Buffy sighed, shed been working for almost 12 hours now because the new guy hadn’t shown up for his shift. ‘Double time at the double meat, what could be better?’she asked herself.

“Give me a number 3 and next time try to pay attention when a customer comes in instead of having a blonde moment.” A gruff voice snapped at her. She’d been so zoned she hadn’t even seen the man walk in.

That was it. She lost her cool. She was tired of strangers being rude to her and she didn’t care if she lost her job anymore. “What’s your problem?” she seethed and looked up into the most brilliant blue eyes she’d ever seen. Eyes that where clouded with anger.

“Pardon me?” Her attitude had shocked the man, who did she think she was?

“Do you get off on being rude to people you don’t know?” He was clenching his jaw now and Buffy could tell he was royally pissed but she was on a roll. “Should I supersize it for you sir, I’m sure you’d like your meal to be as big as your ego is.”

“Who the fuck do you think you are? You don’t know me.” He growled.

‘Wow that sounded sexy’. “Oh no? You don’t think you’re better then me because I have to serve you? You don’t think it’s okay to talk to me like I’m nothing because I get paid minimum wage to make your supper. It’s my job right? It’s okay to treat me like shit because I’m paid to take it? Well I’ll tell you something” she said as she tore her hat off and he noticed how soft her hair looked for the first time “You can go fuck yourself along with this place.”

Just then her manager stepped out and she was red in the face.

“Miss Summers your fired.”

Buffy looked at the girl and snorted. “In case you didn’t understand what I meant by telling this place to go fuck itself I’ll say it real slow for you. I (long pause) Quit!. This place doesn’t even use real meat in it’s doublemeat patties.” She said loud enough for everyone in the restaurant to hear. The manager gasped and turned pale.

She took off her D.M.P shirt revealing her skin tight black tank top and her golden skin and stormed out.

Spike stood there frozen as he watched the fiery girl walk out. ‘Bitch’ he thought to himself but he couldn’t stop the small smile from coming to his face. ‘S’ been a long time since someones had the balls to stand up to me, who’d have thought it would have been a tiny lil blond chit with a hot body?’
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Buffy took another shot, it burned all the way down. What the fuck was she gonna do now? She had no income now. She had a few months rent saved up in her bank account but what would she do then.

She put her head in her hands and sighed. She’d just moved here two weeks ago after leaving L.A and her asshole father behind, in search of independence. Sunnydale had seemed like a nice town but it was boring. There was nothing to do and way too many cemeteries for her liking. She decided that she’d start looking for a job in the paper tomorrow, tonight she was gonna get smashed.


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“What do you mean you’re quitting?” Spike roared into the phone.

“I cant handle your temper anymore blondie bear”the girl yelled back.

“So were over then too?”he asked hopefully, truthfully he had hated dating Harmony but he had nothing better to do.

“Yes.” –click- The line went dead. ‘Well at least I’ll have her out of my hair’ Spike thought gratefully. He dialled a friend who worked for the paper to collect on a favor. He’d need to have an add put in the paper for the morning. He couldn’t afford to not have a bartender for the small bar he ran. It was too popular a place and he needed someone stat.




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Buffy woke up and ran to the bathroom. ‘Jack why? I thought we where friends’ she thought as she threw up several times.

5 coffees later and newspaper in hand Buffy started to search the paper. Their was only one add she could respond to.

“Bartender needed for the Club Apocalypse. Female. Age 21-25 pref. Phone 555-6969 for interview.”

She dialled the number.

“’Lo?” A sexy british voice answered.

“Hi, I’m Buffy Summers. I’m calling in regards to your add in the paper.” His voice sounded familiar but chances where she’d served him at some point in the last two weeks considering the doublemeat Palace was quite popular in Sunnydale.

“Great, can you come in for two o’clock?” Her voice sounded familiar but he couldn’t’ quite place it.

“Sure, I’ll see you then.”she said happily and hung up the phone.

She’d done a lot of bartending while living in L.A and was really good at it too. She’d heard about the Apocalypse from some co-workers, well ex co-workers now. They had told her it was a really wild place but she’d never gone. She was saving as much money as she could to buy a house. Something she could call her own, something she could finally call home. It was gonna be hard work but she was up for it. Her mom had left her a large amount of money when she had passed but Buffy would only have access to it when she turned 25. She was only 23.


