Blue Eyed Devil by pattyanne
Summary: Spike Devlin is the lead singer for the band 'Blue eyed Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local preschool teacher he falls for right before leaving on a nation wide tour.
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
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Series: None
Chapters: 47 Completed: No Word count: 88823 Read: 89050 Published: 05/02/2004 Updated: 07/01/2005

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part 1 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: The characters in this
story do not belong to me
Feedback: Yes, please.
Rating: Will differ from chapter to
chapter, but it will go up to NC-17

Summary: AU. (Here I go again)
Spike is an up and coming rock star. His
band is called "Blue Eyed Devil". Buffy is
a pre-school teacher, who meets him one
night in a club where his band is singing.

AN: Since I can't write music, and music is
going to be a major theme in this story, I'll
be using other songs that I like. Unless it's
noted that the song belongs to someone else,
I need you to suspend a little belief and pretend
it's a Blue Eyed Devil song. I'm sure none of
you will have any problem imagining "him"
singing a love song...to whoever.






Part One...


"Are you busy tonight?"

Buffy glanced up at her best friend and employer. Willow
was standing in the doorway to her classroom, clutching a
piece of poster board that looked like she'd stolen if off the
side of a building.

She finished dumping the last of the wooden blocks into their
bins, then sat back on her heels and pushed her hair out of her
eyes. "I'm just finishing up some of my early evaluation reports
and maybe working on next weeks lesson plan a little more. Why?"

With an impish smile, Willow turned the poster board around and
gave Buffy a look at it.

Buffy looked, then shrugged. "Blue Eyed Devil? Who's he?"

Willow sighed. "Honestly, Buff...do you ever turn on the radio or the
television? I know you own one of each."

Climbing to her feet, Buffy pushed the block box off into a corner,
then turned around, smoothing down her skirt. "Look...I'm not
up for one of your "let's drag Buffy into the modern world, kicking and
screaming" talks. I don't know who he is...so just tell me."

"It's not a "he", Willow explained, placing the poster down on
Buffy's desk. "It's a band. A really...really...hot band. Their
first single went platinum almost overnight, and they've just signed
a zillion dollar contract for three albums..."

Buffy straightened the books on the reading shelf. "So...why
do I need to know all this?"

"Because," Willow exclaimed. "They're gonna be playing here to-
night! In a couple of weeks, they're kicking off this mega city tour,
but they'll be here at Union Jacks tonight!"

"At who?"

"Union Jacks," Willow repeated. "That new club down by the pier.
It just opened a couple of days ago."

Buffy scraped a crayon mark off one of her books with her thumb-
nail. "How come...a big band like that is playing in a little club here
in Sunnydale?"

"I heard that the owner of the club is Spike Devlin's uncle and he..."

"Hold it," Buffy said, holding up one hand. "Who...is Spike Devlin?"

"Oh for..." Willow shook her head in disgust at Buffy's ignorance. "He's
the front man...the lead singer...plays lead guitar...and he's related
to the man who owns the club...so they're playing here as a favor to
him. You know...to get the place off to a good start."

Buffy nodded. "And I take it that you want to go and see them? And
drag me along for the ride."

Willow grinned. "You got it, best friend."

"But I've really got a lot to do tonight, Wils and I..."

"Best friend here!" Willow cut her off. "Who gave you your first teaching
job at her school...over more experienced applicants."

Sighing, Buffy rolled her eyes. Willow was never...ever...gonna let
her forget that little piece of information. She had indeed passed over
three other teachers with years of experience behind them, and hired
her instead...fresh out of school herself.

Buffy knew she was trapped. Willow owned the school, and while
she wouldn't use that as a weapon, Buffy didn't want to make waves
with her boss.

"All right...I'll go with you," she agreed. "I'll hear Blue Eyed what's-his-
name sing and play, and...whatever. But you..."

"Great!" Willow said happily, cutting Buffy off mid-sentence. "I'll meet you
there at 7:00. We can have dinner first. My treat."

Gathering up her purse and her jacket, Buffy grabbed her leather
satchel as well. She stuffed her unfinished evaluation reports and her
lesson plans in it. Maybe she could get a little work done before the
band started breaking her eardrums.


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They were seated at a side table with a fairly good view of
the stage. After ordering hamburgers and milk shakes, they
sat and talked about their plans for the school year. Willow
filled Buffy in on some of the background of her fellow teachers,
and Buffy countered with stories about some of her own
class mates who were now working in the public school system.

The bands instruments were all set up on stage, ready to go.
Buffy counted five guitars, an elaborate keyboard set up, and
a drum kit that looked like it could shake the walls to kindling.

Their meals arrived, and they had just begun to eat when Willow's
cell phone chirped loudly. She grabbed the tiny phone and went
out into the main entry way to talk, and when she came back
to the table, Buffy could tell it wasn't good news.

"I've gotta go," she said, gathering her things together. "That
was the cleaning service. A pipe burst in Marian's class-
room and they don't know how to turn off the water."

Buffy wiped her mouth with a napkin and started to stand, but
Willow waved her back down. "You stay...it's nowhere near your
room, and there's no reason for you to miss the band. Um...I'll
see you tomorrow...and if you can get me an autograph...I'd..
I gotta go..."

Sitting back down, Buffy considered leaving as well. But, she
was hungry and didn't have much at home, since she hadn't
bothered to go to the market. Besides, Willow had looked so
upset and all....maybe she COULD get her the autograph she'd asked
for.

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Once her stomach was full, she pushed the plate away and
grabbed her satchel. Spreading out the evaluation papers, she
began to write on them, quickly becoming so engrossed that she
wasn't really too aware of what was going on around her.

She heard the band being introduced and the burst of loud
applause that followed. Music began to play, but she didn't bother
looking up....until a voice spoke almost directly into her ear.

"S'cuse me, luv....are we bothering you with all that loud music
we're playing?"

Buffy finally raised her head and found herself looking at what
had to be the 'Blue Eyed Devil' himself.

Oh, boy....were his eyes blue! Like aquamarine gems...or maybe
blue topaz...and they were framed by long, dark lashes that a girl
would envy.

He was leaning on her table, smiling down at her like a wolf
who'd just stumbled over a particularly vulnerable looking lamb.

A little over average height, he was dressed in a pair of skin tight
jeans, a black t-shirt, and a red button down shirt on top of that,
loosely tucked into his pants. He wore a pair of scuffed black
boots, worn down at the heel, and around his neck hung a silver
Celtic cross.

Buffy's cheeks turned bright pink. "I...I beg your pardon?" she
asked nervously.

"I asked you if we were disturbing you with our music, darling," he
repeated.

The people sitting at the tables around them giggled and whispered
amongst themselves as they watched this little drama. The band was
still playing their instruments, but softly, wanting to hear what was
being said.

"Why are you asking me that?" she hissed, wiping suddenly
sweaty palms on her skirt. "Am I offending you in some way?"

"As a matter of fact, luv," he said, nodding. "I'm sort of used to people
actually paying attention to the show. Makes me feel all warm and
cozy inside."

"I can hear you," she answered smartly. "Am I required to sit and
stare at you as well?"

The people around them all went "oohhh" at the same time, as
though they were expecting a knock-down drag out fight to start.

But the man bothering her looked delighted. "Sassy little thing,
aren't you? What are you doing?" he asked, gesturing at her
papers.

"I don't see how that concerns you," she answered huffily. He
laughed and made a grab for her lesson planner. Buffy grabbed the
other end of it, and there was a brief tug-of-war between them. "Let
go!" she demanded, slapping at his hand.

"Ouch!" he said, pretending to be grievously wounded. "Come on...let
me see." He yanked the book out of her hand and flipped it
open. "Lesson plans....are you a teacher?" he asked, handing the
book back to her. He leaned his elbows on the table and cupped his
cheek in his palm. "That's fantastic," he murmured in a silky tone of
voice. "You wouldn't believe the fantasies I've had about teachers, luv.
Not as pretty as you...but close."

Buffy's cheeks flamed scarlet again as her eyes darted nervously
around. "Will you just get back up on the stage and...and do what
you're supposed to be doing?" she whispered hotly.

"Depends," he said, eyeing her up and down. "Will you promise to
listen? I'll sing a song for you, if you do."

At this point, she would have agreed to do almost anything in order
to get him to go away. Her embarrassment was reaching horrifying
proportions, and she was afraid that she might start to cry. This
reaction was a holdover from her adolescence that she just couldn't
seem to shake, even at the age of twenty-five.

"Fine," she said irritably. "I'll listen."

He leaned closer, until she could feel the warmth of his breath on
her skin. "Will you watch, too?"

The other people in the club were getting restless. Apparently they
were tired of watching this particular show and wanted to get back
to the one they had come to see. She sensed a few dirty looks
being aimed in her direction, but her tormentor obviously cared
nothing about keeping the rest of his audience happy.

"Yes," she snapped. "I'll watch, too. Now...shoo!" She waved
him away, pointing at the stage.

"Thanks, luv," he said, making a kiss at her. He turned and went
back to the stage, jumping up on it in one leap.

The bass player, a nice looking boy with reddish blond hair, gave
him a look. "Thought you were never coming back. Not that I
blame you...she's something else."

Spike Devlin clipped his guitar strap back around his neck and
stared straight at Buffy. "Down, boy," he said, audible to everyone
in the club. "I saw her first."

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part 2 by pattyanne
Part two...


Buffy's cheeks were still hot with embarrassment as the
band began to play. She could feel people's eyes on her,
and she'd never wanted to cut and run so badly in her life.

But she could also feel HIS eyes on her, challenging her to keep
her promise, and so she stayed glued to her chair. She was
damned if she was gonna let this, no doubt second rate singer,
chase her off like a frightened rabbit.

Summoning up all her nerve, she raised her eyes and
looked directly at him, ignoring the stares directed her way
by the rest of the audience....and found him looking right back
at her.

"When she walks in the room
every eye in the place turns to follow her
every move..."

Okay....so he wasn't a second rate singer.

"She's arrived on the scene, in her diamonds
and jeans.
World class....she's got nothing to prove.."

Actually...he was fairly talented.

"It takes a long time to know her
She gives it up a little at a time.."

No....he was amazingly talented.

"She's getting what she wants
She's a popular girl
Setting those hearts on fire
Everybody wants to be part of her world
She's a...popular girl
Such a....popular girl."

Oh, god....he was probably one of the best singers she'd ever
heard. No wonder his first single had jumped to the top of the
charts.

As she watched him, she had to admit that it wasn't just
the voice that he had going for him. His fingers were deft and
agile as they coaxed the melody from his guitar. His hips swayed
very slightly, in a suggestive manner that was all too obvious.

He didn't seem to be able to stand still for very long. He prowled
around the stage, making brief eye contact with a few of the
female members of his audience.

But every time he looked away from them, he returned his gaze
to Buffy. Unexpectedly, as if he was trying to catch her in the act
of not paying him the attention she'd promised.

As if she could look away!

"She walks down the street
Knocks 'em dead on their feet
With a casual nonchalance."

She'd been too unnerved before to pay much attention to his
looks, but now that there was a little distance between them,
she could see exactly why all the girls in the club were eyeing
him like a potential meal.

He had white blond hair...it had to be bleached, no way it
could be natural with the darkness of his lashes and eye-
brows...and although he'd slicked it back, it was resisting his
efforts to tame it and was showing it's natural curls.

His face was almost pretty. He had beautifully sculpted cheek-
bones, with a high arch to them, and a strong jaw. His complexion
was on the fair side, which only added to the intense piercing
quality of those blue, blue eyes of his. His left eyebrow sported a
scar that looked like it had always been there...like it was supposed
to be there.

"When she's breaking your heart
She's the state-of-the-art
With license to take what she wants."

But his mouth was a real work of art. Soft and sensual looking,
it begged to be kissed. And she could almost taste.....

"It takes a hard man to hold her.."

She gasped when she heard him sing that line, staring right
at her and pushing his hips forward in a thrusting motion that
definitely left no need for guess work as to what he was implying.

"She likes to get a little out of line."

Buffy clasped her hands together on the table top, squeezing
her fingers until her circulation was in danger of shutting
down.

"She's getting what she wants, she's a popular girl
Setting those hearts on fire
Everybody wants to be part of her world
She's a..popular girl
Such a...popular girl."

She swallowed hard. How much longer was this song going to
last? More importantly, how much longer was she going to be
able to sit still for this?

"She stands by the window, the world is her stage
Each smile is her mirror, in the passing parade
Passing parade."

Grabbing the glass of water the waiter had set on the table
earlier, she drank it down in four gulps.

"And in the end, all she'll be is your friend
Though passion's your lone desire.."

She sat back and folded her arms across her chest, feeling
oddly exposed as he stared at her. His next move, though, totally
unraveled her.

Her mouth dropped open as he dropped to his knees at the very
edge of the stage closest to her, leaning his body back slightly, his
guitar held on his upper thighs.

"She's the one you can't touch
You want her so much
You're burning...your heart's on fire.."

On fire. Apt lyrics indeed. She was actually beginning to feel
more than a little overheated herself.

"It takes a hard man to hold her
The challenge is forever on my mind.."

Buffy wiped her damp hands on her napkin, then shredded
it into tiny bits of confetti in her lap. Would this song NEVER
end?

"She's getting what she wants
She's a popular girl
Setting my heart on fire

Everybody wants to be part of her world
She's a...popular girl
Such a....popular girl.."

Her eyes became wide and round. He had changed the lyric! Had
stared right at her and changed the lyric of the song!

People were looking at her again as the band played the closing
notes of the song. Looking at her...and whispering.

Okay....enough was enough.

She began packing her belongings back up, shoving the
evaluation forms into her satchel without considering that they
were made of paper and would be hopelessly wadded up and
crinkled.

Grabbing her purse, she jumped to her feet and headed
towards the exit. She walked swiftly, eyes glued to the door,
not even registering it when someone in the audience muttered
"Oh, not again!"

Buffy didn't stop until she was forced to by someone behind her
placing a hand on her shoulder. Ducking away, she whipped
around and saw that Devlin had once again left the stage and
was chasing after her.

Half the audience looked intrigued and amused, the other half...not
so much. Afraid that they were going to start some kind of riot,
she placed her hand on his chest and pushed him away from her.

"Quit following me!" she snapped.

Completely unrepentant, he smiled. "Give me your name and your
phone number, and I will."

Trapped, Buffy's eyes darted about and fastened on the ladies room
door. "I'm just going to the bathroom," she said, projecting a look
of sincerity blended with urgent need. "Get back up there and...do
what you were doing and...and I'll write it down for you when I get
back."

He hesitated, then backed away a little. "All right, then."

Safely locked in the bathroom, she waited until she heard the
band begin to play and then bolted out the door, running to her
car like a bat out of hell.

As though the devil himself was on her heels....


TBC...
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part 3 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the characters in
the story belong to me.
Feedback: Don't make me beg.
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band Blue Eyed Devil.
Buffy Summers is a local preschool
teacher. They meet and .....

Rating: Up to NC-17





Part three.....


After a long night filled with disturbing dreams punctuated
by a few moments of restless sleep, Buffy had to drag herself
out of bed. It wasn't until she'd had two cups of black, highly
sweetened coffee and a shower that she began to think she
might be able to screw her head on straight and go to work.

Her morning was hectic and loud. The children from Marian
Banner's class room had been parceled out amongst the other
teachers until the plumbing could be fixed and the carpet relaid.
This meant that Buffy had five more 4 year olds to deal with.

She made it through the morning on a caffeine and sugar
energy burst, and she only stopped to think about her experience
the night before a half a dozen times or so. Fortunately, her
attention had to focus on her children, which saved her from a
lot of useless imaginings.

Although he had haunted her last night in her dreams, Buffy
had no illusions about the reality of the situation. She was
quite certain that she'd been nothing more to him than an
interesting diversion, probably prompted by her initial ignoring
of his stage presence, and a challenge to his ego. To a person
like him, it wasn't enough to have most of the girls in the
audience bowled over...he needed to have them all in the same
condition.

During the morning rest period, she snuck into the kitchen and
drank a bottle of Coke, hoping to boost herself up with more
caffeine and sugar.

It seemed to work, because she got through the rest of the
class time until lunch without collapsing into a tired heap.

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"So...how was the band last night?"

Buffy shrugged as she filled her basket with supplies
from the storage closet. Construction paper, glue sticks,
buttons, pipe cleaners and Popsicle sticks weighed her
arm down...ingredients for an art project she was planning
for the afternoon session.

"They were all right," she murmured absently, silently
berating herself for telling such an outrageous lie.

"All right?" Willow asked, disbelief making her voice
squeak. "That's the best you can say...they were all right?"

Buffy cleared her throat. "They were...good. Competent
musicians...pleasant voices."

"Well, which songs did they sing?" Willow pressed.

Glad that she was facing in the other direction, Buffy allowed
herself a brief memory of a silky, sensual voice and of pene-
trating blue eyes fixed on her like a laser beam as he sang
words that made the heat rise in her body..."She's setting my
heart on fire...."

"I don't really remember," she said, swallowing hard.

Willow was silent for a long moment, and Buffy could almost
feel her friends eyes burning into her, trying to gauge the
level of truth in her voice.

"Well, what about the guys themselves?" she asked. "Were
they hot?"

"No!" Buffy said, a shade too loudly. "They were just...just
ordinary looking guys. Nothing special." She closed the door
to the storage closet, hoping to avoid whatever lighting bolt God
was about to pop her with for telling so many lies.

"Oh, come on." The disbelief in Willow's voice ratcheted up about
three degrees. "I've seen them on TV," she added, "They are
majorly sexy...especially Spike Dev...."

Buffy cut her off before she could finish the name. "I suppose
they were, if you like that type!" she snapped. "But they just
don't appeal to me."

Another lie. She was actually afraid to step outside at this point. If
not a lightning bolt, then surely an anvil would come crashing down
from the sky and squash her flat.

"Okay, okay," Willow said placatingly, holding up her hands as
though she were being robbed at gunpoint. "I get the message. Miss
Summers doesn't like rock and roll singers." She smiled, and
Buffy knew what was coming next. "She prefers tall, blond loan
officers."

As hard as she tried, Buffy couldn't even muster up a small
smile acknowledging Willow's teasing comment. Her best friend
and employer was referring to Riley Finn, the officer at the bank
that had approved Willow's small business start up loan.

Riley had brought some paperwork to the school a few months
ago, and Willow had introduced him to Buffy, hoping to prod her
into wanting more satisfaction out of life than she got from teaching
preschool.

He was very nice, and there was no doubt he was good looking. Tall
and built more like a athlete than a bank officer, Riley Finn had sandy
blond hair, friendly gray eyes, and an open, guileless face. Riley was
what he was. There was no hidden mystery to him, no secrets to
explore. What you saw...was what you got. No more, no less.

She had accepted his invitation to lunch that day, and had been out
with him a few times since then. But, much to Willow's dismay, she
couldn't seem to work up more than a casual liking for him. Even
when he kissed her, although she tried to leave herself open for the
bells and skyrockets that romance novels rhapsodized about, she
never really lost herself in his kiss. Never wanted to drown in his eyes.
Never wanted to lie in his arms and listen to him sing to her...sing
softly...only to her....

Oh, no. She wasn't going there again. THAT was a dream. A silly,
unattainable dream that had crept into her innocent sleep, uninvited.

Buffy tried to change the subject. "What did the plumber say?"

"Oh, it was just a faulty pipe. He replaced it and checked out
everything else, said it all looks good." Willow wiped imaginary
sweat from her brow. "The carpet in Marian's room will be back down
by the end of the day, so...all's well."

"Good," Buffy murmured, pushing open the door to her class room.

Willow said nothing for a moment, and Buffy was afraid that her
friend was once again gathering her forces to continue her "Buffy
could love Riley if she just gave herself half a chance" lecture.

But all Willow did was ask if she could supervise the noon play
period outside.


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There were twelve children in her class, and she adored every
single one of them.

>From the time she'd been a child herself, Buffy had wanted to
be a teacher. She had spent most of her playtime conducting
pretend classes with her dolls and stuffed animals lined up in
a neat row as she explained the mysteries of 2+2=4.

As she grew to adulthood, she discovered that she had a
special affinity for very young children. They were so full of wonder
and joy, so eager to learn and so willing to love and be loved.

Her little ones were old enough to truly learn what she was
teaching them, but not too old to climb up on her lap for a
hug, or to have an 'ouchie' kissed after it was treated with
antiseptic and a band aid.

They loved nothing more than to come and take Miss
Buffy's hand and lead her out onto the playground to take part
in whatever imaginary flights of fancy they were participating
in.

And Miss Buffy loved nothing more than to be taken along
for the ride. She climbed the monkey bars, swung along on the
swing sets, teetered as they tottered, and crawled on her hands
and knees into the playhouses. She dressed and undressed
dolls, built Lego skyscrapers, molded clay into recognizable
shapes, and blatantly crayoned outside the lines of coloring
books.

When she took her class on a mini field trip to the little farm
Willow had set up in the field behind the school, they followed
her in a row, like ducklings. They tossed grain to the chickens,
cuddled the bunnies, and laughed when she purposely allowed
the tiny pygmy goat to lower his miniature horns and bump into
her backside.

And they asked questions. Endless questions about everything
under the sun. Why was this like that, and why was that like this?
Where did the sun go at night? Why did the moon change colors as
it rose? Do flowers feel it when they're picked? How did the cinnamon
and sugar stick to the graham crackers, and why was there no butter
in the peanut butter? Do bunnies like jelly beans, and why did some
have floppy ears while others had upstanding ones?

They asked so many questions that she thought nothing of it at
first when she was crawling out of the iron tunnel and heard
Samantha ask, "Miss Buffy? Who's that man by the front gate?"

Buffy looked up, saw who it was, and bumped her head on the
edge of the tunnel hard enough to make the iron ring like a dull
chime.

Oh, no......



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TBC.....

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Part four....


He had been watching her for several minutes before she was
alerted to his presence, watching as she played with the children,
looking much like a child herself.

But there had been nothing 'childlike' about her last night.

Spike had noticed her when he'd walked out on the stage,
scribbling on a stack of papers, her entire concentration devoted
to whatever she was doing.

When the applause from their intro had ebbed, he'd waited for
her to put her pen down, but she'd just carried on with her
paperwork as though she was in a library instead of a venue
where loud rock music was making the walls shake.

A minute into the first number, he had looked over at her
and was slightly irked to see that she wasn't paying a damn
bit of attention to the band. They could have been playing on
the dark side of the moon, for all she was aware.

Never one to turn down such an obvious challenge, he had
signaled for the music to continue being played at a softer
volume, unclipped his guitar strap, and jumped down from
the stage.

Fully intending to deliver a little nasty sarcasm, the notion
had been wiped clean from his mind when she'd raised her
head and looked at him like the proverbial deer in front of a
quickly approaching pair of headlights.

Christ..what a knock out she was. Delicately made, with
a lovely face and a wealth of shining, honey brown hair, she
had the biggest eyes. Large and long lashed, they were jade
green with tiny gold flecks in them.

Although he'd been unable to see much of her figure, hidden
beneath the table as it was, the parts that he COULD see
were very pleasing to the eye. Very pleasing, indeed.

Instantly jettisoning his plan to be rude to her, he'd begun
flirting shamelessly, not deterred in the slightest by her
whispered insistence's that he return to the stage.

After securing her promise that she would both listen and
watch the performance, he had finally done just that.

Watching her squirm as he sang for her, he had been
completely charmed by her. Charmed enough, in fact,
that he'd had no qualms about stopping her from leaving
until he knew who she was and where he could call her.

But, the little sneak had hidden in the ladies room and
somehow managed to escape without him seeing it.

Which had pissed him off...momentarily.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Spike flinched in sympathy when he saw her head come
in contact with the metal pipe she was crawling out of. He
could hear the sound it make clear on the other side of
the play yard.

There was a little blond haired cutie standing next to the
tunnel, and she must have been the one to announce his
presence.

But teacher lady was now climbing to her feet, dusting her
skirt off and heading towards him with fire in her eye. He
couldn't remember the last time he'd pissed off a teacher,
although he'd done more than his share of it in school.

When she was only a few feet away, he got his first good
look at her in the light of day...and wasn't a bit disappointed. She
was just as pretty now as she'd been last night...and a good
deal angrier.

"You all right?" he asked, hoping to distract her with his sincere
concern. The little girl was trailing right along with her teacher,
hiding behind her skirt.

"What are you doing here?" she demanded, her cheeks beautifully
pink with irritation. "How dare you come here?"

"Nobody dared me," he shrugged. "I just did."

That took the wind out of her sails...for about three seconds. "Why?
Why are you here?"

Spike grinned. She must know why he was here. After last night...how
could she not? "You ran out on me last night," he reminded her. "Pro-
mised me a name and phone number, and then you snuck off without
giving it to me."

Her breasts were heaving with her agitation, and it was all he could
do to keep his eyes on her face. He had the feeling that if she even
suspected he was staring at her chest, this would all be over before
it began.

No way he was gonna let that happen.

"You have to leave," she informed him. "This is...this is private pro-
perty, and you have no reason to be here."

"How do you know that?" he countered. "Couldn't I be checking out
the local schools for the benefit of my kids?"

For some bizarre reason, Buffy's heart jerked unpleasantly in her
bosom. "You...you have children?"

"Not yet," he replied. "But....you never know what the very near future
might hold."

Meeting his eyes as boldly as she could manage, Buffy saw that
he was definitely checking her up and down when he said those
words. If possible, her cheeks became even redder.

"Well...if you want to know more about the school...you have
to make an appointment with Willow. She's the owner and she'll
tell you everything you need to know. Goodbye."

"But I'd rather talk to you," he said quickly. "Come on," he added,
lowering his voice, "talk to me."

Buffy glanced around, then stepped a bit closer to the fence he
was on the other side of. "I'm at work," she announced, as though
he couldn't see that plainly. "I don't have time to play games like
this with you."

Spike chuckled. "Oh, darling...I'm not playing a game. Not the kind
you mean. In fact," he stepped a little closer, "I've rarely been more
serious in my life. Why did you run out on me last night?"

Running her hands over her hair in frustration, Buffy countered
with a question of her own. "How did you know where I worked?"

He stared down at his feet, kicking a rock around with the dusty toe
of one boot, then looked back up at her from beneath his lashes. This
was a practiced maneuver that usually charmed the hell out of whatever
girl he was after. Most girls had such a soft spot for shy, boyish
behavior.

"Remember when I opened your book? I saw the name of the school
at the bottom of the first page," he explained, grinning devilishly.

The little girl tugged on the back of teacher lady's skirt.

"Just a minute, Samantha," she said, then looked back at Spike. "I
have to take my class in...and you have to leave," she said firmly.

Spike sighed. This wasn't going to be easy...but something like
this...like her...was worth the extra effort. "I'll go," he conceded. "But
can I call you? Will you at least tell me your name?"

"No," Buffy replied.

Wondering if he was going to have to actually take a tour of the
school to get the information he wanted, Spike grinned when the
little blond cutie came to his rescue.

"Miss Buffy?" she asked, tugging again on her skirt. "Is that your
boyfriend?"

Insanely pleased, Spike knelt until he was at eye level with the
child. "You are a very clever little girl to guess that," he said bold-
ly. "And you're very pretty, as well." He rose slowly to her feet. "Isn't
she...Miss Buffy?"

Casting him an evil scowl, Buffy turned to the little girl. "Samantha,
it's almost time for recess to be over. Will you start collecting the
balls for me and put them in the ball cage?"

Nodding eagerly, Samantha skipped off to do as she'd been asked.

Buffy turned back to Spike. "Why won't you go?" she sighed help-
lessly.

The question made him frown. He wasn't used to being treated this
way by a girl. "I will," he said. "When I get what I came for."

Pausing a moment, Buffy clasped her hands together. "Look...Mr.
Devlin, I..."

"Spike" he interjected.

"Mr. Devlin....I don't understand why you're doing this. You must have
plenty of women just dying to throw themselves at your feet. Why you've
decided to single me out for your...attention...I don't know, but..."

"You really don't, do you?" he cut in, surprised. "Well, I'll tell you
why. Because I felt something last night. The minute I saw you, heard
your voice...I felt something. And you damn well felt it, too. Don't tell
me you didn't. I was singing for YOU, Miss Buffy. And if you'd had
the courage to stick around, I would have kept on singing for you."

She couldn't think of a thing to say in reply to such a declaration.

"When you get to know me better," he went on, "you'll see that I don't
give up easily...not when I want something badly enough. So get ready
for me, darling," He leaned over the fence until his face was close
to hers and whispered, "because I intend to rock your safe...little...world."

Before she could move, he dropped a light kiss on her lips.

"Bye for now, luv." Sliding a pair of sunglasses on, he turned and
crossed the street, then climbed into a black Mustang and drove away.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TBC...
Feedback is very appreciated
part 5 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the characters
belong to me.
Feedback: Of course!
Rating: Will vary, up to NC-17

Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed Devil'. Buffy
Summers is a local preschool teacher. They
meet and sparks fly!




Part five.....



Buffy wiped the chalkboard clean with slow, measured strokes
of the eraser, staring through the gray slate.

Her mind was still reeling from her earlier encounter, and
she'd purposely stayed late this evening to try and distract
herself with the little odds and ends of her preparations for
tomorrow's class.

But she couldn't concentrate on anything but him...couldn't
see anything but his blue eyes as they moved over her
body...couldn't hear anything but his voice tell her exactly
what he wanted from her....his voice...

"Well, well, well...if it isn't Miss Buffy. Still at school, and so
late at night."

She spun around in shock, clutching the eraser to her breast
like a shield. There he was...the man she'd been trying so
hard not to think about.

He was wearing another pair of snug jeans, fraying at the
knees. His boots were soft, scuffed leather, and he had on a
blue button down shirt....the exact color of his eyes.

"Tell me, teacher," he said, pacing slowly towards her with
his hands tucked into his front pockets. "Have you ever been
made love to...on your desk?"

She shook her head, no.

"Now that's a bloody shame," he added, stopping directly in
front of her. Before she knew it was happening, he had his
hands under her arms and was pulling her forward.

And then his mouth...that beautifully sinful mouth...was on
hers, devouring her like a hungry animal. His lips coaxed hers
apart, and his tongue slid sinuously between them, finding and
stroking hers.

Buffy's knees turned to water, and she clutched at him to keep
from falling to the floor.

Without lifting his mouth from hers, he walked her backwards
a few feet and sat her bottom down on the edge of her desk. Then,
with one sweep of his hand, he cleared it of the books and papers,
the pens and pencils, and all the other minutiae that cluttered up
her work space.

All of it landed on the floor in a messy pile.

"Oh, teacher," he whispered hotly in her ear. "Can you teach
me what you like? What gets you hot? Where you want to be
touched?"

He pushed her legs apart and stepped closer, easing her down
onto her back.

Of their own volition, her fingers slid from his shoulders up into
the silky mass of platinum curls. Curving inwards, they held him
to her.

"And then," he murmured, his lips traveling down her throat, "I'll
teach you what I like...where I want you to touch me...taste me."

His right hand began to unbutton her blouse. He pressed slow,
hot kisses to the skin he exposed.

Buffy was panting as she stared at the ceiling, fondling and
caressing his soft hair, holding him to her breast.

Spike Devlin wasted no time. With one hand, he easily undid
the front closure of her bra, then peeled the cups away from her
overheated flesh.

"God, you're beautiful," he breathed against her skin. "And I want
you so much."

She was through trying to resist this. Stubborn she might be, but
she wasn't stupid.

"Make love to me," she whispered, begging shamelessly. "Please..oh,
please. I want you..."

"And I want you, darling." He straightened up and pushed her skirt
up around her thighs. "Lift up," he directed her, then pulled the scrap
of satin and lace between her legs down and off.

Reaching for her hand, he lifted it to his lips and pressed a tender
kiss into her palm, then guided it down to the top snap of his pants.

Without a second thought, she unfastened it, watching in delight
as his zipper began to slide down on it's own, helped along by the
intense pressure from the other side.

"So big," she said, meeting his eyes. He smiled, pleased that he
was pleasing her.

"Touch it," he demanded. "Wrap your little fingers around it and
squeeze a little...ahh...perfect."

His head dropped back a little as she stroked and caressed him.

"Miss Buffy," he moaned. "You have the sweetest little hands."

She smiled. "I think you're going to be a very good student."

"Mmm...tighter, darling...yeah, that's it...slide it up and down....good
girl..."

Buffy parted her legs further. "Do you have something for teacher?"
she asked teasingly, tugging on his hard shaft, aiming it where she
wanted it to go.

Spike fell forward onto his hands. "Something better than an apple," he
promised.

She rubbed the cleft of her sex with his glans. "I do believe...that's an
A+ you have there."

"Lift your legs a little," he instructed, as he slid the head of his cock
inside her. "Fucking tight," he groaned, his hips beginning to move back
and forward in a rhythm that made them both happy.

"Faster," she pleaded. "Harder....now....I want more..."

"Yes, teacher," he panted, pounding into her like a jackhammer. "I'll
give you all you can take."

Buffy ran her hands up his arms and dig her nails into his biceps. The
pleasure he was giving her was beyond anything she'd ever imagined.

With no effort whatsoever, he was bringing her to a cataclysmic orgasm.
Her own hips began to rise and fall, harder and faster, meeting every
slam of his pelvis into hers. "Oh...oh, yes....yes..."

"Say my name," he begged. "Please, teacher...say my name."

"S-Spike....oh, yes, Spike....I'm...oh....oh....Spike...Spike...SPIKE!"

As her body began to calm, she looked up into his lovely blue
eyes, and wanted nothing more than to drown in them.

"You're so beautiful," he said, still sliding smoothly in and out
of her. "You're soft...and warm...and so pretty...you're a five car pile
up on the interstate...with multiple injuries."

Buffy frowned. "Huh?"

"Ground fog...visibility...watch your speed..."

"What....what do you mean...."

"And in other news..."

***************************************************************

Buffy's eyes flew open wide as she shot up in bed. Shaking
her head, she reached over onto her nightstand and slapped
off the clock radio, then collapsed back onto the pillows and
placed one hand over her wildly racing heart.

"Damn."



TBC.....
part 6 by pattyanne
Part Six....


Three days went by, with no sign of Spike Devlin.

Buffy wasn't sure whether to be relieved or disappointed, or
a combination of both. After her rather vivid dream she had
actually considered calling in sick at work, afraid he might
show up. She wouldn't have been able to even look him
in the eye, and she had a terrible feeling that he would
know why just by looking at her.

But her students were counting on her and, as always, they
were the ones who really mattered. For some of them, the
only stability they had was found at Willow Tree Preschool.

As the days passed, Buffy began to relax and to believe that
her experience with Devlin was a one shot deal. He'd probably
just been bored in their bucolic little town, and needed something
different to do to fill in his time before he left to go wherever it
was he was going.

Then, Friday afternoon rolled around.....


*********************************************************


"Miss Buffy? Tanner took the straw from my juice box!"

"Tanner...give Melody her straw back... NOW...please
Tanner! Thank you... Michael, do you need help with your
thermos?... No, turn it the other way...Be careful when you...It's
all right...Go inside and ask Miss Willow for a towel...Don't
get upset...It's only apple juice...Megan, your mother wants you
to eat some of those carrots...No, BEFORE the cookies, not
after...Because you'll be too full to eat them...You may save one
for the bunny, but that's all...David, bring me your orange and I'll
peel it for you...How about if I get it started?...Kyle, sit still...Be-
cause when you bounce up and down that way, you shake the
whole bench...Just pick it up and throw it in the trash can,
Mia...Not when you drop it outside, no...Tyler, that's NOT what
your sleeve is for. Please go inside and get a tissue..."

"Miss Buffy?"

"What, Samantha?"

"Your boyfriend's here."

Buffy's head whipped around so fast that her neck
popped unpleasantly.

**************************************************

Her heart lurched in her chest. Half of her was thrilled
that he'd returned, wondering if he had actually meant the
things he'd said the other day.

But the other half, the sensible Buffy, was scared witless
at the whole idea.

She turned around. "If you're finished with your lunch, you
may throw away your trash and play for the rest of the
hour."

The children seemed to be in no hurry to leave. Normally,
they would have taken off before she could utter the final
word.

Today, sensing that something was up, their little butts
appeared to have been hot glued to the bench. Trying to
make a good show of things, they fiddled with the remains of
their lunches, remains that had been destined for the garbage
only a moment ago.

Crusts of bread, some squishy raisins at the bottom of
their bags, the four or five drops of juice left in their
drink boxes and thermos bottles...even the granola
bars that they universally detested...all of this was
being consumed slower than an arthritic snail as they
methodically went about qualifying for membership in
the "clean plate" club.

She closed her eyes tightly, deciding that he was an
illusion brought on because she'd been thinking about
him so much...much more than was actually good
for her.

Opening her eyes, she turned around again.

The "illusion" smiled and waved.

With a look of grim determination, she rose to her
feet and, once again, headed across the play yard.

Several of her students started to follow after her, but
she turned on them and stopped THAT misguided notion
with a look that meant business.

*****************************************************

She halted five feet from the fence he was leaning
on. "What part of 'private property' and 'you'll
have to make an appointment' was I unclear about?"

Spike Devlin smiled and shrugged. "How do you I
didn't?" he challenged.

**Yeah, right!** she scoffed, inwardly. **Like Willow
would be able to keep THAT to herself!**

"Fine. The main office is over there," she said, pointing
in it's direction. "Goodbye."

"All right, all right," he said when she began to leave. "I'll
tell you the truth."

The words stopped her in her tracks, and she waited.

"I lied."

Buffy turned and faced him.

"I wanted to see you again," he confessed. "Is that a
bloody crime...Miss Buffy?"

"Yes," she answered tartly. "When I asked you to please
leave, it became trespassing."

Devlin chuckled. "Good luck getting THAT one to stand
up in court."

She was just about to give him his walking papers yet
again, when the office door opened and Willow stepped
outside with a piece of paper in her hand.

"Buffy?" she asked absently, not looking up. "Do you
know when the supplies for the copier came in? I think
I've been billed twice for the same..." Finally raising
her head, she was startled into silence when she saw
who Buffy was talking to.

"Oh!" she said, when she found her voice. "You're him! You're
Spike Devlin! Buffy!" she turned to look at her. "This is
Spike Devlin! Here! In our school!"

"Will wonders never cease," Buffy muttered.

"Wow," Willow continued to gush. "I can't believe this. I
am such a fan of Blue Eyed Devil. I mean...I went to
see you guys at Union Jack's but I had this...stupid
emergency and I had to leave. But, you're here!"

Sighing in disgust as she watched her employer
de-evolve into a teenage groupie right before her eyes, Buffy
made the introductions. "Willow Rosenberg...Spike
Devlin," She paused for a moment, then crossed her
arms over her chest and gave him a look. "Who is interested
in the school."

Willow gasped. "Really? In MY school? I mean...OUR
school? I mean...THIS school?"

Spike Devlin smiled charmingly. "It's nice to meet you, luv,"
he said. "This is a real sweet little place you're running here."

Willow blushed, her cheeks turning the color of her hair.

"Well, thank you!" she said. "What a nice thing to say."

"Yeah," Buffy added. "Nice." She looked at Willow. "You
should take him into your office, Wils," she suggested
pointedly. "Show him our curriculum."

Willow seized on the words. "Sure! Great! How old is
your child?" she asked giddily.

"To tell you the truth, pet," he answered. "I don't have
one...just yet."

Spike allowed his gaze to linger on Buffy for a moment
longer, his expression making it clear that he knew
exactly what she was about.

Oh, GOD...he was going to enjoy this! Pursuing little
Miss Buffy would be wildly exciting...and definitely worth
the chase....


TBC.....
Feedback is very welcome!
part 7 by pattyanne
Chapter Seven.....


Buffy could feel his eyes on her in a way that was
almost palpable. The lovely blue of his iris seemed
to have deepened, and they snapped with pent up
energy.

He made her so nervous that she actually had to take a
step back.

"So," Willow spoke up. "You don't have any children?"

Spike Devlin shook his head, his eyes still pinned on
Buffy. "None of my own," he replied. "I have a niece
and nephew," **In England** he added silently, mentally
crossing his fingers. "My sister's kids."

"Oh...and you're checking out the available preschools
for them?"

"What?" He pulled his gaze away from Buffy and addressed
himself to Willow. "Oh...yeah. Yeah, they're...about the right
age and....so on."

"I see." Willow glanced at her watch. "Well, it's almost time
for the children to go in and have their quiet time. If you'd like to
come into the office, I'd be happy to show you how we operate
here at Willow Tree."

Buffy sighed with relief. An escape opportunity presenting
itself at exactly the right moment. Her out-of-whack stars
must be moving back into alignment.

"Excuse me," she murmured, then walked out into the play
yard and clapped her hands.

The children knew the drill, and they left what they were
doing to form a slightly disorderly line.

Buffy waited until all her ducklings were in a row, then
marched them inside. The children followed along, going
straight to their cubbyholes and pulling out their rest mats
and stuffed animals.

She read to them for fifteen minutes, turned off
the overhead light, then sat down at her desk to
begin cutting pieces of colored construction paper
into different shapes and sizes for their afternoon
art project, and NOT think about Spike Devlin.

**********************************************

Spike was having a far more difficult time not thinking
about Miss Buffy.

He had willingly followed Willow into her office, and taken
a look at her curriculum and the goals she set for the
children attending her school.

During a lull in the conversation, he was struck by a
sudden inspiration.

"You know," he said sincerely. "All this looks just great,
and I'll definitely clue my little sister in...but I was just
thinking that maybe I could visit one of the classrooms.
Watch how things work. That be okay, luv?"

This was a common and reasonable request, so Willow
didn't find it strange. "The children are having their quiet
time right now," she informed him. "But you're more than
welcome to sit in on the afternoon session."

"Fabulous," Devlin murmured, trying hard not to look
too eager.

But Willow just smiled and pulled out her attendance
sheets. "Everyone has a full class today," she said,
scanning the list. "Since you already know Buffy...maybe
you should start there." Looking up, she closed her
ledger and put it away. "I assume you've told her what
you want?"

He grinned. "Oh, yes," he said firmly. "She knows EXACTLY
what I want."

"Great," Willow said, standing up. "I'll show you where her
class is."


****************************************************

Buffy was beginning to think that someone had it in for
her in a major way.

As if she didn't have enough on her mind, the children
were continuing to act up. Kyle needed to go the bathroom.
Jason needed a drink of water. Keiko needed to get her
stuffed 'sleep buddy' out of her cubby. Andrew just enjoyed
making noise. Nina had sand in her shoes.

