Drug Addict Spike

Hi folks - does anyone out there know of any fics where Spike is a drug addict/alcoholic - that sort of thing? Darker the better, but will try anything but pron without a plot!

Try Few Days and Full of Trouble by DayWalker

Summary: Spike Pratt, lead singer of Blind Love, has fallen into the downward spiral of rockdom - his career is falling apart, his girl cheated on and dumped him, and he has a drug addiction problem. Just when he thought it couldn't get any worse, it does. Spike is ready to give up when along come his saving graces - the Summers women. The trouble is, Buffy Summers doesn't like him and would love to see him wiped off the face of the Earth!

Pari
Thanks Pari *dashes off to check it out!*

theres blonde on blonde by lucky021 it has spike as a recovering drug addict with lots of problems.

Buffy Summers moves in to a five bedroom house for her first year at UC Sunnydale. She meets Spike and there's an instant attraction, but his dark past and her own insecurities may keep them apart.

from the authors a/n: elements of rape, slash, sex acts that may be considered kinky, threesomes, drug use not always portrayed as a bad thing, and probably a few more things one may find offensive.

Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse

What's Good For Me by PsychoPromQueen7
Buffy Summers lived the life of sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll at the tender age of fifteen with her older boyfriend Spike and her best friend Ruby. Buffy gets a rude awakening one night and decides to get what's good for her. She moves to Sunnydale to live with her mother and to turn her life around. Three years pass and her racy past comes back to haunt her in the form of one British ex. Can their relationship ever be the same with out the help of that evil white powder?

To Forgive or Forget by Kimber
Spike loves Buffy, Buffy loves Spike. Is their love enough to face what is about to happen. Dark fiction with implied child abuse (sexual), drugs, mind control, with something akin to date rape....

Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky

darlaslilgirl
Oh! Thank you! :D Lots for me to get stuck into there.

Appreciate your help! x

Try also Omitted Information by CleverlyControversial its here on TSR

I also recomened No Need For Names by tahmoe (TSR). Spike is sexaholic, druguser and heavy drinking. He is also bi and into kinky stuff.

Sanctuary by Mrs.Muir. Drug use, drinking and Spike overall fucked up

carrot

Thank you very much! I like the sound of all three!

<i>Spike overall fucked up</i> That can never be a bad thing! LOL

Check out Herself - she has the most heart breaking angst filled story I have come across with Shanshued Spike who turns to alcohol to just try and get through life one miserable second to the next - Sorry I can't remember the title -

Guess I'll post the links...sure...gots nothing better else to do *sighs* I am bored to tears right now :|

Pari
that is so cute of you! thanks! you are bored with changes you need to make arounf the place?

Thank you!

I came across this fic by Gilly Bean with "drug use* warning. Wanna try it? http://web.archive.org/web/20031030051345/www.spuffyfantasy.com/

carrot
Great! Thanks! Will bookmark it! :D

A Terrible Thing by herself is the shanshued Spike alcoholic that Buffy tracks down and tries to help. Fantastic story, dark and well written.

"Ought to know better than to get between a man and his booze," he said. The rage was so hot in her she only wanted to scream at him, to scream and scream. "You're not a man—!" She stopped. Because the hell of it ... he was. NC-17. Novella-length story, with spoilers for all of BtVS and AtS, complete in two parts. Pt 1, Pt 2. Winner, Judge's Choice, in Round 2 'Soulless Spike' of Raison D'Etre Awards, Summer '05. Winner, Best Buffy Characterization, Best Angst, in Round 12 of the Love's Last Glimpse Awards, Dec '05. (Completed June 2005).

http://www.echonyc.com/~stax/Buffy/herself/index.htm