When Spike heard the dial tone he smiled. The chit had a very seductive voice. He couldn’t wait to meet her and if she was pretty, he couldn’t wait to fuck her. He winced at his own thought. ‘When did I become such a prick and a womanizer?’ he asked himself. ‘Probably after Dru cheated on you and Cecily fucked with your head’ he thought supplying himself with the answer. Girls could not be trusted, they could be fun, they could be useful and they could be fucked. That was it.


Buffy walked into the darkened club and looked around while her eyes adjusted to the dim lighting. She had worn black leather pants with a red halter top and her hair hung past her shoulders. She had curled it slightly and had put on dark make up. She figured if she wanted to work here she should dress more sexy then usual. Looks made good impressions and looks made good tips.

Spike looked up from the table where he’d been pouring over some papers and sucked in his breath. There was a girl standing in the door and the light framed her from behind. Her hair shone like gold and she had the body of a goddess. She looked like an angel. ‘Shut up William you ponce’ he mentally chided the poet in him. The person he had been before turning into Spike.

He got up and walked over to her. “Hi, you must be here for the inter…”he stopped short when he saw who it was. Buffys eyes widened and fire sparked in her eyes when she saw his face.

“You.”they both exclaimed at the same time.





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Buffy narrowed her eyes and turned to leave.

“Now just a minute there” he growled.

She stopped. That growl was one of the sexiest things shed ever heard. ‘What would happen if I heard it in a bedroom?’

“What?”she snapped.

“I’m………” He looked as if he was in great pain.

“You’re what? A prick, an asshole, a guy who thinks he’s better than me.”

“Sorry.”he mumbled.

Her eyes went wide. “For what?”

“For getting you fired.”

“Oh, well that was my fault. I shouldn’t have snapped like that, I was having a bad day but you made it worse.”

“My day wasn’t so grand either pet.”he said with a sigh.

“Apology accepted then.” She said giving him a bright smile and holding out her hand. “I’m Buffy.”

He took it and returned the smile. “I’m Spike.”

He studied her for a moment and cocked his head. “You should do that more often.”

“Huh?”

“Smile.” He explained. “It suits you better.”

“Ya well why don’t you write song about it and then I’ll see what I can do.”

They both laughed.

“Would you care to make me a drink kitten?”

“Why don’t you get it yourself? I’m not your slave.” She said angrily, completely forgetting why she was there in the first place. He was just too hot and she couldn’t concentrate.

“No”he said with a smirk, “But if I’m gonna be your new boss im gonna have to see you in action.”

“Oh fuck! Sorry.” She said and covered her smile with her tiny hand.

Spike reached to her face and pulled the hand away. “Don’t ever do that again.”

“Huh?”

“Hide that sight from me, your smile’s too sexy to be hidden.” He paused for a moment before speaking again, almost to himself. “Maybe I will write a song.”

Buffy let that comment go not taking it seriously and jumped onto the bar, swinging her legs she hopped down behind it.

“What can I get you stud?” she asked with a husky voice. ‘Annnnnnnd I’m hard’ Spike realized and bit back a grin, she was a saucy one.

“Surprise me.”

She gave him a wink and picked up a bottle, flipping it, pouring a shot into a glass and with the same flair added some shots to the cup.

She slid it over to him with a grace that made it look like god had created alcohol simply to have her serve it.

He took a sip and smiled. “Sex on the beach?” he asked in regards to his drink.

“Isnt it a little soon?” she asked with a cocky smirk.

“Your hired.”








Buffy let the warm water cascade over her as her thoughts went to Spike. She’d gone from hating the man to lusting after him. She wanted him so badly it hurt. Buffy didn’t have sex often but when she did it was casual. Since her first had left her broken hearted she hadn’t let herself love anyone but that didn’t mean she wasn’t human. She had needs, hell, if anyone said they didn’t they where lying. And why become a frigid bitch just because no one loves you? She didn’t understand girls who shut themselves off sexually because of a bad experience, it was insane. She shuddered at the thought of being without sex. Not that she’d ever been with someone who blew her mind away but it did the job. She had been with three people. Angel, who had been her first and left her the next day. Parker who she’d used and couldn’t help but feel bad for him when he’d come crawling to her at school the next day only to have to tell him it had been for fun. And Riley. Stupid, loveable Riley. He had been a good friend but after a year of friendship with benefits he’d wanted more and she couldn’t give it to him. She licked her lips and thought of the bleached hottie. She’d seen his hard on earlier today and had wanted to jump him right then. But she had to find out first what he wanted, if he would be okay with the whole casual thing. ‘Maybe for once it doesn’t have to be casual’ Buffy let herself think for a brief second about his killer eyes and how she wanted to drown in them before pushing that thought away. She didn’t want to risk the hurt that ‘maybe’s’ could bring. ‘Icould definitely risk a little bed bumping with this one though’, she thought with a smirk. ‘Something tells me he’s kinky.’