By the time she had attended to each one, Jason
needed to go to the bathroom, Kyle was thirsty, and she
was back at square one.

Even when she finally had them down on their mats,
they couldn't seem to be still and rest. They giggled,
they whispered, they kicked their legs, they hummed
tunelessly, they flopped around like a school of beached
goldfish.

Then, when she was already on her last nerve, it got
worse.

****************************************************

"That's enough!" Willow stood in the doorway and
clapped her hands sharply, twice. "Now," she added,
when all of the children were lying as stiffly and silently
as planks of wood, "we have a guest today."

Buffy, who had her back to the door, clapped one hand
over her eyes. She knew, without even having to look,
exactly who the mystery guest would turn out to be.

"This is Mr. Devlin," Willow said. "He's here to see
how we do things at Willow Tree, and I KNOW
that you want to show him what good boys and girls
you all are. Do you think that's what you were doing
a moment ago?"

Twelve heads wobbled from side to side.

"Then I expect you all to quiet down," she said
firmly. "Buffy...?"

Heaving a sigh that came all the way from the soles
of her shoes, Buffy turned around and saw Willow wave
her over.

She smiled weakly, her suspicions confirmed. Standing
beside Willow, with a smirk on his face that she could
have cheerfully slapped right off, was Spike Devlin.

**Help me, someone. Anyone?**

Buffy approached the pair at the door, pushing her
hands into the side pockets of her denim skirt.

"Willow...I'm having a hard time settling them down,"
she murmured. "Maybe this isn't a good idea...today.
Why don't you try Carolyn's class."

Her friend stared at her as though she'd lost every
last one of her marbles. She honestly couldn't believe
that Buffy was turning down a visit from Spike Devlin.

But, before she could say anything in reply, he cut
her off.

"I'd actually rather observe YOU, Miss Buffy. Watch
how you...handle yourself," he double entendred in
silken tones. "When the children aren't minding their
P's and Q's, I mean."

Trapped. Trapped like a caged ferret.


*************************************************

The instant that the door closed behind Willow, Buffy
dropped her smile and returned to her desk without
speaking one word to her unwanted guest.

As calmly as she could, she picked up her scissors
and continued the task of cutting out shapes of con-
struction paper.

Devlin strolled leisurely around the room, pausing to
study different displays of the children's work tacked
to the walls, slowly working his way towards her
desk.

Buffy ignored him, concentrating on cutting the paper
and not herself. In the state of mind she was in, she had
no doubt whatsoever that she would slice a finger off.

"What are you doing?" he asked, perching on the side
of her desk.

She stopped cutting and looked up at him. "Baking a
cake," she replied sarcastically, with a dead-pan ex-
pression.

The children snickered, and she could have kicked
herself. "Quiet!"

Devlin just smiled. "Need any help?" he whispered.

"No, thank you."

"You sure?"

"Completely."

He was silent for a few seconds. "I don't mind
helping."

"No, thank you," she said doggedly.

"My triangles are a bit lopsided, but my circles are
works of art. Just ask my mum."

Another wave of giggles swept through the room.

Buffy flung her head up and smacked her palm on
the desk. "THAT'S ENOUGH!" Looking up at Spike,
she scowled. "I'm sorry...but if you can't refrain from
disrupting my class, then...."

"ME?" he asked, pointing at himself. "YOU'RE the one
yelling at them."

She stared at him, her lips slightly parted. He was
absolutely right. HE had been whispering. SHE was the
one with the volume control problem.

The children's eyes bounced back and forth between the
two adults, like tiny spectators at a really intense
ping-pong tournament. It wasn't long before they began
fidgeting and whispering again.

*********************************************

Spike could see that the imminent loss of control
over her class was agitating Buffy. Since he didn't want
to be the cause of this problem, which would certainly
not endear him to her, he decided to take some action.

Leaning over, he spoke quietly to her. "I'll be right back,
luv."

Watching him walk out the door, Buffy was momentarily
tempted to lock it.

His car, the black Mustang she'd seen the other day, was
parked at the curb. He unlocked the trunk and reached inside,
bringing out a .....

"Oh, no," she said beneath her breath. This was the last
thing on earth that she needed at that particular moment.

Jumping to her feet, she intercepted him as he came
through the door. "No. You can't do that in here," she
said curtly. "I absolutely forbid you to...zip that back
up! I mean it...do NOT take that out in my classroom."

"Calm down," he said quietly. "I'm going to help."

"How?" she demanded. "By damaging their hearing?"

Spike opened the inner lining of it's case and removed
a guitar. "Do you see any electrical outlets on this instrument?"
he asked. "This, my lovely, is an acoustic guitar. It has a
red cedar top and rosewood back and sides, mother of pearl
inlay on the headstock, and a rosewood fret board."

He looped the strap around his neck. "My first guitar,"
he informed her. "I take it everywhere, but I rarely play it
except when I'm alone...because it's very special to me."

Buffy was quite unable to say anything.

"Today," he added, running his fingers lightly up and down
the neck of the instrument. "I want to play it...for you. And for
the little ones." He smiled at her, a genuine and open smile,
with no hidden meanings. "That all right with you, lovely?"

After a moment, she returned his smile. "Yes," she said
softly. "It's all right with me."

Actually...it was so VERY all right with her...that it
scared her.

Just a little......

****************************************************

Spike Devlin spent the next fifteen minutes of his
life enchanting twelve children...and their teacher.

Sitting on the edge of Buffy's desk, he moved his fingers
over the strings of his guitar, drawing out lovely melodies
designed to calm the wildest heart.

Then he left the desk and began to wander through the
room. It made Buffy smile, remembering how he prowled
the stage at Union Jack's. It must be a habit so deeply
ingrained that he did it without even thinking about it.


"Hush a bye, hush a bye
Go to sleepy little baby
When you wake, you shall have
And all the pretty little horses,"


The children never took their eyes off him, but they
remained as quiet as it was humanly possible for
them to be.


"Blacks and bays
Dapples and grays
All the pretty little horses."


His voice was every bit as beautifully tuned an
instrument as the guitar itself. He kept his tone low
and soft.


"Hush a bye, don't you cry
Go to sleepy little baby
When you wake, you shall have sweet cake
And all the pretty little horses.

A black and bay, a brown and gray
All the pretty little horses

All the black ones, and all the white ones
All the calm ones, and all the wild ones
All the pretty little horses.

All the pretty little horses."


He stopped singing, but continued to play softly. Five
minutes later, every child in the room was sound asleep.

Then he turned and smiled at her, and Buffy knew that
she was in danger of completely losing her heart if she
wasn't careful.

Problem was, she wasn't sure she wanted to be careful
anymore.


TBC....
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Part Eight....

Devlin placed the guitar back in it's case and propped
it up against the wall, then turned his penetrating blue
gaze on Buffy.

When their eyes met, he smiled and she blushed...which
only made his smile widen. He approached her with
slow, measured strides, resuming his seat on the edge
of her desk.

He said nothing, but took the extra pair of scissors out
of her pencil box, then picked up a sheet of red construction
paper and began cutting out the circles she had traced on
it earlier.

The room was quiet, and they worked in a surprisingly
comfortable silence with nothing but the soft sound of
the scissors to mar the peace.

When the chore was finished, Buffy stacked the different
shapes in neat little piles, and tossed the scraps into her
waste basket.

"Thank you," she murmured.

"My pleasure, Miss Buffy."

She could tell that he was waiting for her to make the
next move. "Listen," she began. "I was...I mean...I
know that I was a little...rude to you...before. But...it's
just that...that I'm not used to...."

"Not used to what?" he asked, softly. "Not used to a man
being interested in you? Being attracted to you?" His
voice dropped into a lower register. "Wanting you?"

These words sent a pleasant shiver up and down her spinal
column, but what he said next would have buckled her
knees had she been standing.

"You'll need to get used to it...Miss Buffy."

**Oh, help....**

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

She expected him to pack up and go, but he surprised her
yet again by showing no such inclination. Instead, he waited
until the children began to wake up, then sat at the back of
the room and watched as they did their "wake up stretches"
on the interlocking rubber mats in the middle of the floor.

Buffy was acutely aware of his eyes following her as she
moved around the room, and she couldn't forget the sound
of his voice telling her that she'd need to get used to being
wanted...by him. She wasn't quite sure this was something
she'd be able to do.

She'd had her share of male admirers throughout high school
and college, and had dated a few of the young men in Sunnydale
when she'd first arrived. Riley Finn had made no secret of the
fact that he most certainly was interested in more than casual
friendship.

But she had no experience with the sort of situation she was
in now. She'd never even met a man like Devlin before. He was
cocky and confident, completely sure of himself, and she had
the feeling that he usually got pretty much anything he wanted.

Spike Devlin lived in a totally different world, a world she had
no knowledge of, a world she could never belong in or fit into.

He had aspirations far beyond her scope, and probably wanted
much different things out of life. She was a small town girl, and
always would be. He was big city, born and bred, destined for
stardom, for fame and fortune.

These were things she had no interest in. Her goals in life
were much simpler. She loved her job, and couldn't imagine
doing anything else. Eventually, she wanted to be married and
have some children of her own. Being an only child, she'd grown
up lonely and so had planned to have at least three kids when she
found the right man to settle down with.

Spike Devlin wasn't the "settling down" type. How could he be? His
career was just getting up and running, and he would have to be
moving at a fast pace to keep it going in the right direction.

Buffy couldn't hope to keep up with someone like that.

And yet....

**He wants me...Spike Devlin, who could no doubt have any
girl he chose...wants me**

Yes, but for what? And for how long? Until the novelty wore
off?

He seemed interested now...but was it just the love of a
chase that was turning him on? If she stopped running...would
he still be there afterwards?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"All right, munchkins...this is called a command perfor-
mance." Spike sat on the bench beneath one of the
weeping willows and smiled at the children gathered
around him on the grass. "That means your wish is
my command. You tell me what you want to hear..and
if I can, I'll play it for you."

The entire faculty and miniature student body of
Willow Tree Preschool was present for this particular
performance. They all sat, grouped in their individual
classes, giggling and excited.

Buffy had to smile. Giggling and excited was a perfect
description....and the children were enjoying it as well.

The afternoon play period was almost over when
Miss Willow came outside to see what everyone was
watching. Within five minutes she decided that since
it was such a nice day, and they had such a special
guest, the period could be extended for a while.

The children's taste in music was fairly simple, and
well known. Standards like 'Old McDonald's Farm'
and 'Pop goes the Weasel' were requested and granted.

Devlin had a way with children that was very appealing. Not
a lot of men had such a natural rapport, or could be
so completely relaxed and at home in such a setting.

He not only played and sang the children's song re-
quests, he led them along with him, encouraging them
to sing at the top of their lungs, to make sure "the people
way in the back of the concert hall" would be able to hear
them.

"He's really something," Willow said quietly.

Buffy nodded. "He's definitely a surprise," she agreed.

There was a pause. "I get the feeling that you're a little
better acquainted with him than you let on," Willow said,
giving Buffy a speculative look. "You don't act as though
this is the first time you've met him...and I don't mean just
sitting and listening to him at Union Jack's either."

Buffy stared at her shoes for a moment. "He was here the
other day," she finally admitted. "We....talked."

"But how did he..." Willow gasped. "Something happened
the other night, didn't it? That's why you were so strange
when I asked you about the concert!"

"Willow..."

"You'd better tell me," her friend warned, a wide smile
on her face. "This is NOT something you can keep to
yourself."

Buffy's cheeks were bright red, she could literally feel them
heating up. She didn't have the faintest idea in the world
how she could explain to Willow about what had been going
on between her and Spike Devlin.

She avoided the situation by glancing at her watch. "It's
getting late," she said quickly. "I have to go get the snack
together."

"Buffy..."

"Later, Wils." Buffy said, making a promise of full
confession with her eyes.

Willow Tree provided a daily afternoon snack to all it's
students, and each day it was a different teacher's turn to
prepare it.

Today was Buffy's responsibility. She was turning to
go to the kitchenette in the main building when the kids
all began to applaud the end of Devlin's performance. Some
of them scrambled to their feet, jumping up and down in
excitement.

When they all scattered for a few minutes in the play yard,
Spike put his guitar back in it's case and walked over to
where Buffy and Willow were standing.

The owner and operator of Willow Tree was effusive in
her gratitude. "This has been such a treat for all of us,"
she said, smiling up into Devlin's eyes. "Thank you so
much."

"Don't mention it, pet," he said, returning her smile. "I
enjoyed it, too. They're a great group of kids." He looked
at Buffy. "Which isn't surprising, since they seem to have
great teachers."

Buffy was momentarily caught in his intense blue gaze,
but said nothing.

"Well," Willow said, sensing the the spark of electricity
that seemed to be zinging back and forth between Buffy
and Spike, "you have a whole new fan club now. The
kids, I mean. It's nice to have you around."

Buffy finally broke eye contact with Devlin. "Excuse me,"
she said softly. "I need to go inside and get their snacks
ready."

"Go ahead," Willow nodded. "I'll bring your class over
to the benches for you."

As Buffy turned and walked away, she heard Willow
asking Devlin whether Blue Eyed Devil would be playing
anywhere in the area before they left on their tour.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Buffy stood in the darkened kitchenette, breaking
graham crackers along their dividing lines and
placing them in small baskets. There was one
basket for each table, and she made sure that there
was enough for each child to have two full crackers.

She was slicing apples onto paper plates when
the bat wing door creaked open behind her. Her
heart began beating at twice it's normal pace, and
she knew who was standing there.

Devlin crossed the small room and stood directly
behind her, so close that she could feel the heat of
his body.

"What about you, Buffy?" he asked quietly, dropping the
appellation 'Miss'.

She swallowed nervously. "What about me?" she
echoed, reaching for another apple.

He placed his hands over hers, making her stop
cutting up fruit. "Do YOU think it's nice to have me
around?"

Buffy closed her eyes for just a moment as he turned
her around to face him. "Wh...what?" she stammered,
looking up at him.

"Do YOU think it's nice to have me around?" he asked
again.

Giving her no opportunity to reply, he put his hands on
her waist, then slowly...so slowly...he lowered his head
and captured her mouth in a kiss that was both tenderly
sweet and madly passionate at the same time.

**Oh, God...help...**



TBC.....
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part 9 by pattyanne
Part Nine....


He kissed her until she felt herself becoming
light headed. With a technique that was truly
amazing, he alternated between firm pressure and
light touches, just barely running his tongue along
the closure of her lips, until they parted and invited
him inside to play.

After an initial moment of uncertainly, Buffy allowed
her tongue to tentatively touch his. He tasted of
coffee and a faint trace of peppermint, probably from
toothpaste.

When he drew back, he leaned down and whispered
in her ear. "Miss Buffy...has anyone ever told you
that you kiss like a dream come true?"

Her eyes opened halfway, and they were slightly
unfocused. "Mm...no, not really."

Devlin chuckled softly. "Good, then I'm the first."

A cacophony of childish voices from outside
cleared her scattered mind, and she suddenly
remembered exactly where she was.

Placing her hands on his chest, she pushed
him away. "I...I have to finish this. It's...it's
time for the..."

"Afternoon snack?" he offered.

Buffy nodded. "Yes. That." She turned away
and resumed working on the apples.

He watched her in silence for a moment. "We're
playing at Union Jack's tonight," he finally
said. "Will you come?"

She kept slicing apples, and didn't reply.

"Buffy...will you come to Union Jack's tonight?"
he asked again.

Still, she said nothing.

"Buffy!"

"I don't know!" came bursting out of her. "I don't
think I can."

Spike placed his hands on the counter top on either
side of her, caging her in. "You don't think you CAN?"
he asked bluntly. "Or...you don't think you SHOULD?"

"What's the difference?"

"Oh, there's a big difference, luv," he said softly. "You
don't think you CAN means you're too busy to come.
You don't think you SHOULD means that you're afraid
to."

Buffy tried a weak laugh. "I'm definitely NOT afraid,"
she replied. Which of them she was trying to convince,
she wasn't quite sure.

"Yes, you are." He nuzzled the side of her neck. "And
it's exciting, isn't it?"

She shook her head. "Hardly."

Devlin's mouth traveled up until he was once again
speaking in her ear. "It makes the hot blood race
through your veins like wildfire. Your heart beats
harder, 'til you think it'll just explode if you can't have
what you want...what you need. Tell me, Buffy," he
whispered. "Tell me what you want...and I'll move
heaven and earth to give it to you."

If she knew the answer to THAT complex question,
she wouldn't be in the predicament she was in
now.

Impatiently, he put his hands on her shoulders and
forced her to turn around. "Say you'll come tonight,"
he said, taking a handful of her hair and tugging on
it until her head dropped back and her neck arched
invitingly. He pressed his lips to the place where
the blood was visibly throbbing, his breath hot on
her skin. "Say it!"

Every ounce of her resistance drained out of her. "I
will," she said, almost inaudibly. "I'll come."

Devlin pulled back and looked into her eyes. "Promise
me," he demanded.

However hard she tried, Buffy couldn't break away
from that laser blue gaze. "I promise."

He nodded and smiled, satisfied. "Now," he said. "It's
gonna be a long time before I see you tonight, so
kiss me again. Give me a kiss that'll last me until
then."

Helpless to do anything else, Buffy complied.

Devlin was the first to break away. "See you tonight,
luv," he said, pinching her cheek, then heading
out the door to say goodbye to the children.


****************************************************

Hours later, Buffy stood in front of her full length
mirror.

She'd decided to wear a cream colored tank
top, covered with a blouse made of the same colored
lace. It had a V-neckline, and the sleeves were snug
all the way to her wrists where they ended in a
bell of lace that covered half of her hands.

Her skirt was a black leather wrap around, it's
hem just skimming the tops of her boots.

After applying her make up, she'd had a twenty
minute internal debate over how to wear her
hair. Up in a loose chignon, or tumbling down
her back?

She'd compromised by leaving it down, but pulling
it back and securing it with a gold barrette.

When there was nothing more she could do, she
grabbed her car keys and purse, and headed out
the door, still wondering what in the name of god
she thought she was doing.

******************************************************

Union Jack's was at maximum capacity when
she arrived. Certain that there was no way she'd
be able to get in, she was ready to turn around and
go home when someone tapped her on the shoulder.

"Are you Miss Summers?" The boy was wearing
black pants and a shirt with the club's namesake
on the back. His name tag read "Tim."

Buffy nodded that she was indeed Miss Summers,
and the boy beckoned her to follow him.

He led her around the building and through a side
door that opened directly into the main room. Every
table in the place was occupied, save one in the
middle, close to the stage.

Tim seated her at the small table, then asked if
he could bring her something to drink and if she
needed a menu.

Buffy declined the menu, but ordered a glass of
white wine. Feeling ridiculously conspicuous, she
didn't allow her eyes to wander around the room.

Five minutes crawled by before the house lights
darkened slightly and Blue Eyed Devil hit the
stage.

Spike Devlin's eyes zeroed in on her immediately,
and he grinned broadly at her as he picked up his
guitar.

Determined not to let him rattle her, she lifted her
chin and met his gaze with hers.

He was delighted with this response, and he winked
at her, adjusting his microphone.

"Well, hi there Sunnydale," he said, looking out over
his audience. "Didja miss us?"

The crowd applauded wildly, some of them releasing
whistles that only a dog should be capable of hearing.

"I guess that means yes," the bass player said when
the noise died down.

Devlin laughed and looked at him. "S'nice to be wanted,
innit?"

The drummer gave them the down beat, and the band
began making the walls shake once again.

Devlin stepped up to his mic.

"Watch closely now," he said. "You'll observe a
curious exchange of energies." Deliberately, he
looked at Buffy. "Are you a figment of my imagina-
tion....or am I one of yours?"

"Watch closely now
Are you watching me now?

Your eyes are like fingers
They're touching my body
And arousing my soul
Riding the passion arising inside me
How high can I go?

You're coming with me, girl
I'm gonna show you how

When it's scary...don't look down."

Buffy couldn't take her eyes off him.

"Watch closely now
Are you watching me now?"

The song had a fast, hard beat, and the words
brought back the memory of the last time she'd
sat in this room and listened to him sing, the night
he'd made her promise to watch him.

"I see the hunger arise in your eyes
And it's urging me on
Higher and harder
And faster and farther
Than I've ever gone

We're coming closer, lady
Don't you leave me now
We're gonna make it
Don't look down.."

Was he promising her something...or warning
her?

"Maybe I'm taking me too many chances
With no net at all
Baby, I'll teach you at least
That you've gotta be free when you fall"

Taking chances was not something she was good
at. After a lifetime of safe and secure, how could she
even begin to take this particular chance?

"Watch closely now
Are you watching me now?"

But if she didn't, would she regret it for the rest
of her life?

"I'm the master magician
That's setting you free
From the lies you've been told

When you're breaking your back
Bring your last straw to me
I turn straw into gold"

Would it be worth it? Taking the chance...risking
the possibilities...

"I'm gonna need you later
Will you be around?
And I can take it
Don't look down

Watch closely now
Are you watching me now?"

**Yes...I'm watching you...I am**

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TBC....


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part 10 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks.
Rating: Will vary, up to NC-17.
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band "Blue Eyed
Devil." Buffy Summers is a local
preschool teacher. They meet, she
runs, he chases....



Part 10.....


"Let's bring it down a little, okay? How about some-
thing soft and sexy?"

The applause was enormous, and went on for some
time.

Devlin grinned. "God, I love this crowd."

The bass player nodded. "They're something special,
all right."

The band's lead singer turned and looked straight
at Buffy. "Very special," he said softly.


"Well just look at that girl
With the lights coming up in her eyes
She's got to be somebody's baby
She must be somebody's baby.."


Her cheeks turned pink, but she kept her eyes
on him.


"All the guys on the corner
Stand back and let her walk on by
She's got to be somebody's baby
She must be somebody's baby
She's so fine..."


Actually, she was nobody's baby...not yet.


"She's probably somebody's only light
Gonna shine tonight
Yeah, she's probably somebody's baby, all right."


He smiled and winked at her. She reached for
her glass and drank the rest of the wine.


"I heard her talking with her friend
When she thought nobody else was around
She said she's got to be somebody's baby
She must be somebody's's baby."


A waiter appeared at her table, and she ordered
another glass of Chardonnay.


"Cause when the cars and the signs
And the street lights light up the town
She's got to be somebody's baby
She must be somebody's's baby
She's got to be somebody's baby
She's so fine."


The room began to feel somewhat hot.


"She's gonna be somebody's only light
Gonna shine tonight
Yeah, she's gonna be somebody's baby tonight."


A new glass of wine was placed in front of her.


"I try to shut my eyes, but I can't
Get her out of my sight
I know I'm gonna know her
But I gotta get her over her fright."


Once again, the waiter left without requesting
payment.


"Well, I'm just gonna walk up to her
I'm gonna talk to her tonight."


The unaccustomed alcohol was starting to make
itself known, giving her a warmish glow all over.


"Yeah, she's gonna be somebody's only light
Gonna shine tonight
Oh, yeah..she's gonna be somebody's baby tonight."


Lacing her fingers together, she threw all of
her caution away and gave him the most dazzling
smile she had as she met his gaze.


"Gonna shine tonight, make her mine tonight."


He stared at her, a slow smile forming on his
sensuous mouth.


"Mm-hmm...she's gonna be somebody's baby tonight."


This time, she managed to control her blush.

Barely.....


****************************************************

Thirty minutes later, the band took a break.

Three of them jumped down and headed straight
for the bar.

One of them headed straight for her.

"You came," Devlin said, leaning on the
table.

Buffy shrugged and finished her fourth glass of
wine. "I told you that I would."

"Well, that's true." He gave her a speculative
look. "Did you have some dinner tonight before you
came here?" he asked.

She had to think for a moment. "I...yes. Yes, I did,"
she nodded. "Why?"

"Nothing, luv," he replied. "It's just that you've been
drinking, but I haven't seen you order anything to eat."

"I wasn't hungry. I ate before I left my house."

The band was heading back to the stage for their
next set. Devlin stayed where he was.

"Umm...I think they're gonna start without you,"
Buffy pointed out.

"They can't start without me," he said. "It's my
band." Leaning a little closer, he lowered his
voice. "I want to kiss you so badly I can hardly
stand it."

Buffy's heart lurched in her chest. She had no idea
how to answer such a provocative statement.

The bass player twanged a discordant note, and
Devlin looked slightly irritated.

"Shit," he swore softly. "I have to get back up there."

"Okay," Buffy said agreeably.

"Listen...I'm gonna drive you home tonight, luv."

No, no, no....bad idea.

"But my car is here," she protested.

"I'll drive you home in it. I have someone who'll
come and pick me up." He started to return
to the stage, then turned back to her. "Do
NOT try and leave without me. Got it?"

Buffy had to smile at her reference to what she
had done the night they'd met. "Got it."

Devlin returned her smile. "That's my girl," he
murmured.

** Your girl? **


***********************************************

"Okay...this is the last one. We need..."

The air was peppered with cries of "No!"

"Oh, come on," Devlin laughed. "We're beat. Just
look at us....you've worn us out...and I have plans
for the rest of the night!"

Buffy had one elbow on the table, holding her
chin in the cupped palm of her hand, resting her
slightly fuzzy head. His announcement snapped
her back to full alert.

Plans? He had plans? He had plans for....THE
REST OF THE NIGHT?!

Instinct told her to run and not stop until she got
home. If he had plans with some girl, she didn't
particularly want to know about it.

Buffy was surprised at how unpalatable the thought
really was. She would have to start getting her
defense mechanisms up and running again. No way
would she allow these feelings to show.

Sighing deeply, she listened to him sing for what
she was determined would be the very last time.


"Friday night I crashed your party
Saturday I said I'm sorry
Sunday came and trashed me out again."


The song was fast paced and loud. Not what she
would have chosen to hear for her final time.


"I was only having fun
Wasn't hurting anyone
And we all enjoyed the weekend
For a change."


He couldn't have sang something soft and sweet,
something just for....


"I've been stranded in the combat zone
I walked through Bedford-Stuy alone
Even rode my motorcycle in the rain
And you told me not to drive
But I made it home alive
And you said that only proves
That I'm insane."


Buffy couldn't take her eyes off him....again. He
was sweaty and smiling, obviously having a wonder-
ful time.

He suddenly pointed at her, and sang...


"You may be right,
I may be crazy
But it just might be a lunatic
You're looking for
Turn out the light
Don't try to save me

You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right."


What the hell was he doing? Buffy turned around
and looked to see if he was perhaps pointing at
someone behind her.


"Remember how I found you there
Alone in your electric chair
I told you dirty jokes until you smiled."


The only people behind her were definitely already
paired into couples. There were no single girls to be
seen.

Confused, she looked back and found his eyes
on her.


"You were lonely for a man
I said take me as I am
'Cause you might enjoy some madness
For a while.

Now think of all the years you tried
To find someone to satisfy you
I might be as crazy as you say.."


Out of the blue sky, she remembered him
telling her he would drive her home, and have
someone pick him up. His "plans for the rest of
the night" girl, no doubt.


"If I'm crazy, then it's true
That it's all because of you
And you wouldn't want me any other way."


Well, she was completely sober now, so there
was no reason for him to delay his stupid plans.


"You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just might be a lunatic
You're looking for

It's too late to fight
It's too late to change me
You may be wrong, for all I know
But you may be right."


The song ended, and the audience clamored
for more.

But Devlin just smiled as he unclipped his guitar
strap.

"Gotta save something for next time," he
said. "You've been great, though. G'night."

Everyone in the place got to their feet and rattled
the silverware with their applause. It went on and on,
but there were no more encores forthcoming.

The band left the stage, and someone killed the spot-
lights. Buffy waited for a break in the crowd as they
all headed for the exits.

"Did you like the music, luv?"

Spike Devlin hadn't followed his band mates offstage
into the rear of the club. He had jumped down from
the stage again, and headed straight for Buffy,
stopping only to thank anyone who praised the band.

"Listen, honey," he added, shaking his damp curls
back from his face, "I smell like a wet pony right now.
Would you mind waiting while I grab a quick shower?"

Buffy's lips parted slightly in surprise. "Wh..what?"

Devlin grinned. "I want to take you out for something
to eat, but if I get in a car with you like this...you'll
find it pretty offensive."

She looked at him. Ohhhhh....plans. He'd meant plans
with her.

Before she could say anything, he reached for her
hand and brought it to his lips. "Promise I'll be quick,
luv," he said softly. "Wait for me?"

"Yes," Buffy nodded, feeling ridiculously happy. "I'll
wait."



TBC....

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part 11 by pattyanne
Part Eleven...


Good as his word, he was back in just under
10 minutes.

Buffy watched him approach, her heart beating a
little faster. He was wearing a pair of faded jeans
and a black t-shirt that looked as though it had shrunk
a size in the dryer. The sleeves in particular fit very
snugly around his nicely muscled biceps.

His hair was a soft mop of loose waves, still damp
from his shower, and he was pulling on a short, brown
leather jacket.

"Ready to go?" he asked, holding out one hand.

Buffy nodded. He looked, and smelled, wonderful.

She placed her hand in his, allowing him to draw her
to her feet. Halfway to the door, she pulled back.

"Oh, wait...I need to pay the bill," she said, opening her
bag.

Devlin shook his head. "It's done, love. All taken care of."

"By who?" Buffy asked.

"By me. I told Tim to bring you anything you wanted."

"Oh. Well....thank you."

Those blue eyes looked into hers with definite
intent. "Don't thank me yet, love," he said softly. "I'm
just getting started doing things for you."

The words made her blush from head to toe, but he
had turned around and was pulling her along behind
him and he missed it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


In the rear parking area, Buffy handed him her
car keys. He unlocked her door and helped her
in gracefully.

As she buckled herself in, he went around the
front of her Camry and seated himself in the driver's
seat, then adjusted it slightly.

Before he turned the key in the ignition, he looked
at her. "Much as I'd love taking you someplace
elegant," he said, "it's late and I don't think we'll
find a place like that still open, so...got any ideas?"

Buffy thought for a moment. "There's a place right off
the interstate that's open 24 hours. A little coffee
shop," she suggested.

Devlin started the car. "Sounds good to me. Just
point me in the right direction."

**Me, too...**


************************************************

"Tell me about Miss Buffy."

They were sitting in the very back booth of
Sunnydale's International House of Pancakes.

Outside of a couple of long haul truck drivers,
a group of giggling teenagers, and a CHP officer,
they had the place pretty much to themselves.

In the twenty minutes it had taken them to
drive from Union Jack's to the IHOP, Buffy had
learned a couple of new things about Spike
Devlin.

Number one...that he was a careful driver, and
number two...that in spite of the fact that he made his
living from rock and roll, he had very eclectic taste
in music.

He'd fooled around with the radio, tuning it from one
station to another; jazz, soft rock, country, and even
classical. Every time a station went to a commercial,
he flipped to another one, then asked if she had any
CDs in the car.

Buffy had taken a handful of them out of the small
compartment in the console, displaying them for his
perusal. Surprisingly, he had chosen a Beatles CD,
a collection of their biggest hits.

Even though the band had broken apart years before
she was born, she had always been partial to them.
They had been her mother's favorite group, and Buffy
had been raised with their songs as the background
music for her life.

Sitting and waiting for a red light to change to green,
Devlin had sung along softly...

"I give her all my love
That's all I do
And if you saw my love
You'd love her, too
I love her..."

His fingers kept time on the steering wheel,
tapping it gently.

"She gives me everything
And tenderly
The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And I love her..."

Almost hypnotized by the display, Buffy had no
problem imagining him singing this song on stage.

Alone...sitting on a stool with his guitar...bathed in
the soft glow of a single spotlight...singing...

"A love like ours
Could never die
As long as I have you near me.."

Singing to her...

"Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her..."

Buffy had been a little disappointed when he'd
turned into the restaurant's parking lot. She'd
have been quite happy to sit right there and listen
to him forever.

**********************************************

"There's not all that much to tell about Miss
Buffy."

"Come on...tell me something." His voice was a
soft invitation, seducing her into revealing anything
he might care to know.

She drew a deep breath. "Miss Buffy is...a pre-
school teacher. She attended UCLA...moved to
Sunnydale a year ago when her best friend offered
her a job teaching at her school...."

Devlin chuckled. "Okay...we've covered all the
basics. Now let's get down to the details."

Her mouth suddenly dry, Buffy picked up her
water glass and took a sip. "Such as?"

He leaned forward and tilted his head. She'd
noticed this gesture before. It was the kind of
thing that made whomever he was talking to feel
like he was hanging on their every word.

"Such as, is Miss Buffy...involved...with any-
one? Someone...special?" he asked.

Her restless heart once again began pounding
madly beneath her breast. Carefully, she placed
the glass back on the table.

"Not at the moment," she confessed.

Devlin smiled. "Happy to hear that, love. I don't like
invading another man's territory...although I will
if I have to."

"Territory?" Buffy asked, arching her brow. "You
make me sound like the Louisiana Purchase."

"No," he shook his head. "You're far more valuable
than that. And," he added, lowering his voice to a
deeper timbre, "far nicer to...explore."

***********************************************

She was saved from having to respond to his
comment by the waitress arriving with their order.

The woman was no sooner gone, when Buffy
discovered another new facet of this man's
personality. He had a serious sweet tooth.

She watched, fascinated, as he spread butter
liberally over the surface of the pancakes on his
plate, then in between each one as well.

Choosing a bottle from the selection offered,
he poured a veritable ocean of syrup over
them, until they were soaked nearly to the
point of falling to pieces.

When he caught her staring at this spectacle,
he grinned and shrugged. "I know...I'm worse
than a child, aren't I? I can't help it. I've always
been this way. I used to drive my mother crazy
by eating my dessert before my dinner."

Buffy smiled, too. Picking up the salt dispenser,
she shook it lightly over the omelet she'd ordered.

"I'm sure that's not the only reason you drove your
mother crazy," she observed.

He swallowed the bite of pancake he'd taken. "Oh,
sassy," he murmured approvingly. "I love it."

Buffy blushed slightly, forcing herself to maintain
eye contact and not let him rattle her.

After a moment, he asked, "How's your omelet?"

"It's good," she said, taking another bite. "How are
your...?" She gestured with her fork.

"Delicious." He cut off a substantial bite. "Taste,"
he offered, holding the fork out.

"Oh, I don't think so," she demurred.

"Why not?"

"Because I don't want to go into a diabetic coma."

*************************************************

"...but it's really all I ever wanted to do. From
the day I picked up a guitar for the first time,
I knew."

More than an hour had passed since they'd
finished eating. Absorbed with each other, they'd
paid no attention to the passing of the time,
and just sat there talking.

"Did you always want to be a teacher?"

Buffy nodded her head. "My first day in kinder-
garten? I didn't want to leave. I was in the morning
session and I tried to talk my mother into letting
me attend the afternoon session, too."

"And did she let you?" he asked, amused.

"No...she had to pull me out of the classroom to
the car, dragging my feet every step of the way.
My poor mother. She was so embarrassed."

Devlin smiled, obviously picturing the scene in
his head.

Buffy saw this. "Are you laughing at me?" she
demanded.

"Of course I am," he admitted. "It's funny."

There was light dancing in his eyes as he studied
her face.

"I want to tell you something," he finally said.

Seeing the look on his face, she clasped her
hands together on the table. "What?"

"Do you know," he began, speaking in that
husky voice, the voice she could FEEL, as
well as hear. "that you have the sweetest mouth
I've ever seen? I've been fantasizing about it since
the minute I saw you."

Buffy gulped down a lump in her throat, unable
to speak a coherent word in the face of his dis-
turbing...and arousing...remark.

Devlin reached for her hand. Turning it palm up,
he rubbed his thumb over the bracelet of lines
circling her wrist, pressing down hard when he
felt her pulse quicken.

"Miss Buffy," he said softly. "I could fall in love with
you...without even trying."

Every nerve ending she possessed was jumping
with an electric zing, just from the touch of his
hand on hers.

"Do you think," he added, lacing his fingers with
hers, "that you could fall in love with me, too?"



TBC....

Comments?
part 12 by pattyanne
Part 12....


Buffy's lips parted on a softly indrawn breath.

Never in her life had a man stated his intentions so
clearly, and she wasn't at all sure how to cope with it
now that one had.

The way he was eyeing her made her feel that this
man enjoyed making her squirm by uttering out-
rageous statements, then sitting back to observe
her reactions.

Determined not to give him the upper hand this time,
she rallied herself as quickly as she could.

"I...I barely know you," she stammered. "Falling
in love isn't something you do in a couple of days."

"Sometimes it is," he pointed out. "Sometimes it
only takes hours, sometimes minutes. And sometimes,"
he added, stroking her wrist with his thumb, "all it
takes is a moment. Just one."

**Oh, I know...I KNOW..**

She shook her head. "I don't know anything about you,"
she said, trying not to be distracted by the way he
was touching her.

Devlin kept up the gentle massage, smiling the smile
that Buffy surmised charmed a lot of women right out
of their clothing.

"Ask me anything you like, love. My life is laid bare
for you." He chuckled down deep in his throat. "So
to speak."

Buffy had a million questions to ask him...and they
all disappeared from her brain at the same moment,
leaving her with nothing but silly small talk.

"Well...for instance...how old are you?"

She wanted to take the question back the moment
it came out of her mouth. Was that REALLY the
best she could do?

"Older than you, I'm sure," he replied, folding his
hand over her palm.

Was he avoiding the question?

"I'm almost thirty."

No, he was not.

"Next question?"

Okay. Next question.

"Um...your favorite things? Like your favorite
food?"

"Chocolate cake," he answered promptly.

Buffy gave him a skeptical look. "I meant real
food."

"Chocolate cake IS real food."

"But you don't eat it for dinner," she said.

"I've been known to."

She wasn't a bit surprised by that.

"Your favorite song?"

"The ones I write. Listen," he said. "How about
I save you some time? My favorite color is green.
My favorite time of the year is autumn, favorite
holiday is Christmas, favorite movie is...don't
laugh...The Wizard of Oz. I like going to movies
and reading, when I have the time. I'm difficult to
get up in the morning and I'm usually late for
every appointment I make. I'm concerned about
the situation in the Middle East, I'm pro-choice,
and I think OJ did it."

It was the longest speech she'd ever heard
him make, and it stunned her just a little.

"Anything else? Feel free to ask."

Buffy stared at him, helplessly. "What do you
want from me?"

He studied her face for a moment, brushing back
a stray lock of her hair. Leaning just a little closer,
he looked straight into her eyes, demanding that
she do the same to him.

"I want...to wake up in the morning with your hair
spread out on my pillow," he said softly. "I want to
hold you on my lap and feed you chocolate covered
cherries. I want to feel your breath on my lips...and
your fingers on my skin...and your body beneath
me, and over me, and around me." He placed his
finger under her chin and tilted her face. "I want
YOU," he whispered.

And...God help them all...she wanted him, too.


**********************************************

His gaze locked with hers and suspended her
in it's tender light.

Giving her a little grin, he allowed her a moment
alone to collect her thoughts while he paid the
bill.

When he came back and stood beside the
table, Buffy grabbed her purse and jacket and
scooted out of the booth.

Without asking, he reached for her hand...and
without hesitating, she gave it to him.

A fresh breeze touched her burning cheeks as
they walked slowly towards her car. When they
reached their destination, Buffy waited for him
to unlock the passenger side door of her car.

But he did no such thing. Instead, he turned her
until she was facing him. Placing his hands on
the roof of the car, one on either side of her, he
nudged her gently against the door with his body
pressed to hers.

Looking down at her, he asked, "Have you
decided, yet?"

She didn't try to pretend that she was unaware
of what on earth he was talking about. "I...I
think I could. If I let myself."

"Oh, Miss Buffy," he sighed on a soft laugh. "Please
let yourself."

In the next moment, they came together, their lips
meeting in a feverishly moist kiss. It wasn't gentle
and sweet, but hard and passionate, almost bruising.

Her hands were on his shoulders, his were holding
her hips as their mouths worked together in a fierce
exploration.

Pulling back to breathe, Buffy nearly collapsed as
she felt his lips travel down the length of her throat.
When he came to the small hollow at it's base, he
tongued it delicately.

Passion rose like a tsunami, starting in the middle
of the ocean with a single swell, then scaling to
breathtaking heights before it crashed over them,
leaving them weak in the knees and panting for air.

She swallowed hard, dizzy with desire and a linger-
ing insecurity.

"Buffy," he breathed hotly against her skin. "I want to
make love to you. Want you so much...you beautiful,
beautiful girl." He kissed and nuzzled the side of her
neck. "Say you want me, too."

Her hands gripped him more tightly, holding on for
dear life. "I do," she said weakly. "I do want you."

It wasn't enough. "Say my name," he begged.

"Spike," she whispered into his shirt front. "I want
you...Spike."

He must have been able to sense her sudden shy-
ness and lack of certainty, because he stepped
back and cupped her face in his hands.

"Don't be frightened of me," he said. "I'll be very
careful with your heart...and I promise I'll never
break it."




TBC...
Feedback is wonderful!
part 13 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks.
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: Spike Devlin is the lead
singer for the band 'Blue Eyed Devil'.
Buffy Summers is a local preschool
teacher. They meet. She runs. He
chases...and he's about to catch her!




Part 13....

Nothing in Buffy's limited experience had
prepared her for this man. Sinfully handsome,
wickedly sexy, and seductively charming...it
was a heady combination of parts that went into
the makeup of his being, and she had no idea in
the world how to deal with them.

Oh, but....she wanted it so badly. Wanted
him....possibly more than she'd ever wanted anything
in her life.

She felt his hands on her back, under her jacket
but over her blouse. They were warm hands...strong
and certain. He definitely didn't have any trouble
deciding what HE wanted from this relationship.

"You're thinking so hard about something," he
murmured, apparently quite amused by the notion
that a woman would have to think over whether or not
she wanted him to touch her. "I wish I could see inside
your mind...I don't suppose you'll tell me."

"M..." She almost called him Mr. Devlin. Well, THAT
would surely be a laugh riot, calling him Mister after
those mind drugging kisses. "Spike, I....is that your
real name?"

Devlin sighed and pulled back slightly. "Um, no. My
mother didn't take one look at me after giving birth
and say "He looks like a Spike". I sort of...acquired
the nickname in school, and it just....stuck."

Buffy parted her lips to say something, but he placed
his finger over them to hush her. "Before you ask...my
given name is William. William Christopher Devlin."

She looked up at him and shrugged. "Mine is Elizabeth
Anne," she said, figuring it was a good idea to exchange
this information.

"Well," he said quietly. "It's a very pretty name, to be
sure...but I kind of like Buffy, so I think I'll stay with
that. If you don't mind, of course."

The part of her brain that was still retaining a smattering
of sanity allowed her to nod in agreement.

