definitely still with you and loving every minute of it.

Author's Response: and I'm definitely glad you're still with me. Her's hoping you keep loving it - chapter 5 is coming just a little more slowly than i had anticipated. Thank you Sarah x

Definitely wanting more please :-)

Author's Response: Defintiely more coming, thank you ;) - soon i hope. thanx for the review Sarah x

Shame on you Hun for leaving us in a lurch. Evil, evil, evil. You deserved to be punished ;). And it will NOT be by Spikey. Another wonderful emotionally wrenching chapter. Thank you for allowing Buffy to let go and for letting us know at the end of this one that she actually does. It makes the waiting easier. I'm so glad for Spike that she's going to let him in and allow him to be the one who helps her. It alway was him anyway. She just had her eyes opened a little wider. I die for Spike when he has to fight his desire to hold her. Poor baby. Please, please, please in the end let Buffy allow Spike to comfort her like a man does a woman, like real lovers, tender lovers do because to Spike that would be the greatest gift on earth. Ramble much ;) Sorry.

Author's Response: punished but not by Spikey??? Now who's evil ???? Buffy had to let go and I fiugred I'd at least let people know that the big reveal was imminent. Now I just need to sit down and write the bugger! Not making any promises about the comfort thing just yet - You're cute when you ramble so don't worry about it :D Sarah x

Yes more, always more. Hum... maybe Spike could help me with my problem. What do you thinK;) I'm loving this. It's dark and very intense and full of emotion. Both Spike and Buffy are at a battle with themselves. I want her to cry. I want her to let go and end up in his arms when all is said and done and there is no way she's going to go there meekly. The girl has to be driven to let go and Spikey's doing the driving. Well done sweetie.

Author's Response: I'll send Spikey round directly to help ya out. ;)Not saying much about the crying but maybe, just maybe you might get a little of what you want at the end of chapter three. Thanx again. Sarah x

now how the HELL can you ask if we want more? Dammit woman...where is it already? *grins widely* YUMMY!!! I looooooooove your stories and i'm just gonna have to steal this one as well cause you rock!!! You are like my....bondage hero. I call you mistress and bow humbly at your feet!!! *pokes her in the knee while she down there* where the hell is the next chappy? ;)

Author's Response: As always if you want it hun take it :D No need to make a criminal of yourself it is freely given. I'm not much one for playing the mistress (as if you couldn't guess hehe) but if you insist. *smack* quit poking me in the knee. And the next chapter will be there when I'm good and ready. (tomorrow). Glad you're enjoying it. Sarah x

Awesome beginning. Please update soon.

Author's Response: Your wish is my command - there's more there now. Glad you liked it - hope you continue to do so. Thanks for the feedback. Sarah x

That was different... but do I detect the beginning of a plot? Actually it would be welcomed if it were (not that it's usually missed, but you get the idea). I really enjoyed this.

Author's Response: *gapes* you mean you spotted that there was never any plot in my other stories!! hehe - more angst than what i would call actual plot in this one - but hopefully I'll do it well enough for it to be mistaken for plot. Thank you so much for the review and forgive me for the 'sarcasm' at the beginning of this response - it's what passes for humour where i come from - we don;t get out much :P Sarahx