“Fuck where’d I put my handcuffs” Spike roared as he searched his room. He didn’t want any of his friends coming over and seeing his ummmm….personal effects..



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Spike watched as Buffy served and flirted. He’d never seen so many guys buy so many drinks in one night before. He’d made a good choice when he’d hired her. Her good looks and her sweet smile where really bringing in the profits. He caught her eye and winked, she flipped him the bird with a smile and continued working.

The club was packed as usual seeing that it was the only one in the little town. He was impressed that she could keep up with all the orders she was getting, Harm had always been slower then she should have, but she had a nice body and most of the clients didn’t mind.


Buffy smiled to herself. It felt good to be serving again, it was a rush. And from the overflowing tips jar she could tell it was a well paying job. She made 15 and hour and whatever tips she got. So she got 90 bucks a night (9pm to 3am) no matter what. Yup. She liked it here.


Just then someone grabbed Buffy’s arm and didn’t let her go. She didn’t know what to do. She wanted to hit him but she didn’t wanna lose her job. The jerks hand snuck to her breast and in flash he was sprawled on the floor, Spike standing over him. “Gunn, we need a clean up crew by the bar” he said into his walkie talkie to the bouncer (who was also his best friend). The little radios were handy to have in case something went wrong, it was rare but shit did happen.

“Thanx” Buffy mouthed and continued working. They where gonna have a little talk after work Spike decided. ‘Why didn’t she defend herself?’ he thought angrily.


Spike had just finished making the nights deposit (the largest one this year when Buffy walked up to him wide eyed.

“Holy shit Spike, 250 $ in tips. Thanx girls” she said looking at her scantily clad breats and Spike couldn’t help but laugh.

It only lasted a second though until he got serious.

“You pull that shit again and your fired Summers!”

“Huh? What the fuck did I do?” she shot back pissed.

“It’s what you didn’t do!” he said leaning in close to her face.

“Again with the huh?”

“Next time someone gets grabby punch the fucker! I wont have my employees harassed.”

“Fine…….little jealous are we?”she taunted.

He leaned in closer. “Fuck you Summers.”

“Fine by me.” She answered in a sexy tone.

“That’s not what I meant.” He said exasperated.

“Is it what you want?”

He closed the gap between them and pressed his lips to hers roughly. ‘Looks like the night isn’t over yet’he thought happily as her hand snuck under his shirt.





Spike flung open his door, pulling Buffy inside.

“Do you want s’thing to drink kitten?”he asked.

“Spike, about this…..us, it’s just a friendly thing okay? No ties, when you want you can walk away.”

He cocked his head and looked at her. Under normal circumstances he would have jumped at that option but something about Buffy made it less then appealing. He didn’t wanna freak her out by getting all pocessive so he just nodded his head. “Right then.”


Even though it was her that had made that rule she was hoping in a small way that he wouldn’t be okay with it. That he would make some silly speech about how he was drowning in her and how he’d never let her go, just like on t.v. ‘This isn’t some silly show where two people meet and work together, falling in love in the process.’ She scolded herself. Either way she had a tasty treat standing in front of her and until he was tired of the situation she would have some good times with this one.


“Well that’s enough small talk, don’t you think?” she asked as she pulled down his pants quickly and got to her knees. Spike could barely breathe.

“Fuck, you’re huge!”she said in shock.

Spike laughed at her words, he’d been told that he was large before but never so…..

“You’re an eloquent one Summers.”

‘There’s the word I was looking for’ he thought happily when he found it.

He was about to make a joke again about her manners when he felt her mouth on his cock and he had to lean against the wall to keep from falling.

He grabbed a handful of hair in each hand and thrust towards her softly. She bit back a grin. He responded so much to her, she loved it. She dug her nails into his legs, exploring him while his hands controlled the pace of her sucking.