Devlin pulled her closer. "I just love the idea of whispering,"
he added, leaning down and doing just that into her ear,
"Buffy...you're so lovely...so soft...and sweet...Buffy..."
His breath stirred the soft tendrils of her hair. "...when I
make love to you."

Her head tipped back and she stared at the stars as his
lips caressed her ear, then her cheek, then her throat...be-
fore finding hers again.

Surprisingly, he didn't close his eyes this time either. He
locked his gaze with hers, watching as the different
expressions flickered through their green depths.

He tightened his arms, and she immediately slid
hers around his neck, holding on to him, keeping him
where she needed him to be.

When he finally pulled back, she stared at him with
dazzled eyes. "Now what?"

His smile was tender, almost as though he was
speaking to a child. "Now...I take you home."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Buffy directed him to her house, taking the shortest
route she could come up with. She wasn't quite sure
why she was in such a hurry for them to arrive at
her house, but she didn't question it too closely
either.

When he pulled into the driveway of the small two-
bedroom house she was renting, he set the parking
brake and turned off the ignition.

Buffy's hands were clammy with nerves. She didn't
know whether to stay put or run like hell and lock
herself safely on the other side of her door.

The click of a seat belt latch being undone sounded
off in her head like a gunshot, making her jump. Be-
fore she could react any further, he had leaned over
and unfastened hers as well.

Looking up at him, she found his gaze on her,
his eyes so soft that she could taste his sweetness
before his lips touched hers.

"Buffy," he said, breathing warmly on her skin. "Are
you...will you invite me inside, darling?"

"In...inside?" she asked, her heartbeat doing wind-
sprints beneath her breast.

He seemed to understand everything about her without
even trying to puzzle it out. "Inside your house...inside
your life...inside your..."

"Yes!" she yelped, cutting him off before she was so
completely undone that she melted into a sugary
puddle right in front of him. "Please...come inside
my...my house," she said, and left it at that.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

As she unlocked her front door, she could hear
the small brass clock on her mantle striking the
hour. One, two, three chimes....

Buffy was honestly surprised. The cliche "times
flies" had never seemed quite so apropos before.

She dropped her bag on the sofa, then peeled off
her jacket and dumped that as well. Gathering up
all of her nerve, she turned to speak to the man who
had crashed into her life so abruptly, mussing it up
until she didn't know if she were coming or going,
up from down, day from night.

"Can I...offer you anything? To drink!" she added
quickly when his eyes sparked at her invitation.

But he just smiled. "I'm fine, thanks," he assured
her, looking about at his surroundings. "Nice house,"
he said, glancing at a few still unpacked cartons. "Been
here long?"

"Um...no, actually just about a month. Before I moved
in here, I was in an apartment a few blocks away," she
explained, her cheeks stained red at the idea that he
might think her to be rather lazy, the type of person who
couldn't organize their lives and their living space in a
reasonable amount of time.

Devlin nodded. "I hate moving," he said. "Although I
suppose I'll have to get around to it one of these days. Get
a permanent place here in the states." He grinned
boyishly. "Gotta stop living out of suitcases."

Buffy hated to bring up the subject. "But you're going on
tour," she pointed out.

"I know," he agreed. "But when it's over...I want to find a
place and settle in." He paced slowly towards her. "Any
suggestions on where I might do that?"

His thumbs were hooked in the belt loops of his jeans,
drawing her eye.

"Um...well, I would guess...that is...where...where do you
do most of your...your work?" she asked, purposely looking
slightly to the left of him.

He took in and released a deep breath. "We record in
Los Angeles, right now," he said. "But that's not written
in stone. You set up the right equipment, it can be any-
where you want it. Sunnydale...for instance."

Before she could reply, he took her hand and tugged
her across the living room, then urged her to sit down
on the green and blue plaid sofa she'd found at a local
garage sale.

"Relax, love," he said, turning her until her back was
to him and placing his hands on her shoulders. "You're
all....tensed up."

It was a testament to her state of mind that it took her
a few moments to realize that all he was doing was
massaging her shoulders...rather expertly at that.

His touch was gentle and direct, easing the tension
from her. She could actually feel it draining away, leaving
her limp and pliable.

Leaning back, she sighed. "You're very good at that."

"I've been on the other end of one enough times to know
what I'm doing," he explained.

Yeah. She just bet he had.

Without consciously wanting to, she tensed again. "Well,
you must have been paying attention to...whoever was
doing you...doing IT!" she tacked on hastily.

Spike laughed, his head dropping forward and resting
on her shoulder.

"Don't laugh at me," Buffy said fretfully.

"I'm not, sweetheart," he replied, taking a deep breath. "I
promise you, I'm not. Not in a bad, making fun of you, way.
You're just so damn cute sometimes." His hands moved to
her upper arms and pulled her back. "I can't resist you, you
know." Tucking her hair behind one ear, he brushed the
backs of his fingers against her cheek. "You're so
completely....irresistible."

Standing up, he drew her to her feet, keeping her in
front of him, but still facing away.

As his hands moved down her arms, he placed
his lips close to her ear....

"You want commitment
Take a look into my eyes.."
....he sang softly.

"They burn with a fire
Just for you now."

Reaching her hands, he took them and pulled
them up until her arms were winding around the
back of his neck.

"Until the end of time
I would do anything
I'd beg...I'd steal...I'd lie
To have you in these arms tonight.."

When he had her arms where he wanted them,
his palms slid down her body and held her by
her waist.

"Baby, I want you
Like the roses want the rain
You know I need you
Like a poet needs the pain.."

She had to lock her knees to keep from slipping
to the floor right then and there.

"I would give anything
My blood, my love, my life.."

Her eyes drifted closed when she felt him tugging
her blouse from the waist band of her skirt.

"If you were in these arms tonight
I'd hold you...I'd need you
I'd get down on my knees to you
And make everything all right.."

Buffy felt him bend his knees slightly, then press
his front more intimately against her back. She
could feel the hardness of his arousal rubbing
against her bottom.

"If you were in these arms
I'd love you...I'd please you
I'd tell you that I'd never leave you
And love you...till the end of time.."

His fingers came up to begin undoing her blouse. One
button....then two...then three....then.....

"If you were in these arms tonight..."

That voice like rough velvet, singing only to her. It
was really happening. He was seducing her with
his voice while he undressed her with his hands.

"We stared at the sun, and we made a promise
A promise this world would never bind us.."

Her blouse slipped down her arms, falling to the
floor to lie in a champagne colored puddle at her
feet.

Devlin's hands moved slowly back up her arms,
caressing her skin. His fingers slipped under the
straps of her tank top.

"These are my words
Our words are our songs
Our songs are our prayers
Our prayers keep me strong.."

Each strap was eased down off her shoulders. In-
stead of slipping them all the way off, though, his hands
moved back to her waist, encircling it, moving her ever
so slightly to the sensuous cadence of his voice as it
purred in her ear.

"It's what I believe
If you were in my arms tonight.."

Still holding her waist, he stepped around in front
of her. One hand then moved up to unfasten the clip
holding her hair back. He dropped the barrette onto the
coffee table, and then his fingers delved deep into her hair,
mussing all it's tidy perfection. He played gently with
the soft strands, dragging his fingers through it slowly.

"Your clothes are scattered all over our room
And everything smells like your lovely perfume.."

He took her hands again, raising them both to his
lips and kissing them, never breaking eye contact.

"Everything here reminds me of you
And there's nothing I wouldn't do
To be in your arms.."

He began to back up towards the stairs. She followed,
with no thought of doing anything else...completely his
at that moment.

When they reached the first riser, he surprised her
again by turning her around and sitting her on the
third step. His hands moved down and lifted the hem
of her skirt, easily relieving her of her footwear.

"I'll hold you...I need you
I'll get down on my knees for you.."

And, to her shock, he did just that. Dropped down to
his knees and leaned forward, urging her back into a
lying position, careful not to press her down hard into
the carpeted edge of the step.

Catching himself on his outstretched arms, he moved
just a fraction closer until their lower bodies came into
contact.

Buffy gasped, raggedly.

Devlin's eyes closed briefly as he savored the contact. When
he opened them again, they seemed to be an even deeper
blue than ever, like dark sapphires with a flame flickering in
their centers.

"I'll love you....I'll please you
I'll tell you that I'll never leave you.."

Judging by the amount of difficulty she was having herself,
she didn't know how he was managing to produce the
lovely sounds coming from his throat.

Lifting her own hands, she placed them on his cheeks,
feeling the fine arch of his bone structure. Her fingertips
danced down, touching briefly at his lips.

"Buffy," he whispered, kissing the soft pads of her
fingers. "I want you. Right now, darling."

He wanted her....and she wanted him. Did anything else
in the world matter at all?

"I'll love you till the end of time..."

Smiling down at her, he suddenly straightened and
scooped her up off the stairs, carrying her the rest
of the way up.

"When you're in my arms...tonight.."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


TBC.....

(This is going to be a long, slow seduction. No
wham-bam, if you get my drift. Let me know
what you think, please)
part 14 by pattyanne
Part 14




Buffy directed him to her bedroom, thankful that at
least one room in her house was fully put together.

Spike stepped over the threshold and set her on her
feet. Sliding one arm around her waist, he pulled
her body flush against his and lowered his mouth to
capture hers.

Melting like chocolate in hot sunshine, Buffy offered
no resistance. She participated fully in the experience,
slipping her arms around his back and hugging him
fiercely close.

When she finally had to break away to breathe,
she tried to think of something to say to fill the silence.
Something terribly sophisticated and seductive.

"I...I should brush my teeth," was what came out of
her mouth. **Oh, for....**

She made a face at the inane comment she'd just
uttered.

He didn't seem to mind. "If you want to, by all means,"
he said, releasing her. "But don't do it on my account."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

**Brilliant...just brilliant..**

Buffy glared at herself in the bathroom mirror.

Sophisticated and seductive. Yeah, right. She
was the ANTI-seductive champion of the world at
that moment.

Spitting out a mouthful of toothpaste, she rinsed
her brush and placed it back in it's holder with
absurd care, then filled a cup with water and added
a small amount of mouthwash.

After she spat it into the sink, she ran the water to
clean the basin. She brushed her hair and dried her
face on a towel.

When there was nothing left to do in the bathroom
outside of the obvious...and she wasn't about to do
THAT with him in her bedroom, able to hear every-
thing...she flicked off the bathroom light and opened
the door.

Peering nervously into the dim light of her bedside
lamp, she saw him sitting on the end of her bed. His
jacket was tossed on the back of a padded armchair,
with his scuffed boots on the floor next to it.

As she watched, he reclined back on the bed. Leaning
on one elbow, he raised his free hand and beckoned
her with one finger, displaying the universal sign that
meant "Come on over here."

Ordering her feet to quit being such scaredy-cats, she
approached the bed. When her knees made contact
with the mattress, she started to climb on...only to
be stopped by his voice.

"Will you do something for me?" he asked, his eyes
moving up and down her body.

She would do pretty much anything for him right
then, so she nodded yes.

Moving a little ways back on the bed, he
smiled. "Take your shirt off," he requested, his
voice husky.

Buffy hesitated for a moment, then crossed her
arms over herself and grasped the hem of her
tank top in both hands. She peeled the snug
material away from her skin, then over her head
and off.

She stood before him, clad in her wraparound
skirt, and her strapless bra...a little confection
made of cream lace and satin.

One of her deepest passions was beautiful
lingerie, and she had a vast collection of it
in her bureau. Everything from tiny lace thongs,
to camisoles and tap pants, to snug fitting
teddies, to garter belts and fancy stockings.
In many different colors and fabrics, she was a
one woman Victoria's Secret catalog.

Since it was her only true needless indulgence,
she indulged every chance she got. She only
bought the best, and if the expression on Devlin's
face was anything to judge by, he appreciated
the effort.

"That's very pretty," he said, with that killer smile
on his good looking face. "Is there more?"

Well, yes, there WAS actually.

His eyes were riveted on her as she undid the hook
of her skirt, unwrapping her wraparound and letting
it fall to the floor.

Devlin drew in a harsh breath at the sight she pre-
sented him.

The matching panties to her bra clung to her hips,
secured only by tiny, flimsy satin ribbons. Her
stockings were thigh-highs, held up by a decorative
band of elastic lace and nothing else.

"You are, hands down, the sexiest looking thing
I've ever laid eyes on," he swore, his gaze burning
with a new heat.

Buffy blushed at the compliment. It couldn't possibly
be true, since he no doubt had contact with beautiful
women every hour on the hour, but it was pretty nice
to hear, just the same.

It was as though he could read her mind. "You think
I'm just saying that, don't you," he asked.

She did...but she couldn't very well admit it to him.

Playing it safe, she just shrugged.

"I'm gonna prove it to you." He rose to his knees and
walked on them to the foot of the bed. Placing his
hands on her waist, he bent his head and nuzzled the
soft flesh of her abdomen.

Buffy's own knees wobbled. The feel of his lips pressing
slow, moist kisses on her skin, was just...magical.

Seemingly on their own, she watched her fingers
thread into his silky blond hair. She stifled an
urge to pinch herself and make sure she wasn't
in the middle of an erotic dream...AGAIN...and played
with the unruly curls.

He startled her by straightening up suddenly. Looking
directly into her eyes, he reached behind her and
searched for the hooks that held her bra.

Unable to locate them, he frowned. "Um..I can't..."

Buffy took his hands and brought them back around
her front, taking them to the place hidden beneath
a small satin rosebud in the middle of the garment.

A slow, hot smile began to tug at the corners of his
lips. "Handy," he murmured, twisting the clasp
open.

"It's hard to believe...being who you are and all...that
you've never seen a front closing bra before," she
said.

He just laughed a little. "I've had a very sheltered
life," he teased.

Letting the bra fall on the floor behind her, he placed
his hands over the lush curves of her bare breasts,
squeezing them gently.

"Oh!" Buffy gasped as he fondled her. Unaware of
it, she leaned forward, pushing her flesh more firmly
into the warm palms of his hands.

He explored every inch of her, massaging the soft
mounds, sweeping his thumbs back and forth on
her nipples.

"Such a lovely shade of pink," he mused, tugging
gently on the the tight peaks.

Buffy was rapidly scaling a height she'd never
reached before. He started at the base of her
breasts and then squeezed them all the way
up to her engorged nipples. It was a sensuous
caress, almost a milking motion.

She could feel her body responding with pleasure,
expelling moisture into her underwear as her
sex contracted with every pull of his hands.

He moved harder and faster, making her whimper
in the most amazing torture he could devise.

Before she knew what was about to happen, she
felt an orgasmic rush shooting through her loins.

Buffy couldn't believe what had just happened,
and it took her a moment to process it.

Devlin seemed to know without any sort of in-
depth analysis. "You're so responsive," he murmured
in amazement. "God....you came...just from me
caressing your breasts."

She couldn't summon up the energy to be em-
barrassed by her lack of control. "Uh-huh," was
all she could say.

He grinned a delighted grin. "I can't wait to see what
you do when I lick and suck them."

Just HEARING that sentence nearly brought on an
immediate encore.

"Um...I need to sit down." **Before I FALL down**
she wanted to add, but didn't.

"All right, love," he said, pulling her forward until
she was on the bed and kneeling in front of him. "But
let me taste first."

Cupping her breasts from beneath, he lifted them in
his palms and lowered his head.

His tongue darted out, playfully flicking each pink
bud.

Buffy looked down to watch as he moved back
and forth from one breast to the other, giving each
one his devoted attention.

It was an erotic sight, and it felt better than just
about anything she'd felt before, but it was getting
to the point where she needed something more.
Something like.....

He pushed her breasts together, looking up at her
as he lapped them with his tongue. "Do you want
me to suck them?" he asked, his face buried in her
cleavage.

Oh, yes, that was it.

His teeth nipped at her, then he opened his mouth
and took her right breast in. Sucking hard, he nursed
at her aching flesh.

With soft moans of pleasure erupting from him, he
swirled his tongue around the nipple as he kept
sucking. When he had her the way he wanted her,
he moved, dragging his tongue wetly to her other
breast and taking it deeply into his mouth.

Holding it there, he sucked as his hands left her
breasts and moved down her sides to her hips. With-
out releasing her breast, he found and tugged the
little satin ribbons that held up her panties.

He pulled them from between her thighs, then
dropped them and replaced them with his hand.

Indicating that he wanted her to widen her knees,
he wedged his hand in and cupped her firmly,
giving her a gentle squeeze.

His mouth released her nipple with a wet suck
as he fumbled with the front of his jeans.
Buffy heard the snap pop open and the zipper
slide down.

Then he straightened up and took her hand,
guiding it into the opening of his trousers.

"Touch me," he whispered.

She wrapped her fingers around the hard velvet
length of him, taking it out of his pants. She
couldn't help staring for a moment, and she
blushed when he caught her doing it.

"Well?" he asked, his eyes dancing with light.

Well. Well, indeed. His thick, straining erection
was as beautiful as the rest of him. It throbbed
in her hand and moistened her fingers with a
clear fluid that seeped from the head.

Instinct was the only explanation for it when her
hand began to slide up and down.

Spike whipped his t-shirt off while his hips moved
back and forth, his shaft gliding through her wet
fingers.

It only lasted a few moments before he had to pull
out of her grasp.

"Oh, Christ," he moaned, in a delirium of both
agony and it's counterpart. "If...you have to stop or
I'm gonna come."

When he managed to calm himself back down a
bit, he met her eyes and smiled, taking hold of
her shoulders.

"Come here and lie down," he said turning her in
his arms and easing her down on the bed. "And
I'll take you to the stars and back."


TBC.....

Feedback is appreciated.
part 15 by pattyanne
Part 15



His promise sent a shiver of anticipation racing
up and down her spine, and she had no doubt
that he could keep it.

Hovering over her on his hands and knees, Devlin
dipped his head and kissed her. His tongue
coaxed her lips apart and plunged between them,
feeling it's way around the inside of her mouth.

Buffy's head immediately began to swim
dizzily around the room. Good lord, this man
knew how to kiss!

With his tongue thrusting deeply, it was long
and slow, and very wet. He pulled back just
enough for their lips to separate, but their
tongues continued to play outside of their
mouths, flicking at each other.

Shifting his weight onto one hand, he brought
the other up and cupped her breast, his thumb
rubbing the sensitive nipple. When he pinched
it gently between thumb and forefinger, Buffy
nearly lost contact with the bed.

Finally taking his mouth from hers, he smiled.

"I think you liked that."

"I..think so, too!"

"Shall I do it again?"

"Yes, please."

He chuckled. "So polite."

His fingers continued their tender torture, making
Buffy writhe and pant beneath him.

Devlin lowered his head. "Buffy?" he breathed
warmly in her ear. "Touch me, baby. I want your
hands on me."

She forced her eyes to open, and stared dreamily
up into his beautiful face. Placing her hands on
his waist, she flattened them and ran them around
and up the smooth skin of his back.

When she dug her nails in gently, dragging them
down his spine, he hissed in through his teeth and
arched his back. "God...do it again," he begged.

Buffy did...luxuriating in the feminine power over him
that he was giving her so willingly.

Deciding on a change of venue, she slipped her
hands back around and explored the firm muscle
of his chest. Her fingers skimmed lightly over the
flat copper nipples, making them tighten.

After letting her play for a moment, he dropped
a light kiss on her lips. "Don't go away," he
whispered, lifting himself off her and standing
in order to get rid of his trousers.

Moonlight streamed in through the curtains, painting
his body in a silver wash of light. He was lean
and well built, with a firm layer of muscle over his
abdomen. His biceps were nicely defined, not over-
blown like so many mens were. There wasn't an
ounce of fat anywhere on him, which seemed odd
considering the sort of diet he existed on.

He was, in a word, beautiful.

Beautifully made, and beautifully hard. His erection
extended straight out from his body, and there was
a pearly drop of semen at the very tip.

Spike kicked his jeans off, then looked at her. She
smiled and held out her arms.

Without a moment of hesitation, he fell into them.

He kissed her, then pulled back to look into her
eyes. "I'm falling, Miss Buffy," he said softly. "Will
you fall, too? Will you, baby?"

How could she not?

"Yes," she nodded. "I will. I....I have."

Devlin's eyes blazed with new heat. "Oh...me,
too," he told her. "Baby...me, too."

"Really?" she asked in a tiny voice.

"Really." He kissed her again, then nuzzled the
side of her neck. "Buffy...sweetheart," he whispered,
"I'm gonna make long....slow....sweet love to you. I'm
gonna touch you...and taste you...and make every
part of your body quiver. And when I'm inside you...oh,
I'll be in heaven, darling."

Buffy was pretty certain she'd be right there with
him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


He moved down her body at a leisurely pace, not
about to be rushed through this experience..no
matter how much her breathy sighs of pleasure
urged him on.

His tongue darted out, lightly touching here, then
caressing there, leaving a moist trail in it's wake.

Over her breasts, lingering on the tips, swirling
around them until they were diamond hard.

Down the middle of her chest, then over to taste
both under curves of her breasts. He drew a line
down over her abdomen, then flicked his tongue
in her navel, chuckling softly when she twitched
and uttered something that sounded like "yeesh!"

After rubbing his cheek against the soft swell of
her belly, he continued down. The light brown curls
guarding her sex were neatly trimmed, and he
nuzzled her there, his nose taking in the scent of
her excitement.

Slipping down a little further on the bed, he gently
pushed her legs further apart.

She tensed suddenly, and he looked up at her.

"What, baby?" he asked.

She seemed unable to articulate whatever was
crossing her mind, so he took an educated guess.

"No one's ever done this for you, have they?"

Buffy blushed and shook her head.

It was all he could do to keep from shouting out
loud in triumph. Just knowing that he would be
the man to teach her about this aspect of love-
making exhilarated him.

"Just relax, baby," he coaxed her, massaging her
inner thigh with one hand. "Just let it happen."

When she began to soften under his touch, her
thighs parted invitingly.

Before Buffy knew what was happening, his
head dipped and she felt the wet stroke of his
tongue.

He licked her hard, then soft. Fast, then slow.

Stars were bursting behind her tightly closed
eyes. Going super-nova. Exploding into particles
and fragments of particles. Making her shudder
and twist in his gentle hands.

When she finally had the presence of mind to
open her eyes, she looked down and saw that
he was watching her face, studying her response.

It must have pleased him, because he pulled
away for a moment and gave her one of his devilish
grins.

"This is the sweet spot," he said, then lowered
his head again and began to suck at her clit.

Buffy inhaled sharply, her hands grabbing fistfuls
of bedding. She had never in her life imagined that
anything could be this good.

His tongue working over her was the most erotic
sensation she'd ever known. The moisture he was
drawing out of her seemingly had no end, and he
lapped it up with hungry groans.

Still maintaining eye contact, he slowly slipped
his tongue into her...then out....then back in again.

She was coming apart at the seams, her entire
body straining beneath the lash of his tongue.

Blindly, she groped around and sank her fingers
into his hair, forcing him down harder on her
needy flesh.

His tongue being otherwise occupied, he spoke
to her with his eyes.

** Do you like that, baby? Does it feel good? You
taste so sweet...so ripe and juicy...should I go
harder? Faster? Deeper? Anything for you, baby.
Absolutely anything. You want more? So do I.
Want to make you wet...make you come. Do it.
Come on, baby...let it happen. It's gonna taste
so sweet, and I want every drop. I can feel how
close you are. That's my girl. Now....scream for
me...**

Unable to hold out, Buffy gave him what he wanted.

She raised her hips and stiffened all over, coming
in a burning wave of pure liquid heat, screaming
her pleasure to the stars he had promised to show
her.


TBC....
Feedback is welcome!
part 16 by pattyanne
Part 16


In the aftermath of ecstasy, the room was
blissfully quiet.

Devlin lay with his arms wrapped around Buffy's waist,
and his head pillowed on her tummy. He smiled
when he felt her fingers playing in his hair.

"You okay, kitten?"

"Mm-hmm," Buffy sighed. "Never...ever...better."

"Never ever?"

She giggled. "Ever."

He raised his head and caught her sweet smile. Suddenly
inspired, he leaped to his feet on the bed, grinning like
a fool. "I feel fantastic!" he said loudly, throwing his arms
out dramatically.

Although a certain portion of his anatomy was in
serious need of attention, Buffy focused on his face,
greatly amused at his demeanor. She almost expected
him to start pounding on his chest.

She was about to tell him to settle down when he
dropped to his knees and pounced on her.

"You," he said happily, "are the best thing that's ever
happened to me. I'm gonna write music for you...and
songs about you...and make love to you every chance
I get."

By reply, she slipped one hand behind his neck and
pulled him down close. "So...what's stopping you?"
she asked, her breath warm on his lips.

Spike looked at her, chagrined. "Oh, baby....I'm
not doing right by you, am I?" He dropped a kiss on
her lips. "Forgive me?"

Buffy shrugged. "Only if you do right by me...right
now."

Giving her the smile that made her toes curl, he
arranged himself next to her, then took her hand.
Bringing it to his lips, he pressed a gentle kiss in
her palm, touching it briefly with his tongue.

Without a word, he guided her hand down between
them and placed her fingers around the steely hardness
of his shaft.

Instinctively, Buffy tightened her grasp and moved he
hand up and down.

Devlin's breath was ragged as she touched and
teased him. "Oh, baby....that's perfect," he said,
allowing his eyes to close briefly. "You have such
a soft little hand."

His own hand moved between her legs, cupping the
wet mound and squeezing gently.

She was only peripherally aware of the pleasure his
touch was giving her. Most of her attention was pinned
on what she was doing to him, and the reaction it was
getting.

His penis was rock hard, but the skin covering it was
smooth. He felt warm and solid in her hand, and when
she moved her thumb up and over his glans, fluid seeped
from it, wetting her fingers.

She used her thumb to massage the semen back into
the tip of his erection, making him shudder and moan.

"You...you can do it harder, babe," he murmured in
a husky voice. "That's right....a little faster...oh, yeah.
Yeah, that's....that's it....mmm.."

He gasped, and she lifted her face to look at him
at the same moment he looked at her. Their mouths
came together, melding and burning with love, and
lust, and need. Little parts blending to form
a wonderful whole.

Breaking away, Devlin fell over on his back and
pushed his hips forward, thrusting his hard flesh in
and out of her tiny fingers.

Buffy raised up slightly and watched him.

"Spike?" she whispered. "What do you feel...when
I touch you?"

He didn't open his eyes, but he smiled. "Heaven,"
he whispered back. "Paradise...Valhalla...Shangri-
La...all those places...where miracles happen."

She hesitated, trying to work up enough nerve to
ask her next question. "Do you...would you like me
to...to..."

"Don't stop," he begged.

"Oh!" She HAD stopped. Hadn't meant to, but she'd
been concentrating too much on putting her thoughts
into words, and her hand had ceased it's easy, up and
down caress. "I'm sorry."

He shook his head. "S'all right, love...God, that feels
good...such soft hands..."

This time, she kept her hand in motion. "But I was
just thinking that...if you want me to..."

Devlin opened his eyes and looked at her. "What,
baby?"

Buffy's cheeks turned red, but she fought down the
embarrassment of having to ask a man if he'd enjoy
feeling her mouth where her hand was.

"What you did to me...before?" she ventured. "I...I
want to...I mean, if YOU want me to...I...I could...oh,
dear," she finished fretfully, certain that she was
making a huge muddle of the whole thing.

But he came to her rescue. "Buffy...I would love
that," he assured her. "Please...do anything you
want to do to me. I'm your's, baby."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now, a whole NEW tide of crimson swept into her
cheeks. Although her offer had been sincere and
heartfelt, she had neglected to mention one small
detail.

Taking a deep breath, she looked at him appealingly. "I
think it's only fair to tell you, that I...I've..."

She was stammering like a high school girl con-
fronting the captain of the football team, and she
hated it.

When she chanced a quick peek at his face, she
found him smiling tenderly.

He knew. Somehow...he knew.

"You've never done THIS before, either." It wasn't
a question.

Buffy turned even redder. "Uh-uh."

His grin widened, as he reached down and wrapped
his fingers around hers, keeping up the slow stroking
motion.

"It's really not all that difficult, love," he told her. "Are
you sure you want to?"

So sweet, he was. Giving her a chance to back out.

She was confident that she wouldn't be getting
a second one.

"I'm sure," she said firmly, not allowing herself to stop
and think.

Sudden fire kindled in his eyes at her words. "Go on
down, then," he directed her. "Get comfortable."

Beating her nervousness back with a broom handle,
Buffy slid down and positioned herself between his
wide spread legs.

Holding him at the base of his erect penis, she
studied the task before her with all the same
careful consideration she'd given final exams in
school.

It was an impressive sight. Bigger than she'd
expected it to be, having only observed it in
furtive little glances when it was beneath the
confinement of tough denim.

Long and straight, with prominent veins feeding it
the rush of blood it needed in order to develop and
maintain erections, it had a blunt, bell shaped
head that was leaking drops of semen.

A loud sigh jolted her out of her silent perusal,
bringing back the tinge of color to her cheeks.

Knowing that if she hesitated further she would
lose her nerve, Buffy leaned down and took him
into her mouth.

His groan told her that she'd done exactly
the right thing. He was hot and tasted salty on
her tongue.

Sliding down as far as she could without gagging
herself...and how embarrassing would THAT be...she
found the right rhythm and applied it diligently.

As his shaft slid wetly in and out of her mouth, she
remembered him watching her while he'd been
giving her this same pleasure.

Wanting to see...wanting to know...she looked
up at his face.

His eyes had become an even deeper shade
of blue. A rich indigo, they were glassy and heavy
lidded.

Meeting her gaze with his, he mouthed, "So good,
baby..."

Buffy was thrilled by this, and a little surprised at the
same time. Apparently, experience wasn't the only
factor in doing this well. Instinct counted for a lot,
too.

Redoubling her efforts, she did everything she could
think of...which, admittedly...wasn't much. She ex-
perimented with pace and pressure, moving her head
like a weaving cobra slithering out of it's basket to
be charmed.

Releasing her hold on the base of his shaft, she
dared to send her hand down further between his
legs, cupping and fondling the heavy sac of his
testicles.

Spike was moaning steadily now, striving for the
delicious release she was bringing him to.

Buffy inched one finger just a little further down,
stroking a place that seemed to be excruciatingly
sensitive.

With a hoarse shout, he buried his hands in her
hair and began thrusting up into her mouth.

"Oh...oh, yeah," he breathed. "Do it again! Do it
again! Yes...suck harder...sweet...

Buffy obliged, and it was the last bit of stimulation
he could take. He had to make her stop.

"Buffy!" He frantically pulled her up and rolled on
top of her. "NOW!!"



TBC.....

What do you think?
part 17 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks.
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: Spike Devlin is the lead singer
for the band 'Blue Eyed Devil'. Buffy
Summers is a local preschool teacher.
They meet. She runs. He chases.



Part Seventeen....


He was just barely inside of her when he stopped.

Looking perplexed for a moment, the realization of what
he was feeling slowly dawned on him. Shocked surprise
followed, and was itself followed by a staggering sense
of responsibility.

"Buffy," he breathed, leaning down to speak softly in
her ear. "This is another first for you....isn't it, love?"

Trying to parcel out whether he was pleased or horrified
at the whole idea, Buffy was too embarrassed to force
out a verbal affirmative, and had to settle for nodding in
jerky little movements.

She had been hoping right up until he penetrated her
that she could get away with it. Hoping that if she seemed
eager enough, and put on a "woman of experience" bluff,
he might not notice until it was too late for him to stop.

Well, THAT plan had just blown up in her face. He had
stopped. Question was....would he continue?

If she'd been able to divine his thoughts at the moment,
she'd find that she had nothing to worry about.

There wasn't a chance in the world that he was going to
stop now. He would wait a moment, give her time to
adjust....and then make her his.

Raising his head, he smiled at her. "Open your beautiful
eyes, baby," he coaxed her sweetly. "Don't be shy."

When she did as he'd asked, he could read every
emotion that she was feeling, could see it all in the
light green pools that were begging silently for his under-
standing.

"Oh, sweetheart," he murmured, brushing her tangled
hair back with one hand. "Don't be frightened. I'm going
to be very gentle, I promise, and try very hard not to hurt
you...any more than I have to."

Buffy returned his smile, tremulously. He wasn't going
to stop...wasn't going to leave her...wasn't put off by
the knowledge that she was a twenty-five year old virgin.

Devlin wasn't put off in the slightest. He was actually
having a difficult time controlling the rush of
possessiveness, coupled with an anticipatory thrill
that came of knowing he was the first to breach the
walls that this beautiful creature had been living
behind.

For her part, Buffy wanted it to be done. She wanted
to know and experience all the things romance
novels promised, wanted to put an end to her
blasted virginity once and for all.

And she wanted Spike Devlin to be the one to do it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Are you sure about this, sweetheart?"

Some weird impulse of chivalry made him ask the
question. After it was out of his mouth, though, he
wanted to take it back. What if she said no? What
the hell would he do then?

If he was forced to leave the paradise he had found
in her body, he would expire right there in her arms. He
had no doubt that any denial at this moment would
cause his innards to implode, leaving him in such a
state of frustrated agony that he'd be begging to die.

**All right, maybe that's laying it on a bit thick But it won't
be fun, that's for DAMN sure..**

"I'm sure," Buffy whispered, saving him from his gloomy
imaginings. "I've been sure...I think...from the first time
I saw you."

That was ALL he had to hear!

His arousal hadn't abated in the smallest degree during
their little intermission. He was hard and ready, and
she was extremely wet.

"Try and relax, love," he said soothingly. "Start with
your toes and move up."

She followed his advice, going slowly up and up,
a bit at a time. When the calm reached her thighs,
they loosened up and parted even more.

Devlin took immediate advantage. He gradually
slid in a little deeper, then back, then deeper again.

The sensation was nearly excruciating. The warmth
and the tightness was unbelievable, and he
had to concentrate on not thrusting into her with
wild abandon.

When he felt her nails scoring his back, he dipped
his head and took her lips in a long, open-mouthed
kiss.

Need for air became an issue, and Buffy pulled back,
gasping for it. "Please," she whispered on a raggedly
indrawn breath. "Spike....don't be gentle. Be fast."

A groan of assent escaped him, and he adjusted his
position and buried himself completely inside her.

Once he was in, he fought for a modicum of control
and remained quite still, catching her scream in his
mouth.

Buffy's nails dug deeper, almost drawing blood.

The pain was as bad as she'd imagined, but she
forged her way through it just the same.

"I'm sorry," he choked out. "I know I'm hurting you,
honey."

She could hardly deny it. The scream had pretty much
given her away.

"It's all right," she panted in his ear. "It's...getting better."

He pulled back and looked at her. "Really?"

"Yeah," she nodded, putting all the sincerity she
could summon up into her voice and expression. "Just
give me a minute....or two."

Devlin was running on instinct at that point. He'd never
been a girl's first lover before, and the only thing he could
think to do was to try and distract her until the pain abated.

"All right," he said agreeably. "Can I kiss you while we're
waiting?"

Buffy cupped his face in her hands, smiling at the
shy request. "Oh, I wish you would," she replied softly,
drawing him down to her.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Catching her cheek, he kissed the sweet curve of
her lips, penetrating her mouth with his tongue.

Buffy moaned and tunneled her fingers up through
his silky curls, making his kiss harder and
deeper.

He could feel the extreme tightness begin to
ease up, making her no less snug, but far more
accessible. Gently...slowly...he moved his hips
from side to side.

Devlin moved his hand from her face, trailing
it down the side of her body in a teasingly light
caress. When he reached her outer thigh, he lifted
himself just a small amount, just enough to allow his
hand to slip in between them.

When she felt the touch of his fingers, her eyes
flew open wide and stared up into his.

Their mouths separated, and Buffy arched her
back. "Oh...oh, God," she whimpered, helpless
beneath the assault of pleasure.

His mouth hovered above hers, absorbing her
breathy sighs. "S..soon, love?" he begged, unsure
just how much longer he could hold himself back.

She helped him. Her hands moved down his
back to clutch at the firm muscle of his rump. "Now,"
she breathed hotly.

He began moving, each gentle thrust burying him
deeper into her body as well as her heart.

Although there was a lingering ache between
Buffy's legs, the sharpness of the initial pain
had begun to fade. As it left, she was able to
concentrate on the other sensations her body was
telegraphing to her brain.

Every time he entered her, he rubbed himself in just
the right spot, creating the most delicious friction
exactly where she needed it.

Her sex felt fluid and hot, almost heavy with the
need to...the need for...

Unknowingly, she raised her legs and wrapped
them around his hips as he increased his rhythm.

He kissed her once more, quick and hard.

"Baby...oh, sweetheart," he murmured. "Are you all
right? Is it good?"

He leaned on one arm and moved his free hand
around to hold her soft bottom, fondling it and
squeezing it firmly as he lifted her into his down-
strokes.

It was so good now that she didn't know how to
articulate it. The pain had turned to pleasure and
the pleasure was all encompassing. How had she
lived without this?

He didn't seem to expect an answer, and he kept
moving his hips in that slow, rolling wave of
motion.

"Baby...you feel so good," he said, locking her
gaze with his own. "So wet and tight...and so bloody
hot. Never been like this...never... you're the one...."

Buffy couldn't hold back a soft cry of his name.

Devlin's eyes burned with new heat at the sound.

"You're the one, Buffy," he said again, pumping a little
faster. "You're all I want...all....I...want..."

Obeying her instincts one more time, she unwrapped
her legs from around him and planted her feet flat
on the mattress, then lifted her hips up into him,
meeting each increasingly strong and demanding
thrust.

He went wild, growling deep in his throat, pumping
faster and harder. Burying his face against the side
of her neck, he felt the beginning of her climax.

"Do it, baby...come for me...I want to feel it...make
it tighter, love...that's perfect...yes...so sweet...my
beauty...my star...unh...unh...now, love....now....do
it now....now....Buffy....AHHH...NOWWWW!"

Her moisture slickened him as he drenched her womb
with a flood of semen.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The act of love...performed with love.

It was better than anything he'd ever dreamed of.




TBC......
(I'll bet you thought they'd NEVER get here,
didn't you?)
part 18 by pattyanne
Blue Eyed Devil/ part 18






"I just now thought of something."

Buffy opened her eyes and found him lying
beside her, his head propped on his hand.

"What's that?" she asked.

"Birth control. Are you angry?"

How could she be angry? She hadn't thought of it
either. Until now...

"I'm sorry," he said.

Buffy met his gaze straight on. "You don't really look
all that sorry," she informed him.

Spike couldn't deny it, and no one was more surprised
by that fact than he was himself. He'd had his share
of brief relationships and even a few one night stands,
but he was always careful to provide protection.

With Buffy, though...it had been the absolute furthest
thing from his mind. All he'd been able to think about
was her, about how beautiful and sweet she was, and
how badly he'd wanted her. He wouldn't have been able
to stop and fumble around with a condom if his life had
depended on it.

He wanted a family someday, had always planned on
having one...when he met the right woman.

The right woman....

Was she here with him now? Lying beside him, looking
at him with heavenly green eyes, in a room scented with
the fragrance of perfume and sex.

Yes. This had to be her. He wouldn't be nearly as
calm and relaxed discussing the possible consequences
of unprotected intercourse with any other woman.

Buffy would be a spectacular mother. All you had to
do was watch her for five minutes with her little students
to know that. Tenderness and caring for them emanated
from her in huge amounts.

An incredible feeling of good fortune washed over him. How
lucky could one guy get?

He was in bed with a woman that he was falling in
love with by leaps and bounds. She was beautiful and
sexy, and sweetly innocent at the same time. A face
that was cameo perfect...and a body that could stop
traffic. With a wealth of golden brown hair for his
fingers to get lost in, and the softest skin he'd ever
touched...she was perfect.

Add on the fact that she made him laugh just
by being herself, and that she loved kids, and
he was brought all the way back to his original
question; How lucky could one guy get?

He placed his hand lightly on her stomach, rubbing
it gently. What if there was already a child growing
inside of her? She was young and healthy, and no
doubt fertile. There was no reason why a baby
couldn't have been conceived.

He'd certainly done HIS part, he decided,
grinning arrogantly. He couldn't ever remember
being so turned on and coming so hard....and so
much. Yes, she was probably....

"You don't need to worry," she said, placing
her hand over his. "It's not the right time of the month
for that to happen."

Oh.

Oh, well....it was most likely for the best. That
wasn't a good way to hold on to a woman. A
baby should be planned for, by a husband and
wife. He had very strong opinions on that subject,
disliking the casual relationships that he saw so
much of in his profession. There were a lot of
people in his immediate circle of friends and
acquaintances that had more than one child without
ever bothering to get married.

It wasn't going to be that way for him. He wanted
the entire package...the bride, the house with the
picket fence, the dog and cat....and the little ones.

Someday.

**********************************************

Buffy turned on her side, wincing slightly from
the ache between her legs. Her cheeks turned
pink at the sticky feel of her thighs peeling
apart.

This losing of one's virginity was not all moonlight
and roses, no matter what the romance novels
touted. Although painful at first, the sex itself had
become wonderful, and the pleasure she'd felt
was everything she'd dreamed it would be.

The aftermath, though, was a different story. The
lingering soreness, and the messy feel of their
mingled fluids wasn't heaven on earth.

But looking into the dark blue eyes of the man
who'd taught her the meaning of sexual desire, she
couldn't have cared less about the discomfort.

And she was eager to learn more.

"What are you thinking about?" she asked him.

He hesitated for a moment, then shrugged. "Just
about you, luv. Did I hurt you?"

Buffy could hardly lie about it. "It hurt at first, but
you made it better." She placed one hand on his
cheek, smiling when he turned his head and kissed
her palm. "I guess I should have told you."

He raised one eyebrow. "Why didn't you?" When she
couldn't seem to find an answer, he provided one. "Did
you think that I wouldn't want you if I knew ahead of
time that you were a virgin?"

Buffy smiled ruefully. It seemed kind of silly to hear
it out loud.

Devlin chuckled. "I'll tell you the truth," he said. "I've
wanted you from the second I laid eyes on you. The
way you tossed your head and gave me that 'who
the hell do you think YOU are' look. Ignoring me,
then ordering me to get back up on stage and stop
pestering you."

"Not used to women telling you to go away, are
you?" Buffy asked.

"Hell, no," he admitted. "But that's just one of the
reasons I came after you." He wrapped one lock
of her hair around his finger, rubbing it with his thumb.
"When I saw you at the school the next day...I
knew I was right to come looking. You absolutely
knocked me out, ya know? Watching you play with
the kids...then seeing you stomping across the yard
to give me all kinds of hell."

