Summary: Spike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards and now also Runner Up for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 142700

Summary: In the 18th century, William Rayne and Elizabeth Summaers live in a pre-Revolutionary War America, where every other winter and summer their families make them spend time together and are each other’s enemies rather than allies. Thanks to my beta Sawah for all her trouble!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50140

Summary: One moment changed her entire life and took everything away from her. When she turns seventeen, Buffy Summers runs away from the crumb life has left her with and tries to start over. What she least expected was to find a man, Rupert Giles, who offered to help. Keeping the secrets of her dark past to herself, she lives in a self-created hell. Spike, Rupert's son, soon makes her realize that somewhere deep inside herself, there's a girl who can be happy once again.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3314

Summary: Buffy Summers was a happy, carefree girl who wanted to save the world. Elizabeth Summers is a woman surrounded by darkness who can’t even see a way to save herself. No matter how she struggles, each day adds to what seems a never-ending list of failures. But William Giles doesn’t see it that way at all, so there’s a chance that they can save each other.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 51303

Summary: Dr. William Giles’ world is turned upside down when he opens his heart and his home to a stranger in order to save her from the darkness that threatens to surround her after the loss of her child. Nominated for BEST WIP, BEST ANGST, and BEST FANTASY at LOVES LAST GLIMPSE ~ Thanks guys!!! :-)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12984

Summary: *Warning- Character Death!* Buffy Summers is writing a story, from the time 11 years ago when Spike rescued her in the rain til graduation. Buffy's life is hard, painful, and she tells the world of it. Completely re-posted starting from the beginning. *lots of angst and not a happy ending! Also issues of child abuse, molestation, and rape!*
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28176

Summary: Spike has just started school at SHS, desperate to forget his life back in England. It's not long before he's fallen for the most popular girl in school, Buffy Summers. But rumours are flying of a school ghost, and Buffy and her friends, convinced that a human is behind it, decide to investigate, unaware that the perpertrator has a far darker motive than a student prank.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Child Abuse, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10689

Summary:

Since the age of five, Buffy has always thought that life couldn’t get any worse. Then it always does. She does what she has to in order to survive. Her only means of sanity and escape are her fantasies in which she is a superhero who always wins the battle...eventually. She goes through life learning that for her there is no happily ever after. Will life prove her right or wrong in the end?

Follows Buffy throughout her life and ships. Spuffy tones throughout, but more so in later chapters.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 54 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 120957

Summary: Buffy Summers is sure she's found Prince Charming in her new husband, Liam Angelus. However, when a surprise house guest changes everything, Buffy learns how quickly a dream can become a nightmare. (All human AU)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 77570

Summary: Riley Finn et Spike Giles sont amis depuis toujours, fils des deux hommes les plus influents de la ville de San Francisco, ils étaient tous deux destinés à succéder à leurs pères un jour, dirigeant l’empire qu’ils avaient créé. Des années plus tard leur monde a bien changé, Spike a suivit le chemin qui lui était tracé depuis son enfance et Riley a choisit de se rebeller contre un père intransigeant champion du terrorisme émotif et est devenu un activiste écologiste pur et dur. Tandis que Spike se vautre dans le luxe et les aventures éphémères, Riley vit une vie enrichissante sauvant la planète un jour à la fois. Les deux hommes sont pourtant toujours amis acceptant le style de vie de l’autre, ne jugeant jamais leur choix respectif jusqu’au jour où Riley présente à son ami la femme de sa vie : Elizabeth Summers une activiste comme lui qui rêve de changer le monde mais elle était loin de se douter que c’est leur vie à tous trois qu’elle allait changer à jamais.
Categories: Fantasy
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33782

Summary: Two broken souls, searching for peace and a safe haven. William returns to the one place he swore he'd never return to find someone in more need of peace than him.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32359

Summary: Sixteen year old Buffy Summers appears to have the perfect life but underneath it all, her life was a living a hell. One night she finally breaks and gets out. A year later she finds herself in a whole new kind of hell. That is until one Spike Giles comes along and changes things for her forever.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1003

Summary: Spike is a new student at Sunnydale high, first day there he meets the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. But what lies behind the dark makeup and badgirl attitude?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1211