‘Oh my god, he’s rock hard every where.’ She realised when her hands explored his abs. He was physically perfect in her eyes. Soft, smooth skin, incredible cheekbones and other features and every muscle he had was well defined. “Mmmmmmm” she moaned out loud when she grabbed his ass.

Hearing her moan even though he wasn’t doing anything to do made him lose it.

“Buffy pet, I’m gonna cum….stop.” he said and gently pulled her away from his throbbing dick.

She pouted. He fell in love with that look on her face. He cupped her face and pulled her up. “Wanna be inside you when I cum.” He explained and the pout was replaced with a sly smile.

She walked over to the couch and undressed slowly for him. He stood there in awe. She looked like a goddess, he’d never seen anyone so beautiful. He walked over to her and she turned around so that she was facing the wall, using her hands to hold the couch.

He slid up behind her and leaned against her body.

“So beautiful” he whispered as his hand went to her clit and began teasing it. Buffy gasped in pleasure and thrust against his hand.

“Spike please” she practically whined

In one smooth thrust he was in her, plunging into her warmth fast and hard. She loved it.

Using one hand to squeeze her breast he used the other to hold her stomach, keeping her close to him.

When he felt her start to tighten around him, which felt like heaven because she was so tight already, he took his hand from her breast and stroked her clit again. She was moaning so loud now, he knew it would be over soon.

“Cum with me Buffy, wanna feel you shake”he whispered in a low voice next to her ear.

“Spike, fuck, you feel so…”she didn’t finish the sentence as she came screaming.

He shut his eyes tight and plunged twice more before coming into her hot, tight, pussy.

Her muscles where still convulsing, milking him for every drop of sperm he released so he lay his head on her back until they where both completely done.

He placed a soft kiss to the nape of her neck and she moved away from him, causing him to pull out of her. He groaned in disappointment.

She dressed quickly and gave him a quick kiss, “Gotta go.”she said with a wicked smile, leaving him standing there naked and wanting more.

“L’il vixen, she stole my line” he said to no one as the door clicked softly behind her.

“So do you always shop alone kitten?”

Buffy whirled around to face the voice that had startled her.

“Oh hey there stud!” she said pleased to see him the day after they had shared their bodies so intimately.

“So why’d you run out on me pet?”he asked hiding the hurt from his voice.

She narrowed her eyes. “ I thought you understood that it was just a friendly..encounter.”

“I do understand, but since when do friends run out on friends without a proper goodbye?”


He had her there. She sighed and ran a hand through her hair. “You’re right, I’m sorry. It was really rude….but come on you loved it. No awkward goodmornings, no trying to think up an excuse to have me leave.”

He cocked his head and smiled. “Why would I want you to leave when I can have so much more fun when you stay?”

She smiled and he continued. “Besides, s’ been a long time since I’ve had someone stay over, I miss it. Not that im asking you for more then your willing to give but sometimes it’s nice to wake up and have someone to talk to instead of being all alone.”

“Ya, well I wouldn’t know. I’ve never stayed the night with a guy and the one time I did he didn’t stay the night.” She explained with a laugh that was tinged with bitterness.

“Well if where gonna be friends and all, especially friends with benefits” he said with a wink “then I propose we get to know each other better.”

Buffy knew he was up to something and played along. “So what do you propose Spike?”

“Slumber party” he said with a wicked grin.

She couldn’t help it, she had to laugh. “So are we gonna put on lingerie and stay up all night eating ice cream and having pillow fights?”

“Well yeah! What else are they for? You’ll have to lend me a nightie though, I cant find mine.” He said jokingly.

“Can I do your makeup too?”

“Don’t push it Summers” he said in a low growl.

She put her hands up in mock surrender. “Well, if your here you might as well help me pick out a couple new outfits for the club, I don’t have enough ‘bartending clothes’”

She had decided to take some of her savings and update her wardrobe a little bit. The better she looked, the better they tipped.


Spike eyed her hungrily. She was wearing a pale yellow sundress that showed off her tan and well toned body. If what she picked out was anywhere close to as cute as that dress then it would be worth spending the time in the womens stores with her.

“Right then, lets go.” He placed his hand on the small of her back and noticed when Buffy leaned into his touch instead of running from it like he thought she would have.

“And if you’re a good boy you can come to La Senza with me” she said with a smile in her words as she felt Spikes hand shake slightly at her comment.

“Yes ma’am” he said as politely as he could and followed her into the first store.