Buffy remembered it, too. She'd never forget.

"I'll tell you a secret," he said, leaning closer. "When
you were telling me off that day...I wanted to grab
hold of you and throw you over my shoulder, carry
you to my car, kicking and screaming. Just disappear
with you....and make love to you for days and days."

She felt her heart rate speed up.

"And someday?" he added. "That's exactly what I'm
gonna do."

The scenario he'd just described sounded mightily
appealing to Buffy.

"Well," she said, returning his smile, "when you do...I
don't think I'll be kicking and screaming."

Moving closer still, he leaned down to kiss her. "Don't
say that, yet," he murmured. "I think I can make you
scream...just a bit."

************************************************

Before their lips came together, the clock radio
clicked on and startled them apart.

".....gonna be a nice one today, with highs in
the lower 80s inland, and the mid 70s at the
beach, but temperatures will drop in the early
part of next...."

Buffy turned and banged on top of the gadget
until it shut up. "Sorry," she said, facing him
again.

Spike peered at the red digital numbers. "It's
Saturday," he said. "Why in the world do you have
that set for 5:30 in the bloody A.M.?"

Pushing her hair back out of her eyes, she made
a face. "I usually go to the gym," she confessed.

He flopped over onto his back. "You've gotta be
kidding me," he said, looking up at her. "You're not
gonna do it today...are you?"

Buffy was about to say no, when a little devil with
a pitchfork prodded her. "I really should. I go three
days a week."

"Can't you go tomorrow?"

"But that would break my routine," she answered.

Devlin took a deep breath, preparing to argue
until he got his way. "Oh, come on. Live danger-
ously."

"You could come with me," Buffy suggested. "I
can bring a guest."

"At THIS hour of the morning?" He shook his head
firmly. "No, thanks."

Buffy shrugged. "Suit yourself," she said, turning
to roll out of bed.

Before she could slip away, he grabbed her arm
and hauled her back down. "Baby, you don't need
to go the gym," he informed her, a wicked light
dancing in his eyes. "I can give you a proper work-
out right here."

She melted under the heat of his gaze. "Can you?"

"Oh, yeah," he assured her, moving her beneath
him. "I'll give you all the...exercise...you can handle,
little girl."

Buffy pretended to consider the offer. "Well...all right.
But I have to take a shower first."

He just grinned at her. "Lead the way."

TBC...
part 19 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me
Feedback: Yes, please.
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he's pursuing.



Part nineteen....


"Buffy...oh, Christ, baby...you're so tight...so
hot...sweet...yes...there...there..."

Morning sunlight streamed into the kitchen, with
tiny dust motes dancing in it.

Spike's hands held her securely around her waist,
keeping her from sliding backwards on the Formica
counter as he pounded into her. She held on by
wrapping her fingers around the hard muscle of his
biceps.

Almost delirious with pleasure, Buffy had to release
her hold on him and place her hands on the counter,
slightly behind her. With her legs encircling his
waist, she could lift herself to meet every deep
thrust.

When her head tipped back and exposed her creamy
throat, he lunged forward and licked it from the
hollow at it's base, all the way up to the point of
her chin. Seeking the moist sweetness of her
lips, he kissed her hard, plunging his tongue into
her mouth.

Wanting to get closer...needing to go deeper, he
curved his right arm around her waist and pulled
her closer to the edge of the counter. Then, urging
her to lie down all the way, he slipped his hands
beneath her thighs, lifting her bottom until it lost
contact with any hope of support except him.

His eyes were shut tight with concentration as
he pumped harder and faster. Sex had never
been this good before. With Buffy, he felt like he
was sliding into warm cream, and lying against
soft pillows. Her body was so responsive to his
lightest touch that it excited him past the point
of coherent thought. Whenever he put his hands on
her, the rest of the world fell away into a void he
had no interest in searching for. Everything he
wanted was right here...here in this sun-warmed
little kitchen.

He drove himself into her, harder and deeper,
listening to the soft moans and half whispered
words coming from her throat. He opened his eyes
and found her staring up at him in amazed wonder.

It was a breathtaking sight. Her skin was damp and
flushed a light shade of pink, and her green eyes
were glassy. The heavy wealth of her honey brown
hair was spread beneath her like a halo.

She was absolutely the most beautiful thing he'd
ever seen.

"I'm...I'm not hurting you, am I?" he asked.

Buffy shook her head, no.

It wasn't enough. "Tell me," he insisted. "Tell me
how it feels for you."

She didn't really know what to say, being unskilled in the
art of "pillow talk", and too shy to use the descriptive
words he'd been saying to her.

He tried to help her. "Does it feel good, babe? Do
you like what I'm doing to you?"

Now, there was a question she could answer!

"Yes," she nodded. "I love...it. I do....."

Sliding his hands beneath her back, he lifted her
up. "Hang on, love," he directed, moving backwards
and sitting down on one of the kitchen chairs.

Amazed that he'd been able to perform this maneuver
without breaking their connection, Buffy quickly discovered
that this new position had definite advantages. With her
sitting on his lap and facing him, she could balance her
feet on the rungs of the chair and lift herself up and down.

Tangling his fingers in her hair, he buried his face
against her soft throat, kissing and licking it as she
bounced on his lap.

His mouth found hers, and they kissed with passionate
intensity. His tongue delved deeply into her mouth, tasting
the softness of her inner cheeks and dancing on the edges
of her small, white teeth.

Bodies pressed close, they rocked together, groaning
and panting with every deep, gliding thrust.

Buffy was close...so close to the spectacular finish he'd
been priming her for. Her fingertips moved over the smooth
flesh of his shoulders and up his neck, finally meeting around
his face. He kissed and nipped at the soft pads, sucking each
finger and swirling his tongue around it.

His hands suddenly moved down, briefly squeezing her
breasts before they found her waist. Lifting her just a little,
he began to slam his hips up harder and faster.

Her breathing became ragged and sharp, and she
clutched at his shoulders again, hanging on.

Their eyes met, and stayed locked on each other.

Buffy came first, her hips grinding down hard on him
as her sex milked him in violent spasms, demanding
every drop he had to give her. She cried out his name,
and fisted her hands in his hair almost to the point of
pain.

Devlin's control snapped. Taking a tighter hold on her,
he began pumping even harder, gliding wetly in and
out of her. Shouting hoarsely, he came, spurting
what felt like a gallon of semen up inside of her.

When it was over, their breathing began to slow
and the sweat began to dry upon them.

Nuzzling the side of her face, he laughed a little.

"Didn't we come down here for breakfast?"

Buffy smiled. "What was that we just had?"

"Call it an appetizer," he replied, kissing her cheek
with a loud smack. "I'm starved. Want to go out to
eat?"

She sat back and shook her head. "No. I want to
dazzle you with my skill in the kitchen."

Grinning at her lecherously, he said, "Consider me
dazzled, gorgeous. Or...was that not the skill you
were referring to?"

"Very funny," she said. Giving him a slight shove,
she looked around the floor. "Where did you throw
my bathrobe?"

"Who knows?" he muttered, rubbing his chest against
her bare breasts. "Who cares? Hey...come back here."

"Oh, no you don't." She dodged away from his reach-
ing hand and scrambled off his lap. Their bodies separated
with a moist, sucking sound, and they both made a face.

"Sorry about that," he said, sounding not the least bit
sorry at all. "Bit messy, huh?"

Buffy snagged her robe and shoved her arms into it,
feeling suddenly embarrassed about being naked in the
kitchen. She excused herself to the bathroom, promising
to fix him breakfast when she returned.

Halfway up the stairs, she heard him.

"Drop dead gorgeous, sweet and funny, loves kids,
and she cooks, too!" he yelled. "Now I KNOW I'm
falling, Miss Buffy!"

She almost walked into the bathroom without replying,
then gathered up all her courage and leaned over the
landing. "Me, too!" she yelled back, diving into the bathroom
and locking the door when she heard him mutter some-
thing under his breath and come running up the stairs.


****************************************************


She took great pains with her breakfast preparations,
grateful that she actually had the food she wanted on
hand.

After starting the coffee maker, she pulled a large
cast iron skillet out of a lower cupboard. Dropping
in a spoonful of cooking oil, she sliced potatos and
onions into the pan, frying them until the potatos were a
golden brown, and the onions translucent.. When they
were finished, she put the skillet in the oven to keep warm,
and cracked a half a dozen eggs into her large blue mixing bowl.
Adding a little milk, she whisked the egg mixture around until
it was frothy, then melted butter in another skillet and
poured the eggs in.

Devlin sat and watched every move she made, asking
questions and pestering her until she put him in charge
of making toast to give him something to do with his
wandering hands.

She set the table with her grandmother's china and
crystal, placing a chilled carafe of orange juice in the
middle. When the eggs began to set, she scrambled
them to a fluffy turn and spooned them onto a serving
plate.

Spike buttered toast, and searched through the fridge
for jam. He found three different kinds, and placed all
of them on the table.

Buffy removed the skillet from the oven and placed it
on a trivet next to the juice container. Placing her crystal
salt and pepper shakers within easy reach, she poured
two mugs of coffee and grabbed her sugar bowl.

Before he sat down, Spike looked out the window and
immediately headed for the door. Barefoot, wearing
only his jeans, he snapped off a yellow rose from a
bush in her next door neighbor's yard, then ran back
in the house and presented it to her.

Well, she had to kiss him for it, and she did...quite
thoroughly. Placing the rose in a glass of water, she
announced that breakfast was served.

Spike pulled out a chair with a continental flourish.
Taking her hand, he seated her gracefully, then
kissed her fingers before he sat down next to her.

They talked of inconsequential things while they
ate. He told her about where he'd grown up...some-
where in the southern part of England, and she
in turn revealed a few things about her own childhood.

He ate every scrap of food on his plate, praising it
lavishly, and telling her that, while her skills in the
kitchen were definitely not limited to the culinary, he
certainly appreciated them at the moment.

Snitching the last piece of toast off her plate, he
slathered it with a thick layer of boysenberry jam.
Buffy poured more coffee into his mug, smiling when
he dumped three large spoons of sugar into it.

She sipped her own lightly sweetened coffee, and
considered the fact that for someone with his
sugar laden eating habits, there wasn't an ounce of
superfluous flesh anywhere on him. He was trim and
lean, and very well built, and she had to force herself
not to stare rudely at his bare chest.

It was really...really...difficult to do.


***************************************************


When the mantle clock in her living room chimed
three, they were stretched out on her sofa
kissing...making out was what she would have
called it in high school...and they were both
having a difficult time controlling themselves.

"Damn it," he swore softly, looking at the little
clock as though he hated it. "I have to go. We're
having a rehearsal today...some new material we're
trying out on the tour."

Although he ordered himself to stand up and
move away from her, the sight of her kiss-reddened
lips drew him back for more.

A few moments later, Buffy pulled away. "I thought
you had to go," she reminded him, holding him off
with one hand on his chest.

"I do," he said, pushing her hand away and capturing
lips again. "I'm going now," he added, trailing wet kisses
up the side of her cheek.

Her eyes drifting shut with pleasure, she arched her
throat, murmuring softly when he began nuzzling and
kissing it.

"Temptress," he whispered in her ear, sucking gently
on her lobe.

Shaking her head a little to clear it, she nudged him
away. "Be good."

"I don't want to be good," he protested, wriggling his
hips against hers. "I want to be bad," he added, smiling
that killer smile of his. "I want to be bad with you...I want
to be bad all over you." Slipping one hand up, he cupped
her breast. "Don't you want to be bad with me, baby?"

She did. She really did. But....

Grabbing his hand, she pushed it away hard enough to
shove him right off the couch.

"Hey!" he yelped, landing on his arse.

Before he could climb back up, she lurched to her
feet. "You need to go," she told him, backing
away.

Devlin rose to his knees and followed her. "Come
here," he demanded, reaching for her.

She skipped back just in time. "No. Now, you get
the rest of your clothes on, and I'll...don't...no, Spike,
you can't...we can't..."

He'd jumped to his feet and was stalking her around
the sofa. "Miss Buffy," he sing-songed. "You know
I'll catch you, darling. Give in gracefully."

Buffy tightened the sash of her robe. "You have a
rehearsal," she pointed out, using her best "teacher"
voice. "Now, you go and get ready for it."

He stopped, surprising her a little. "Come with me."

"Who, me?"

"Yeah, come on. It'll be fun," he coaxed her, giving
her that boyish grin she adored.

She hesitated. "The others won't mind?"

"Nah. I told you, love...it's my band. Come on."

She was wavering. "Well...."

Devlin sweetened the deal. "I'll sing you a song," he
promised, tempting her shamelessly with his blue
topaz eyes and charming smile. "A love song."

That clinched it. She was in!





TBC.....

Feedback is welcome!
part 20 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Makes me very happy!
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he's pursuing.
Rating: Up to NC-17





Part twenty.....


Spike kept a firm grip on Buffy's hand as he led
her through the side entry door of Union Jack's.

The main room was empty, with all the chairs upended
on top of the tables, but she could hear activity coming
from the kitchen area. People talking and laughing, with
an occasional four letter word thrown in for good
measure.

"Well, look who's here!" A man Buffy recognized as
the drummer was sitting on the edge of the stage,
kicking his feet against it and making a hollow thumping
sound. "It's our fearless leader."

The bass player looked up from where he was sitting,
tuning his instrument. "Hey, Spike," he said mildly, ac-
customed to his band mate's chronic lateness for rehearsals.

Spike leaned over and whispered, "Come on and meet
them. They won't bite."

Trying not to feel completely intimidated, she pasted on
a bright smile as he dragged her through the club.

"Everybody," he announced, stopping in front of the
stage. "This is Buffy Summers. Buffy, this is our bass
player, Oz."

Oz, a small and slightly built man of around twenty-five
tipped a finger to his forehead in greeting, then continued
fiddling with his bass.

"The one with the big mouth is Xander Harris, our
drummer," Spike informed her.

"YOU'RE late and I'M taking the abuse!" Xander said
dramatically. "Typical. Hi, Buffy."

"Hi," Buffy replied. Xander had an open, friendly face,
and a head of dark brown hair that curled at the ends.
His Hershey bar eyes were expressive and curious.
He reminded Buffy of one of her students, and she liked him
immediately.

"And rounding out the bunch is our keyboard..."
Spike went on...glancing around. "Okay, where's our
keyboard player?"

"In the can," Xander informed him, gesturing with one
drum stick. "He couldn't hold it."

"Uh-huh." Spike smiled at Buffy. "You can meet him
later. His name is Anderton Leopold La Pierre, which
he hates, so he goes by Andy."

"You can say THAT again," Xander added. "He hates
it so much that the only time he uses it is when he
signs his contracts."

The door to the men's room swung open, and a man
emerged. A bit taller than Devlin, and bone thin, he
had his head tilted back and was holding a wadded
up handful of toilet paper to his nose.

"These nose bleeds are driving me fucking nuts," he
said, his voice sounding like he'd been sucking helium
from a balloon. "Oh, hi," he added, catching sight of
Buffy. "Do I know you?"

"This is Andy," Devlin explained. "Andy...this is Buffy
Summers. She's...."

"Yeah, I remember," Andy said. "You were here the
other night. The teacher, right?"

She nodded. "Nice to meet you."

"You scampered off and he was a fucking bear for
the rest of the night," he said, pointing at Devlin. "Never
seen him so fucking pissed off."

Buffy wasn't sure how to respond to this. "I'm sorry,"
she ventured.

Spike flinched slightly. "As you can probably tell, Andy
here can't really express himself without using the word
"fuck" as often as possible."

"Fuck you," Andy replied, goodnaturedly. "I can if
I want to. And what I said was true. You were a fucking
bastard for the rest of the night. Wouldn't even speak
to the nice young ladies that chucked you their under-
garments."

"They did not!" Spike said curtly, then turned to look
at Buffy. "They did not!" he said again, firmly.

Andy shrugged and tossed his used tissue into a nearby
trash can. "Equipment truck showed up a bit ago," he
informed Spike. "Got those new amps you wanted."

"What about my..."

"Yeah, that too. Waiting out back for you, all nice and
shined up." Sitting down in front of his keyboard, Andy
ran his fingers over it. "So...we fucking rehearsing today
or not?"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Buffy sat at a table, sipping a glass of coke as she
listened to Blue Eyed Devil work a little magic.

They sounded wonderful, never hitting a wrong note or
missing a chord, and she had to smile as she watched
how well they worked together.

Spike was totally showing off for her, giving her splendid
demonstrations of his skill with a guitar. She was
amazed at the way he could turn the simplest movement
into something blatantly sexual. It had something to do
with the way he moved his hips in little thrusting motions,
and the way he tilted his head ever so slightly as he stared
at her through those long, silky lashes.

But what she found most wonderful about his performance
was how completely he was enjoying himself. It
was quite obvious that he loved what he was doing. His
smiles and laughter were too genuine and spontaneous to
come from anything less than total harmony with his place
in the world.

Spike Devlin was one of the fortunate few who had found
his true calling...his passion...and also had the talent to
make it work for him. Up on a stage was where he was
meant to be. Making people happy with his music, excited
by his life force.

But...where did SHE fit in to this equation? HOW could she,
when it was all so alien to her, so different from anything
she'd ever dealt with before?

Would he even want her to? After he was gone, would he ever
think of her, or would she be nothing more than a pleasant
memory to him?

He would be leaving soon...in just a few days...and the
knowledge caused a heavy ache in the pit of her stomach.

What had she gotten herself into?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Wiping his sweaty forehead on a bandanna that he
pushed into the back pocket of his jeans, Spike grinned
at her.

"Besides some of our new songs," he informed her, "we're
gonna cover a few of the classics, some of the older stuff. Now
pay attention, babe. I really want your opinion."

Buffy shook off her gloom. Deciding that, if she only had
a few more days with him, she was going to make every
one of them count. "Dazzle me," she said, returning his
smile.

He turned and said something to the band that she couldn't
hear. They all nodded and began the distinctive opening
drum licks and chords of a familiar song.

Stepping close to the edge of the stage, he looked
straight at her.

"Pretty woman, walking down the street
Pretty woman, the kind I'd like to meet
Pretty woman...I don't believe you, you're not the truth
No one could look as good as you.."

The beat was faster than the original version, fitting
in well with their other work.

"Pretty woman, won't you pardon me
Pretty woman, I couldn't help but see
That you look lovely as can be
Are you lonely...just like me..?"

He let out a soft, sexy growl, making Buffy's heart
jump in her chest when he aimed it her way.

"Pretty woman, stop a while
Pretty woman, talk a while
Pretty woman, give your smile to me.."

Buffy did as he'd requested. He smiled and rolled
his eyes heavenwards, as though praying for mercy.

"Pretty woman, yeah, yeah, yeah
Pretty woman, look my way
Pretty woman, say you'll stay with me.."


As he had the other night, he dropped to his knees
and leaned back, resting his guitar on his upper thighs.

He mesmerized her with his heat and intensity,
as he kept his gaze locked steady with her's.

"Cause I need you
I'll treat you right
Come with me, baby
Be mine tonight..."


Buffy had no objections to that scenario.


"Pretty woman, don't walk on by
Pretty woman, don't make me cry
Pretty woman...don't walk away, hey...
If that's the way it must be..okay

I guess I'll go on home, it's late
There'll be tomorrow night
But wait
What's that I see?
Is she walking back to me?

Yeah, she's walking back to me
Oh..whoa, pretty woman..."


Rising to his feet, Devlin's eyes moved up and down
her possessively. "Didja like that one?"

Buffy nodded. "I've always liked that song."

"Yeah, me too," he said. "It's a real classic piece
of music. It's...well, its...."

"Older than the fucking Dead Sea Scrolls is what
he's trying to say," Andy interjected.

"Andy!" Spike swung around on him.

"What? What'd I say?" The man seemed genuinely
confused and Buffy couldn't hold back her laughter
any longer.

"See!" Andy announced, feeling vindicated. "She
fucking likes me. Don't you, doll?"

Buffy buried her face in her hands and nodded. "I
do," she admitted. "I really do."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Half an hour later, Spike called the practice
session to a halt. Everyone was in a genial enough
mood, but he seemed wired up and wanting to
leave.

Buffy watched as the other band members taunted
him about something he apparently had left to do that
day, giving her obvious side glances while doing everything
short of nudging him in the ribs with their elbows while
stage winking at him.

He just shrugged it all off and jumped down off the
stage. After checking in with her, he begged her to
wait once again while he showered, then promised
to take her somewhere fun that evening.

Buffy sat and made small talk with Xander and Oz as
she waited for Devlin to return. Two more cokes began
to produce an urgent need for the bathroom, and when
she came back out, Andy flagged her down.

"Hey, beautiful" he called from the stage where he
was tinkering with some of the sound equipment. "He's
out back saying hello to the other girl in his life."

He pointed her in the right direction, then went back to
what he was doing, uttering an occasional "fuck this!"
under his breath.

Buffy left the building through the rear exit, and saw
immediately what Andy had been referring to.

The "other girl" in Spike Devlin's life was a big, shiny,
black and chrome plated beast of the two wheeled
variety.

**Oh, no....no, no, no....**

"A motorcycle!" she said shrilly. "You...you actually
drive a motorcycle?"

Spike straightened up from where he'd been kneeling
next to the gleaming machinery, grinning at her and
beckoning her to come closer.

"Come on, teacher lady," he said coaxingly. "Let me
take you for a nice...long...ride."



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


TBC....

Feedback is welome.
part 21 by pattyanne
Buffy's heart was lodged somewhere in the region
of her throat.

A motorcycle! He wanted her to get on the back of
a motorcycle.

The palms of her hands felt clammy at the very
notion of it. She didn't like motorcycles. They were
too loud, and the people who drove them seemed to
be foolishly reckless.

Her mother, a woman who never stopped reminding her
to be on her guard against all the dangerous men who
lived wild lives, had only recently sent her a new batch of
newspaper clippings from the Los Angeles Times. She'd
practically made Buffy a scrapbook of articles having to
do with old friends and acquaintances; who was married,
who was expecting a new baby, who had just been promoted
in a Fortune 500 company, AND who was (as she put it)
"not with us anymore."

Her mom's last batch of 'Here's Who's Dead!' notices had
included the obituary of a boy Buffy had only known in the
most oblique way...a friend of a friend's cousin-in-law.

Parker Abrams, a nice enough looking guy...although a
little pop-eyed...had smiled up at her from the smudgy
newsprint, a cautionary tale bearer from beyond the grave.

It was a simple story. Motorcycle...rainy day...wet pave-
ment...smash, crash, dead.

Buffy had sighed and filed the clipping away with her mom's
other notices of doom and gloom, on every subject ranging
from "Don't pick up strange men in bars or bus stations" to
"Be sure and change the battery in your carbon monoxide
alarm, and what do you MEAN you don't have a carbon
monoxide alarm? Don't you realize how many people die
every year from carbon monoxide poisoning? Do you WANT
to become a statistic?"

So, now she had a carbon monoxide alarm, courtesy of
her mother. Unfortunately, she kept forgetting to buy a
battery for it.

She was perfectly well aware that her mother's overwhelming
concern was rooted in the love she felt for her. Joyce Summers
suffered terribly from "Empty Nest Syndrome" and no oppor-
tunities for excessive mothering perpetrated upon an adult
offspring were allowed to slip by her radar.

In fact, her mother was so good at the job that Buffy was
surprised the woman's early warning system wasn't ringing
it's little head off, letting her know that there was a...'NEW
MAN'...making himself at home in her daughter's life.

And, not just a man....a rock and roll singer. The creative
and artistic type that her mom had no use for, having been
thoroughly burned by one herself as a younger woman.

Buffy had heard the story of "Simon...the Concert Violinist"
more times than she could count. Her mom...an innocent
19 year old student at UCLA, had met Simon in the school
library one sunny afternoon. Tall and slender, with black hair
and stormy grey eyes, the moody young violinist had swept
Joyce off her feet, romancing her with flowers, poetry, and
music.

Unfortunately, Joyce had been too much in love to become
aware of the other three girls who were enjoying the same
attention from good old Simon. Her friends had tried to warn
her about his roving eyes...not to mention his hands...but
she had just brushed their concerns off as jealousy, because
they certainly had no one as "special" as Simon to lay claim
to.

The wake up and smell the coffee call didn't register with Joyce
until she'd invested seven months of her life into the relation-
ship.

She had impulsively shown up one morning at Simon's
frat house, surprising him with breakfast in bed.

Which of them had been more surprised was debatable.

Caught 'inflagrante delicto', Simon hadn't even tried to talk
his way out of the predicament. He'd simply thrown his hands
in the air and announced that he couldn't abide the "inevitable
yowling" that would occur between Joyce and his new sleeping
buddy.

He had then dressed and swept dramatically from the room,
somehow managing to convince both girls that the whole thing
was their fault for being too possessive and clinging.

The moral of the pitiful tale was, of course, watch out for the
"artistic types" that thought the world revolved around them.

The moral of the "Parker" story was far more basic: "Stay off
of motorcycles! No matter what!"

Buffy had already disregarded one maternal ad-
monishment, and was still standing...so far.

Did she dare tempt fate by flouting another?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


"Come on, teacher lady. Let me take you for a nice,
long ride."

Spike tossed aside a rag he'd been using to polish
the gleaming chrome handlebars. He grinned at her
like the most adorable little boy she'd ever seen...and
she'd seen a lot of adorable little boys in her job. Show-
ing her that perfect dentition of his, his blue eyes were
practically twinkling in anticipation.

Buffy swallowed hard...and chickened out.

"I...I forgot something. Inside..." she stammered,
pointing over her shoulder to let him know which 'inside'
she was referring to, and feeling like a perfect idiot.

Devlin just nodded. "Hurry back," he said softly, never
breaking eye contact.

Feeling her defenses begin to crumble, Buffy spun on
one heel and headed back to the bathroom.

She had her hand on the door when she heard the creaky
swing of the men's room door open and stop. Two men
stood talking, and Buffy recognized their voices.

"So...when's "himself" planning on leaving good old
Sunny-D?" Andy ventured cheerfully.

"Thursday morning is what he told me," Oz replied,
the most words Buffy had heard come out of him at
one time.

She held her breath, hiding herself just inside the
ladies room.

"Yeah, but that was before he met the little teacher,"
Andy said, sounding amused. "His fucking mind's been
wandering lately."

Oz said nothing, and Buffy heard the faint sound of a
toilet flush.

"Don't you ever wash your fucking hands?" Andy asked.

"Why?" Apparently, Xander had joined them. "My dick's
clean. It's been in my pants all day."

Buffy clapped one hand over her mouth to stifle her giggles.

"Whatcha ragging on about anyway?" Xander spoke again.

"Nothing much." Oz.

"Little Miss Buffy" Andy corrected. "And how air-head's
been behaving lately."

"Oh, man," Xander nearly moaned. "She is SO hot!"

Buffy grinned. This eavesdropping business was fun.

"Or she COULD be," Xander suddenly tacked on, making
the smile disappear from Buffy's face.

"What the fuck do you mean, "she could be"?" Andy
said.

**Yeah! What the...heck...do you mean?**

"Well, she's cute," Xander explained. "Got a great
figure...from what I can tell. But don't you guys think
she's a little...I dunno...prim and proper?"

The other two were silent for a moment, as though
seriously considering Xander's comment.

"It's just," he went on, "her hair is all pulled back
in that tight braid and she hardly wears any make-
up. She looks a little...dowdy."

Buffy's hand automatically went to the top of
her head, her fingers touching the neat French
Braid she'd made there.

"And her blouse is all buttoned up tight. Skirt
down to her knees. I mean...the girl's got potential,
but she's not using it."

"Doesn't look like Spike is real concerned about
that," Oz pointed out.

"Don't get me wrong," Xander said quickly. "She's
real nice. She's just not his usual...type, if you know
what I'm saying."

"Of course we know what you're fucking saying," Andy
chimed in. "We've been playing together for three
fucking years now."

Buffy heard the door start to swing closed, and the
men's voices fade as they returned to the main room.

"....when we get going..."

"....he acts like he's pretty serious about..."

"....that'll be the fucking day..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


She stared at herself in the full length mirror
mounted on the wall next to the sink, feeling dull
and lifeless...nothing like the fresh, neat feeling
she'd had upon leaving the house earlier.

Prim and proper? Dowdy? Not using her full
potential?

The only thing they'd left out was the word "mousy".

** "Not his usual type...if you know what I mean." **

Buffy knew exactly what he'd meant.

Devlin's usual type was, obviously, anything but
her.

So...what did that mean? What...he was just amusing
himself, killing some time before he could get out of
town and hook up with someone of his 'usual type'?

But what about the things he had said? They'd seemed
sincere.

** "You wouldn't believe the fastasies I've had about
teachers..." **

Staring at herself, she pulled her blouse out of the
elastic waistband of her skirt.

** "Give me your name and phone number." **

She slowly rolled the elastic, watching as her "prim
and proper" skirt got shorter and shorter.

** "I've never been more serious in my life." **

Swinging one leg up at a time, she smoothed her
stockings.

** "Get ready for me, darling." **

Buffy unfastened the top three buttons of her blouse.

** "I intend to rock your safe little world." **

She tucked the sides of her blouse inside, baring
her skin and showing a hint of her cleavage.

** "You're what...not used to a man being interested
in you?" **

Bringing her hands to her hair, she began undoing
her braid.

** "...being attracted to you?" **

She shook her head, spreading out the soft waves
the braid had left in her hair.

** "...wanting you?" **

She unslung her shoulder bag, dumping it's contents
out on the counter.

** "You'll need to get used to it." **

Bending at the waist, she brushed her hair
vigorously, then threw her head back. Full and
thick from the back brushing, it framed her face
in a honey colored cloud.

** "Tell me what you want, and I'll move heaven
and earth to get it for you." **


When she was finished redoing her make up, her
mouth was painted a glossy shade of crimson,
and her eyes were heavily shadowed.

** "I could fall in love with you without even trying." **

Her mascara wand lengthened her lashes, and a fair
amount of rose colored blush dusted her cheeks.

** "Do you think you could fall in love with me, too?" **

Oh, yes. Definitely. Without thinking twice.

Giving herself a final once-over in the mirror, she
smiled.

"Prim and proper?" she asked her reflection as she
gathered together her beauty products. "Well, as
Andy would say....Fuck THAT!"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


She stepped out the rear door, and into the late afternoon
sun.

Devlin was waiting for her. Leaning back against the
saddle of the motorcycle, he was wearing a blindingly
white tee shirt, a snug fitting pair of jeans, and a short
leather jacket.

He glanced up when he heard her shoes crunching
the gravel beneath them.

When he saw her, his eyes widened and his jaw
sagged. Buffy wouldn't have been surprised to see
his tongue roll out and hit the ground.

Ordering every scrap of her nerve to get her feet
moving, she approached him with her hands clasped
behind her back, a position that thrust her breasts
forward enticingly...she hoped. "I'm ready for that
ride you offered me."

"Bloody hell," Spike muttered, still staring at her. "I've
died and gone to heaven." Standing upright, he
smiled and extended one hand. "Hop on, Miss
Buffy," he said. "I'm about to show you a very good
time."

TBC....

Still with me?
part 22 by pattyanne
Blue Eyed Devil
Part 22





Buffy swallowed hard as she walked toward Spike,
sitting there so calmly on his mounted death
machine.

Being brave by putting on a false face was one thing,
but she was now finding out that actually following through
with said bravado was quite another.

"Come on, baby," he said, smiling charmingly. Oh, that
smile was going to be the end of her, she had no doubt.

As she moseyed towards him, hoping that something would
come up to change his mind about going for a ride...anything
would do, fire-flood-famine, she wasn't feeling picky...he suddenly
kick started the engine, making it come to life with the kind of a
scream she'd only heard in movies.

Her hands automatically flew up to cover her ears. She could
see him mouthing words at her, but couldn't hear them.

"What?" she yelled, shaking her head and frowning.

He started to speak again, then rolled his eyes and mimed
her removing her hands from over her ears.

"Oh." The scream of the motor had settled down to a bearable
roar, and she grinned uncertainly. "Did you want to tell me
something?" she asked loudly, still maintaining a healthy
distance from the mechanized beast.

Devlin gave her an appraising look, then beckoned her forward
with one finger.

Yep. Death. It was a certainty.

Buffy inched a bit closer. "Yes?"

"What's wrong?"

"Pardon me?" Another inch.

He spoke louder. "What...is...wrong?"

"Nothing," she replied, trying to sound sincere.

"Then climb on," he said, again holding out one
hand.

There was no way she could avoid it without looking
like a total weenie. Placing one hand in his, she let
him guide her onto the saddle behind him.

Buffy wound her arms around his middle, tightly enough
to cut off vital bodily functions. He patted the back
of her hand, then turned on the seat to look at her.

"You ever been on a bike before?"

"Excuse me?"

"I said...have you ever been on a bike...before?"

What, was he kidding? Was she behaving like someone
to whom such things as this were everyday
occurrences?

"No," she confessed. "But I've always," she mentally
crossed her fingers and toes, "wanted to."

Devlin gave her a seriously doubtful look. "You sure?"

"Yeah," she nodded hard. "Let's...you know...blow this
popsicle stand!"

He laughed, clearly delighted. Apparently, she'd been
successful at convincing him that she was ready to place
her life in his hands. "Give me a kiss first," he demanded.

She kissed him long and hard, almost ruining her
brazen front by saying "goodbye".


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


After she'd been on the machine for a while, she began
to relax. It wasn't nearly as frightening as she'd imagined
it would be.

Of course, he was staying off the main streets and
highways and was sticking to the coast road. The
"scenic route", he called it.

Stopping at a small roadside drive-in, the likes of which she
didn't know still existed outside of old movies and television
programs, he waited patiently as she used the bathroom.

Buffy's kidneys had taken a bumpy ride, and she stayed
until she couldn't squeeze out another drop, not wanting to
have to ask him to pull over beside a clump of bushes on the
way back.

When she came out of the bathroom, she found him standing
in front of a stand of trees, gazing out over the ocean as the
setting sun painted it gold and crimson. The place where he
stood was less than five feet from a sheer drop to the rocky
shoreline below.

She hated to bother him. He seemed to be thinking about
something quite deeply, and it felt crass of her to just push on
into his private thoughts.

Walking towards him, she stood by a bunch of unoccupied picnic
tables, waiting for him to notice her.

It didn't take long. He turned and smiled, then straddled one
of the benches and held out his hand. "Come and sit down
for a minute."

Buffy started to sit facing him, but he turned her around so that
she was facing the setting sun. Pulling her back until she was
reclining in his arms, he nuzzled her hair. "Can I ask you a
question?"

Hoping she wasn't about to be quizzed on any previous
experiences she might have had on motorcycles before,
she agreed.

"Well...not that I don't love the effect...but why did you go back
into the club looking like Miss Buffy, my sweet and no longer virginal
little preschool teacher, and then come back out looking like Ann
Margaret in 'Kitten With a Whip'?"

Well, she could hardly say that it was eavesdropping on a
private conversation that had inspired her sudden makeover.
Problem was, she just wasn't good at spur-of-the-moment
falsehoods.

"I just thought that I didn't look...that you might think I'm...well,
not sexy enough," she said lamely.

"For who?" he asked, clearly surprised. "For me? What have I EVER done or said to make you think that?"


Before she could stop them, the words were out of her
mouth and into his ear. "YOU didn't say anything."

She came down a tad too hard on the word 'you', and he
picked up on it. "But SOMEONE said something?"

Buffy just shrugged. No big deal.

Devlin easily narrowed a list of suspects. It couldn't be
Oz. In the first place, Oz never commented on the girls
his friends dated, and in the second place...Oz rarely
commented on much of anything. Stoic as the bleeding
Sphinx, the man was.

Andy was just as unlikely as Oz. He liked all girls, every
one he came into contact with, appearances notwithstand-
ing. All a girl had to have was a pulse.

Or not! Sometimes a pulse was optional.

After counting Oz and Andy out, it was obvious that Xander
was the culprit. He had a bad habit of opening his mouth
before his brain kicked in, and it had nearly gotten him
punched in the nose on more than one occasion.

Buffy was fidgeting uncomfortably, breaking his
concentration. "So...what did this mystery person say
to you? Come on, love...I know it was Xander. Tell
me so I can beat the crap out of him and still have time
to hire a new drummer before the tour."

She was sorry that she'd ever said anything. Was it
possible to actually die of embarrassment? Was she
about to find out?


Hating to say it, she mumbled something he couldn't
quite hear.

"What?"

"I said..." She raised her voice a little. "...prim and proper."

"Who is?"

"Apparently, I am!"

"He TOLD you that?!"

Buffy squirmed. "Not exactly."

"Well, WHAT exactly?" Spike asked, understandably
confused.

"He wasn't saying it to ME."

"Buffy." He made her turn and look at him. "What did he
say?"

Wishing the side of the cliff would suddenly slide off
into the ocean so that she could change the subject,
Buffy confessed. "That I'm not your type. My hair is
always pulled back...I don't wear enough make up...and
my skirt is too long."


"Fuck! I AM gonna kill him."

"Oh, don't get him WRONG," Buffy quoted, still a
little stung. "I'm nice and all that, but I'm just not your
usual type."

"I have a 'usual' type?"

"Xander seems to think so." She allowed herself a
tiny smile. "On the bright side, though....I have potential."

Devlin sighed and squeezed her. "Buffy...you're the only girl I
want. You know that....don't you?"

"You mean," she said teasingly, turning back to face the
ocean, "now that I'm more your usual type?"

"No!" he said quickly. "I mean...you have been...you...oh,
come on, you know what...I...hey, did I just hear you giggle?"

"Maybe a little," she admitted, trying to control it. "But, listen,
you can't yell at Xander...cause he'll think I'm a big tattle-
tale. I don't even let my kids kids get away with that."

He grumbled about it, but made no promise to keep quiet. In-
stead, he turned her on the bench and pulled her onto his
lap, kissing her until she was breathless.

"So, you like this look?" she finally asked, gesturing
down at her new 'self'.

Devlin gave her a long, slow once over, his hands rubbing
caressingly up and down her back. "I like any look that you
care to show me," he said, nuzzling her ear. "Especially the
one you showed me yesterday on the stairs..."

"Spike!"

"And in the bed..."

"Quit it!"

"And the shower..."

"I'm leaving."

"No, you're not." He bit down on her earlobe.

Buffy waited, then gave him a little push. "Hey! Let's not
forget the kitchen counter!" she reminded him.

He grinned lecherously. "Oh, I'll NEVER forget the
kitchen counter," he said, lifting his eyebrows in a highly
suggestive manner that turned Buffy's cheeks pink. "It'll
be one of our shining moments."

"One of them?"

"Uh-huh. In point of fact," he went on, kissing the warm
skin of her collarbone, "I was thinking about making
another...very special...memory."

Buffy pulled back and looked at him suspiciously. "Ex-
plain."

Devlin jerked his head to one side. "See that bike over
there? Well, I was thinking...."

"You know what?" Buffy interrupted. "You've gotta quit
calling that thing a bike. I ride a bike. It has two pedals
and one gear, and a little basket on the front, and the
brakes are...."

"The brakes are what?" he asked sharply.

"The brakes are fine." She leaned back in his embrace
and caught his "how dumb do you think I AM?" look. "They
will be fine," she amended. "I'll get them fixed."

"Thank you," he said politely. "Please do it BEFORE you
take another ride down Suicide Hill."

"Sunset Avenue," Buffy corrected. "And I was only nine
years old when that happened."

"I know, but you said...."

"And it wasn't even the same bike!"

He had to kiss her to stop her talking. "That's better,"
he said, when he'd subdued her into passivity. "Now, about
the bike...the MOTORCYCLE...I was having this little
fantasy earlier. When we were driving out here...you had your
arms around me...and I kept imagining one of your pretty
little hands slipping down into my..."

"It's the new look isn't it?" Buffy interrupted, hoping to
steer him away from the subject of motorcycle sex. "Now,
you think I'm easy."

With a sigh that started somewhere in the soles of his
feet, Devlin looked her square in the eye. "Miss Buffy...if
there ever was a word that couldn't be applied to you, the
word would be easy."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


While waiting for it to get completely dark, Devlin
ordered hamburgers and the greasiest french fries
Buffy had ever tasted.

She watched him douse his food liberally in salt
and ketchup, then dump seven packets of
sugar...SEVEN of them!....into a paper cup of iced
tea.

He took a long swallow and grinned at her. "Putting ice
in tea is one of the best ideas you yanks have ever
come up with."

"Nice to know we're good for something besides kicking
England's ass in a war," she came back smartly.

Spike laughed. "Well, someone's saucy tonight." He
looked up at her as she was licking a smear of ketchup
off one finger, and his voice changed dramatically. "You
ready to go, love?"

"Yeah, I guess..." She glanced up and caught the look
on his face. "...so."

"Good," he nodded. "Because if I can't be somewhere alone
with you real damn quick...I'll have to drop this ice in my lap."




TBC.....

AN: I stole the "pulse optional" line from
British comedian, Eddie Izzard.
part 23 by pattyanne
Blue Eyed Devil



Part twenty-three....


The kids running the drive in placed their 'Closed'
sign in the window and piled into a black Ford
pick-up truck that had probably been new right
around the time that disco died.

When he was certain that everyone in the area had
departed, Spike wheeled his motorcycle under the lower
branches of a Monterey Pine. The moon was fat and
bright, and the ambiance couldn't have been more
romantic if he'd planned it that way.

Buffy watched as he flicked a couple of switches on the
control panel, and was surprised when music began
to play. "Motorcycles have radios?"

"Some do."

"How in the world can you hear the music?"

He grinned at her. "I turn it up real loud."

He wasn't turning it up loud now. It was at a perfect
level for them to enjoy, without being obnoxious or
frightening the local wildlife into a stampede.

When a new song started, Buffy's attention perked
up. "Hey, he sounds familiar."

Devlin reached for her hand and tugged her up off
the bench. "He should. He's the guy who's been
panting and moaning in your ear for the last couple
of days."

She giggled, fanning herself with her hand. "Gee...I'm
dating a radio star. The other girls will be so jealous."

He placed her right hand on his left shoulder, then
slipped his right arm around her waist. "My mother made
me take dancing lessons when I was thirteen. Let's see
if I can remember anything."

Taking her hand, he waltzed her around the moonlit
clearing, singing along with his voice on the radio...


"Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say

Take my breath away
Take my breath away


"I haven't heard this one before. Is it new?" Buffy
asked, trying not to watch her feet, while counting
silently to herself.

"Nope. One of our first," he replied. Releasing her
from his arm around her waist, he kept a hold of
her hand and spun her underneath his raised arm,
three times.

Butterflies danced in her tummy, making her laugh.


