Posting for "Readingismytherapy" on EF

I've been looking for this fic for years, and I was hoping someone could help me out.L looking for a fic that takes place in S4. Buffy asleep and dreams where its the future where she is married, but she can't figure out who her husband is. At the end she realizes its Spike. Ty

this may be deciphering by demonica mills.

she goes back and forth between being married to spike and being married to angel. shes not sure which reality is true.----of course the one with Spike is the real one

Thanks! I’ll ask, but I don’t think that’s it. Deciphering looks like it is Post-series and the story she’s looking for S4 based on this latest update to her request:

“Reposting from Oct .Searching 4 a 1 shot S4 Spuffy. No angst. Buffy is asleep in dorm room & dreams of future where she's married & happy (poss w/kids) but doesn't know who her husband is. Scoobs r in it & accepting of hus. @ end. B realizes hus is Spike. I don't have Live Journal or FB accounts. Ty”