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Spike withheld a sigh. He’d been in every store she saw with her and although the outfits she bought where appealing to say the least he wanted to get to the good store, the naughty store.

“Why are you leering like that?”Buffy asked interrupting his thoughts.

“No reason pet.”he said a little too guickly.

Bufy smirked, she knew exactly what had been on his mind.

“Come on.” She said after paying for her things, “Time for your treat boy.”

Spike knew he should be insulted at the fact that she was treating him like a dog but he felt like one at the moment, so he just shut his mouth and followed.


Spikes eyes widened at the first outfit she picked out. It was a red corset top with matching panties that would barely cover her hair.

“Like it?”she asked with a smile.

“Ummm yeah pet.”he answered as if she where stupid for even asking.

“Good.”

They spent a couple more minutes in there as she piled things into his arms, none of them caught his eye though because a vivid fantasy of her in the red number was playing in his head.


He snapped out of it when she waved her hand in front of his face. “Welcome back” she teased. “Was it hot?”

“Was what hot pet?”

“The fantasy you where obviously having Spike.”

He blushed. He actually blushed before he smiled and went with it.

“You where incredible kitten” he whispered into her ear.

“So you want me to sleep over tonight, well do the whole slumber party thing?”

“Wouldn’t miss it for Passions luv’.” Uh oh. ‘What have I done?’

“YOU watch passions?”she asked unbelieving.

“No” he snorted.

“I’ll watch it with you tonight if you want.”

“It’s on at 3 pet, we missed it.” He said in a sad voice.

“Ha! Caught you! Thought you said you didn’t watch!”

“I’ll see you at seven” he growled and walked away.










Spike opened the door and BAM, hard as a rock. He looked her over slowly. Her golden hair was in pigtails and she was wearing a red pleated skirt with a black tank top. She had a lollypop in her mouth and a cross dangling right above her cleavage. Her tanned legs where bare and her feet where in sexy black sandals.

“lo pet.” He said when he was done giving her the once over.


“Hey there stud. Gonna invite me in?”

He moved out f the doorway and she stepped inside. She opened up her bag and pulled out a huge container of ice cream.

“Lets get this party started” she said with a wink.



After eating as much ice cream as any human could handle they went into the living room and she pulled out her make up bag.

Spike paled.

“I thought you wanted a slumber party baby?” she said with a fake pout. “It’s not a slumber party if I don’t give you a makeover.”

“No bleeding chance in hell Buffy.”

“Oh…well that’s okay. I WAS gonna take a shower with you to help you wash it all off and seeing you naked would inevitably get me all hot for you but if your not up for it that’s okay.”

“We can still shower together pet.”he said eagerly.

She tilted her head and pretended to think for a minute. “No, it wont be the same. In fact im pretty tired so I think I’ll go to sle-“

“I’ll DO IT!” he practically yelled.

She smiled. He sighed. Why am I letting her do this? ‘Because shell fuck you if you do’ the voice in his head told him as if he was retarded for questioning his motives.

“You know I have just the blush that would highlight those gorgeous cheekbones of yours.” She said happily.

Spike closed his eyes and prayed for the end, taking a sip out of the bottle of wine that had been sitting on a nearby table.

Spike was smashed and he couldn’t help but giggle when she tried to apply mascara to his eyes and it tickled. He’d gone through 2 bottles of wine on his own to help pass the time and right now he didn’t care that he most likely looked like a woman.

“Stop squirming.” Buffy playfully smacked his chest. “I’m almost done……there!”she said proudly as he felt a wig going onto his head.

She pulled out a nightgown for him to wear.

“No fucken way” he roared.

“Okay” she said a little too easily and she opened a third bottle. “Lets have a drink to celebrate our new friendship then.”

“Can I see myself first?” he whined once he saw she was struggling to keep a straight face.

“Nope, after our drinks!”

“Fine.”



Two bottles later and Spike slipped on the nightgown. It was sheer black and just covered his bits.

Buffy clapped like a little girl and before he could stop her she had whipped out a camera and snapped a couple of pictures.

“NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO” he yelled and raced towards her and snatched the camera from his hand.


He looked so distraught that Buffy decided to let him wash up.

Spike held the camera and contemplated ripping the film out but when he saw how much fun the blond had been having he placed it gently on the coffee table.

“Ready for your shower sexy?” she said between laughs.

“No.”