"Watching, I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
To some secret place to hide
Watching in slow motion
As you turn to me and say

Take my breath away.."


"It actually didn't do very well when if was first
released," he said, reclaiming her in his arms and
continuing to dance with her. "Then when 'Heart
Racer' hit big and went platinum, a lot of stations
started giving it air time."

Buffy was surprised. "Why didn't it do well?"

"Because it's not very good," he admitted. "But
anytime a band goes to the top of the charts, they
start to resurrect every piece of drek they can lay
their hands on."


"Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed, I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take my breath away.."


This was probably the single most romantic moment
in her life so far. It had to be every girl's dream...an
amazingly handsome and wildly sexy rock and roll
star was singing a love song in her ear, and dancing
with her under a full moon and a sky full of stars..old
fashioned style dancing, too! Not the sort of thing
where the participants danced three feet away from
each other and never touched.


"Watching every motion
In this foolish lover's game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn my way and say

Take my breath away
My love, take my breath away..."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The song ended, and Devlin slipped both arms
around her waist, walking her backwards towards the
parked motorcycle until Buffy felt the seat pressing
against the back of her upper thighs.

Then, with one finger under her chin, he tilted
her head up and looked down at her very
seriously.

"I love you."

His voice was soft, but his words were firm and
free of any hesitation or doubt.

Talk about having your breath taken away!

He had hinted at it, joked about it, and flirted
around the edges of it...but this was the first time
the actual three words had been uttered.

It thrilled her. It terrified her.

Her knees threatened to give out, and she had to
grab hold of his arms to keep herself from melting
into a shivery puddle.

"You're making me nervous, love," he said, his
brows drawing together. "Aren't you going to say
anything?"

Yes. She knew that "I love you" generally required a
like response. But these were words she had never
spoken to a man before. This was a huge, gigantic leap
into unknown waters for her, and she wasn't wearing a
life jacket.

After waiting for her to speak, Spike took a deep
breath and stepped back. "This isn't going the way
I hoped it would," he said, staring at his feet. "First
time I tell a girl that I love her, and I'm bollixing it
up but good."

First time?

Buffy felt her heart jump in her chest. "The...the first
time?" she asked, her voice shaky. "You've never...I
mean...never?"

Devlin shrugged. "Never," he confirmed. "I'm not saying I
haven't had...relationships...before. But I never fell in
love...until I saw you."

Everything that made life sweet, that gave it color and
magic, was shining from his eyes. This was just as new
to him as it was to her, and she was awed by the courage
he had to open his heart so completely.

Now, it was time for her to step away from the cautious and
carefully controlled patterns woven into the tapestry she'd
been constructing for her life. Love wasn't meant to be that
way.

Fear had no place in a loving heart, and life couldn't be
predicted or guaranteed. All it could be...was lived.

A wave of giddy happiness suddenly swept through her,
warming her from the inside out. All her mother's warnings
were forgotten. She would no longer worry about some
distant future that might never come to pass.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


He was taking her silent reverie the wrong way, seeing
it as a clear sign that she did not return his affections.

Humiliation burned inside of him, and he could have
kicked his own ass for speaking too soon. With slightly
reddened cheeks, he tried to salvage as much of his
dignity as he could by laughing it off.

"You know, I haven't been this embarrassed since
I tripped over a microphone cord and fell into the
drum kit," he said lightly. "I don't suppose you'd be
willing to just forget I said anything?"

Buffy answered him by launching herself at him. She
twined her arms around his neck, tugging until he
lowered his head. "I love you, too," she said, sudden
shyness making her voice almost inaudible.

"Pardon me?" he asked, leaning a little closer.

She raised her volume a notch. "I love you, too."

The frown on his face slowly began to fade, and
an uncertain smile tugged at the corners of his
mouth. "You do?"

"I really do."

His smile widened. "Well, that's a relief. I was
getting ready for you to scamper off into the
woods."

Buffy shook her head. "Not me," she replied,
returning his smile. "Goodness only knows WHAT'S
out there."

Spike slipped his hands under her arms, sitting her
sidesaddle on the seat of his motorcycle. "So, we're
exclusive?" he asked, sliding his hands under her
skirt and stroking the tops of her thighs.

His touch was distracting her. "Mm-hmm."

He parted her legs and stepped between them. "I
want to be your boyfriend, Buffy," he said. "Officially."

"Okay." She sighed as his fingers crept further up,
sliding her underpants down and off.

"With all the rights...and privileges...the position
entails."

One hand lifted her left thigh, maneuvering her into
straddling the seat of the bike. "They're yours."

He climbed on behind her and scooted her for-
ward. "There's no going back," he warned.

Pressing his front to her back, he reached around
and started unbuttoning her blouse.

Glancing down at his hands, she realized his
intent and turned bright red. "What are you doing?"

He bent down to whisper in her ear. "Making it
official."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


To Buffy's own everlasting surprise, she didn't protest
when Spike unfastened her blouse and bra. His hands
felt too good on her skin, and she wasn't about to
complain, even if she was outside where anybody and
his brother could see her.

When his hands skimmed up her sides and slipped
around to cover her breasts, she leaned her back
against his shoulder, nearly purring with the pleasurable
sensation.

Spike squeezed and molded her flesh, lightly flicking
his fingers across her nipples. "Nothing prim and proper
about you, Miss Buffy," he murmured into the curve of
her neck.

Nope. She'd left prim and proper behind about three
miles back.

But, when he urged her to lift up so that he could undress
her, she had to say something.

"Spike...no," she whispered, reaching back
to stroke the side of his face and take the edge off her
words. "I just...I can't...not out here."

He had angled the bike so that if anyone should drive
by and glance this way, all they would see was his
back. However, he didn't want to break the mood and
since she seemed so willing to go through with what
he wanted, he was agreeable to her request.

Totally naked could happen later, back when they
had plenty of time and a nice, comfortable bed to
play in.

"All right," he conceded, nibbling the soft skin below
her ear. "But if I can't have you naked, you're gonna have
to do something else to really get me going."

"Something else?"

She sounded alarmed, and he laughed. "Don't get all
worked up, luv. It's nothing completely depraved...not yet,
anyway."

That wasn't much help, but she decided not to press
the point and just waited for him to tell her what he
wanted.

"Talk to me," he said into her ear. "Make me hard."

Talking was something she could do. She could talk all
day, if the subject was right. "About what?" she asked,
knowing perfectly well what topic he was interested in,
and hoping she could pull it off.

"About the ongoing problem of global warming," he
said, reaching under her skirt again. "And how we can
contribute to it...right here."

He placed his hands on her inner thighs and began
moving them up. The light touch gave her goosebumps.
"Well," she said, matter-of-factly, "I guess we could
expend a little energy."

"Tell me how," he urged, sending an exploring finger
into the curls between her legs.

Buffy felt a rush of moisture dampening the seat she
was perched on. "Ex...exercise," she gasped.

Devlin removed one hand and reached down to unzip
his fly. "Sounds like fun," he said, extracting his erection
from the tight blue denim. "Will you bend over and touch
your toes?"

"I...what? On this?"

He laughed and pressed his hips against her. "God,
you're adorable," he said. "And you've made me very
hard, just talking about exercise. Imagine what you could
do if you really got down and dirty."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

For some reason, Buffy felt challenged. Rising to it,
she turned her head until she could watch the expression
on his face. "You mean if I asked you to put your hands
on my b...my tits?" Her face turned bright red, but she
managed to say the word, one that had never passed her
lips before in her life.

He caught his breath sharply, a bit shocked at what
she had said. "God...Buffy," he muttered, pushing up her
skirt and grinding his rigid cock against her soft bottom.

She faced forward again, feeling pretty proud of herself.
Wrapping her fingers around the hand grips, she leaned
forward. "Suppose I told you...that I want you to touch
me here," she asked, lifting her rear. "That I want to feel
your fingers on me...making me...making me wet. What
would you do?"

Shaking his head in disbelief, he shrugged. "I would do
it," he informed her, stroking her moist sex. "You know I'm
your slave, baby."

"Oh, that's nice," she whispered, rocking against his
hand. "More, please."

"More what?"

"More of...what you're doing."

Sliding one arm around her waist, he deftly inserted his
finger inside her, sending it all the way in. "More of that?"
he asked, beginning to pump it in and out of her. "Do
you like it?"

Buffy's head fell back against his chest. "Uh-huh," she
said on a soft whimper of breath.

Spike wasn't going to be able to last much longer. He
wanted more than his finger inside of her.

"Buffy," he said, leaning forward, "reach up and grab
that branch."

One of the lower limbs of the tree was situated at just
the right height for what he had in mind.

She looked up when he peeled her hands off the
handlebars of the motorcycle and raised her arms in
the air. Grabbing the branch as requested, she held on
tightly.

"Pull yourself up a little," he instructed. He put one hand
on her waist, and used the other to position himself. "Now,
baby...slide down...ahhh...slowly, luv....oh, yeah."

With both hands on her waist now, he guided her up and
down, watching the place where his shaft disappeared and
reappeared so enticingly.

Buffy clung to the branch, using the muscles in her
arms to lift and lower herself. He went in so deeply that
his penis touched places inside of her that she'd never
known existed before.

"God, baby...that's so good." He hissed in air through
clenched teeth. "You feel so hot...so wet..."

Violent spasms jerked and shuddered through him,
making him lunge up harder, grinding himself into her.

"Fuck me," he panted, kissing and nuzzling the smooth,
damp skin of her back. "Fuck yourself....on me."

With a herculean effort, he forced himself to remain
still, letting her slide up and down, her tight sex grasping
and pulling on his cock.

Buffy felt completion approaching. She moved faster
and harder, almost throwing herself onto his shaft, making
him grunt with every impact.

"That's it," he groaned, cupping her breasts and fondling
them roughly. "Do it...come on...you know you want it...need
it...don't you, baby? Harder...harder, goddammit!"

She couldn't hold on anymore. All the strength in her
body was concentrating in one place, and her arms were
giving out.

Devlin must have sensed it, because he pulled her back
down. "Lean forward and grab the handlebars again," he
said, then planted his feet and shifted his own weight
forward.

Once she had a firm hold, he began power driving into her
at a meteoric pace. Placing one hand next to hers on the
right hand grip, he took her left breast into his free hand
and continued squeezing it, alternating from firm to gentle
pressure.

Ripples of pleasure widened and spread through them both
as their bodies slammed together in a primal rhythm.

"Baby," he said suddenly. "I'm...I can't last much longer..are
you...can you...oh, fuck...yes...Buffy...tighter...tighter!"

She squeezed her internal muscles down, clenching them
around his cock in a vise-like hold that only got stronger
when she began to climax. "Spike," she gasped. "I'm...oh.."

"Do it," he encouraged her. "Come for me, Buffy. Come hard.
I'm coming....with you, baby...now...ohhhh...yeah...right...now!"

Using both arms, he hauled her down on him, holding her
still as he ejaculated a huge amount of semen into her, his
hips jerking with every spurt of fluid he gave her.

Nothing was hidden...and nothing was held back.

Passion fused their bodies together, just as surely as love
bound their hearts.


TBC.....

(Okay, I gave you motorcycle sex AND a confession
of love. Gimme your opinions)
part 24 by pattyanne
Blue Eyed Devil
Part 24

(check out the gorgeous 'Blue Eyed
Devil' fan art by Tista at http://www.
spuffyfighting.com/bed)


Buffy was far more relaxed on the ride back
to Union Jack's. The combination of the moonlight,
the warmth of the air, and the pleasant memories of
their encounter under the pine tree, was making her
positively mellow.

Until Spike pulled the motorcycle into the back parking
lot and she saw what was waiting there.

The truck that had been there when they'd left was long
gone. In it's place was another, half again as long. It was
painted a gleaming ebony, and there was a beautiful
painting on the side; a deep green aura, with a pair of
very recognizable blue eyes and slanting dark brows in
the center of it. Beneath this work of art someone had
painted the name of the band in the same emerald green.

Buffy knew without being told, that this was the truck that
would soon be packed up with all the paraphernalia necessary
for a rock and roll band to take on a nationwide tour.

Although she hated to even look at it, she pasted a smile
on her face as Devlin pulled up next to the truck and killed
the engine.

"Wow. Fancy," she said, trying to sound as though she
absolutely loved it.

Spike sighed impatiently. "I told them not to do that," he said,
indicating the picture. "I just wanted a plain truck...something
to get us where we're going. That...thing...is gonna attract a
lot of unwanted attention."

"Well," Buffy said consolingly, "that's what you get for having
such beautiful blue eyes."

He examined the representation more closely. "It looks like
I'm wearing make up," he complained, lowering the bike's
kick stand and climbing off. Standing in front of the truck, his
hands on his hips, he frowned. "This was our manager's idea,"
he said, shaking his head. "God only knows what he'll have on
the side of the bus."

"The bus?" Buffy asked, standing beside him with her hands
clasped in front of her."

"Yeah," he said absently, walking around the truck to examine
the matching picture on the opposite side. "This is just for the
equipment. The bus is for us to travel on. Kind of a hotel on wheels,
so I'm told."

That particular description gave Buffy an unpleasant association.
Hotels...motels...sleeping arrangements...all the girls that would be
throwing themselves at the band...

She couldn't stand looking at it for another second.

"Well...it's awfully late," she said, glancing at her watch. "I
should be getting on home."

Devlin turned around and regarded her with a boyish
smile. "Can I come, too?"

A rush of love washed through her, and she smiled back
at him. "If you want to."

He laughed and rolled his eyes. "If I want to...she says."
Slipping his arms around her, he walked her backwards
to where her car was parked. "Yes, Miss Buffy. I want to.
Besides," he added, with just a touch of self satisfaction, "I'm
your boyfriend, remember?"

"That's right," she said, snapping her fingers. "It must have
slipped my mind."

"Oh, really?" He pushed her up against the driver's side
door of her car, plastering his body against hers. "Well, I guess
I'm just gonna have to refresh your memory then." Ducking
his head, he kissed her, long and hard. "You get started, babe.
I'll be right behind you."

******************************

Spike watched the tail lights of Buffy's car disappear. Turning
to go into the rear door of the club, the equipment truck caught
his attention again, and a wave of dislike rose up in him.

There was no real reason for him to feel that way. Even though
he'd voted to keep the truck without ornamentation, it wasn't
half as gaudy as some he'd seen. And all that really mattered
was that it was large enough to carry their gear.

He had seen the expression on Buffy's face before she'd
managed to cover it with a smile, and knew what had caused
it. The deadline for their leaving was now only four short days away,
and this truck was a big, fat loud reminder of that unpleasant fact.

Devlin sighed and headed in the back door of Union
Jack's, wondering when everything had become so bloody
complicated.

In the space of just a few days, he'd found the
girl he wanted to make a future with. She was beautiful,
smart, and fantastically sexy, and although she had
been a virgin, she made love like an absolute angel.

Now, instead of settling in and making serious plans
for their future, he had to get on a bus that would carry
him hundreds of miles away from her.

For the first time since the whole thing had been
proposed, the tour he had looked forward to with such
excitement didn't sound at all appealing.


******************************

He was surprised to see that Andy, Oz and Xander
were still inside. They were kicking back at one of
the tables, drinking beer and discussing some new
arrangements of their songs.

"Hey!" Xander said loudly. "Boss man is back. Where's
your little cutie?"

Devlin folded his arms across his chest and grinned.

"She's gone on home," he said casually. "I'm gonna
join her there later."

"Sorry about the fucking truck," Andy said. "I told 'em
to leave off the black eye liner. Said you prefer a nice
soft shade of brown, but they don't fucking listen."

Xander giggled like a hyena. Oz said nothing, although
his lip curved in a small smile.

"Funny," Spike said. Pulling up a chair and turning
it around, he straddled the seat, then glanced at
Xander, although he addressed his question to all of
them. "So...what do you think of Buffy?"

"Nice," Oz said briefly.

"Oh, yeah," Andy agreed. "A fucking doll."

"I like her," Xander chimed in. "She's great."

Zeroing his gaze in on him, Spike asked, "You don't think
she's a bit...prim and proper?"

"Buffy?" Xander glanced at him, then stared at his hands. "Why
would you think that?"

"Well, you know," Spike said, shrugging, "her skirt is a
little long...she doesn't wear a lot of make up...her hair's
always pinned up."

Xander sighed. "Okay, what were you doing? Eavesdropping
or something?"

"Not exactly."

"Look...I like her," Xander said emphatically. "I really
do. She's just not the type you usually go for, is all."

Spike stood up and pushed the chair away. "Don't
look so nervous," he told his friend. "I'm not gonna hit
you. Just be careful what you say in the future. You
never know who might overhear you."

He pulled his car keys out of his jacket and headed for
the door. Before leaving, he turned back and smiled,
looking like a highly satisfied man.

"Just so you know," he said. "I don't care if she pins
her hair up tight during the day...cause I'm the guy who
gets to take it down at night."

On his way out the door, he heard Andy.

"You've got the biggest fucking mouth in the universe,
Harris."


******************************

Buffy was sitting in front of her vanity when the
doorbell rang.

She'd scrubbed her face clean of all the extra
make up and was now brushing her hair until it was
smooth, trying hard to keep away the gloomy
thoughts.

Four days to go. And she wasn't even sure how much she'd
see of him during those four days. She had to work, and he
surely must have last minute arrangements and plans to set
in place. Plus, there'd be rehearsals and maybe even social
obligations to be met.

Four short days.

And what would she do then....?


TBC.....
part 25 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks.
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: Spike Devlin is the lead
singer for the band 'Blue Eyed Devil'.
Buffy Summers is the local preschool
teacher he falls in love with.




Part twenty-five....


Buffy flung the door open. Without waiting for a
greeting, she took hold of Spike's jacket and yanked
him inside the house, then wrapped her arms around
his neck and kissed him long and hard.

"Good lord," he gasped, breaking away to breathe. "I've
never had such a nice 'hello' before."

She smiled and licked her lips. "You taste like sugar,"
she reported.

Giving her a slightly embarrassed look, he showed her
what he had in his hand. "I drove by it and I couldn't stop
myself from going in," he said, displaying a bag from the
local Krispy Kreme. "Have you ever had these?" he asked,
opening the bag and holding it out for her to examine the
contents. "They're bloody brilliant. Just going inside the
shop is a sugar rush."

Buffy shook her head. He had been right when he'd told
her that he was worse than any child when it came to
sweets. Still, there were worse things....

"And you just had to eat one?" she asked, hands on her
hips.

"Well...yeah." He handed her the bag and discarded his
jacket. "They put one in your hand the second you walk in
the door, and...well...you know me."

Buffy peeked into the bag and counted ten glazed donuts,
still warm and soft. "Uh-huh. So, you bought ten of them?"
she asked skeptically.

He pretended to look shocked. "They only gave me ten? I
should go right back there and demand the other two. Wait
here and I'll..."

She snagged his arm as he turned away, pulling him into
the front room. "Oh, no you don't," she said firmly. "I may
never see you again."

God...three of those sugar bombs! He'd be climbing the
walls! Unless she could distract him.

Sinking down on the couch, she gave him the most
seductive smile she could come up with. "They smell good.
Maybe I should dab some of the sugar behind my ears for
you."

Devlin knelt on the couch beside her, then dropped forward
onto his hands, holding his weight off of her. "Believe me, luv,
you don't need sugar to attract me. I'm already completely...
attracted." He lowered his head and kissed the side of her
throat.

Buffy tilted her head back, shivering as his lips moved down
her neck. She reached into the open bag and extracted one
of the donuts. A little more sugar wasn't going to faze him in
the slightest.

She wiped her finger over the surface of the pastry...coating
it with the warm, melted glaze...then held it up to his lips.

Devlin grinned and started to take her finger into his mouth,
but she suddenly pulled it away and used it to dab the base
of her throat with the sticky glob of sugar.

His eyes widened briefly, and he immediately ducked his head
to lick up the sweetness from her skin. "Mmmm," he moaned
softly. "Even better now."

Bringing one hand up between them, he unbuttoned her
blouse, then took the donut out of her hand and smeared
glaze on the plump upper curves of her breasts. Tossing the
mashed donut onto the coffee table, he began applying his
tongue to her skin, cleaning every inch of exposed skin.

"Undo your bra," he whispered, grinning lecherously as
she obeyed. He fished around in the bag for another donut,
and extracted a chocolate glazed one, rubbing the gooey
chocolate onto each of her nipples.

Buffy inhaled sharply at the sensation, then released the
breath she'd taken when she felt the warm wash of his
tongue swirling around and around her nipples, making them
hard and sensitive.

"Baby...you taste so good," he murmured against her skin. "And
I love you so much."

She smiled, twining her fingers into his curls. "I love you, too."

He skimmed the sleeves of her shirt down her arms,
letting her sit up a bit to pull it off. Her bra quickly followed,
landing on the floor next to her top. Moving down her body, he
nudged her legs apart, then looked up at her. "Guess what
else I have in the bag?" he asked, lifting his eyebrows
suggestively.

"More donuts?"

His right hand dipped into the sack and came back out holding
a fat donut. "Jelly filled," he informed her, wrapping his fingers
around the treat and beginning to squeeze.

"Hey!" Buffy squealed. "Where exactly are you planning on
putting that gunk?"

He chuckled wickedly. "Between your luscious thighs, darling.
But don't worry....I plan to lick it all off. By the time I get
finished using my tongue on you, you won't be able to move
for a...what did you say?"

"I said...this is a brand new couch."

He moved her panties to one side. "I promise not to spill
a drop...of anything."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


They ended up on the floor.

After cleaning her as thoroughly as he'd promised, and
bringing her to a toe curling climax, he rolled off the
couch, taking her with him and pushing the coffee table a
few feet away.

She tried to hold on to him, but he slipped away and
rose to his feet to undress. Naked, he strode across the
room and twisted the knobs on the gas fireplace until he
had a warm and romantic blaze going. He placed her throw
pillows on the carpet, then picked her up and deposited her
in the middle of the small nest he'd built before the fire.

Buffy stretched out one arm, wanting him to take her hand.
When he did, she tugged him until he was lying beside her,
then rolled on top of him and settled herself comfortably.

With her cheek pressed against his chest, she sighed
happily, staring at the fire as he rubbed his hands up and
down her back.

"It's starting to rain," she said softly. "Can you hear it?"

"Mm-hmm...it's one of my favorite sounds."

"Mine, too." She looked at him, folding her arms across
his chest and resting her chin on them. "What else are your
favorite sounds?"

He laughed. "What a leading question."

"Yeah, so tell me."

Continuing to stroke her back, he took a deep breath in
and out. "Wind chimes. My grandmother had about a dozen
of them hanging on her back porch. I pretty much grew up
there, and I remember hearing those chimes when I was out-
side playing."

Buffy closed her eyes, picturing that little boy in her mind,
seeing him pushing a collection of toy car and trucks around
a garden, looking up every now and then to watch the wind
chimes dance in a light breeze.

"Good music, of course," he went on. "Applause when someone
enjoys our show. The kids at your school, when I played for
them...that was great. Listening to them sing along and clap
their hands."

She smiled at the memory. "They really liked you. You're all
they talked about for the rest of the day."

"Yeah?" He sounded pleased. "Think they'd like a repeat
performance?"

Surprised, she opened her eyes and looked up at him. "Can
you do that? I mean, will you have the time before you..."

Unable to make herself finish the sentence, she just left it
hanging.

Devlin thought for a moment, mentally calculating every-
thing he still had to do before Thursday. "I can try. Don't
promise them anything, but I'll definitely try."

Pleased as she was to hear this, Buffy wanted to change
the subject so as not to veer off into unhappy thoughts of his
departure. "What other sounds do you like?"

He held her arms and pulled her up until they were face
to face. "Your heart beating...those breathy little gasps
when I'm making love to you, right before you come."

Her cheeks turned pink, and she hid her face against
the side of his neck.

"Miss Buffy? Are you blushing?" He sounded delighted
at the idea.

"No," was her muffled reply.

"I don't believe you," he chided. "Let me see."

"No."

"Come on."

"You really have a problem with that word, don't you?"

Forcing her face up, he grinned unrepentantly. "Only when
it gets in the way of something I want."

"There, see!" she said, looking right at him. "I told you I'm not."

He cupped her face in his hands, stroking with his
thumbs. "Your cheeks are awfully warm."

"We're three feet from the fire."

"Yeah...that MUST be it."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Now, you tell me some of YOUR favorite sounds."

She scarcely needed to stop and think. "Well, there's
this guy I know..."

"Yeah?"

"Plays the guitar and sings."

"He any good?"

Buffy smiled slowly. "He's pretty darn good," she said,
leaving the comment open to interpretation.

Devlin shrugged. "Bet he's not as good as me."

"He's also a little conceited."

"I am not," he countered, pinching her rear. "Take that
back!"

"Or what?"

"Or I'll have to get rough with you."

Buffy tilted her head to one side. "Is that a promise or a
threat?"

Taking a firmer grip on her arms, he rolled her onto her
back and lay on top of her. "Is that a dare?" he asked,
grinding his erection against her mound.

She had no wit to reply. All she could do was lie
very still as he began licking her breasts again.

"You still taste sweet," he moaned, moistening her
skin. His tongue circled each taut nipple before he
took one into his mouth and sucked it roughly, nipping
with his teeth, holding her down so that she couldn't
move.

As he pulled her other breast into his mouth and gave
it the same attention, she whimpered in her throat and
arched her back for him.

"Spike...." She was panting.

"Yes, baby...that's right," he said. "Say my name. Don't
ever stop."

"I....I won't if...if you won't."

What with her having been a virgin, Devlin was amazed
at what a sensuous little thing she was turning out to be.
All the untapped passion that had been building up in her
for years was finally being set free, and he was the lucky
son-of-a-bitch that had turned the key.

"I won't," he promised her. "I'll suck you and suck you
until you can't take it anymore."

Between the fire in the hearth, and the one burning beneath
her skin, her body glowed with a light sheen of perspiration,
as though she'd been lightly coated with glitter.

Rolling his tongue around her erect nipples, he was
driving her slowly mad. He alternated pressure, sometimes
soft and sweet, and sometimes hard enough to leave a
bruise.

Buffy sank her nails into his shoulders, encouraging him
to take what he wanted.

Devlin hardly needed encouragement. The taste and
feel of her breast in his mouth inspired him, and rational
thought was dwindling fast, leaving nothing but a primal
urge that he couldn't hold back.

Switching to her other breast, he cupped his hand
beneath it and lifted it to his mouth, molding the soft
flesh with his fingers.

Buffy's thighs clamped around him, and she raised
her hips to grind against his hard shaft. Her cries were
becoming more and more ragged as he lapped at her
breasts.

"I...I need," she gasped. "Oh, I....I want..."

"Tell me."

"You...to touch me. Please...touch me..."

Spike slipped his hand down between her legs,
rubbing his fingers in her wetness. "Like this?"

"Yes." She sank her fingers into his hair, yanking
him roughly back to her breast, forcing him to suck
harder. Her body vibrated like a tuning fork, while
her nerves were stretched to their utmost limits.

"More," she begged shamelessly, squeezing her
eyes tightly shut.

He returned his hand to her breast, fondling it
and pinching her nipple. When he pulled on it, she
felt contractions in her womb.

Devlin brought his thigh up and settled it between
hers to give her the pressure and friction she needed.

Catching her nipple in his mouth again, he suckled
it and shook his head a little.

With her sex swollen and in need of release, she
rubbed it against his leg as hard as she could, then
let out a sharp cry and rode out the waves of pleasure.

Spike released her breast from his mouth and pulled
back. "Jesus Christ," he muttered. "Did you come?"

She still couldn't speak, so she just nodded.

"That's the sexiest thing I've ever seen." He buried
his face between her breasts, kissing and nuzzling
them as she came down from out of the clouds.

"You never stop surprising me, Miss Buffy."

Or herself, apparently.



TBC....

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part 26 by pattyanne
Blue Eyed Devil
Part 26



Let's go upstairs," he murmured, stroking her hair
back from her face. "I want to take you to bed."

Buffy kept her expression hidden. "Mmm...now that you
mention it, I'm a little sleepy."

Spike was silent for a long moment, then eased her
off of him. Arranging her on her stomach, he draped his
upper body over hers, leaning down until she felt his
warm breath stirring tendrils of her hair.

"Whisper to me softly, breathe words upon my skin," he
sang to her, his voice a sexy growl in her ear.

"No one's near and listening, so please don't say goodbye.
Just hold me close and love me, press your lips to mine."

His tongue darted out and caressed her earlobe. Taking
her hand, he stretched her arm straight out at her side,
then slid his own hand back up to her shoulder.

"Mmmm...mmmm...feels so right...feels so right.."

Buffy allowed her eyes to drift shut, concentrating on
the sound of his voice and the feel of his hand.

"Lying here beside you, I hear the echoes of your sighs.
Promise me you'll stay with me and keep me warm tonight.."

Devlin brushed her hair off the back of her neck, nuzzling
the sensitive skin he uncovered.

"So hold me close and love me, give my heart your smile
Mmmm...mmmm...feels so right...feels so right."


Slowly, his lips trailed down her spine, his tongue just
barely touching her. She parted her lips as her breathing
began to speed up.

"Your body feels so gentle, and my passion's rising high.."

His mouth lingered in the small of her back, while his
fingers lightly traced the path his lips had taken.

"You're loving me so easy, your wish is my command.."


Buffy was melting beneath his tender touch. A soft whimper
escaped her throat and she felt him smile against her skin.

Moving back up, his hand slid down her arm again, his
fingers lacing with hers.

"Just hold me close and love me, tell me it won't end.."

How had she managed to go all her life without this man? she
wondered hazily. Turning her onto her back, he gazed down
at her, his eyes stormy and dark with passion.

"Mmmm...mmmm...feels so right.."

He placed one finger beneath her chin and tilted her face,
leaning his head down to meet her lips with his.

"Still feeling sleepy, luv?" he asked, tangling his fingers
in her hair.

Sleep? What was that? Who needed sleep?

Buffy answered him by twining her arms around his neck.

"Some other time, maybe."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lying on her bed, their bodies moved together
rhythmically.

Devlin had her breast in his mouth, sucking on it
until she whined and squirmed. One hand slid up
her back and lifted her upper body clear off the
mattress.

When he pulled away, he brought his hand around
and took her breast in his hand, examining the hard,
rose colored nipple for a long moment before his tongue
darted out and tickled it.

Buffy's body arched forward, not wanting to lose contact
with that talented tongue. Back and forth, around and
around, he licked and nibbled the taut peak.

Wondering when she'd turned into such a raging
nymphomaniac, she parted her legs, allowing him to
lie in the V of her widespread thighs. Devlin released
her breast with an audible 'pop', and rubbed his abdomen
against her sex.

"You're kind of wet," he observed, grinning fiendishly.

"Very." She smiled back at him. "I'm not dreaming this,
am I?"

"What?" he laughed. "What makes you ask that?"

Buffy tried to concentrate, but he wasn't exactly making
it easy. "Well...the day you came to the school...the
first time...I had this dream."

"Tell me," he entreated her, his eyes dancing with
amusement.

She tried. "I dreamed that you came back, and I was
alone in my classroom...and we had sex on my desk."

"Shit! That sounds fantastic. Let's go and do that
right now."

Buffy rolled her eyes. "As if I would."

"Oh, come on," he begged. "I promise not to mess up
your neat little piles of paper, Miss Buffy."

"Some other time."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

"All right, then. Let's fuck."

"SPIKE!"

"What?"

He sat up and braced himself against the head
board, pulling her onto his lap.

"Lean back on one hand," he instructed her. "Now,
take hold of my dick." He held on to her hips,
guiding her. "Lift a little...that's it...now, just...slide
right down on it...that's the way...feel good?"

"Good" was a hilarious understatement. Placing
her other hand behind her for leverage, she moved
up and down on his hard pole.

"Faster, baby," he encouraged her.

Buffy looked down between them, watching in total
fascination as his penis disappeared inside of her,
reappearing an instant later. "Oh, god," she moaned.

"Like the way that looks?"

"Yeah-huh," she replied, unable to take her eyes off
their joined flesh.

"Me, too." He shuddered slightly, slipping his hands
beneath her bottom to help her bounce. "Come on,
darling...lift and fuck...ride me hard...take what you
want."

"I want...I want you..." she stammered.

"I want you, too." Gripping her ass firmly, he held her
still and began pounding up into her. "Gonna make you
come...come hard...yeah...oh, fuck yes..."

"You...you, too?"

"Oh, Christ...yes. Want to come with you...come in your
sweet little pussy..." His fingers clutched her hard enough
to leave bruises, as his hips pistoned upwards.

Buffy was about to go over the edge. She could feel
herself tightening around his invading shaft, bathing it
in her warm fluids. "Spike...I'm...I'm..."

"You what?" he demanded. "What are you about to do?
Tell me...say it!"

No longer shy about the words, she clenched her
fists in the bedding and almost screamed, "I'm coming!
I am...oh, yes...Spike...now...now...oh!...oh!...."

When he felt the contractions of her pussy, he
suddenly lunged forward until she was underneath
him. Sliding his arm beneath one knee, he lifted
her leg and rammed into her over and over and
over.

"Yes! Fuck, yes!" he said through clenched teeth. He
delivered his final thrust, grinding himself into her
with an utter lack of finesse...just needing to do
it...needing to come...come inside of her...fill her
up with his love...with his seed...spill it into her
as far as he could send it...soaking her in it...huge
spurts of cream and oh, yeah...there it was...in
her...all of it...every...last drop..."BUFFY!"

She could feel his body go rigid...and then relax,
collapsing on top of her.

With his face buried against the side of her neck,
he panted and groaned, thrusting weakly a few more
times.

Buffy wrapped her arms and legs around him,
petting and stroking him until he was calm in her
embrace.

"God, I love you," he whispered in her ear. "I'll
always love you...just you....just you..."

"I know." She sighed and smiled. "Can you hear the
rain?"


TBC....

(We're starting the countdown to Devlin's departure and
yes, he's definitely going)
part 27 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.



Part twenty-seven.....


The telephone woke them at 11:30 Sunday morning.

It was still raining, and the room was dark even through her
sheer white curtains. Every so often, there was a flash of
lightning, followed by a boom of thunder.

Buffy's hand reached over Devlin's chest, groping around for
the phone on her night table. "H'lo," she said sleepily.

"Buffy, hi! How have you been?"

The voice was familiar, but it took her a moment to put
a face to it.

"Fine," she said softly, sitting up and turning her back on
the man sleeping beside her. "How about you...Really?...I
didn't know that...That's great...Congratulations....Pretty soon
you'll be running that bank...I know you have...What?...Oh,
I don't know...When?...I...I don't think I can, Riley...I already
have plans for today...Tonight, too...."

Technically, Spike hadn't mentioned any particular plans,
but wasn't it part of the boyfriend/girlfriend dynamic to assume
such things on a weekend?

She put Riley off as well as she could, promising to talk to
him later in the week. As she replaced the handset, a strong
arm slid around her waist and hauled her back the foot and a
half she'd scooted away.

Molding his naked body securely around hers, Spike began
kissing the side of her throat. "Who was that?" he asked, his
voice perfectly alert, not in the slightest bit sleepy sounding.
He'd obviously been awake through her entire conversation with
Riley.

Buffy wasn't sure what she should say. Riley wasn't anyone
terribly important in her life. She'd dated him a few times, and
they'd exchanged some rather tepid embraces. He had made no
secret of the fact that he wanted to get to know her much better,
but she'd always held back.

Of course, now she knew why. Subconsciously, she must have
known that she was meant to love someone else.

But her 'someone else' was going to be leaving in a few
short days, and he hadn't really said anything about coming
back. She couldn't say for certain whether he even WOULD be
returning, let alone when.

Maybe, it was time to push a couple of buttons.

"That was Riley," she said casually. "He's a...friend."

The arm around her waist tightened. "Sounded like he was
asking you out today," Devlin growled, propping his head
on his hand and looking down at her.

She shrugged casually. "He works at the bank and I guess
he just got some kind of huge promotion...assistant manager
or something. He wanted to celebrate."

"With you?" Spike's dark brows slanted together in a frown.

Buffy stretched her arms over her head. "I guess so."

He lay silently for a moment. "I heard you say you'd see him
later in the week."

"Well...he asked me out for dinner. I didn't say I'd go."

Spike turned over onto his back, staring at the pattern
of the rain on the window. After a long pause, he turned
and looked at her. "I don't want you going out with him."

She was a little surprised at his tone. "He's a friend,"
she said defensively.

"I...I don't think so," he replied. "He's a man who's interested
in you."

"You're exaggerating the case."

He sat up and grabbed his jeans off the floor. "I really
don't think I am," he said curtly, standing to yank his pants
up. He turned to look at her, wrenching his zipper up so
violently that she gasped. "You've gone out with him before,"
he accused.

Buffy sat up as well, holding the sheet up over her breasts. "Yes,"
she admitted, wishing suddenly that she'd never started this in
the first place. She should have known she wouldn't be able to
pull it off. "So?"

He folded his arms across his chest. "Have you done anything
with him?"

"Have I...what? What's THAT supposed to mean?" she asked,
her spine stiffening.

"Well, I know you haven't slept with him. Have you kissed him?"

His tone was getting way too demanding and it was beginning to
irritate her. "I'm not sure that's any of your business," she replied
cooly.

"Oh, well...excuse the fuck out of me," he said, flinging his
hands up. "I thought you being my girlfriend sort of made it
my business."

"Well, you thought wrong!" she informed him. "My past has
nothing at all to do with you, and I don't appreciate being
interrogated about it."

"Fine." His hands were now on his hips, his eyes narrowing. "I
won't interrogate you any further."

"Thank you."

"But I don't want you seeing this guy."

Buffy, who had no real interest in seeing Riley anyway,
wasn't about to sit still for this. She yanked the top sheet
loose and wrapped it around her as she stood up. Pushing
her hair out of her eyes, they faced off across the expanse
of the bed.

"You want to run that by me one more time?" she asked,
her own eyes snapping with irritation.

"What part didn't you understand?" he asked in a snotty
tone of voice.

"The part where you tell me what I can and can't do! Who
exactly do you think you are?"

His brows arched. "I thought I was your boyfriend. If I'm
wrong, tell me now."

God....how had this turned into such a mess?

She had to struggle to keep her voice down. "You don't have
the right to tell me who I can be friends with."

"That guy doesn't want to be your friend," he countered. "He
wants you!"

"You don't even know him!" she yelled. "He could be
sixty years old...or already involved with someone...or
gay! You can't possibly know what he wants after
listening to one half of a five minute phone conversation!"

"Is he any of those things?" Spike demanded.

"Well....no....but that's not the point." Buffy clenched her
hands into fists to keep them from shaking. "God...I don't
believe you're acting this way! What's the matter with
you?"

"Oh, because I don't want my girl seeing some other
guy, that means there's something wrong with me?" He
yanked his shirt up off the floor and dragged it over his
head. "Maybe," he added, buckling his belt, "there's
something wrong with you!"

"Like what?" she cried. "What did I do?"

"Maybe...now you've gotten a little taste of THIS," he
snapped, cupping his hand over his crotch and squeezing
it, "you want to see what else is available. Zat
your problem, love? You looking to cut a few more
notches on your bedpost? See if there's something
better?"


All the color drained out of Buffy's face as she stared at
him in shocked disbelief. Who had he turned into? "I...I
don't..." she stammered, unable to form a coherent sen-
tence.

"Maybe something bigger?" Devlin asked snidely. "Is
that it, babe? Think old Riley has a bigger cock for you
to ride?"

The color that had washed away returned to her instantly,
mounting high in her cheeks as her eyes darkened with
rage at his crude questions.

"You...you GET OUT!" she screamed, pointing at the
door and stamping her foot. "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!"

"FINE!" he roared back, grabbing his boots off the floor
and heading for the door. He yanked it open so violently
that it banged against the wall with a resounding "crack".

As he clattered down the stairs, Buffy ran out and leaned
over the landing. "DON'T COME BACK...EVER!!"

Devlin stopped at the front door. With one hand on the
knob, he turned around and spat, "No problem...Miss
Buffy."

The door slammed behind him, the sound coinciding with
another loud clap of thunder.

Buffy remained at the top of the stairs. The anger
had mysteriously vanished, leaving her mute with
pain as tears began to brim over in her eyes.

One hand slowly raised to cover her trembling lips,
and she sank down on the floor...staring at the empty
doorway.

What had she done?





TBC.....

(The reason Buffy appears to be blaming
herself, when it's really Spike who behaved
badly, is because she feels like she may have
instigated the argument by not just telling him
that Riley means nothing to her. Maybe not
logical, but since when is love logical?

I also felt that Devlin was getting a little
too good to be true. I wanted to give him a
character flaw, and jealousy was about
the only thing I could think up, since I didn't
want him to be a liar or unfaithful, or abusive)
part 28 by pattyanne
Part twenty-eight...


After a solid fifteen minute cry, Buffy managed to plug up
the waterworks and think straight. Her throat and her head
were both aching savagely, and she climbed the stairs to head
for the bathroom and her giant economy sized bottle of aspirin.

She shook three of the tablets into the cupped palm of her
hand, rinsed out a plastic cup sitting on the counter, and
swallowed the medication. Then, taking a deep breath, she
looked at herself in the mirror.

It was just as bad as she'd feared. Her eyes were swollen
and shot through with red, and her skin was pasty and sick
looking. Running a sink full of cold water, she washed her face,
then reached for a towel and patted it dry.

She still looked like hell. It wasn't the crying...it was the misery
that went along with it.

Spike was gone. And who knew if he'd EVER come back now?

The fact that he'd been behaving like an ass didn't make his
loss any easier to bear. Buffy didn't care about being right...she cared
about being with him.

And she'd only had a few precious days left. Now, even that
small amount of happiness had been brutally jerked out of her
hands by her own capriciousness.

The whole thing had been so stupidly unnecessary in the
first place. And over Riley, of all people! She liked him well
enough, as a friend, but she wouldn't have cried for him if he
suddenly up and left town. She wouldn't have spent a lick of
time wondering if he was coming back...or when...or what he
was doing while he was gone.

She loved Spike Devlin. She would cry a river on the day he
would be leaving and every day after that, she was sure.

And she would miss him. Painfully. Horribly.

Yet, if she'd been given the choice again, she wouldn't have
done anything different. The heart ache would be worth all the
joy that came before it.

How had something so wonderful gone so terribly wrong?


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Wandering her house aimlessly again brought her back
downstairs to the living room. She straightened up the mess
they'd left it in last night, replacing the cushions on the sofa
and tossing out the remaining donuts from Krispy Kreme. She
never wanted to see another one of those things again.

