more please I can't wait to see where you are taking this......
Summary: Elizabeth and William are two strangers who walk into a coffee house but walk out as something different.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 50057
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 50057
[Report This] Published: 02/16/2005 Updated: 10/08/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/27/2005 Title: Chapter 6: Easier Said Then Done
Date: 03/27/2005 Title: Chapter 6: Easier Said Then Done
Oh I'm so conflicted......should she get caught, or should she realize she is caught, but not by Giles but by how much she as come to love Wiliam.....and needs him and wants him. Know about RL issues.....keep up the great work here.....
Author's Response: I'm glad you see the conflict. The story is almost coming to an end and it just may not end up how you think or how everyone may want it to end. Thanks for taking the time from your own awesome story to leave me a review. Now get back to writing To Forgive or Forget
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 05/30/2005 Title: Chapter 10: Wish Granted
Date: 05/30/2005 Title: Chapter 10: Wish Granted
Oh, I see this is going to be hard when Rupert returns home, and I think he's smart enough now to want answers.....unless he is willing to look the other way while Buffy plays.....but will William be up to just being her play toy. Great chapter, and can't wait to see where you go from here.........
Author's Response: God I know...She is going to be bored out of her mind. I am quite sure Rupert is wondering why his wife didn't call him back...lol She's having great sex and fun hmmmm. I wouldn't have call either..lol Thanks for the review
Summary: Buffy Summers never had the most interesting life. As a waitress in a club, her world is turned upside down one night when Spike Thornton, one of the most famous singers in the world, propositions her. He was the last thing she needed. She was the last thing he expected.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 29710
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 29710
[Report This] Published: 02/19/2005 Updated: 03/21/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 8: Obstacles
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 8: Obstacles
Oh, to love is like life......you should live it as it comes. To live is like love, don't let it pass you by. To be afraid to love is not living It's when you are afraid to live you forget how to love. Oh what one must to to live, and to love..... Great chapter
Summary: Buffy and Spike have known each other for years. Now Spike is on the cusp of becoming famous, and he chooses Buffy as his PR person. How will the two ever get along?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42051
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42051
[Report This] Published: 02/23/2005 Updated: 03/25/2005
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 02/27/2005 Title: Chapter 6: Hot
Date: 02/27/2005 Title: Chapter 6: Hot
LOL I'm not sure how to think....hmmmm cool he is claiming her and going to do the possessive cave man thingy.....and then ewww, he thinks he can kiss her after flirting with the ditz....but then who am I to talk.....LOL! Bad me.......
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 9: Ante up
Date: 03/02/2005 Title: Chapter 9: Ante up
LOL
I loved this chapter....oh Spike is just the bomb in this story....I love it.....
Author's Response: He's such a little shit isn't he? LOL. And she's such a little spitfire lol
Reviewer: Kimber Signed
Date: 03/06/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Balancing the Scales
Date: 03/06/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Balancing the Scales
Oh, more more more.....I love where this is going....the great eye opening to how she just might be feeling for him....and why......