Her face fell. “What?”

“I don’t wanna, I feel too pretty” he said seriously and he could see the emotions in her eyes.

“Seriously?”

“Yup, it makes me wanna dance. I mean I always knew I was a woman at heart but to finally see me look like one…I don’t know how to thank you for setting me free Buffy.”

She was stunned, completely and utterly stunned. “Ummm, well, you do look beautiful.” She said nervously. ‘Holy shit Buffy, you turned him into a drag queen. What the fuck have you done?’ she asked herself.


Spike couldn’t hold it in anymore and burst into loud laughter.

“YOU PRICK” she yelled and shot a pillow at him once she realised he’d been kidding. He was way to good at being convincing.

“You had it coming. It’s payback for doing this to me.” He said pointing at his face.

He walked over to the mirror to see just what shed done and he almost collapsed. His eyes had heavy black liner on top and underneath. He had pink eyeshadow on and ruby red lipstick. His wig was brown and curly and it fell to his shoulders.

Buffy saw him almost faint and led him to the bathroom without saying a word until she started the water.

“Thank you for that Spike, I actually had fun tonight. It’s been awhile.” She said wistfully.

All of a sudden Spike didn’t care that he’d been her guinea pig, seeing the joy on her face made it all worth it.

“Anytime pet.” He said before thinking.

“Good to know.” She said with laughter in her voice. God he was incredible. She handed him a bottle of make up remover and expertly helped him wash it all off. When they where done she pulled him into the shower and grabbed the bar of soap.

She started at his feet and slowly worked her way up, keeping her eyes on his. She could see his breathing increase as she reached his dick. She placed a light kiss on it earning a gasp from him and then gently rubbed the bar across it.

“Buffy.” He moaned and leaned back against the wall, lost in the feeling of this beautiful girl attending to him.

She didn’t reply, instead she moved upwards and continued to wash him softly. When she was done she rinsed him off and returned to her knees.

She took him into her mouth slowly and gripped his ass in her hands, pulling him in and pushing him back with every suck. His hands went to her shoulders and gripped them tightly. The feel of the warm water hitting him while her warm mouth surrounded him was almost too much to bare. He sucked in his breath when she added extra pressure to his knob, making him cum into her mouth almost immediately. She continued her ministrations until he stopped shaking and got up.

Without a word he bathed her the same way. Softly running his hands along her smooth skin, lightly sucking her nipples before wahing them. When she was rinsed off he sunk to his knees and took her clit into his mouth, returning the “favor”.

“Spike” she hissed when she felt his tongue delve into her, lapping at the cum already there.

“So wet.” He whispered.

“For you.” She groaned causing him to growl and speed up his tongue. She screamed as she came into his mouth and like she had done he lapped at her until she was thouroughly finished.

He got up and pinned her to the wall right under the nozzle. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he entered her, water trailing down the both of them. Neither one cared as he started to plunge into her softly. She didn’t usually allow tender sex but something about Spike made her want to latch on and never let go. ‘I quess leopards can change their spots’ was the last thought she had before losing herself to the pleasure he was giving.

He pulled out of her almost all the way with each stroke and it was driving her crazy.

“Harder.” She begged.

“No.” came his simple reply as he continued softly and slowly. Buffys eyes rolled back, she’d never felt anything this good before. Each time he entered her she would gasp and every time he pulled away she would grab his neck to bring him back.

Spike could tell she was close and shifted slightly so that he could use a hand to play with her clit. He took it into his fingers and pinched slightly causing her whole body to shake. She screamed his name and met his thrust with one of her own. Knowing that she had cum spurred him on and while keeping the torturous pace he didn’t hold back now. He came as her muscles where still twitching and burrowed his head into her shoulder, still holding her up as they both panted from their incredible orgasms.

When he finally pulled out of her they both groaned at the loss.

“Buffy?” Spikeasked looking at hher through hooded eyes.

“Ya baby?” she tenderly brushed a lock of wet hair from his forehead.

“How do you feel about having a boyfriend?”

Buffys eyes widened and she opened her mouth to reply.



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“Spike…” she said hesitantly and he quickly shut the water off muttering something underneath his breath.

“What?”

“Was nothing pet, suppose youre gonna scamper off then.” He wrapped a towel around his waist and left the bathroom.


‘Stupid, stupid man.’ He berated himself. ‘You had to blow it didn’t you? Had to push the girl.’ He sighed and layed down on his bed, staring at the ceiling.