The rain was still coming down in sheets, and when she looked
out the side window she cold see small rivers running down the
sides of the street towards the storm drains, filling and clogging them
with dead leaves and other debris.

She cranked up the fireplace to dispel some of the gloomy
chill, then flicked on the stereo.

His voice filled the small room.


"Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers, share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in..."



Although she wanted badly to turn it off, she couldn't make
herself hit the button.

He'd surprised her with the CD last night, pulling it out of
his jacket pocket and slipping it into the player behind her
back. It was Blue Eyed Devil's first CD, and only three
or four of the songs on it were well known at this point.

Not including the one she heard now....


"But things just get so crazy, living life is hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go
If I knew....that someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you..."


The lyrics were hauntingly perfect for her current situation, and
his voice was entrancing.

The longer she listened, the harder it was getting to swallow
the pain that threatened to strangle her by massing in her
throat.


"That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave..."


Sadly prophetic words. He would be leaving. Regardless of
whether or not he wanted to...he would be leaving.

In four days.

Buffy shut her eyes tightly to stave off another crying
jag. All this weeping wasn't helping matters. But then again,
nothing else was helping, either.


"Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway, like branches in a storm
Change the weather
Still together when it ends..."


But they weren't together. And this was the time above all
others that they SHOULD be. The end was closing in on them
rapidly enough as it was. Now, the process had been cruelly
accelerated.


"But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday, it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you.."


A moment of clarity made itself known to her when she
heard the last few lines of the song he was seemingly singing
to her.

"Of course he'll come back," she said out loud, drying her
newly moistened cheeks on the back of her hand. "He loves
me."

God...how faithless she had been. How completely and
utterly faithless to think for a moment that he would simply
walk away from her forever come Thursday morning.

Spike would come back to her...or at least he would have
if she had not started that stupid 'thing' that she had started.

So what if he was jealous and possessive. Was SHE any
less so? Didn't the thought of him with another woman
bother her?

Although she was not the worldliest woman in town by any
means, she was perfectly aware of the sorts of things that
happened when popular bands went on tour...the drunken
and reckless behavior...the parties that lasted until sun
up....the girls that followed them from town to town, wait-
ing for a chance to get into bed with a rock star.

Andy had made the comment about the girls in the audience
throwing their underpants onto the stage. Spike had instantly
denied it, but Buffy suspected it wasn't an altogether unknown
phenomena.

Spike would be out in the world, experiencing all the
temptations his music and male beauty would throw into
his path, while she would remain behind. How he would react
was....

"Oh, god..."

Laying one hand across her mouth, Buffy sank down on the
sofa.

Was THAT the devil that had prodded her into starting their
altercation? Had she been subconsciously testing him?

Maybe. But for what purpose? What in the world had she
hoped to accomplish with such a thing? Trying to find out
if he loved her as much as he claimed...or trying to gather
ammunition to protect her heart and salve her pride by
saying "I knew I could never really trust him" when it all
blew up in her face?


"And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness, she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave..."


She had to fix this! Before it snowballed into something
neither of them could control.

First, she would need to find him.

No...first she would have to make herself look a little
less like warmed over death. Then...she would go looking
for him and bring him back.

She didn't care anymore about who had done right and
who had done wrong. Pride meant less than nothing when
your heart was so totally on the line.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Buffy showered and applied a little make up in record
time. She pulled on a heavy sweater and a pair of faded
jeans, then zipped her feet up into her boots.

Barely pausing to skim a brush through her hair, she
grabbed a jacket and ran downstairs. After a frantic five
minute delay to search for her car keys, she located them
and shoved them into her jacket pocket.

She flung open the front door, then stopped dead in her
tracks when she saw who was standing on the bottom step
of the porch.

"Spike...!!?"

"I'm sorry."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Never had Buffy seen anyone so thoroughly drenched. He
seemed to be bleeding water from every pore on his body. How
had he gotten so wet walking from his car to the front porch?

"How long...how long have you been standing out here in
the rain?"

"Well, actually...I never left," he admitted. "I got as far as
my car and then...Buffy, I'm sorry." He looked at her with his
heart in his eyes. "I'm so sorry."

Her heart thudded against her ribs as she reached out one
hand and took his, pulling him out of the downpour.

Unable to articulate any response to his apology, she became
practical instead. "Take these wet things off," she ordered him,
yanking at his jacket, "before you get sick and can't sing a note."

"Buffy...please..."

She dropped the jacket on the entry way floor, then began
tugging on his t-shirt. "I can put all this stuff in the dryer. Except
for the jacket, I mean." The t-shirt joined the jacket on the
floor, and she moved to unbuckle his belt. "I can get you some
towels...or...or maybe you should go and take a hot shower. I
could make you some...."

"Buffy!" He caught her trembling hands and held them in his
grasp. "Please...look at me, baby."

She bit her lower lip and slowly allowed her eyes to travel
upwards from their fixed position in the middle of his chest.

"Please...tell me that you still love me," he begged. "Tell
me I haven't fucked everything up beyond hope."

She shook her head, "Spike..."

"I'll do anything," he inserted quickly, obviously fearing that
she was about to shut him down for good. "Anything."

Looking up at him, she could only think of one thing that
she wanted.

"Kiss me," she whispered. "That's all you need to do right
now."

The worry began to fade from his expressive eyes as a
slow smile tugged at one corner of his mouth. Once again,
the world...their world...enveloped them in warmth and love,
all it's sharp edges softened.

Even the rain began to fall more gently when they came
together.


TBC.....

(Oh, I just couldn't keep them apart. Mr.
Devlin has some making up to do, doesn't
he? And thanks for your feedback. I find
it very encouraging)
part 29 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.



Part twenty-nine.....


"You've been a very bad boy, you know."

"I have."

"I should punish you."

"You should."


A fresh fire was blazing on the hearth. After tossing every pillow
in the house on the floor in front of it, they stretched out side by
side, facing each other.

"If you were one of my students," Buffy added, arching one
eyebrow, "you'd be sitting in the time out chair."

"Yes, ma'am." Devlin gave her the most innocently sincere
look he could summon up.

A look she tried to disregard in order to maintain her upper hand.

"Good thing for you you're too big for it."

"I'm numb with relief," he assured her.

The charm had been turned up full blast, but she was learning
how to sneak around it. "Do YOU have any suggestions?"

"What, you mean about punishment?" He moved closer, placing
one arm around her waist and pretending to think. "One thing comes
to mind."

"Do tell."

He leered playfully. "You could make me take all your clothes off
and kiss every inch of your body...you know how much I hate
that," he added when she snorted in an unladylike manner.

But when he moved to kiss her, she placed her hand in the middle
of his chest. The light moment suddenly changed. "About
Riley," she began. "He..."

Spike cut her off. "I know. He's a friend, and I'm an insecure
moron. I get it now."

"Actually, you really don't," she said, shaking her head. "So let
me tell you; Riley is...he's a guy I've known for a couple of years.
He's the bank officer who arranged for Willow's small business loan.
That's how I met him."

Spike stayed silent, preparing himself for what was coming.

He wanted to be able to take whatever she was getting ready to tell
him about this other man in an adult frame of mind. The guy was
her friend and she'd every right to have as many friends as she
chose without worrying about setting him off.

But the LESS adult part of him, the spoiled and jealous
child part, wanted to punch that clown dead in the face.

"We've gone out maybe...I don't know...ten or eleven times. It
was fun..."

His jaw was beginning to ache with the effort of keeping it
clamped tight.

"...but I wouldn't care if he up and left town."

**If only,** he replied silently. **If only...**

The feelings that he was experiencing were very new for
him. He'd never felt so possessive and territorially inclined
with any other woman, at any time in his life.

Buffy brought out all the primal instinct that he'd not given
any thought to, or even known was there.

"You believe me...don't you?" she asked, worried at the
closed down expression that had frozen on his features.
"Spike, you have to trust me. Because, if you don't..."

That caught his attention. "It's not that I don't trust you,
Buffy," he said, turning away from her and sitting up. "That's
not the problem."

"Then what is it?"

Shit....he didn't KNOW what it was! If HE couldn't understand
it, how the hell was he going to explain it to her?

Staring into the fire, he spoke haltingly. "I don't...even know
this guy...and I hate him. I hate everything about him. Because
he knew you first, because you went out with him, because he's
kissed you...and touched you."

That was a stab in the dark, but she didn't jump in and deny it.

He held his peace for a moment, then looked at her. "But I hate
him most of all because he'll BE here...and I won't." His eyes
were stormy as he regarded her. "I'll be on the other side of the
fucking country."

She really wished he'd quit reminding her of that.

"But not for good, right?" she asked faintly.

He looked perplexed. "I...what?"

"I mean..." She swallowed hard. "You're coming back, aren't
you?"

Devlin stared at her in disbelief as her meaning became clear.

"Is...is THAT what you've been thinking?" He frowned. "That
I'm never coming back?" When she didn't answer right away,
he jumped to his feet, towering over her and running one hand
through his hair. "Jesus Christ, Buffy! How can you even think
a thing like that?"

Buffy's eyes darted away guiltily. Hadn't she just been wondering
that very same thing?

She opened her mouth to make whatever measly apology she
could, but he leaned over and grabbed her hands, hauling her
to her feet.

"Buffy," he said, staring intently into her eyes and willing his
words to convince her. "I'm coming back. The minute this tour
ends, I'll be on the first plane out of whatever city I happen to be
in."

Buffy felt the tightening in her chest begin to give way. It was a
feeling she'd been living with for the past three days, the axe poised
to drop on her come Thursday morning. All his whispered words of
love, his gentle touches, his abandoned lovemaking, hadn't been able
to make it go completely away. It had been hovering on the edge of her
happiness like a snake looking for a vulnerable spot to bite, and she'd
been so worried about it that she hadn't been able to work up the nerve
to raise the subject.

But now, it was out in the open between them, ready to be dealt
with...and three simple words from him was making everything better; "I'm
coming back."

Then, in a ridiculous coincidence that would have been too much in the
corniest and most cliche laden old Hollywood musical, the room brightened
as the sun finally edged it's way out from behind the rain clouds.

They both glanced around the room at the sudden splash of sunlight, then
looked back at each other.

"Well," he said, smiling, "that pretty much speaks for itself, doesn't it?"


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


"Not that you don't look very appealing in my old sweat pants, but
I think your clothes are probably dry."

They were lying on the sofa, watching the last of the rain pattering
off the roof of the porch, snuggling together beneath an afghan that her
mom had knitted for her during her 'earth mother' phase, the one she
had taken on immediately after Buffy had moved out on her own. For
almost three months, she had been on the receiving end of more easy
to reheat casseroles, home baked loaves of bread and gallons of soup
than one person could possibly manage to eat.

"I have absolutely no interest in putting any more clothes on right now,"
Devlin replied, tightening his arms around her.

A sudden urge to cause a little mischief came over her. "Why don't
we go for a walk?"

"No, thanks."

She wriggled around to look at him. "Didn't you say something in one
of your songs about that being romantic?"

"No, I said walking IN the rain was romantic," he denied. "Slogging
through puddles and slipping on muddy leaves is just annoying."

"Uh-huh."

"Besides," he added. "I've got your romance right here." Burying
his face in her hair, his hands crept up under her sweater.

Underneath her was a very prominent erection pressing against her bottom.
Shifting her hips made it even harder. She could feel the heat radiating
from him, and she leaned back into him, soaking in his warmth.

"Buffy?" he murmured into the side of her neck. "Do you forgive me
for being such a bastard?"

She smiled with her eyes closed. "Well...that grabbing your crotch
thing was pretty rude," she said. "But you were right about one thing..."

"Yeah? That's a relief. What was it?"

Buffy could feel her cheeks reddening. She couldn't believe what she
was about to say, even as she was saying it. "I...I have kind of developed
a taste for this," she said softly, pushing down into his lap.

Her movement elicited a choked gasp from him. "Me, too."

He turned her over in his arms, slipping his hands back up under
her sweater and unhooking her bra. She pushed up on her hands and
allowed him to lift the front of her top and move her undergarment out
of the way, then settled back down against his bare chest.

Their eyes locked. Without a word, he took her hand and placed
it on the swelling in the front of the borrowed sweat pants.

Forcing herself not to blush or turn away, she tightened her
fingers around his erection.

Spike's head dropped back and thumped against the arm of the
sofa. "Oh, Christ," he muttered. "Have a little pity, Miss Buffy,"
he begged.

"Meaning?"

"Meaning....stop." She blinked with surprise when he pushed her
hand away. "I have some making up to do," he explained briefly,
sliding out from under her. "And if you touch me like that...I won't
be in any condition to attend to your needs first."

This sounded promising, so she allowed him to pull her to her
feet. He made quick work of removing her jeans and underpants,
but he instructed her to leave her top the way it was, telling her that
he liked the way it looked having her upper garments mussed up and
askew while she was naked from the waist down.

Dropping to knees in front of her, he pushed her legs apart and
lowered his head to kiss her inner thighs. Buffy instinctively moved
her hips forward, making him pause in his ministrations.

"Settle down, princess," he scolded her. "I'm making amends here."

Taking her hips in his hands, he lowered his head between her legs
and breathed in the scent of her arousal. She was already wet, he
could see and smell it, and it only made him hungrier.

Pressing his face to her delicious sex, he began lapping and
sucking at it, wallowing in the taste and moisture. He went at her
with a tender fierceness, licking up all the wetness her body was
producing, using his tongue to encourage more of it to flow by
rubbing it firmly against her clit.

As he ate her out, he took her feet in his hands and bent her
legs, resting her feet on the sofa. Ordinarily, this wanton position
might have caused her embarrassment, but she was too overwhelmed
by the sensations that were uncoiling in her lower regions to care.

Unable to get enough of the salty-sweet taste of her, his mouth
moved from her clit, traveling down the folds of her labia. Reaching
his goal, he darted his tongue inside and pushed it as deep as he
could make it go.

Buffy dragged air into her lungs, then released it on a soft cry of
pleasure. Her hips writhed in his grasp as she sought the satisfaction
he was teasing out of her.

"More?" he whispered, licking her from top to bottom. "Shall I make
you come this way, princess? The first time?"

Not waiting for an answer, he dove back into his task. Going at her
with even more vigor, he licked her hard and then slid his tongue
in and out of her drenched passage as one hand moved up beneath
her disarranged sweater to caress her nipples.

Her climax slammed into her with little warning. One moment she
was lying there enjoying the slow thrusting of his tongue, and the next
she was straining forward when he slid one finger up into her at the
same time he sucked hard on her clitoris.

She cried out as the explosion sent shock waves of pleasure up
and down her spine.

Devlin brought her down from it gently, carefully, knowing full well that
over stimulation at this point could border on pain. As her body calmed,
his tongue slipped slowly away from her and he pillowed his head on
her thigh. Looking up at her, he caught the satisfied smile she couldn't
suppress.

"How am I doing so far?" he asked pleasantly. "As far as making up
goes?"




TBC.....

(Well....answer the man's question! ;-D )
part 30 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.



Part thirty...



"That's some of the best making up I've ever experienced,"
she told him, blushing profusely.

"And I'm just getting started," Devlin stated grandly. "I think
I have a long way to go yet before I'm completely forgiven."

Buffy stretched, arching her back. "I may not survive."

"Yeah, you will. I'll make sure of it."

***************************************


The brief break in the storm didn't last. By the time they ended up
in the bedroom, it was raining again.

Not that either of them cared.

Spike straddled Buffy's hips, pressing her down into the soft bed-
clothes. His hands held her wrists down on the mattress as his
mouth began exploring the silky skin of her throat.

She closed her eyes, wanting to experience this by feel alone.

His lips traveled down, lingering in the hollow at the base of her
throat. He dipped his tongue into it briefly, laughing softly when
he felt her shiver and heard her gasp.

He quieted her with a kiss, hot and demanding, all pretense of
gentility temporarily put aside. This kiss was meant to consume
them both, he wanted to ravish and plunder her mouth, to lick her
trembling lips and suck on her tongue until it was buried inside his
own mouth.

Buffy gave herself over to it. She wanted this dominating side
of him to show itself, wanted him to control her...just a bit...until
she was ready to shatter that control. Her tongue moved over
the edges of his teeth and lapped at the soft inside of his cheek,
fanning the flames that burned between them.

Devlin ended the kiss, but didn't turn her loose from his grasp. He
released one of her hands so he could gather up a fistful of her
hair, then used it to tilt her head back on the pillow. Before she
could even think to question his actions, he'd lowered his head
and was kissing and licking at her breasts.

Buffy felt her senses reeling. His tongue was performing the
sweetest torture ever inflicted on an unsuspecting woman. He
used it to paint delicate patterns on the upper curves of her
breasts, then circled it around and around her nipples until she
thought she actually was going to scream this time.

At which point, he closed his mouth around one hard nipple and
then the other, sucking them fiercely, hard and strong.

When he had her whimpering and twisting in his hold, he let
go of her hair and her wrist, moving further down her body. He
paused at her navel, depositing wetness from his tongue in the
small cup, then slid down even more.

"Spread your legs," he rasped. She did, and he spent a moment
just staring at what she revealed to him. Slowly, he leaned down and
ran his tongue along the neatly trimmed line where her pubic curls
began. Back and forth he went, wetting her thoroughly, then sliding
his tongue right down the center and licking her clitoris.

Buffy's hips lunged forward with no thought from her. He captured
them in his hands and grunted out an order to "hold still" before he
sucked on her long and sweetly.

She had no time to prepare herself for the orgasm that crashed
into her. He continued to hold her down as her hips jerked beneath
his ravaging mouth.

And when she finally...finally...began to recover, he quickly slid back
up her body and sank his erection all the way inside of her.

With his forearms bracketing her head on the pillow, he buried his
face in her hair and groaned out her name.

Buffy brought her arms up and wrapped them around him, keeping
him lying flat on top of her. She didn't want so much as an air molecule
to come between their bodies.

Spike was plunging into her with all of his strength, there was nothing
slow and tender about his deep, driving thrusts.

He seemed unable to slow down, and she had no trouble discerning
why he was being so dominant, so demanding....he was staking his
claim.

She wasn't sure whether she SHOULD be disturbed by his behavior,
but she wasn't. She'd made a decision at some point, an unconscious
one, that she was giving herself to him in every way. She wanted to
belong to him, to be his.

Just as she wanted him to belong to her.

Devlin kept thrusting, harder and deeper, grunting against the damp
skin of her throat with each forward lunge.

The rain came down harder, as if it knew that something needed
to be done to mark the occasion. It hit the window in violent bursts,
then trickled down the pane, making crazy patterns.

The two on the bed took no notice of it. Their bodies writhed
against each other's in wild, earth shaking rhythm.

Buffy lifted her legs and clasped them around Spike's
waist, letting him sink in even deeper. She held on to him, nails
digging into his back, as she strained upwards against him,
meeting that erotic rhythm he had set, thrust for thrust.

Then, when she couldn't wait another moment, she deliberately
tightened her internal muscles around his invading erection,
clamping down on it as orgasm swept over her once again.

"Buffy...Buffy...oh, CHRIST!" he shouted, muffled against her
neck. "Ah....ah....ah....yessss!" With a deep throated growl,
Devlin surrendered to his own climax. He pounded his hips
into hers, relishing every soft gasp he elicited from her lips.

Pushing her down harder into the bed, then harder still, he
emptied himself. Thick spurts of semen shot into her, filling
her until it overflowed and leaked back out, trickling down her
inner thighs and dampening the sheet.

When she came to her senses...when the wild rushing in her
ears faded...she could concentrate on him again, on how he was
holding on to her tightly, and whispering in her ear over and over..."I love
you...I love you...God, I love you so much."


*************************************


"Are you hungry?"

"Are you joking? Of course I am."

"Well, let's go downstairs and I'll fix some dinner."

"But that would mean getting out of bed," Spike complained.

Buffy shrugged. "Sorry. You can't have it both ways."

He was silent for a moment, then said, "Why not?" with a truly
adorable pout.


***********************************


It took her a few minutes, but she was finally able to talk him
out of bed and into his freshly dry jeans and t-shirt. She threw on
a pair of over sized pajamas and prodded, pulled and pushed him
downstairs to the kitchen.

He grumbled about it good naturedly, but sat quietly on the counter
and watched her cook.

Buffy disappeared into the pantry and reemerged with her arms
full. She dropped the items on the counter, and located some ground
beef in the refrigerator.

"What are you making?" Spike asked with interest.

"This," she informed him, grabbing her iron skillet and setting it on
the stove, "is a really easy chili. It's nice for a cold, wet night like
this...but it doesn't take as long to make as regular chili."

"How come?"

She shrugged. "Because I cheat. Open these cans for me," she
directed, handing him the can opener.

While he was working on the cans, she crumbled the meat up in the
pan and started browning it. When it was nearly finished, she added
garlic salt and a pinch of chili powder and let it settle into the
ground meat to flavor it.

"All cans opened," Spike reported, tossing the can opener into a
drawer.

Buffy drained the meat, then dumped it into a large kettle. "Now, we
add the canned beans." She added a large can of pinto beans, then
drained the liquid from a can of kidney beans and tossed them into the
kettle. Two large cans of crushed tomatoes went into the pot. After
stirring the mixture together, she added diced green chilies and sliced some
onion into it. A few shakes of chili powder finished the preparations,
and she covered the kettle and set the flame under it to simmer.

"Give it about a half hour and it's ready to eat."

Her words drew his attention. "What are we going to do while we're
waiting?" he asked politely.

Buffy glanced at him, then at the pot on the stove, then back at him.

"I could use a shower," she said, heading for the stairs.

"Hey! Wait for me!"


****************************************



Buffy placed a stack of towels on the hamper in the bathroom,
then lit three fragrant candles and placed them in strategic locations.

Closing the bathroom door behind them to keep the room
warm, she fiddled with the shower knobs until she had the temperature
right.

When she straightened up, she turned and ran right into Devlin.

He smiled and started unbuttoning her pajama top, then shoved the
bottoms down until they puddled around her feet. Ridding himself of
his clothing, he opened the shower door and climbed in, pulling her
after him.

She was a little surprised when he didn't reach for her, but instead
picked up a bottle of bath gel and a fat, pink sponge. He squeezed
a goodly amount of the peach scented gel on the sponge, then began
working it up into a lather which he applied lavishly all over her body.

He was thorough, and left no part of her unwashed. Directing her
under the warm spray, he carefully rinsed her clean of soap residue.

She could feel his erection prodding her, but she took the sponge and
soap and treated him to the same diligent cleansing. He stood it for as
long as he could, then yanked the sponge away and spun her
around until she was facing the tile on the back wall of the shower en-
closure.

He placed her hands on the wall, then nudged her feet apart.

Buffy waited....

After considering his options, Devlin put his hands on her waist and
squeezed gently. He stepped closer and bent his knees a little, then
straightened, bringing himself up between her legs. His erection rubbed
firmly against her as he slid in and out of the trap she'd snared him in.

"D'ya feel that, luv?" he asked in her ear, rubbing himself against her
more aggressively. "Feel how hard I am? How much I want to be in
you?"

Buffy kept her hands on the wall, certain that if she were to let go, she'd
end up on the floor.

"Feel me sliding back and forth over your pretty wet pussy?" he went
on, breathing hotly against her skin. "In and out of your thighs? Do you
like it?"

"Yes," she said softly, nodding. Oh, god...did she like it!

Her own hips bucked back slightly, seeking a firmer contact.

"No, you don't," he said instantly, pulling away. "You be still. I'll give
you what you want, babe. When I'm ready." Returning to his
original position, he rocked his hips against her soft bottom, grinding
his erection against it. "You have the prettiest ass," he murmured
in her ear. "It's so soft and rounded. I love feeling it rubbing against
me."

The hot water continued to shower down on them, making their
contact slick and slippery. He leaned down and licked droplets of it
from her shoulders as his hands slid from her waist to her breasts.

"Want me to play with them?" he asked, teasingly.

Buffy didn't know what she wanted more at the moment, so she
kept quiet and let him run the show.

Devlin slid his wet hands up under her breasts, lifting them just
a little and pushing them together. His thumbs swept over the hard
peaks, rubbing them firmly.

"You like that?" he hissed, biting her ear lobe gently. "Or...this?"
His fingers tugged firmly on her nipples.

"Oh...oh, god," she moaned raggedly. "Spike...please."

His own control was beginning to slip, and that husky begging she
was doing wasn't helping at all. He pulled back slightly, afraid that
if he didn't he'd surely embarrass himself all over her pretty, little
bottom.

He put his hands back on her waist, fighting for the control that
was slowly deserting him, standing behind her and struggling to
calm his breathing.

"Spike," Buffy whispered. "Please....now. I need you..."

"Bloody, fucking hell," he muttered, and yanked her back onto
him. With a harsh grunt, he slid all the way inside of her, burying
his rigid cock in her sweet softness. The hard length slid in and out
of her, steadily building up a pressure that would soon need to be
eased.

Buffy lost it. She pushed her hips back, demanding that he pound
into her as hard as he could. One hand left the wall and reached
behind her, sliding around the back of his neck. "Harder," she
begged.

Desperate to give her what she asked for, he redoubled his
efforts until he was slamming her up against the cold tile, pumping
into her in an orgy of unrestrained lust. Harder and faster, he rammed
in and pulled back out. One arm slid around her waist to hold her
up when he felt her legs giving out.

Shaking the water off his face, he tried to apply a little finesse
to the situation. Before he could really think it through, he pulled
out of her and spun her around, then pushed down on her shoulders
until she was sitting on the little shelf that carried her assortment
of soaps and shampoos. He dropped to his knees and shoved her
legs apart, then drove his tongue up into her, fucking her with it until
she was moaning and gripping his hair in her hands.

She came, screaming his name.

Spike waited until she was all the way through it, then he pulled
her to her feet and pushed her up against the wall. Sliding his
hands beneath her ass, he lifted her, and when she had her legs
secured around his waist, he impaled her on his steel hard cock.

Buffy could feel the delicious stretching and tugging as her body
accepted his length and thickness. Every thrust in made the base
of his shaft grind against her clit, driving her pleasure even higher.

Devlin held onto her bottom, his fingers digging in so hard that
they'd leave bruises he wouldn't discover until much later.

"Ah...fuck! Buffy!" He was nearly unable to speak, only managing
little half moaned words and animalistic whines of need. "Want...you.
Oh, fuck...you...do it...do it...move your ass, baby...that's...it! Ah!
Jesus...fucking....hell."

Buffy was spiraling towards another wonderful orgasm, but this time
he had to come with her. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she
burrowed closer and began talking to him...encouraging him...driving
him on.

"Mmmm....Spike. That's so good....so perfect....I want you...want
only you....harder....I'm..." She blushed and almost stopped her
verbal commands, but forced herself not to. "I'm going to come,"
she whispered right into his ear. "Do it with me...please...oh, now...now!"

Between her spoken pleas and the demands her body was imposing
on him, Devlin finally reached his breaking point. With a mindless
howl of lust and pleasure, he pumped hard five more times and then
shoved her up against the wall as hard as he could, ejaculating
inside of her clutching sex, reeling with ecstasy when he felt it tighten
around him and milk his cock for every drop of fluid he could produce
for her.

When it was over, his knees buckled and they both slid to the
floor of the shower....where they noticed that the hot water was
beginning to give out.

Giggling like children, they tumbled out of the shower and dried
each other off.

Spike pulled his jeans on, while Buffy contented herself with just
the top of her pajamas.

The chili was ready when they returned to the kitchen. Buffy dished
up two bowls, then grated a layer of sharp cheddar over them as
Spike popped the tops off two bottles of Tecate.

Sitting at the kitchen table, they ate ravenously, sating their more
prosaic appetite and gaining strength for whatever else the night
would bring.


*************************************

"You know what?"

"What's that, luv?"

"You're totally forgiven."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"Cause I can go on apologizing all night."

"Oh. Well, in THAT case...."




TBC.....

Feedback is very welcome.
part 31 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.



Part thirty-one....



Sometime during the night, the rain had stopped for good. Fat,
black clouds began to dissipate, leaving behind a bright, full
moon.

They slept spooned together at first, but at some point Buffy had
rolled onto her back. The resultant jostling of the mattress woke
Spike up for a moment. When she settled back into a deeper
sleep, he moved down a little in the bed and placed his head on
her breast to listen to the strong beat of her heart.

He passed several moments this way, utterly at peace with the
world, lulled by her soft, steady breathing. But at the instant he
was about to slip back into his own sleep, dark thoughts began to
prey on his mind, the sort of thoughts that always seem to make
themselves known when a person woke up in the small hours of the
morning.

Despite the evidence to contrary that was beating steadily in his
ear, he began to feel terribly afraid that he was going to lose this
girl. Not lose her love, but lose HER.

In three days he had to pack his bags and leave. What if something
happened to her while he was gone? The world was fast becoming
a dangerous place, and no one seemed to be immune to it. He'd
be unable to protect her.

Anything could happen to her. She could have a car accident...or
she could be mugged in front of the ATM. California seemed to have
a regular problem with earthquakes, which were usually followed up
by raging brush fires.

Without him realizing it, his arms tightened around her.

Or she could get sick. Oh, god...what if she got sick? Yes, her
heartbeat sounded strong and healthy, but he was no doctor. What
if there was something there...some little genetic flaw never de-
tected? It happened all the time, perfectly fit people just dropping
dead suddenly for no apparent reason.

A veritable laundry list of horrible possibilities began to run through
his mind, giving him no peace. All he could think to do was hold her
tighter and make silent pleas to whatever God might be listening. He
begged and promised and offered deals, willing to do anything...ANY-
THING...to keep her safe and well and with him.

The next thing he knew, Buffy was gently shaking him awake.


******************************

"Boy, you weren't kidding when you said you were hard to get up
in the morning," she said, smiling down at him.

"You misunderstood," he replied, his voice slurred with sleep. "I
said I'm hard AND up in the morning. Want to feel?"

She retrieved her hand before he could lead it under the sheets. "Love
to. Can't. Got to go to work."

Spike pried his eyelids open. Grey morning sunlight filtered in through
the window. "What time is it?"

"Nearly 7:30," Buffy said, leaning over to slip her shoes on. "You
don't have to get up yet. I put clean towels in the bathroom and
I set up the coffee maker. There's cereal and eggs. Help yourself to
anything you want."

"I want YOU," he muttered, trying to make a grab for her. "You smell
good."

"Showers will do that for a person." She stood in front of her vanity
mirror and slipped her small gold hoops into the tiny holes in her
earlobes. Her hair was neatly braided, and she took one last look in the
mirror to check her appearance.

"I have to go now," she said, leaning over to kiss him goodbye. "Much
as I'd love nothing better than to spend the day here in bed with you."

His expression had a definite element of 'pout' to it, but she steeled
herself against it and slipped away before he could tighten his hold
on her.

"Hey!" he complained. Sitting up in bed, the covers pooled around
his waist, he looked at her plaintively. "Aren't you forgetting something?"

She thought it over for a moment. "I don't think so."

"Well!" he grumbled, folding his arms across his chest. "That's just
fine. Go ahead and leave without telling me you love me. See if I care."

Buffy leaned against the door jamb. "Spike?" she said softly, blowing him
a kiss when he glanced at her. "I love you. And later tonight....I'll show you
how much."

"You promise?" he asked. Laying back down on the bed, he stretched
his arms over his head and arched his back, briefly tensing his muscles,
putting on a little show for her benefit. "Okay, honey-baby. I'll see you
later."

Although she badly wanted to jump back into the bed and show him
just what she thought of such teasing, her mother-ingrained sense of
responsibility forbade it.

She would, however, make him pay for it...later.


******************************


The door to her classroom squeaked open slowly during quiet
time. Buffy looked up, hoping to see Spike, and was disappointed
when Willow walked in.

She perched on the side of Buffy's desk, her back towards the
sleeping children. "All right, you," she said, a giddy twinkle in her
eye. "Talk! I want to know everything. Don't leave out one single
detail."

"About what?" Buffy asked innocently.

Willow placed her hands flat on the desk and leaned closer. "Don't
play games with me, young lady. I'm not your mother. Now, spill
your guts."

After making a point of neatening up a desk that didn't need
it, Buffy sighed. "After you left the club that night...."

A few minutes later, having told the story as concisely as she
could without being too evasive or giving away too many personal
details, Buffy sat back in her chair, her chin propped on her hand.

Willow's eyes were as round as silver dollars. "That's just...that's an
amazing story. God, I wish he didn't have to leave. I hate that he has
to go!" she said, upset on Buffy's behalf.

"So do I," Buffy replied. She could feel a wave of unhappiness
approaching. To avoid being swamped by it, she forced herself
to smile. "But, he'll be back. He promised."

"And you believe him?" Willow's question wasn't mean spirited in
any way. It was simply her way of ascertaining the depth of Buffy's
commitment and trust towards a man she hadn't really known for
very long.

"I have faith," Buffy said firmly. "He'll come back to me."

"And then what?"

That was a very good question, and one that Buffy had no ready
answer for. Spike had promised to return, and she knew he would
keep that promise, but she had no idea as to what might happen
after that, or what kind of long range plans he had.

It was the one worry that just wouldn't stop nibbling at the edges
of her subconscious mind, the thing that she'd been fretting
about from the moment she'd acknowledged her attraction to
him; the differences in their lifestyles and their long term goals in
life.

Spike was destined for success...for stardom. It was obvious to
anyone who watched him perform and heard his music. He was going
to soar high, and he wouldn't be one of those shooting stars that
flared for a brief moment in time and then burned out. He was just
too damn good for that.

And what did that mean for her? What exactly did he want from
her, from this love affair that they'd entered into rather recklessly?

Would he stay here with her? Would he ask her to go away with
him, and if he did, what would her role in his life be? A girlfriend?
A lover?

A wife?

They'd never talked about their future together, so Buffy had no idea
how he felt about the subject of marriage. Suppose he wasn't inter-
ested in that sort of commitment? What would she do then? Could
she compromise her own values, pretending that it didn't matter, even
though it did?

All these tough questions were causing her to work up the
beginnings of a really juicy headache. "I don't know," she finally
answered her friend's question. "I'll think about it when I absolutely
have to."

It was clear that Buffy wanted to end the conversation, and Willow
prudently let the matter drop.


******************************


"I want all of you to look through your stack of letters and find
the ones that spell your name," Buffy said, handing each of
the children a sheet of construction paper. "When you think you've
found them, let me know and I'll give you a glue stick and some
glitter."

As the kids rooted through the paper letters, Willow popped her
head in through the open door. "Phone call in the office," she
informed Buffy.

No one ever called her at work, and Buffy's heart flip-flopped
in her chest. It had to be Spike.

She turned her class over to Willow's supervision and almost
ran to answer the phone. Stepping into Willow's private office,
she closed the door.

"Hello?"

"I just called...to say...I love you," a husky voice sang in her
ear.

"Oh, brother." Buffy rolled her eyes and dropped down into
the desk chair.

"Whhaat?" Spike asked. "Too cute?"

She laughed. "No. Just cute enough. Don't move or you'll
spoil it."

"How's school? Is my favorite audience behaving themselves
and minding Miss Buffy?"

"I haven't had to put anyone in time out, so yeah, I guess they
are." She glanced at her watch. Almost two o'clock. "Are
you still at my house?"

"No. Matter of fact, that's why I'm calling. I have to drive to
Los Angeles and take care of some business."

"Oh." She tried not to sound too crestfallen. "Tour business?"
she went on, hating to ask about the unpleasant subject.

"'Fraid so, love."

"Will I see you later?"

He hesitated. "Um...I don't know. I mean, I'm not sure how
long it'll take. If it gets real late then I'll probably spend the
night in a hotel, come back in the morning."

It was the last thing she wanted to hear, but she didn't want
him driving back if he was tired, so she made an agreeable
response.

They exchanged "I love yous" and went their separate
way.


********************

The phone rang as Buffy finished loading the dishwasher.

"Hello?"

"Hi, sweetheart."

"Hi. Where are you?"

"Too far away from you. I'm at the Marriott. Room 506."

"Is it nice?"

"Oh, yeah, it's quite posh. All the amenities."

"That's nice."

"How was your day, love?"

"Pretty good."

"Do you miss me?"

"You know I do."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"So....what are you wearing?"



TBC...

(a short chapter, I know, but I'll make up
for it with the next one.)

feedback is so welcome!
part 32 by pattyanne
Blue Eyed Devil
Part 32



"What am I...huh?" Buffy gripped the phone tightly in her
hands.

Spike chuckled in an evil way. "I asked you what you're
wearing."

"I know what you asked me," she said. "Why do you want to know
what I'm wearing?"

She heard him sigh, then he said, "I keep forgetting what a little
innocent you are. Let's start over. Do you want to play a game?"

The tone of his voice made her skin tingle. "What kind of game?"

Instead of answering her, he asked another question. "Where are you
in the house?"

"The living room."

"Which phone are you using?"

"The cordless."

"Good. Scamper upstairs to your bedroom, there's a good girl."

Suitably intrigued, Buffy obeyed.

"Okay, now what?"

"Now...tell me what you're wearing."

"Sweat pants and a t-shirt."

Spike laughed. "No, you're not."

"Yes, I am."

"Buffy...the only pair of sweat pants you own are the
ones you let me wear last night...and I know you're not
wearing them."

Buffy was surprised. "How do you know that?"

"Because I have them with me," he informed her. "Now, if you
want to play this game the right way, put the phone down and slip
into something sexy."

Muttering under her breath, she held her hand over the receiver for a
minute. "Okay, I'm back."

"Good. Now, tell me...what are you wearing?"

"A black patent leather cat suit...tail included."

"Buffy!"

"French maid outfit?"

"Stop that."

"Does a Snow White costume do it for ya?"

"Yes, and we'll definitely explore that option when I get back, but
for right now...be my serious girl, okay?"

"Okay."

"Good. I'll call you back in five minutes. Be ready for me."


******************************


"Hello?"

"What are you wearing?"

Buffy had figured out how this game was properly played and had
suited up in the appropriate attire. "My blue skirt and cream silk
blouse."

"Oh, I like you in that blouse," Devlin said softly. "It's practically
see through."

"I know."

"Do you have on sexy underwear...never mind, I just remembered
that all your underwear is sexy. Tell me what you have on."

"Pale...pink...lace."

"Good girl. Now...unzip your skirt and let if fall around your feet."

Holding the phone between her shoulder and ear, she did.

"Now," he went on, "I want you to do that trick girls do...the one
where they can get out of their bra without taking off their blouse."

"I'll have to put the phone down," she warned him.

"All right. Hurry..."

She withdrew her arms from the sleeves of her shirt and wriggled
around until she had her bra unhooked. Slipping the straps down,
she whisked it out from under the hem of her blouse and dropped
it on the floor. "I'm back."

"Mmm...that blouse is VERY see through, isn't it? Is it cold in
your room?"

"No."

"Then your nipples are hard because you're thinking about me?"

Buffy felt her entire body blush. "Maybe," she choked out.

"No 'maybe' about it, darling. Touch them. Through your blouse."

By now she knew that this wasn't just a playful 'obscene' phone
call. He required participation on her part, other than just listening
and talking, and she felt her heart rate increase noticeably.

She brought her right hand up and gingerly cupped it beneath her
breast.

"Come on, baby. Do what I said."

How did he know?!

Sighing, she let her index finger skate lightly over the taut peak
of her left breast. She was surprised at how pleasurable the
sensation was, although it was nothing compared to the way Spike
touched her.

"Does it feel good?" he whispered.

"Yes," she said, nodding, even though she knew he couldn't see
her.

"Do you want to know what I'd do...if I were there with you?"

Buffy felt the familiar wetness between her legs. "Okay."

"I'd drop to my knees in front of you."

That mental picture made her gasp.

"Then...I'd start with the bottom button on your blouse. I'd undo it
slowly....then move up to the next one...and the next one. And I'd
kiss every inch of your soft skin on my way up. I'd slip your blouse
off over your shoulders and let it slide down your arms."

She quickly worked the buttons open herself.

"I want you to keep it on. It's draped around you...held on by the
cuffs at your wrists."

Buffy closed her eyes and moistened her lips. "Now...now what
are you doing?" she asked.

He was silent for a moment, obviously surprised that she had
spoken. "Now...I'm standing next to you and taking down your hair.
Is it braided?"

It wasn't, but she told him it was.

"I'm sliding the hairpins out, and loosening the braid. God, it
looks beautiful...the way it flows down over your shoulders in
ripples....they way it frames your face...it's so soft, baby. Smells
so damn good."

His tone was deeper and huskier, alerting her as to just
how aroused he was.

"Your panties...do they have the little ribbons on the side to
hold them up?"

"Yes."

"All right then....I'm tugging them open. Slowly. Now, I'm pulling
them forward...between your legs. Then...."

Then what? THEN WHAT??

"They smell good. Like you. Purely female."

A slow shudder moved over her body. This was the best phone
call she'd ever gotten!

"You look so sexy, standing there with only your shirt on...half-
way on...your hair all mussed from me playing with it."

"What's next?" she breathed.

"Now, I put my hands on your shoulders and push you back
gently, until you can feel the bed behind you. I make you lie
back on it, with your legs hanging over the side. I spread them
apart and stand between them."

Buffy was thankful for the opportunity to lie down, certain that
her knees were about to give out and she'd end up on the floor in
a panting heap.

"For a long time, I just look at you. You're like a gift, just for
me. Bare breasts...slender waist...all that perfect skin. And
between your legs...mmm...so pink and wet...open, like a
flower."

His voice flowed seductively into her ear, stirring up a reaction
that she felt all the way down to the soles of her feet.

"Finally...I can't wait one more moment. I'm getting drunk on
your scent and I fall to my knees. I want to worship you,
baby. You're my goddess...my princess."

Buffy drew in a shaky breath. "And...who are you?"

She heard another wicked laugh. "I'm the man your mother
warned you about."

Well, THAT was certainly true.

"I put my hands on your thighs, stroking them. Soft and warm,
but strong. I love the way they feel wrapped around me."

A tiny moan escaped from her throat.

"I lean down and kiss them, first one, and then the other. When
you're writhing beneath me, I move up your body to your breasts."

Buffy swallowed hard. "Oh...good."

"I'm above you now, kissing and licking your breasts. You want
more...and I give it to you...taking your nipples into my mouth.
Sucking on them. Over and over again. You like that, don't you
baby? When I suck your tits?"

Breathlessly, she whispered, "Yes..."

"I move back between your thighs. You're even wetter now,
and I want a taste of it. So, I go down on you. I slide my
tongue into your pussy...as far as I can make it go. I wait for
a moment, moving it around inside you, then I start fucking
you with it."

A light sheen of perspiration broke out on her body.

"Listen close." There was the metallic sound of a zipper
being opened. "Did you hear it?"

"Yes."

"Do you know what I did?"

"Uh-huh."

"Tell me."

Her voice was nearly inaudible. "You unzipped your...your
pants."

"Yes. I did. I climb up on the bed, straddling your thighs, and I
push them down a bit. Then I reach inside and..."

Her eyes closed as she tensed, waiting for it.

"...I take out my cock," he whispered hotly. "I play with it a
little...slide my hand up and down while you watch. It gets slick
from the cum that's dripping out of it. I keep jacking it, still
looking at you. The look on your face steals my breath. You
want it, don't you? You want my cock."

Buffy whimpered an affirmative.

"I take your hand and wrap your little fingers around my
dick. That sweet, soft hand is pumping my cock, hard and
fast."

Yes. Yes, he liked that. He had taught her how.

"Buffy...?"

"Yes?"

"Reach down and touch yourself. Play with your pussy."

Without a moment of hesitation, she cupped her hand over
her sex and massaged it gently.

"Now, rub your clit."

It took her a second, then her fingers found the seat of her
greatest pleasure. Frantically aroused, she fingered herself in
search of...something....

"Keep doing that," Spike instructed, "while I slide my cock up
in that tight pussy. Oh, yeah..."

Buffy was quickly losing the ability to pay attention. She
rubbed and tugged at her clit, squeezing it firmly, holding on
to the image in her mind as best she could.

"I push you further up the bed so I can lay on top of you. I'm
pounding my cock in, faster and faster. Can you feel it? Feel
me just...ramming it in...ah, fuck...your arms are around me...I
can feel your nails digging into my back. Your hands slip
down and you grab my ass while I'm fucking you."

"Spike..."

"I'm fucking you so hard, baby. You're...you're taking my
cock all the way. Clamping down on it...squeezing it...milk-
ing it."

Buffy murmured something unintelligible.

"You want it harder? I'll give it you...give it to you as hard as you
can take it. I slide one hand under your right knee and lift it,
opening you even more."

She could hear the faint, wet sounds of his masturbating, and
it drove her own passion even higher. "Don't stop," she moaned.

"Never gonna stop, baby. Gonna fuck you forever."

The friction she created for herself was white hot. She was so
close...so close...

"Ahhh...Buffy! Yeah...yeah...fuck me back...suck me with
your pussy."

Beneath her closed eyelids suns exploded, stars went super
nova. She arched her back when she felt the contractions of
orgasm begin.

"Come on, love," he muttered harshly. "I'm gonna come...want
you...with me...I...oh...do it, baby! Do it now...now...ahhh...yeah,
that's..."

Mutual cries of satisfaction traveled the phone lines, then turned
to soft gasps and panted moans.

"Buffy? Honey?"

There was a voice coming from...somewhere.

"Sweetheart...you okay?"

"Define okay," she mumbled, wiping her sticky hand on the
sheet.

Spike chuckled knowingly. "I take it you liked that?"

"That's...that's a fair statement." Buffy sighed deeply and
turned onto her side.

"Well, don't get too used to it. I'll be back tomorrow and
then it's my job again."

Yes, and then two days later...he would be gone again.

She almost said it, biting down on her lip to keep the un-
happy words from being uttered. Like Scarlett O' Hara, she
would think about that tomorrow.

"Spike?"

"What, baby?"

"What are YOU wearing?"


TBC.....
Feedback is so appreciated.
part 33 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.



Part thirty-three

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~




The morning after their explosive telephone sex, Buffy
reluctantly went to work having gotten almost no sleep.

It wasn't just because she was still aroused after their
brief encounter, but also because her sleep patterns had
been permanently altered.

In a very short time, she'd become accustomed to Spike
sleeping beside her and her body was rejecting his absence
by refusing to settle down, find a comfortable spot, and drift
off.

When she'd finally managed to fall asleep, her unconscious
mind had kicked in its two cents worth, keeping her slumber
light and restless. She was so disoriented when the alarm
went off that she wasn't at all certain whether he'd really
called, or that she'd just wanted him to so badly she'd
imagined it.

She drifted through the day on autopilot, looking at the
clock every five minutes.

After settling her students down for their quiet time, she
sat down at her desk and mentally checked out for the
duration.


******************************

In the beginning, she'd counted the time they had left
in days. Now, it was down to hours, and soon it would be
minutes.

Buffy missed Spike intensely. Being apart from him was
making her very unhappy, and if it was THIS bad now...when
he was only a couple of hours away...she couldn't even begin
to imagine how it would be once he stepped onto that bus.

It was all well and good to be brave and say that she would
be alright...would adjust...would keep busy...the time would
pass quickly...but honestly believing it was another thing
entirely.

They're weren't enough things in the world she could do to
fill in all the empty time she was looking ahead to...time that
she'd never considered empty before Spike Devlin came along
and changed her life.


******************************

"Buffy?"

Willow tapped her lightly on the shoulder, startling her out of
her light doze.

"Phone call."

Shaking her head to clear it a little, Buffy mumbled a soft
thanks.

"Hello?"

"Hi, gorgeous."

She smiled as she sank down into Willow's desk chair. "Where
are you?" she asked, keeping her fingers crossed, hoping to
hear that he was on his way back to Sunnydale.

"Stand up and look out the window."

Buffy peeked through the blinds and saw him standing next
to his car, cell phone in hand.

Her weariness instantly disappeared. She dropped the
phone into its cradle and almost ran out the door and into
his arms.

He caught her, wrapping her in the warmth and security of
his embrace, lifting her right off her feet.

"Hi, there," she said happily, kissing him long and hard.

"Have I ever told you I love the way you say 'hello'? "

With her arms locked around his neck, she kissed him
again with all the bottled up fervor she possessed.

"I guess this means you missed me."

"That's what it means."

"Love you."

"Love you, too."

She kissed him again, and by the time she pulled away
there was a crowd of children gathered around them, jumping
up and down and giggling like miniature fiends.

Devlin shrugged as he set Buffy back on her feet. "Good
thing I brought my guitar."

******************************


After an impromptu little concert for the students and
faculty of Willow Tree Preschool, Spike stayed and helped
Buffy straighten up her class room.

He followed her back to her house, where they locked
all the doors and took the phone off the hook.

"Did you miss me?" he asked, urging her towards the
stairs.

"Not really."

"Liar."

She turned and ran up to her bedroom. Devlin stayed right
on her heels until he got to the doorway, where he stopped
and stared as Buffy turned to face him, lifting her dress off
over her head and tossing it aside. Her shoes were kicked
across the room, and then she was standing before him clad in
a peachy pink froth of lace and satin underwear.

"Are you coming in?"

Realizing that he was standing in the doorway with a stupid
look on his face and his tongue hanging out, he forced his feet
to move towards her.

Buffy waited until he was close, then turned and directed him to
sit on the side of the bed.

He reached for her, wanting to touch and taste every part
of her, wanting to gorge himself on her in an attempt to ward off
some of the pain of leaving her.

With his hands on her waist, he bent his head and kissed
the soft skin of her stomach, intending to pull her down on
the bed.

But Buffy had something else in mind. "Lie down" she
said, pushing against his chest.

With a groan of protest, he obeyed. She leaned over and
worked his belt buckle open, sliding it out through the loops and
dropping it on the floor. The snap of his jeans popped open under
her investigating fingers, then his zipper slid smoothly down.

He lifted his hips when she asked him to, allowing her to remove
his pants. They also were dropped to the floor, and he slid back
on the bed, yanking his shoes and socks off.

Kneeling beside him, she lowered her head to kiss him. He parted
his lips, waiting, then nearly died of shock when he felt her lean
down over his lap and take his straining erection into her mouth.

"Buffy!" he gasped, his back arching almost painfully.

"Hmmm?" Her voice hummed, vibrating against his sensitive
flesh, making the pleasure even stronger.

He shuddered, one hand on her back, sliding it up and down
her warm skin. His eyes nearly crossed as he stared up at the
ceiling.

Up and down her mouth slid, sucking hard on the upstroke. Her
little fingers came into play, gripping him firmly by the base of his
shaft as she moved her head from side to side.

Devlin was short on control. He'd missed her too much, and
her sweet little mouth felt too damn good. With every squeeze
of her fingers, every flick of her tongue over the head of his en-
gorged penis, his need became stronger.

Burying his fingers in her hair, he tried to push her off.

Buffy looked up at him, her eyes questioning his intent.

"Not like this," he whispered hoarsely. "Inside you."

She stood up and shimmied out of her underpants, then
knelt over him.

"Wait," he begged, his eyes dark with desire. "I...I haven't
done anything for you. Let me get you wet."

Smiling, she shook her head. "I am wet," she said,
taking his erection into her hand and rubbing it against her
crotch. "See?"

Without waiting for him to reply, she sank down on him
until he was completely inside her.

Spike put his hands on her hips to help her get started. When
she had found the right rhythm, he moved his hands up and
around, unfastening her bra and tossing it to one side.

"Oh...that's good," he murmured, arching his hips. "Ride me,
hard."

Fascinated, he watched her breasts bounce with his movements,
and he had to feel them. His hands slid up her sides, filling
themselves with her soft flesh.

She moaned, and he squeezed harder, almost wanting to leave
marks on her skin, bruises that would establish his claim on this
woman.

Buffy felt slick and full, bursts of pleasure rippling through her
body as she maintained her slow and steady pace.

But she was unaccustomed to such activity and didn't
know how long she could keep at it.

Devlin sensed that she was beginning to tire. He slipped his
hands up her back and pulled her down, then rolled them
over until he was on top and began to thrust hard and fast,
driving her to a nerve shattering orgasm.

Her body clamped down, making him come, squeezing the
bursts of sticky fluid out of him.

With his control gone, he surrendered...hammering into her
until he made her grunt. The pleasure continued to build and
swell, until he was afraid he was going to pass out.

Only then did he force his body to be still, to stretch out on
top of his lover and lay his head on her breast.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, still panting. "That was...too fast.
I...I should have...waited...done more....for you...."

"Stop that," she said, stroking the back of his neck. "I
couldn't wait either. And we have all night."

Those words, whispered in her sultry sounding voice,
brought him back to instant life.

"This time," he said, beginning to stroke in and out
slowly, "I'll make it last a long...long...time."

Which was fine with Buffy.


******************************


He called her at school on Wednesday, asking her if she could
wait for him and follow him in her car while he turned in the
rented Mustang.

After leaving the car rental place, he took her out for dinner
and then drove back to her house.

They spent most of the evening making love. In her bed, in the
shower, and...for old time's sake...on her kitchen counter.

Before settling down to sleep, she made herself ask him when
he needed to leave.

"The bus is pulling out early," he said. "Around 5:30."

"So...should I set the alarm for 5:00?"

They exchanged a long, meaningful look before he instructed her
to set it for 4:30.


******************************

It was still dark when they left the house.

The neighborhood had a strangely silent air to it, a deserted
feeling, almost as though everyone living there had inexplicably
disappeared during the night.

They walked to her car without speaking, Buffy's boot heels
clacking on the pavement, disturbing the odd peace and quiet.

Next door, the neighbor's dog began to bark. The sound
barely registered in her ears as she unlocked her car door.

Settling herself in the driver's seat, she inserted the key. A
brief hope flared in her heart; perhaps the car wouldn't start,
buying them just a little more time.

She squashed that notion instantly. Even if it happened, it
wouldn't delay things nearly long enough. A few more minutes
wasn't going to make it hurt any less.

The point became moot when the car started right up.

They didn't speak much on the way to Union Jack's. When she
pulled into the parking lot, Buffy saw lights on inside the club. The
rear entry door was propped open.

Clutching the steering wheel in a death grip, she watched as
people wandered in and out. Two men she'd never seen before
came out and climbed into the biggest bus she'd ever seen, followed
shortly after by the remaining members of 'Blue Eyed Devil'.

**It really is a hotel on wheels.**

Taking a deep breath, she turned to look at Spike. "You'd better
go before they start without you."

He smiled at the familiar words and responded properly. "They
can't start without me. It's my band."

Buffy couldn't find it in her to laugh, but she managed to
produce a tiny smile.

Devlin wasn't fooled. He felt as badly as she did, but there
was little he could do about it. "I'll call you tonight," he said
lamely.

"San Francisco, right?" She stared out the window.

"Yeah. We'll be there by 3:00. Get settled in at the hotel
and check out the arena."

Buffy nodded, swallowing hard past the ache in her
throat. "I'll talk to you tonight then."

Placing his hand on her chin, he turned her to face him.
"Don't cry, darling," he whispered. "I'll be back."

She smiled as best she could. "And I'll be waiting."

He pulled her into a desperate embrace, covering her
trembling lips with his and projecting every bit of his love
for her into his kiss.

The bus driver started the machine's powerful engine.

There was no more time left.

Making himself let go, he whispered, "I love you," and
opened the car door.

Buffy opened her door as well, standing and holding on to
the roof to steady her shaky knees.

With a wave, Spike walked away, his heels crunching into
the gravel. The door of the bus swung open with a hiss.

He grabbed the rail and set his foot on the bottom step,
then turned to look back at Buffy with a lopsided grin. "Don't
you forget me."

She smiled back. "Never," she said, watching the doors
swallow him up.

After the bus pulled away and disappeared into the murky
gray of approaching dawn, Buffy sank down into the seat of
her car with her heart thudding painfully in her chest.

Now, she could let it go...could give in to it...let it wash
over her...let it drown her.

There was no more need for false courage, because there
was no one around to see.

Now....she could cry.


The End

(Just kidding...TBC)
part 34 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.

AN: Sorry about teasing you with "The End"
last chapter. Spike made me do it!



Part thirty-four...


Buffy barely made it through the day.

She drove back to her house after seeing Spike off,
showered, then tried to repair the damage crying had
caused in her appearance.

Breakfast held no appeal for her, but she drank three
cups of coffee, over sweetening them nearly to the point
of un-drinkability, for no other reason than it was how Spike
liked it.

Her class, bless their little hearts, seemed once again to
sense that she was unhappy and we're oddly well behaved
all day. She appreciated it, but it only made her feel more
than ever that something was out of place in her life.

Spike hadn't called.

She had watched the clock closely, estimating just about
what time he would reach San Francisco. Giving him an extra
hour to get settled at the hotel, she waited, keeping a sharp
ear out for the ring of the office phone.


********************************************

When school was out, she drove home faster than she
should have, almost blowing through a red light in her
distracted hurry.

There were no messages on her answering machine, its
little red light holding steady no matter how hard she stared
at it, or what sort of dire punishment she mentally threatened
it with.

At six thirty, she made herself a sandwich and flipped on the
television to watch the evening news.

Predictably, the minute her mouth was full, the phone
rang.

She dove for it, painfully swallowing food that she hadn't
finished chewing.

"Hello?"

"Sandra? It's Todd."

Disappointment stabbed her sharply in the heart.

"You have the wrong number," she snapped, aware of how
rude she sounded, and slamming the phone back into its
cradle.

Less than thirty seconds later, it rang again.

"Hello?"

"Sandra?"

This time, her disappointment was tempered by irritation.


"No. There's no one here named Sandra."

"Shit!" the caller muttered, hanging up without a word of
apology.

She didn't even have a chance to sit down before the next
call.

"Is Sandra there?"

Buffy sighed. The last thing she needed was this idiot
tying up her line. "You just missed her, Todd. I'll tell her
to call you."

Collapsing on the couch, she tried to concentrate on
some news blurb telling her that a common household
item might be slowly killing her, without revealing just
what the devil it was. She might have been concerned,
but she knew her mother would fill her in on the gruesome
details.

While she was mulling over the countless possibilities,
the phone rang. Frustration drove her anger level sky
high as she grabbed the phone.

"Are you brain damaged or something?" she almost
screamed, wishing she had a whistle handy to puncture
'Todd's' ear drums. "Sandra's not here!"

"Oh. Well, in that case, can I speak to Buffy?" an
amused voice replied.

Her heart began beating double time. "Spike?"

"Yeah. Who's Sandra?"

She gave him a brief run down of the 'Todd and Sandra'
situation."

"So...other than that, how was your day?"

"Don't ask. I take it you made it to San Francisco?"

"This afternoon, yeah. I'd have called earlier but I wanted
to wait until you got home so I could whisper dirty things
in your ear."

Remembering the last phone conversation they'd had,
she grinned. "Should I go upstairs and change into
something slutty?"

Devlin chuckled, a low sexy growl that curled her toes.

"Maybe next time," he teased.

"How's the hotel. Is it nice?"

"Oh, yeah. Got a suite on the top floor that's quite posh.

"Sounds great."

"There's a huge bathroom, and its got one of those
bathtubs that looks like a pool."

"Really?" Buffy murmured. "Wow."

"Separate shower stall, too. Its got...six faucets!"

She continued to make all the right responses as he
rhapsodized over the luxurious accommodations.

"I can see almost the whole city from the terrace. Hey!
There's a hot tub out there!"

Buffy was beginning to tire of hearing what a sensational
time he was having without her, and wondering why he
felt the need to go on and on about it. It was salt in a
wound that hadn't even begun to heal.

"Did you know that there's a whole section of this city
devoted to chocolate? It's bloody marvelous!"

It figured that he'd find out about THAT five minutes after
hitting town.

When he started describing the offerings on the room
service menu, she decided that enough was enough.

"Spike...can't we talk about something else?" she asked,
trying not to sound as irritated as she felt. "Why do you
keep going on about the hotel. I mean, I'm glad it's so
nice, but...."

"Because..." he interrupted, then hesitated.

"Because what?"

"Because I'm trying to tempt you into coming up here
for the weekend."


**************************************


She forgot her irritability in an adrenalin rush of
excitement. "You..."

Obviously assuming that she was about to auto-
matically turn him down, he rushed ahead of her.

"Buffy...please, honey. It wouldn't take you long
to get here. You could leave after work tomorrow."

"I...."

"I know I'd be busy in the evenings, but after the
concert, I'm all yours. And during the day we'd
have some time."

"If I...."

"It's really a beautiful city, luv. I want to show it to
you."

"Spike!" Exasperated at her inability to get a word in, she
raised her voice. "You don't have to talk me into it!"

There was another long silence on the line.

"Are you sure this is Buffy?" he finally asked in that
smart ass tone of voice she loved.

"Very funny."

"So...does that mean you'll come?"

Would she ever!

She smiled. "Mind you...I wouldn't do this for just
anybody."

"Just for me, right?"

"Yes. Just for you."

"Because you love me."

"That's right."

He released a deep breath. "God, I can't wait to see you,"
he whispered. "Kiss you, and touch you."

Pushing away the worry that being with him for the weekend
would only make it harder when he had to leave again, Buffy
took on her practical, school teacher persona.

"Okay...if I pack a bag and take it with me in the morning,
I can leave right after work. I just had my car tuned up, so
all I need to do is stop for gas. How long do you think..."

"Buffy..."

"What?"

"I wasn't suggesting that you drive, sweetheart."

She braced herself, knowing what was coming.

"It's only an hour flight."

Yep. She'd been right.

"On a plane?" she asked softly.

"Well, yeah. Of course on a plane. Unless you can
fly without one."

"Ha-ha."

"Is flying another first for you, Miss Buffy? Baby, there's
nothing to be afraid of."

"I'm not exactly...afraid."

Scared to death was a far more accurate description.

"And please," she added, "don't quote the statistics on how
much safer I am in an airplane than in a car."

"But that's true."

"Maybe, but I've never fallen six thousand feet out of
my car."

She already knew she wasn't going to win this one. Spike
had the perfect argument, and he used it.

"Baby...the sooner you get here, the more time we'll have
together. All those hours you'll spend driving are hours I
can be making love to you," he said, his voice deepening.

Checkmate!

"Oh, all right," she gave in. "But that's an unfair way to
get me to do what you want."

"As long as it works. Listen, baby...I want to make this as
easy as I can for you. Can you leave your car at the school
for the weekend?"

"I guess so."

"Right, then. I'll have a service pick you up from there and
take you to the airport."

"What about a ticket?" she asked faintly.

"I'll take care of all that for you, luv," he replied in soothing
tones. "I'll call you later this evening with the information."

"Okay." Her voice sounded weak in her own ears, so she
cleared her throat and tried again. "Okay!"

"Buffy?"

"I'm still here."

"I love you."

Her taut nerves relaxed under the influence of his seductive
voice.

"I love you, too."

"See you tomorrow night?"

Frightened or not, her fanny was going to be on that plane!

"Yes. Tomorrow night."

She hoped they served some sort of alcohol on the flight. She
had a feeling she was going to be needing it.


TBC....


(I wasn't planning on getting them together again this soon,
but I felt a need to after the finale)
part 35 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part thirty-five...


Although she'd reached the age of twenty-five without ever
setting foot on an aircraft of any kind, Buffy was bound
and determined not to let her fear stop her from boarding
the one that would take her to San Francisco, and to Spike.

Even so, on Friday, she spent half the day worrying about
it and the other half giving herself silent, inspirational pep
talks about how silly she was being.

Sensible, practical Miss Buffy knew that the odds of her
plane going down were a million to one. But the other part of
her...the chicken-hearted part...knew that once was all it
took. Airplane crashes rarely gave you a second chance.

However, being with Spike was worth the risk.


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

After returning all of her students into their parent's care
for the weekend, she brought her suitcase in from the trunk
of her car, then went looking for Willow.

She found her in the main office, going through a stack of
resumes in a search for a new teacher to replace one who
was leaving at the end of the month.

"You all set to go?" Willow, who had learned about Buffy's
flying phobia after an unsuccessful attempt to talk her into
a trip to Acapulco three years earlier, wore an expression
halfway between ' I know how scared you must be' and
'let's have no more of THIS nonsense, shall we'?

Buffy set down her suitcase and dropped into the leather
armchair. "More or less," she replied, smiling ruefully.

"More or less?"

"Well...technically I'm packed and ready to go," Buffy ex-
plained. "Psychologically, it's a whole other story."

Her friend smiled. "Ever considered seeing a psychiatrist
about that problem? I hear they've made big advances in
the field."

Buffy just shrugged. "I'll think about it."

Willow regarded her for a moment, then leaned over and
unlocked the bottom drawer of her desk to take out her
handbag. "In the meantime," she said, rooting through the
bag, "this might help."

She was holding a small prescription bottle, with some sort
of pills rattling inside it.

"What is it?"

"They're for motion sickness. You know how sometimes I
get carsick? These work great at mellowing you out. Take
one right before you get on the plane."

"Drugs?" At this point, Buffy was willing to agree to just
about anything. "Hand 'em over."

Willow looked past Buffy and out the window. "I think you're
ride is here."

Twisting around in the chair, Buffy's jaw sagged when she
saw a long, black limousine pull into the driveway.

"That's MY ride?" she squeaked, jumping to her feet. "It can't
be!"

"Well, it's not MINE," Willow replied. "I rarely hire limousines
to take me home."

"Yeah, but I always thought airport limousines were those
buses you see on the freeway with ten or twelve people in
them."

Buffy peeked through the blinds, watching the driver climb
out of the limo and head towards her classroom.

Apparently, he WAS looking for her.

"Obviously he wants you to be comfortable," Willow said
briskly. "Now, scat, and I'll see you on Monday, AT which
time I will expect all the yummy details. Hurry up, before
he thinks you're not here and leaves."


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

The driver not only got Buffy to the airport on time, but
he also escorted her inside to pick up her boarding pass
and check her suitcase, then ushered her to the right
gate.

Supremely grateful for his help, she rummaged around in
her purse for some cash, only to be told that it was already
taken care of. Wishing her a pleasant flight, he disappeared
into the crowd, leaving her to face the next step all by her-
self.

She used the facilities, not wanting her nervousness to have
an adverse affect on her bladder, then shook two of Willow's
pills into her clammy hand and swallowed them, washing
them down with water from the sink.

After patting her face dry on a paper towel, she took a
deep breath and returned to the waiting area. Her heart took
a sudden plunge when she saw that her flight had been
called and was now boarding. People with small children
were instructed to board first, then people with disabilities.

Buffy was pretty sure that being a nervous coward didn't
qualify as a disability that would earn her any special
privileges.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

She found her seat easily. There were only about ten
other passengers in the first class section, so she had the
entire row to herself.

The first thing she did before settling into the aisle
seat was to lean over and yank down the window covering,
figuring that if the ground suddenly came rushing up to
meet her, she didn't want to see it coming.

The longer she sat and waited, the more relaxed she
became...which surprised her since she'd figured it would
be the other way round.

Apparently, the little yellow pills were beginning to do
their job.

Gradually, she began to get a handle on her fears,
mentally commending herself for her splendid fortitude,
forgetting that it was drug-induced.

She would be just fine now. A model of calm and a picture
of serenity who was forcing herself not to look around for the
emergency exits, or to check the overhead compartment for
parachutes.

By the time the plane taxied down the runway for take-
off, she was almost in a stupor.


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


"Miss? We've landed, Miss. Excuse me?"

Buffy pried her eyelids open. Was someone speaking to
her? "Hmm?"

"We've landed. You can get off the plane now."

Blinking the sleep out of her eyes, Buffy regarded the
flight attendant, a tall, nice looking blonde with the name
"Tracy" neatly printed on a gold name badge.

"Right," she mumbled, shaking off the excess cobwebs that
were obscuring her thought patterns. Taking a deep breath,
she tried to stand up, then realized that her seat belt was still
holding her in.

She'd never unbuckled it, even after being told she was free
to do so.

It took her three attempts to work the mechanism and
loosen the belt. After fishing her handbag out of the overhead
compartment, she stumbled off down the aisle after the attendant.

"You okay?" the woman asked, a concerned look in her eyes.

"Yeah. I'm...juss fine." Buffy nodded, rubbing her forehead.

"Is there someone here meeting you?"

"Tracy" was persistent.

Was there someone here to meet her? She honestly couldn't
remember what the arrangements had been. Had Spike
mentioned coming himself...or sending someone else...or
was she supposed to take a cab to his hotel...and what was
the name of the hotel again?

This wasn't good. She grabbed Tracy's sleeve and tugged on
it. "How...how many hotels you got here?"

"You mean...here in San Francisco? Too many to count."

"Oh. Okay, thanks." She began to walk off, not paying
attention when Tracy called after her, something about
was she sure she'd be all right....

"Yeah...be fine," she muttered, waving the woman off. "Be
right as the rain...soon as...soon as...whass his name
gets here. Bye."

Wandering through the terminal of San Francisco Inter-
national, she spotted a sign for the ladies room and went in
to splash some cold water on her face. It helped, but only
marginally, and she still felt groggy when she was done.

She was standing beneath a sign, peering owlishly up at it
as she attempted to decipher its code, wondering who the
hell BART was, when she heard her name called.

"Buffy!" Someone spun her roughly around and swept her
into a close embrace. "Sweetheart...why aren't you waiting at
the gate?"

"Oh, hi!" she said, her voice muffled by the familiar warmth
and hard muscle of a man's chest. Finally...something she
recognized!

Pulling back to look at her, Spike frowned slightly. "Honey,
are you okay?"

"Uh-huh."

He still looked doubtful, but at least he pulled her close again.

"I can't believe how much I missed you," he said against the
side of her neck. "You know I'm not going to let you out of
my sight for the whole weekend, don't you?"

That was a plan she could definitely get behind. "Thass
okay with me," she slurred.

Much to her dismay, he moved back and stared down at
her face. "Have you been drinking? Was the flight that
bad for you?"

Buffy yawned. "No drinking. Fight was fline...fine!"

He wasn't buying it. "Then why do you look so out of it?"

After thinking the question over, she remembered. "Pills!"

"Sedatives?"

"Motion sickness."

"You get motion sickness?"

"Ummm...no. Willow does."

"And she gave you some pills?"

"Yup. Just so I could stay calm."

Cupping her face in his hands, he nailed her gaze with his
own. "How many did you take? I don't think your eyes are
focusing."

"Just two," she informed him, striving to speak clearly. She
fished the bottle out of her purse and he took it to study
the label.

"You're only supposed to take one," he said, shoving the
bottle into the front pocket of his jeans. "No wonder you
sound like you've been on a three day drunk."

Although she protested strongly to that comment, she
followed after him when he took her by the hand and headed
for the circular conveyor belt to pick up her suitcase.

When he noticed that watching the luggage revolve in an
endless circle was making her dizzy, he forced her to sit
on a bench and wait for him to retrieve her bag.

She was opening her mouth to tell him about a newspaper
article she'd read, courtesy of her 'constantly on the lookout
for potential disasters' mother, about thieves who hung around
baggage carousels in order to steal suitcases filled with
camera equipment and other expensive travel paraphernalia,
when the thought simply disappeared from her brain without
a trace.

Clinging to his hand once again as she trailed behind
him through the terminal, she could only hope it wasn't
an indication as to how the remainder of the weekend
was going to go.


TBC.....
(Don't worry. Once they get to the hotel, things will
definitely be looking up for Buffy and Spike!)
part 36 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part thirty-six...


San Francisco looked like a beautiful city.

As much as she could see of it through the black
tinted windows of yet another limousine, anyway.

After retrieving her luggage, Spike had led her through
the terminal to the waiting area outside. They hadn't been
standing at the curb for more than thirty seconds before
the shiny stretch limo pulled up. The driver practically
leapt from the car and ran around to deal with Buffy's
suitcase, while she herself was stowed inside the rear
door by her obviously amorous boyfriend, who couldn't
keep his hands to himself.

"What's with all the limousines?" she had asked
playfully, sliding all the way over to the far side of
the seat.

He'd made some smart ass comment about how highly
valued he was by the sponsors of the tour, then confessed
that his habitual lateness, combined with the fact that he
always got lost in a new city, had prompted them to keep
a car and driver at his disposal.

Following her to the other side of the car, he reached...only
to have her slip away and hop to the seats on the opposite
side.

Since being adorable always scored big points for him, he'd
folded his arms across his chest and pouted, stating how
long...the exact amount of days, hours and minutes...it had
been since he'd kissed her properly, and didn't she CARE that
he was slowly dying?

He'd stared sulkingly out the window, not saying a word until
he'd noticed her fiddling around with the complimentary bottle
of champagne provided by the limo service.

"Oh, no you don't!" had been his only comment before pouncing
on her and wrestling the bottle out of her hand. Through the
slight ringing in her ears, she'd heard him mutter something
about her being 'high enough' as it was, and that there was no
way in hell he was going to allow her to add anything alcoholic
to the mix until the pills she'd swallowed had worked their way
through her system.

She spent the rest of the ride amusing herself with all the
buttons and gadgets there were to play with. The television
flicked on and off, the windows slid up and back down, and the
stereo blared so loud that people on the street stopped to see
where the ruckus was originating from.

Once she discovered the controls for the sun roof,
nothing would do but that she open it up and stand up on the
seat to look around outside. The evening breeze was crisp
and went a long way towards clearing her muddled head,
but it wasn't until she felt Spike's hands sliding up her outer
thighs and beneath her skirt that the world suddenly dropped
into sharper focus.

"Hey!" she said indignantly, sitting back down on the
seat and peering suspiciously at him.

He just sat there like the most innocent of lambs. "Problem?"

"You were feeling me up!"

Spike shook his head. "You're imagining things," he
assured her. "Those pills have made your head a bit wonky."

She looked at him with her 'stern teacher' face. "Are
you telling the truth?"

"Would I lie to you, darling?"

Suppressing a smile, she popped back out of the sun-
roof just in time to see a cable car passing by.

On the count of three, she felt those warm and knowledgeable
hands again, this time on the inside of her slightly spread
thighs. Clearing her throat loudly, she glared down at him.

He was fast though, and his hands were already back on
his lap, clasped loosely. "What?"

"You did it again."

"Did what?"

"Felt me up."

"I didn't! Swear to God." He held his hands up, showing
them to her as if to say, 'See! They're right here, minding
their own business!, thank you very much!'

Returning her attention to the streets of San Francisco,
Buffy marveled over how much she'd changed in the last
week. Before meeting Spike Devlin, she would have jumped
out of the car, whether it was moving or not, rather than allow
a man to....

**Oh, my God! Is he...he's trying to pull down my under-
wear!!**

Her mother would drop dead if she knew what was
happening to her only child.

Although hardly a prude, Joyce Summers had been raised
in a household by parents who believed that there were certain
things a lady simply did not do, and she'd passed those lessons
on to her own daughter...who was fast forgetting most of them.


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


"Stop that!" she said sharply, kicking at him with one
foot. "I know what you're up to down there, you sneak."

Her skirt settled back around her legs for about ten
seconds. Trying not to wriggle, she folded her arms in
front of her and watched the parade of humanity walking
along the sidewalks and darting in and out of traffic.

"You know," he said from beneath her, "I'm really not
doing anything ungentlemanly. I know you're a modest little
thing and the last thing I want to do is embarrass you in
public."

Her skirt ruffled lightly, as though he was moving it one
up one micro-centimeter at a time.

"I'd never," he went on, "do anything you wouldn't want
me to do and I'm certainly not the kind of a bloke who'd
try and look up your skirts to see what you're wearing
and oh, good God...Buffy...can I just say that's the sexiest
thing I've ever seen in my life!"

She smiled. He'd discovered the scrap of black lace
and satin she was wearing that called itself a pair of
underpants. There was a cutout at the waistband, with
a tiny gold charm dangling in the center of it.

"Sweetheart....I know you're having a good time up there
checking out the city and all, but, do you think you could
come back down here, please?" he begged. "Unless you
WANT me to pull these down and take a little taste of you
where everyone can hear you scream. Is that what you want,
baby? You getting a bit kinky on me?"

Without a word, she dropped back down on the seat, and
found herself tackled into a prone position.

"Where did you get those naughty little things? Oh...they're
a little bit damp right here, aren't they?"

"Well, there's...there's this store...at the mall...it's...."

"It's what?"

"What? Oh! Uh....it's called...Leather...and Lace. I...oh!...I
shop on the....the lace side..."

"Really? I approve....God, that feels good...little harder,
babe...mmmm. You....you ever consider....trying the leather
side? Give me your hand....right there....yes...."

"There....there WAS this....red leather....oh, Spike...uh,
corset....sort of a thing...I saw. It....ahhh....it laced up....the
front, and it had....it had no...."

"Had no what, baby? Ah, yeah....harder!"

"No.....CROTCH!!"

With that, the limousine pulled into the round circular driveway
in front of the Mark Hopkins Hotel.


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


With her cheeks tinted crimson, Buffy kept a tight hold
of Spike's hand as he led her through the elegantly
appointed lobby of the hotel.

Despite the privacy glass in the limo, she just couldn't
shake the feeling that the driver had been a silent witness
to the antics in the passenger compartment. Something
about the way he'd smiled when he'd opened the door
just as they'd managed to compose themselves and
straighten their clothing.

Although she'd been able to climb out of the car and
smile politely at the man, escaping with MOST of her
dignity intact, she couldn't help hoping that a different
driver would conduct her back to the airport when it was
time for her to go.

In the elevator, as she watched the floor numbers fly
by, Spike took her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze.
"I'm really sorry about that, luv,"he said quietly. "I feel like
it's been forever since I touched you, and I guess I...I couldn't
help myself. You mad at me?"

One look at his face completely banished any "mad"
thoughts she may have had. Never had the boyish
charm been laid on quite so thick.

"I was there, too," she said, returning the gentle pressure
of his hand. Glancing back at the red digital numbers,
she became alarmed when she saw them whoosh past
twelve. "Just out of curiosity...how far up are we going?"

"All the way, luv," Devlin grinned broadly. "All the way."

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


The elevator glided to a smooth stop on the 17th floor.

When the doors slid open, Buffy stepped out, the heels
of her shoes sinking in plush carpeting.

"Pretty fancy," she whispered automatically, using
a tone she normally reserved for libraries and churches.

Spike inserted a key card in a slot on a door bearing
a small gold plaque with the words, 'Presidential Suite'
engraved on it.

Before she could place one foot in the room
Devlin set her suitcase down just inside the door, then
scooped her up in his arms and carried her inside.

"I thought only brides got carried over thresh holds,"
she laughed.

Closing the door behind him with his foot, he just
smiled and shrugged. "Give me time," he replied
suggestively.

Whether he was teasing or not was anybody's
guess.


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


The Presidential Suite was both amazing and
frightening at the same time. It was so luxurious,
so expensively decorated, that Buffy was almost
tempted to take off her shoes and leave them by the
door so as not to risk dirtying the carpet.

The door opened into a formal entry hall. There was
a closet on one side, and a small guest 'powder
room' on the other.

Beautifully furnished, there were glass topped gold
leaf coffee tables and lounge chairs with matching
ottomans. She saw floor to ceiling windows that had
to provide a spectacular view of the city, both at night
and during the day.

Satin white glass fixtures exuded the perfect lighting
to complete the atmosphere, soft and rather romantic.

On one wall, there was an entertainment center that
boasted a large screen television, a DVD/CD player,
and a Playstation video game system.

Her eyes were irresistibly drawn to a set of french doors
that had to lead into the bedroom.

"So, what do you think?" Devlin asked, placing her on
her feet. "Told you it was quite something, didn't I?"

"You weren't kidding," she said, turning in a slow
circle. "Is this all for YOU?"

He nodded, slipping his arms around her from behind
and nuzzling her neck in way that made her weak in the
knees. "All for me," he murmured. "But if you're nice,
I'll be glad to share it with you."

Buffy leaned back in his embrace. "How nice do I have
to be?"

Devlin chuckled and spun her around. Kissing her deeply,
he explored her mouth with a thoroughness that made her
dizzy, the pulse in her throat keeping time with the rhythmic
thrusts of his tongue.

Buffy's hands moved over him, feeling the warmth of
his skin and the hard contours of his body.

"This is so damn good," he whispered, running his
hands through her hair. "Missed you SO much,
baby."

She melted in his arms, depending on him to keep
her on her feet. **Finally** she thought. **I'm
finally back where I should be...should have been,
all along...**

Clutching him even closer, she silently willed him to
take her through those french doors to his bed.

**Oh, God...please. Make love to me, Spike. I
can't stand to wait...not another minute...**

"Buffy?" His face was buried against the side of her
neck. "Sweetheart?"

"Hmmm?"

"I have to go."



TBC.....

Feedback is so wonderful!
part 37 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part thirty-seven...


She couldn't have heard him properly. Either the
'happy pills' were still cluttering up her brain function,
or popping her pressure clogged ears on the plane
once too often had damaged her hearing.

"You...you have to go?" she asked. "You...I don't
get...what do you...huh? Where are you going?"

"It's almost eight o'clock, luv. Got to go and sing for
my supper or they'll start without me."

Something about that comment sounded awfully
familiar. It took her a moment to sort it out.

"Wait a second! You told me they CAN'T start
without you!"

At least he had the grace to look a little embarrassed.

"I did say that, didn't I?"

"Frequently."

He sighed. "Let's go round this mulberry bush later,
all right? And when I said that I have to go, I meant
that WE have to go."

Practical, honor-your-commitments-Buffy understood
and approved of his dedication. Sex-starved Buffy, on
the other hand, wasn't pleased at all, and sort of wished
he would call in sick.

"Don't you want to come and hear us?" he asked
cajolingly.

Well, of course she did. There was only ONE thing in
the world she wanted more. "I don't have a ticket."

That made him smile. "You don't need one," he said
taking both of her hands and kissing the backs of them.
"You can watch from backstage."

"Is that where ALL your groupies watch from?"

"Yes."

"WHAT??"

"You walked right into that one, Miss Buffy."


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *


Sitting backstage at a rock and roll show wasn't
everything it was cracked up to be, Buffy decided.

The view was spectacular, there was no arguing that.
She'd seen the distance from the very back of the arena
to the stage and didn't understand how anyone could
possibly know what was going on. Once the music
started, however, she learned that the audio more
than made up for the visual.

Blue Eyed Devil sounded the best she'd heard them
so far. They were perfectly in sync with each other
and never struck a wrong chord. And, as always, they
seemed to be having a very good time.

After performing several of their lesser known works,
they began to play one of their first major hits. Buffy sat
on a stool, out of view of the audience, clapping her
hands over her ears when necessary to muffle the
crash of the drums.

Devlin was in his element. He sang to her, but gave
the impression that he was singing to everyone in the
audience.


"Works in the street, distant moon
In the heat as night descends;
Two searching loves cut their way into mine
Inviting me in.

Dancing so close
We already know how good it will be
We slip up from the unseen crowd
We find what we need.."


He moved close, almost to the very edge of the
stage, smiling at the starry eyed girls in the front
row.


"In the heart of the night
We run like bandits
Two hungry hearts
Under the gun

In the heart of the night
When we find each other
We're soon in love on the run
In the heart of the night
Heart of the night.."



She remembered this song. He had sung it for her
at one point during their last full night together.

And then afterwards....

The memory soon had her squirming on the stool.

Forcing her eyes forward, she watched Spike move
around the stage, his hands seemingly making love
to that damned guitar.


"The pulsating moon lays it's touch on the room
Your eyes reached to me
Two shadows fall, saying nothing at all
We know what we need.."


He was working up quite a sweat. The dark blue t-shirt
he wore was sticking to his back.

Buffy felt a corresponding moisture of her own starting
at her hairline. Absently, she brushed her hair back from
her face.

She could see the muscles in his arms flex as he
played, and her breathing deepened.


"In tender release, two prisoners are freed
from the darkness
One more escape, surviving the heartache
and madness..."


When he turned suddenly to look right at her, she
couldn't stop herself from licking her lips.

His eyes widened briefly, and his lips curved in that
wonderfully sexy smile that she absolutely loved.

With his back turned away from the crowd, he mouthed
the words, "I want you."

She felt herself blush from head to toe, which he
obviously saw since he grinned hugely, winking at her
before he turned back to the adoration of his audience.


"In the heart of the night
We run like bandits
Two hungry hearts
Under the gun

In the heart of the night
When we find each other
We're soon in love, on the run
In the heart of the night
Heart of the night...."


The song finished with a drum flourish that
nearly deafened her. She was so entranced by
Spike's performance that she didn't even notice
or hear the intermission announced.

But her heart skipped more than one beat when
she saw him set down his guitar and turned towards
her.

His hair was tousled, and he was really sweating
now, his shirt clinging to all the damp patches on his
torso.

He didn't say anything, just grabbed her hand and led
her back further offstage, down a small slight of steps
and through a door marked with the words, 'NO ENTRY'.

The room she found herself in was nicely furnished. There
were two long sofas against the wall, and a number of
chairs and low tables. Next to one sofa, there was a
large cooler filled with bottles of water, cans of soda
and beer.

Spike closed the door behind him and turned to look
at her. He was going to say something, but she didn't
give him the chance.