He heard a soft knock at the door.

‘Come in.”

Buffy opened the door and walked in slowly, looking at the floor. She stayed silent for a moment before speaking.

“Why?”

“Why what kitten?”

“Why do you want to be with me?” she asked, curiosity in her voice. “Im no one special”


Spike gasped, how could this amzing girl say that about her self? How could she think she wasn’t worthy of love? Love? He thought startled for a moment but their was no other way to describe his feelings.

“I love you.” He said once realisation had hit him.

“You already fucked me Spike, theres no need for sweet talk. You don’t know me, you don’t know what I am on the inside.” she said with a bitter smile but he could see faint hope in her hazel eyes and he knew he had to tell her everything.


“You listen to me. (kneels in front of her) I've been alive a bit longer than you. I've seen things you couldn't imagine, and done things I prefer you didn't. I don't exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my brain. So I make a lot of mistakes, a lot of wrong bloody calls. (looks into her eyes) In 26 years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of: you. (Buffy looks away; he reaches toward her face) Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. (a tear rolls down Buffy's cheek) I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I may not have seen your kindness or your strength that much but I want to. I want to see the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one, Buffy.”


When he finished Buffy could only sit there open mouthed. She’d only known him for less then a week and this man was hear professing his love. It was scary. What was scarier was the fact that she felt the same. When she’d been a little girl she’d dreamed of looking into someones eyes and knowing, beyond any doubt, that this was her prince. She’d let go of that childish dream years ago and now, when it was almost forgotten, that dream had come true. She had found her knight in shining armor. She started to laugh and Spike cocked his head confused.

“Wasn’t meant to be funny pet.” He said a little hurt.

“I’m not laughing because its funny Spike.” She said gently cupping his face. “I’m laughing because I’m happy.”

“Oh” Spike whispered and he joined in. “I quess it is rather odd isn’t it kitten?”

“Two people fight, they fuck, they fall in love. Seems kinda backwards to me.”

“That it is pet, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.” He said as they kissed and where lost in the moment. A moment none of them had seen coming, a moment of true happiness.

Spike woke up with a start and grabbed his chest, looking wildly around the room before getting out of the room as fast as he could and running out of the house.



“Spike?” Buffy called out somewhat frightened. She’d woken up alone and it unnerved her. She got out of the bed and searched the house to no avail. Sitting on the couch she let the tears fall. Angel had done the same thing, left her after saying he loved her and getting what he wanted. Spike had done the very sam-

Her thoughts where cut off when Spike walked back through the door looking out of breath.

“Oh, hey luv.” He said with a smile.

“I woke up and you where gone.” She sniffed.

“Well you didn’t expect me to stay after that did you?”

“Was….was I not good?” Buffy said with a trembling lip.

“WHAT? Buffy you where incredible. Remember I told you I had to feed my neighbours dog before going to bed? Well I passed out with you and had to rush out.”

The weight lifted from Buffy’s chest and she smiled brightly, nodding her head. “Ya, I kinda forgot but I remember know.” She said as she calmed down.

“I love you.”

“I love you Buffy”

“Close your eyes.” She whispered.

He did as was told and she rammed him in the stomach hard with her finger.

“That’s for scaring me” she teased as his mouth formed an “o” of pain.

“Why you little….” Spike started chasing her as she squealed and ran into his room childishly but Spike had never seen anything so cute. ‘I will write a song about that smile’ he thought as she looked at him beaming and giggling while trying to avoid his tickling fingers.


Let me know and I’ll try to post the last chap tonight, hope you guys like it. Either way it will be done tomorrow. I don’t know if I made it obvious but at the end when she wakes up alone because Spike rushed off is supposed to be like what happened in the show after she boinked angel lol, also the finger ramming rep’s her stabbing Angel and sending him to hell…..just letting you know in case you didn’t catch it which you all most likely did lol! Love y’all!

Buffy wiped down the bar, last call had been 15 minutes ago so she was cleaning up when she heard him speak into the mic. She looked up and saw Spike standing there on stage with a couple of guys she knew played in a band called “Dingoes ate my baby”.
He looked like Billy Idol and it was hot. He was wearing a black wifebeater with faded torn jeans and his hair was spiked up instead of slicked back as usual.

“This ones for a special girl I met a while back, who’s stolen my heart. Happy 6 months baby.”

Buffys eyes widened. He’d told her he had something special planned but she’d figured it had something to do with the handcuffs shed found behind his bed. Kinky lil stud muffin she thought with a grin and started to listen as the notes filled the air.


“In, I’m falling in
I didn’t want to.
Not so fast boy.”


Wow. He was really good. She walked out from behind the bar and made her way to the front through the throng of people, signalling Gunn to watch the bar for her. He gave her a wink and set up post as she went to listen to her man.

“Slow, don’t wanna hurt the girl
Give her a pretty box
You better fill it.”

Damn his voice was sexy, she looked up to see him staring at her and he blew her a kiss between lyrics.

“And I get blinded when she opens the door.
It’s like looking into the sun, ya know.
And I’m just blinking, mumbling, staring at my shoes.
And she just looks at me and…
Smiles,
Smiles,
Smiles.”


Tears sprang to Buffy’s eyes, she’d never eard such wonderful things directed at her before he came into her life and they’d never been sung to her before. It was the most romantic thing she’d ever experienced. Yup, he was a keeper for sure.

“Oh, there we go again,
And it feels so good.
We’re falling up and down.
And down, it’s two a.m again
And she kisses me goodbye.
For the 16th time”


She beamed at him. The other week she’d had to go home to take care of some stuff and even though she was coming back hed insisted on kissing her goodbye a bunch of times.

“And I’m driving home and it’s 2 a.m
And I look at the sun coming up over the hills
And the clouds are turning pink and green
And all I can see is her
Eyes,
Eyes,
Eyes.”

“I get blinded when she opens the door
It’s like looking into the sun ya know
And she just looks at me and
Smiles,
Smiles,
Smiles.”

When the last notes where played he put the guitar down and reached out his hand to her. She took it and he pulled her in for a hug before getting down on bended knee. Buffy’s tiny hand went to her mouth in shock. The band started playing Billy Idols ‘White Wedding’ in the background softly, without the lyrics.

“Buffy Anne Summers, will you do me the honor of being my wife?”

She removed her hand and screamed yes so loud that everyone laughed. She blushed and her hand shook as he put the beautiful ring onto her finger.

“Oh my god Spike…I’m so happy.” She cried as he pulled her in for a kiss.

He shot the bar keys to the new manager Wesley and asked him to close. “Theres one more surprise pet.” He whispered and pulled her out the back door into the alley where his car was parked.

They drove in comfortable silence, her hand on his knee the entire time until they pulled up to a beautiful house with a white picket fence.

“Oh, are we telling someone you know the happy news?” she asked as they got out and walked to the door. “It’s pretty late to be making housecalls baby.” She said nervously, not wanting to wake anyone up.

“I’m sure the owner wont mind pet.” He said with a sly grin.

“Okay, if your sure.”

They got to the door and he just stood there.

“Um aren’t you gonna ring or knock or something?”she asked confused.

He pulled a piece of paper and some keys out of his pocket and looked at her, handing them both over.

For the second time that night her hand flew to her mouth. In her hand was the deed to the house in her name and the keys as well.

He looked down at the ground. “Spike, I cant accept this.” She whispered.

“First off kitten I wont have us raising a family in an apartment when we decide to have one and the clubs been doing really well lately, mostly because of our beautiful bartender making all the men drink more so they can have a beer induced hallucination that they have a shot with her.”

They both laughed but at the same time Buffy was thinking. He’d remembered. He’d remembered when she’d told him that all she ever wanted was her own home, something just for her. But over the course of their time spent together shed come to realise that she already had something just for her. Him.

She looked up at him and gave him the very same smile that had inspired him to write a song.

“Spike, I’ll accept this under one condition.”

“Whats that pet?”

“That tomorrow we get this paper changed so that it has our names on it, not just mine.”

“But you always wanted….”

She cut him off.

“What I always wanted before you is NOT what I want now. There is no “me” anymore Spike, there’s only us. I love you William.”

It was his turn to get teary eyed as she gazed at him and took his hand into her own as she used “their” hand to open the door to their new house, home, future.


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Hey everyone, this is just a note for the readers that there is going to be a sequel to this in the near futur if you wanna keep your eyes out for it. It will be called "Drowing in you"....thats all im giving for now though and thanx to the people who syggested i do this. Ive never done a sequel yet and i hope you all like it once i start posting. Love you guys :)