His performance had done something to her that she
hadn't experienced before. She'd felt desire, love, and need
of him many times in the past week, but this was something
much stronger, much more basic....

This was lust.

And she was in no mood to question it. Obeying the
demands of her body, she shut down the overlying
caution that her brain was always mired in and flung
herself forward, plowing into him so hard that it pushed
him back up against the door.

"Mmmph...Buffy! Sweetheart....you don't....why..oh,
God...."

Attacking his mouth with hers, she began tugging at
the hem of his shirt.

"Baby," he choked out. "You...you don't want this now.
I'm all sweaty and...."

"I don't care," she said, digging her nails into his damp
skin. "I do want you now, Spike. Right now."

She barely registered his hand fumbling at the door knob
and locking it. Her own hands were too busy pushing his
shirt up to be of any help.

"Honey....I smell terrible. Why don't you let me...."

"No," she said forcefully, injecting every scrap of
authority she could into her tone. "I'm not kidding, Spike.
I don't care if you're sweaty and I like the way you smell
right now." She got his shirt up and off, and she leaned
in close, pressing her lips over the place his heart was
pounding.

His head thumped back against the door. "Oh, god...Buffy.
Are....are you sure you want it like this?"

"I'm sure," she whispered against his neck. "Spike, please.
It feels like it's been so long since we...."

"It's been forever," he rasped. Placing his hands under her
arms, he reversed their positions, shoving her roughly up
against the door. His mouth came down on hers with a
bruising force, parting her lips. He slipped his tongue in past
the barrier of her teeth, moaning when she sucked on it.

Buffy only had a moment to be thankful that she was still
wearing a skirt, before his hands were on either side of her,
gathering the material and pulling it up around her waist.

His fingers were shaking as he gripped the elastic of her
panties...the black lace confection he'd raved about in the
limousine...and yanked them down around her knees. Shifting
her legs sent them the rest of the way down to the floor, and
she stepped out of them and kicked them halfway across the
room.

By this time, he had wrestled his belt off and had his jeans
unzipped. He grabbed her hand and pushed it into the opening
of his pants, gasping loudly when her fingers tightened around
his erect cock.

Spike pushed the sides of his pants down until they were
on the floor around his feet. He placed his hands on either
side of her waist and lifted her, bracing her against the door.

She was quite pleased that she didn't need to be told what
to do next. Hopping up, she laughed when he caught her
under her bare bottom and gave it a lusty squeeze.

He chuckled. 'You've got the prettiest little ass, baby. It's so
soft and warm."

Buffy wrapped her legs around his waist. "Spike...?"

"What, honey?"

"Don't tease me."

"I'm sorry, luv." He lifted her, then reached down and
positioned himself for penetration. "You ready?"

"God, yes....ah! Oh, Spike....yes."

He slid all the way in, so deeply that she was sure
he'd come out on the other side. Leaning against her, he
ground his pelvis into hers.

Buffy tightened her arms around his neck, burying her
fingers in his damp hair.

"Buffy....baby, that's good. You're so wet and tight. I
love fucking you." He quickly established a steady
rhythm, pumping hard and fast, then switching to slow
and deep.

Her hands moved down over his shoulders, stroking the
warm skin that was so slick beneath her fingers.

He gave her what she needed, a hard, pounding surge
of his flesh into hers, over and over again, tireless and
eager to satisfy her. The muscles of his neck and
shoulders were taut and corded, his expression tense
as he worked over her.

The sound of their bodies coming together and then
pulling apart was wildly arousing to her, driving her lust
for him to insane heights. Instinctively, she began
thrusting forward to meet his strokes, her thighs
pressing in strongly on either side of him.

Sobbing grunts came out of her with each strong
plunge, and she clutched at him fiercely, waiting for
that build up, that steady climb that he always took
her on.

At that moment, there was nothing existing in the
world for them but each other. All they wanted was
what they had, what they felt.

Harder and faster, deep and wild and totally relentless,
he rammed into her, groaning soft words of love and
raw sex.

"Baby....I love you....go it, honey....come on....that's
it....that's my girl...oh, fuck me...yeah...yeah...so
sweet....so fucking hot...I love...the way...your pussy
just...holds onto me....squeezes me....makes me come
so damn hard...you feel good, babe...wet and juicy...you
want it harder? Do you? Tell me...."

She tried to think, to speak, but it wasn't working for
her. All she could do was hold on tight...and feel.

"Buffy....kiss me," he begged, lifting his face and
searching for her mouth. "I want to be kissing you when
we come."

With one arm locked around his neck, she placed her
hand under his chin and guided him, covering his lips
with hers and plunging her tongue inside his mouth.

It was the last little bit of stimulation he needed. His
pace picked up even more and he slammed into her over
and over again, until, with one last wild cry, he exploded
inside of her.

Her own orgasm flowed through her, making her whimper
in her throat as she ground her mouth down on his and
tangled her fingers in his hair, gripping it tightly.

Panting, he slowly let her legs go until her feet touched
the floor. "It's always so good....it almost scares me,"
he moaned.

She didn't have to ask him what he meant. She knew.

"Are you all right?"

"I'm perfect."

"That you are, darlin....that, you are."


******************************


Back on her stool, Buffy was a little surprised to find
that her bottom was sore. She wondered if there was a
bruise.

She didn't care. She just wondered.

Blue Eyed Devil once again took the stage, and the
crowd reacted predictably.

Spike clipped on his guitar and stepped up to the
microphone. "San Franciso," he yelled. "You
bloody ROCK!!"

San Francisco agreed, and they let him know it.

"Got something new for you," he said. "Hasn't been
played anywhere...until tonight. You want to hear it?"

The audience screamed "yes" at the top of their
lungs.

He waited for the clamor to subside, then turned and
gave Buffy a sidelong glance. "This is for you," he
mouthed.


"It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
and that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you are these
five words when I....

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me..."



It was the loveliest song she'd heard yet, and
knowing he'd written it for her made her heart swell
and her eyes fill with tears.


"I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes,
the sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believe my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me..."



The audience couldn't see her, but when he turned
to face her, they knew something was up. Everyone
in the place seemed to be holding their breath.


"You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning, you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I...."



Unconsciously, she leaned forward on the stool,
wanting so badly to go to him that it almost hurt.


"Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

Thank you for loving me...."



The applause for the song was literally thundering. It
went on for at least two full minutes.

Taking brief advantage of the situation, Devlin set down
his guitar and walked offstage into Buffy's outstretched
arms.

Laying his head on her shoulder, he whispered, "Did you
like it, sweetheart?"

"You know I did," she said, stroking his damp curls.

"About earlier," he began. "I'm sorry it was so quick."

She shook her head. "Don't be. It was perfect for the
moment."

He lifted his head and gave her a devilish grin. "Well, later
when we get back to the hotel? I'll definitely take my
time and see to you properly."



TBC.....

(Better?)
part 38 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part thirty-eight...



Parking Buffy once again in the small, private room
where they'd had their earlier tryst, Devlin planted a
hard kiss on her mouth and left to take a quick shower
in the executive suite set aside for the band to use
during breaks in their performance.

The rest of 'Blue Eyed Devil' were making their
presence known at a backstage party, the noise of
which she could hear clear on the other side of the
building.

Spike had offered to take her there to wait, but Buffy
had no desire to get involved in any kind of social
situation that involved anyone but the two of them.

Still it was difficult to stay in that room, remembering
what they had done there, and not turn a thousand
different shades of red.

She was thumbing through a two year old copy of
Architectural Digest when he came back.

Smiling, she looked up and the magazine hit the floor
with a loud 'thwack'.

"Ready to go, love?"

Buffy felt herself staring like a star struck teenage girl.
Sexy was Spike Devlin's middle name, but he had some-
how managed to push that particular bar to an all new level.

His damp hair was slicked back neatly, his skin freshly
washed of the perspiration he had worked up performing.

As he always did directly after coming offstage, he still
retained a lot of the kinetic energy and driving force that
came to him so effortlessly in front of an audience. In
fact, he was practically humming with it.

He stood before her now in a clean pair of black denim
trousers, a black button down shirt...half unbuttoned...the
scuffed and well worn boots that he was so attached to,
and an ankle length coat fashioned of soft, black leather.

Although his entire appearance radiated a sexual aura
that could cut through the fog over San Francisco Bay,
it was the coat that was really doing things to Buffy's
central nervous system.

If there'd ever been an article of clothing more made for
a certain person to wear, more perfectly suited for just
him, she couldn't begin to imagine what it could be.

"What are you staring at?" he asked, amusement laced
through his voice.

Once upon a time, that question would have made her
blush and stammer. Being caught blatantly gaping at a
man wasn't something she was accustomed to.

However, that was the 'old' Buffy, the virginal, 'prim and
proper' Miss Summers. The one who HADN'T been
romanced right off her feet by a rock singing sex god
who touched every part of her in a different way; body,
heart, and soul.

The 'new' Buffy, no longer a virgin in any sense of the
word, was beginning to take over the wheel for a bit.

"Was I staring?" she asked, widening her eyes. "I
didn't mean to. It's just that...I was sitting waiting here
for my boyfriend to come back. You may have passed
him in the corridor...about your height, holes in the knees
of his jeans, sweaty t-shirt with a soccer team logo half
scratched off?"

Devlin's grin widened. "That git? Yeah, I saw him. What's
he doing leaving a juicy little thing like you all on her own
here, the stupid prat."

"That's a very good question," Buffy said, sighing deeply.
"He lured me to San Francisco, made me all sorts of
seductive promises to get me here, and it's been nothing
but ho-hum ever since. Well," she added, "except for
intermission. That was...very nice."

"Very nice?" Devlin arched his brow. "That the best that
tosser can do for you? Very nice?"

"He's usually....what? What's a tosser?"

Devlin walked toward her in measured paces. "A tosser is
what your boyfriend is going to be tonight. Because YOU
are coming with ME."

"And just why would I do something like that, handsome
stranger?"

"Because I can do much better for you than 'very nice'." He
reached for her hand and lifted it to his lips. "I can show
you this town in style. Treat you like the princess you are."

Buffy's heart sped up as he pressed a heated kiss to
the palm of her hand, without once breaking eye contact.

"That...that sounds like fun," she managed to say.

Devlin took her other hand and gave it the same treat-
ment. "It will be."


**************************************************


Still hanging onto his hand, Buffy followed Spike through
the twist and turns of the hallways and out through a rear
exit door, cleverly avoiding the crowd clamoring for his
attention.

Parked at the curb was a low slung, hideously expen-
sive looking sports car, the kind manufactured in Italy.
Much to Buffy's surprise, Devlin produced a key and
unlocked it. After making sure her seat belt was fastened,
he came around the front and climbed into the passenger
seat.

Buffy was marveling over the plush interior and the
dashboard that looked like something you'd see launching
space shuttles at Cape Kennedy.

"This is a really nice car."

Devlin started the engine and grinned at her. "Well, it's
cold outside at night. I couldn't drag you all over San
Francisco on the back of my motorcycle," he said, pulling
out into traffic.

"And you bought a car just for me? That's sweet."

"No, I borrowed a car just for you."

"Who from?"

"I'm not sure. Our manager arranged it."

Settling back into plush leather, Buffy ran her fingers
over the walnut paneled dash. "I'm sure having my share
of 'first times' with you."

"Yeah?"

"First time on an airplane. First time in a....a..."

"Maserati," he supplied helpfully.

"Thank you. First trip to San Francisco. First time
backstage at a rock concert. First time riding on a
motorcycle.."

"Aren't you forgetting something?" He gave her a
sidelong look. "Your biggest 'first time' with me?"

Against her will, her cheeks turned pink. "So how
much do cars like this go for?" she asked, neatly
changing the subject.

"Close to a quarter of a million."

Buffy's jaw sagged. She'd been thinking maybe sixty or
seventy thousand, tops.

"A quarter of a million dollars?"

"That's right."

"And....and someone just let you take it?"

"I'm very responsible."

Yes, he WAS a good driver. She remembered that from
the time he drove her car. He was actually a better driver
than she was, since she tended to creep over the speed
limit and never missed an opportunity to hit a speed bump
or pothole while going too fast.

"Be careful," she mumbled under her breath when another
car got a little too close.

"Don't worry, love. This isn't a 'you break it-you buy it' sort
of deal. It's heavily insured."

"Still....be careful."


**************************************************


He took her to the Beach Chalet Restaurant in Golden
Gate Park for a late dinner. The crowd was light and they
were given a table with a spectacular view of the bay and
the ocean.

Sitting close together in a booth, he hand fed her Butter-
milk Fried Calamari, and chunks of warm sourdough bread
spread with a sweet butter. For the main course, he ordered
a grilled New York Steak with a red wine sauce and the
most enormous baked potato Buffy had ever seen.

She opted for the Dungeness Crab Stuffed Rainbow Trout,
served in white wine butter sauce on a bed of wild rice. They
shared bites of each others dinners as Spike kept her
amused by telling her stories about Andy and Xander's
constant bickering on the trip north.

Dessert consisted of a house specialty...The Beach Chalet
Chocolate Sandcastle...an intense chocolate torte, with
chocolate shortbread cookies, peanuts, and warm chocolate
and caramel sauces, cut into shapes and assembled into a
replica of a sandcastle.

After dinner, he gave her a quick tour of the city, promising
to take her out for a longer one the following afternoon before
the concert. He drove her back and forth across the Golden
Gate Bridge, showed her the view of the Coit Tower from
Washington Square, and pointed out Alcatraz Island. They
drove slowly through Chinatown and passed by Ghiradelli
Square, where the air was heavily scented with the aroma
of warm chocolate.

When he noticed that she was starting to look sleepy,
he turned the car around and headed for the hotel.


**************************************************


"Are you tired, love? Want to go to sleep?"

Buffy leaned against him, watching the floor numbers
flash. "I can sleep at home," she said. "How often do I
get a chance to be with you in a luxury hotel suite in
San Francisco?"

He slipped his arm around her shoulders and pulled
her closer. "We'll come back sometime, I promise. Spend
a lot of time and really do it up right. That sound good?"

It sounded like the promise of a future. It sounded very
good to her.

Dropping her handbag on the sofa, she toed her shoes
off. "Hey, how come you got this suite all to yourself?" she
asked. "Are you that big a star already?"

He chuckled, emptying his pockets out onto the bar. "Not
hardly. Two suites came with the deal. I got this one and
the guys are sharing the other."

"Why? No, don't tell me...because it's your band."

"Smart-arse," he said softly. "No, it's because I dropped
several cast iron hints about wanting to be alone in this
one with you."

"And they just went along with that idea?"

"Yeah, of course they did. It's..."

"...my band," they finished in unison.

"All right, saucy," Devlin laughed. "You want to go
bed, or should we enjoy the amenities first?"

"Is that a new name for it?" she asked.

"Oh, you are really in top form tonight, Miss Buffy."


**************************************************


"This feels nice."

"Glad you like it, love."

"It's so relaxing. They have them at my gym, but
I've never used them. I don't....what was that?"

"Doorbell."

"Hotel rooms have doorbells?"

Spike climbed out of the hot tub and wrapped a towel
around his lean hips. "This one does."

"So who's at the door at this time of night?" Buffy asked,
slipping down further into the roiling waters of the spa.

"Room service, I expect." He smiled and winked. "I
called down for a bottle of champagne while you were
in the bathroom."

Just when she thought it couldn't possibly get any more
romantic.


**************************************************


Not only did he pour champagne, but he brought out
a box of chocolate covered cherries he'd purchased
on his first swing through town that afternoon.

She was instantly rocketed back to their first date,
when she'd asked him what he wanted from her and
he'd made that breath stealing speech about waking
up with her hair spread across his pillow and holding
her on his lap to feed her chocolate covered cherries.

The heat from the spa softened the candies, making
their hands and lips sticky. He diligently licked every
trace of the dark chocolate smears from her fingers,
and kissed them from her mouth.

Sitting on the small built in seat, he arranged her so
that she was straddling his lap, facing him, then tilted
his champagne glass and let the sparkling wine trickle
over her parted lips. Drops of it ran down her chin and
splashed her throat, pooling in the shallow hollow at its
base.

She could feel him beneath her, his hardness nudging
insistently against her softness. Placing her own glass
on the side of the tub, she tangled her fingers in his hair,
panting as his mouth moved lower to lap the champagne
droplets from her breasts.

"Drink some," he whispered. Bringing his wine glass up
and touching the rim to her lower lip, he bent his head
and pressed his lips against her throat to feel the ripples
as she swallowed.

A gentle touch beneath her chin tilted her head back,
and his mouth captured hers. He drank the wine from
her lips, then dipped his finger in the glass and painted
them again, trailing a lazy path just along their inner
surface, following it with the tip of his tongue.

Her eyes drifted shut, her lips moist and parted, and
just a little swollen from hard kisses, her breathing
deliciously ragged.

She abandoned herself to him, letting him move her
to and fro, anywhere he chose, like a rag doll marionette.

When his hands moved down to lift and caress her
breasts, she heard a softly murmured plea escape her
throat, whispering his name.

His quiet laughter tickled her sensitive skin. "Shall I take
you to bed, darling?"

"Yes. Take me to bed, Spike. Take me....."



TBC....

Feedback? I want, I want....
part 39 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.


(AN: A word of caution to the reader who told
me my sex scenes went on too long...this whole
chapter is pretty much one long sex scene.
Sorry)




Part thirty-nine...



Buffy stretched out on the bed, rubbing against the
satiny sheets like a pleased kitten.

Devlin moved his hands down her body in long long
sweeping caress, enjoying the smoothness of her skin and
the flesh beneath that was both soft and firm.

He squeezed the full mounds of her breasts, then circled
his fingers on her abdomen. When she tensed, he leaned
over and kissed it gently, until she went limp again.

Sliding further down, he lifted one small foot and
kissed the delicate instep. Being careful not to tickle,
he nibbled her toes, then took the smallest one into
his mouth and sucked softly. She squirmed, but he
caught the increased scent of her arousal so he knew
she was all right.

He kissed a path up her legs, carefully parting her
thighs and settling between them. She was moist and
glistening in the soft lamplight, and he inhaled deeply,
her scent swirling around his head and making him
dizzy.

The temptation to eat the juicy peach between her
legs was strong, but he wanted other things first, so
he didn't linger there.

He continued upwards, first his mouth, then his fingers
blazing a path. Over her abdomen, up her arm to her
shoulders, then back down her throat.

Lying quiescently beneath him, Buffy suddenly arched
her back, begging silently for his attentions to her breasts.

Highly pleased by the gesture, he laid a tender trail of
kisses over her breasts, starting at the lush under curve
and working his way up.

A light touch of his tongue on her nipple broke her
silence. One soft gasp and husky moan followed another
as he sucked and licked the tight peaks.

Buffy's legs parted, and her hips thrust up sharply in
another wordless demand.

He had to pull away to keep himself from blindly
thrusting into her.

She complained by whimpering in her throat, a
sound that turned to pleasure when he slid his hand
down between her legs and inserted two fingers up in-
side of her.

"There you are," he murmured, licking her ear. "That
better, love? Does it help?"

The folds of her sex clung to his fingers as he worked
them in and out of her, slowly at first, then a bit faster,
then a little faster still.

He caught her mouth beneath his, smiling when
her lips parted and her tongue searched for his.

Kissing her deeply, his thumb swept back and
forth over her clit, rubbing the slick button. She
placed on hand over his, making him press down
harder.

Amazed, he watched as her orgasm began to
build. The fluids she was producing were making
things even more slippery and heated. He was torn
between the desire to take his fingers out of her and
lick the taste of her from them, and the knowledge
that he couldn't stop when she was so close.

He brought her off twice, each climax short and
sweet, not the lingering waves that he usually felt
ripple through her body.

"Stop," she panted, even as her internal muscles
clamped down on his fingers.

"Not yet," he said. "One more." His fingers curled
upwards, easily finding the little swelling cushion of
flesh. He pressed up, increasing the pressure a bit
at a time.

Buffy couldn't hold back the cries that poured from
her throat. Her feet planted firmly on the bed, she
arched her hips and screamed his name....then
slowly....slowly....settled back down.

"Oh....oh, god...." she panted, licking her dry lips.
"What....what did you just do?"

Devlin chuckled, delighted with the response he was
getting from her. "Another first," he said. "Your G-spot."

Withdrawing from the recess of her body, he took her
clit between his finger and thumb and pinched, rubbing
up and down again, capitalizing on her increased sen-
sitivity.

"Oh, no," she moaned. "I....I can't....not again...."

"You can." He continued rubbing. "You will."

Almost without her even knowing it, her hips lifted
to push against his pleasuring hand.

"Do it again," he encouraged her. "Come for me,
kitten....do it...."

"Spike," she cried. "I'm....oh....yes!"

She came again, in another rush of hot juice.

It was over with a few deep shudders. Buffy fell back
on the bed, all her muscles becoming loose and fluid.

"That....that was amazing," she said. "So...so intense."

He smirked at her as he withdrew his fingers and
licked them. "I could tell you liked it. Never heard you
scream so loud."

"Spike!"

"What?"


**************************************************


"Shower or bath?"

"You choose."

He made a show of great concentration.

"Well, we've already showered together. Let's try a
bath."

Buffy nodded and sat down on the side of the enormous
bathtub, leaning down to twist the faucets. She found the
proper temperature, then stood up and dropped her robe.

"Holy fuck!"

She turned and looked at Spike. "What?" she asked
innocently.

Shaking his head as though he was trying to kick start
his brain, he said, "You. Standing there like that. Bare
ass naked in the candlelight."

"You like?"

"Christ, yes! Come here."

"No...bath first."

"Hell with it. I want to fuck you."

"Such language," she scolded mildly, retreating to
the opposite side of the tub.

He paced after her. "Okay, I want to screw you."

"Spike!"

"Lay you?"

"Will you stop?"

"Shag you senseless?"

"Get away!"

"Buffy!" He dropped the towel and gestured south-
ward. "Look at me!"

She looked, delicious shivers chasing up and down
her spine. He was rigidly hard. His shaft had a deep
reddish tinge to it, and was oozing semen.

"That looks...uncomfortable," she observed.

"It is," he whined. "In fact....it's starting to hurt."

"Really?" Was that possible?

"Yes, really." He gave her his most winning smile. "Do
something."

The hungry look in his eyes won her over. "Oh, all right.
Climb in the tub," she instructed him.

"What?" He tilted his head quizzically. "No. I thought..."

"Get in the bathtub."

"But...but the bed...."

Buffy stepped into the tub herself, then picked up a bath
mitten fashioned from a soft sponge, and a bottle of scented
body wash. "Come on," she coaxed him, hoping she knew
what she was doing.

When he saw her slip the mitten on and soak it in the
hot water, he grinned happily. "Yes, Miss Buffy."

He sat back, leaning against the tile. Buffy stepped
between his outstretched legs and sat down, then squirted
a glob of soap into the mitten and worked up a thick, creamy
lather.

She started at his shoulders and washed her way down
his body, paying special attention to his chest and
his lower abdomen. She had him lift one leg, washed
it thoroughly, then moved on to the other.

After he was completely rinsed, she had him sit on the
side of the tub. She applied a little more soap to her
bath glove, then wrapped it firmly around his erection
and squeezed.

He muttered something under his breath that she
couldn't quite understand.

Keeping her hand around him, she slipped it up and
down the turgid length of his penis, teasing him by
going very slowly. He hissed air in between his
clenched teeth, lifting his hips slightly.

"Faster," he pleaded.

She increased her speed only by a fraction. "Like
this?"

"Mm-hmm....more."

The soap laden glove slid easily up and down. She
could feel him growing even harder in her hand.

Glancing up, she saw that his eyes were closed in
fierce concentration. The candlelight flickered gently,
playing in his hair and across the sharply handsome
planes of his face.

She began moving just a little bit faster, her movements
eliciting a soft groan from him.

When his hips began lifting to meet her strokes,
she made a cup of her left hand and filled it with
water, then rinsed the soap off.

"Buffy," he gasped in frustration. "Please...please,
love...."

Before she could lose her nerve, she lowered her
head and took him into her mouth, sliding her lips
down as far as she could take him.

Spike opened his eyes, watching her. His hand
removed the butterfly clip securing her hair, re-
leasing it to fall down like a silky cloud around her
face. The soft tresses danced across his thighs
as her head moved up and down.

"God, Buffy....yes. That's so good," he whispered,
stroking her hair back so as not to hide the view of
what she was doing to him. "Suck harder, love. Use
your tongue on it."

She increased the suction, her cheeks hollowing as she
drew upwards. Letting the head slip from her mouth,
she licked him as delicately as a little cat, swirling her
tongue around his glans, then stroking just under the
ridge.

Spike continued to watch with half closed eyes as
his breathing changed to sharp, intense gasps for
air.

Buffy licked her lips and took him back in, closing
her eyes when she tasted the salty sweetness of
his semen.

"Buffy....suck me deeper....suck me hard."

She made a growling noise in her throat as she
slid further down, sliding her tongue up and down the
prominent vein and letting the vibration of her voice
increase his pleasure.

Spike pushed his fingers into her hair, holding her
and guiding her up and down, his hips jerking forward
slightly. He was almost dizzy with the vibrant need
to ejaculate, desperate for it, but he was enjoying her
tender touch beyond anything else.

Hard to believe this was the same woman who had
turned eleven different shades of red when he'd teased
her about listening to the music that first night at Union
Jack's.

Somehow, in the past week or so, she had gone through
a dazzling metamorphosis, changing from a shy, reserved
school teacher into the wanton little sex kitten crouching
between his spread legs, sucking his dick with a skill that
was completely natural.

Her timidity was gone, for the moment anyway...he had
no doubt it would be back. But that was fine with him. He
loved the way she kept him guessing, kept him wondering
who he would be dealing with at any given time.

She sucked him sweetly, then licked her way from the
base of his shaft to the head. When she brought her hand
up to cup his sac and fondle him there, he was certain he
was about to lose his mind.

His climax was beginning to build in earnest. God, he was
so close...so damn close....

"Buffy...honey...I'm going to come soon...I can't....can't
hold it....back...love..."

She looked up at him, but kept sucking, moving her head
in his grasp so he could feel all of her mouth.

Spike's control was dwindling rapidly. "Buffy....baby...let
me do it....let me come in your mouth...please, baby. It
feels so good when you don't stop. Can I? Please.."

She answered him by slipping her free hand around and
grasping his backside, urging him to thrust.

He took her signal without question, pushing himself
in and pulling back out, over and over again, watching
his dick emerge from her sweet little mouth, all shiny
from her saliva.

Buffy bore down further, tugging at him with the pressure
of her mouth, making him grunt with enjoyment.

When he felt the gentle scrape of her teeth, he knew
it was all over. Releasing one last, harsh cry, he pumped
himself into Buffy's mouth with ecstatic pleasure, letting
his orgasm swell from his balls up through his belly.

His shaft pulsed and contracted, stiffening even more
as his semen jetted out of him, spurting with deep throbs
into her mouth. "Yes! Oh, fuck....yes....Buffy...Christ,
baby....suck me....do it....hard...HARD!"

As wonderfully draining as it was, he couldn't look away,
had to watch, loving the sight of her taking it all, sucking
it out of him, swallowing it, then licking him clean with her
pretty, pink tongue.

"Ohhhhh...." he groaned, leaning back against the tile
wall. "Baby...you do me so damn good."

Buffy sat back on her heels in the water, smiling
in a way that told him how pleased she was with him and
with herself, as well.

"Let's get in bed, love. I've gotta rest."

Her green eyes glowed with a purely feminine pride,
but all she said was, "All right."


**************************************************



They hadn't been beneath the sheet for more than
two minutes when Spike rolled over and kissed her,
his tongue thrusting deeply into her mouth.

Definitely NOT a 'goodnight' kiss.

He reached down between Buffy's thighs, coaxing
that sweet moisture out of her again. "Bloody hell,"
he muttered, "you're always so wet and hot for me,
Buffy. You're so fucking unbelievable."

Nudging her legs farther apart, he settled down in
between them.

"You're ready for me now," he added, angling his
hips to rub his newly hardened cock against her
opening.

She gripped his biceps, holding him back. "Wait a
second. I thought you needed to rest."

"I did. I'm rested."

"Already?"

"Uh-huh." He gave her that wickedly sexy look
that always turned her to jello. "You gonna let me in?"

"Well...."

"Please, Buffy....beautiful, sexy little school teacher,"
he cajoled. "Invite me in."

Sighing, she parted her legs further for him. "You must
think I'm a real push-over."

"No. Swear to God, I don't....a little more, babe. That's
it....yeah...oh, yeah.."

Reaching down, he took his shaft into his hand and
rubbed the head against her, coating it with her wetness.

Buffy inhaled sharply when he brushed against her
clit, then lingered to rub her there a little harder.

"You like that? Do you?"

"Yes...I love it," she murmured, digging her nails into
his arms. "You know I do."

"But I like to hear it. I love hearing your pleasure. The
things you say....those sweet little sounds you make
when I'm hitting all the right places."

He loomed over her in the dark room as she raised
her knees.

"You don't need any more rest?"

"I need you," he whispered, dipping his head to bite
at her ear lobe. "I need to be inside you...as deep as I
can go."

"Oh." She clutched him tighter. "I...oh...."

"I want to feel you come," he said, swaying his hips
from side to side. "I love the way it feels when you
tighten around my cock...when you pour that cream
all over it...oh, Buffy....baby...."

Her moan became a gasp when he did something
delicious, a wet, licking caress up and down her labia
with the head of his penis.

"I want in now, baby...want to slide in all the way...all
the way in that tight little pussy...want to go slow...make
it last...."

Good as his word, he positioned himself and began that
deep, lingering penetration. She could feel every inch of
him gliding into her, smooth as hot silk, filling her com-
pletely.

"Oh, Christ," he bit out, setting his jaw. "That's it...it's
in all the way...ahhhh...yeah."

For a long, wonderful moment, he didn't move except
to grind down against her.

Buffy's fingers danced down his back to the base of
his spine, then smoothed out and caressed his damp
skin.

"I love you," he panted hotly in her ear. "Love you so
fucking much. I'd die without you."

He was holding himself off her, leaning his weight on
his forearms. Tenderly, she brushed his sweaty curls
back from his face. "Spike..."

"Say you love me," he pleaded. "Just me...no one else."

"I love you," she whispered, lifting her hips to him. "I only
love you. No one else. Not ever."

"Just me," he repeated, thrusting hard. "I'm your man."

"Yes...yes...yes..." she chanted, becoming lost in the
rhythm. "You are...only you."

He pumped his hips harder, alternating his thrusts with
the side to side motions, making sure to stimulate her
clit with each inward push.

Buffy's toes curled into the mattress as their bodies
slapped together and pulled apart, surging and writhing
together, sticky and wet.

"Arch your back," he demanded. "I want your breasts. I
want to suck them."

She obeyed, watching him lower his head and engulf her
right breast in his mouth.

He suckled hard, moving his head around and tonguing
her nipple. Every time he sucked hard, she could feel an
answering twitch down in her womb.

He began licking her then, his tongue flat and wet,
covering the surface of her breasts with greedy hunger,
lapping with hard strokes. Burying his face in the hollow
between them, he clenched the cheeks of his ass and
began pounding in harder and faster.

Losing himself in the delirium, he nuzzled her. He
was quite certain that he could do this forever. Just lay
on top of her and thrust his aching flesh in as he
suckled her tits like a ravenous child. God it was good.

Nothing had ever felt this way. So good. So hot and wet
and tight. It was fantastic.

And the love...the love made it perfect.

Love elevated this to something far beyond sex. No matter
how down and dirty it got, how many raw words were
shouted, the love they shared made it sweet.

His mouth moved over her, licking and tasting, and kissing
every inch of her breasts. His tongue painted circles
around her nipples, then flicked rapidly over them before
he took her back in to suck on her again.

As good as it was, he didn't protest when he felt her
trying to pry him away from her breasts. He raised his
face and looked at her, seeing what she wanted in the
heated glow of her eyes.

"Kiss me," she said softly.

He covered her mouth with his, and everything around
them melted into a vortex of heat and moist, tender
flesh. Her lips were velvet, coaxing and caressing
his tongue as it slid between them to play with hers.

As they kissed, he moved his hand down and began
to finger her clit, stroking it gently, spreading the wet-
ness around on it.

Buffy whimpered, her head jerking back and grinding
into the pillow.

"There it is," he said, encouraging her to feel it all. "You
know what's coming, don't you? You know how it'll
feel...how it'll pull your soul right out of your body..."

He rubbed his fingers against that hot, throbbing
pleasure spot, pushing down harder with every thrust
of his dick.

Her body was a tensed, arched bow beneath him. She
was close, he could feel it and he could smell it.

"Come on, baby," he said, pinching her gently, "Do
it...come for me...you're so pretty when you come.
So sweet and sexy."

Buffy met every thrust, rocking against him, her
mind going on temporary walk-about from everyday
life.

"You, too," she choked. "You....come..."

"With you?" he finished. "Oh, I will, baby. I...will..."

It ended with a mutual cry of satisfaction, with a hot,
bursting gush of him inside her, with a tightness clamping
around him like a velvet fist, milking him, draining him.

Spike's arms finally gave out, and he collapsed on
top of Buffy with a whispered apology as every muscle
in his body turned to water.

When he felt her little fingers moving gently over him,
stroking him, petting him...he knew she was just fine.

"Love you," he slurred, drifting into sleep, unable to hold
it off.

"I love you, too. See you in my dreams?"

"Mm-hmmmm...."



TBC...

Feedback would be ever so nice!
part 40 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty....



Buffy woke on Saturday morning to the sound of
music. Rolling over onto her back, she focused her
sleepy eyes on the source.


"Never know how much I love you
Never know how much I care..."


Her lover was lounging in an overstuffed armchair, his
feet propped up on a matching hassock, playing his
'favorite' guitar and singing for her.

Stark naked.


"When you put your arms around me
I get a fever that's so hard to bear
You give me fever....when you kiss me
Fever when you hold me tight..."


This beat the hell out of any alarm clock she'd ever
owned. She propped herself up on one elbow, pushing
her hair out of her eyes, studying the delightful sight
before her.


"Fever in the morning
Fever all through the night."


He glanced up and saw her watching him, giving her a
lecherous wink.


"Sun lights up the day time
Moon lights up the night
I light up when you...call my name
And you know I'm gonna treat you right"


His voice was soft and husky, and unbearably intimate
in tone. Rising to his feet, he prowled slowly towards the
bed, never taking his eyes off her.


"You give me fever...when you kiss me
Fever when you hold me tight.."


Moving over a little, Buffy patted the empty spot on
the mattress.


"Fever...in the morning
Fever all through the night..."


Spike sat beside her, leaning back against the
padded headboard. Giving her a sidelong look, he
played a few bars without singing.


"Now you've listened to my story
Here's the point that I have made
I was born to give you fever
Be it Fahrenheit or centigrade..."


Buffy smiled, trailing one hand across her
forehead, then fanning her face, both actions
designed to convey the notion that she was
definitely feeling that fever.



"I'll give you fever, when I kiss you
Fever till you live and learn
Fever....till it sizzles
What a lovely way to burn
Yeah, what a lovely way to burn..."


With a final flourish of his fingers on the strings,
he set the guitar aside and sank his right hand into
Buffy's hair, tugging her head back gently, kissing
her until her toes curled.


"Gee," she said when he pulled back, "if I could
have you wake me up like this every morning...I
would NEVER complain again about having to get up
so early."

Spike chuckled. "We'll have to see what we can
do about that, won't we?"

And before she could even think up a reply to THAT
provocative statement, he was kissing her again, doing
it so well and so thoroughly that all her higher brain
functions ceased to cooperate, leaving instinct and
desire running the show.

Moments later, as he lay on top of her, thrusting gently,
steadily, again and again, he placed his lips against her
ear and half-whispered/half-sang, "What a lovely....lovely
way....to....burn....."


****************************************


San Francisco was putting on a show of beautiful
weather when they stepped out the front doors of the
hotel.

The sun was high in the very blue sky, but it wasn't creating
a blazingly uncomfortable heat. There was just the slightest
hint of a breeze keeping things nice and cool.

It was the sort of day Buffy's grandmother had always
described as "a pretty one".

A valet pulled up in the circular drive and jumped out of a
small two-seater convertible with its top down, then dashed
around and opened the passenger side door for Buffy.

"Another car?" she asked, her eyebrows arching. "Whose
is it this time?"

Spike grinned, handing the valet a folded bill and sliding into
the driver's seat. "Actually....I've been thinking about buying
it. It belongs to one of the road crew and he's been looking to
sell. D'you like it, babe?"

"Yeah, it's adorable. What is it?"

"It's a 1974 MG Midget. Fully restored," he informed her,
pulling out into the light morning traffic. "Just the right
size for you and me, love. No one else."

Buffy reached into her handbag and found an elastic band,
then proceeded to gather up her hair and tie it back.

"Uh-uh," Spike said, grabbing the elastic away from her. "I
love it down...you know that."

She was about to tell him that he wouldn't love it quite
as much if she had to spend the day combing out all
the snarls that the wind would produce, but after that
comment, she didn't really much care.


****************************************


He took her to brunch at a teahouse in Golden Gate
Park, then down to Fisherman's Wharf for a one hour tour
of the bay.

Even though the Wharf was rather looked down on by
some of the city residents as a tacky, "touristy" thing to
do, Buffy enjoyed it immensely. They wandered up and down
it, holding hands, watching the people fishing, and
spending a great deal of time observing the collection of loud
mouthed sea lions basking in the sun just a few feet from them.

Devlin bought her a pair of pearl earrings and a chunk of
driftwood with a hand blown glass sea lion perched on top of
it. Much against her will, he bought small cups of shrimp in
cocktail sauce and fed it to her as they wandered through the
displays of fresh seafood, and it tasted so good that she tried
not to think about the possible sanitation issues.

At a little past four o'clock, they reluctantly headed back to
the hotel.

The evening was more or less a repeat of the one before,
made slightly more poignant by the knowledge that their
time together was coming to an end.


****************************************


"Here, I have a present for you."

Buffy glanced up as Spike came into the bedroom,
holding something behind his back. She placed her
hairbrush down and waited.

"What is it?" she asked with forced cheerfulness.

"Well, it's not all that much," he admitted, pulling a
piece of black fabric from behind him. He shook it out,
revealing a cotton T-shirt with the bands name and
those hypnotic eyes silk screened on it. It looked big
enough to hold three or four people her size.

"I just thought....well, I'd kind of like to imagine you....sleep-
ing in it. Just the shirt, nothing else."

She accepted the gift, smiling up at him. "Oh, honey...I
love that idea. Thank you."

His own smile grew so wide then that she wondered what
on earth she'd said to inspire it. "What?"

"Nothing, it's just...that's the first time you've ever
called me that."

He looked so boyishly pleased by it that Buffy could have
kicked herself for not realizing sooner that she'd never
called him by anything other than his name.

He, on the other hand, was full of affectionate nicknames
for her; sweetheart, baby, angel, and a host of others that
seemed to fall from his lips with natural ease.

"Oh," she said, scolding herself. "I haven't been a very good
girlfriend, have I?"

Spike sat down on the bed next to her. "I wouldn't say that."

Buffy rose to her knees and cupped his face between her
hands. "Will you give me another chance....sweetheart?" she
asked, smoothing her thumbs over his cheekbones.

"Always, baby," he whispered back. "Always."


****************************************


"Okay, San Francisco! You've been fantastic!" Spike
called out from the stage. The crowd responded with a
mad round of applause, cheers and whistles. "We hate to
have to go!"

Oz played a few bars of "I Left My Heart In San Francisco"
and the audience went momentarily wild. It took them a full
two minutes to settle down again.

"I think that means we'll be back," Devlin announced. "But
let's have one more song before we go, huh?"

The crowd was loudly in favor of the suggestion.



"A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lights had made me colder and
I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face..."




Sitting again on the stool offstage, Buffy listened
attentively. She'd not heard this one before.



"I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time

"I'm here without you, baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight...it's only you and me..."




The lyrics were hauntingly evocative, spelling out
their immediate future quite clearly.



"The miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello

I hear this life is over-rated
But I hope that this gets better as we go

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time..."



Tears misted her eyes, blurring her vision for a
moment.



"Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it's all
said and done

It gets hard but it won't take away my love..."




Moving across the stage, every turn of his body
was natural and spontaneous as he sang to a
rapt and adoring audience.

Buffy sat there, watching the man she loved across
a vast distance, slightly numb with a force of
confused emotions.



"I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time..."




For a moment, Buffy sincerely regretted ever coming
to San Francisco. They would both be leaving tomorrow,
but going in opposite directions.

It was going to hurt. Badly. Maybe even more than
it had the first time.

How would she survive it? Had she been blindly
oblivious to the reality, not wanting to examine it too
closely lest it overwhelm her, thinking that nothing
external could come between them?

This wasn't something they could pretend wasn't
there. The fame and fortune, all the women who
adored him, the physical separation of two people
who lived in vastly different worlds. These things
were a cold, hard fact.

Spike Devlin and an audience were a perfect match,
a symbiont of energy and passion, feeding from each
other. The last thing in the world she wanted to do
was hold him back.

But where would she fit in?


"I think about you, baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, girl
It's only you and me...."



She was so preoccupied, she didn't notice the
ear drum bursting roar from the crowd, had no idea
that the concert was over. The noise was fuzzy and
indistinct, and she wouldn't have been able to tell
whether they were applauding or throwing old shoes.

It wasn't until she felt a hand on her cheek that she
left off her unhappy musings.

"Hey...you all right, love?"

His voice was concerned, so she did her best to
respond the right way.

"I'm just fine, sweetheart," she said softly, leaning
against him and sighing deeply. "Just fine."

If he didn't believe her, he showed no outward sign
of it. "Want to go and get something to eat...or go back
to the hotel?"

"Let's do both," she said. "I've been dying for a little
room service."

Predictably, one eyebrow arched teasingly. "I think
I can provide that."



TBC.....
(Well, it's nearly time for Miss Buffy to go. Make sure
you have a box of tissues handy for the next chapter,
cuz I'm going to have a field day with it)
part 41 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-one.....



Hi, baby.....bet you didn't expect to be hearing from me
quite so soon, did you? Well, I wrote this last night and
slipped it into your bag this morning while you were
brushing your teeth and doing all those other things you do
that makes you smell so good all the time.

See, I couldn't sleep last night. Not that you didn't tire me
out, because you always do....and I always love it. But
I just couldn't seem to close my eyes.

All I wanted to do was lie next to you and watch you
sleep, and memorize every part of you.

So, I did that for a while, taking you in...breathing you in. I
needed to do that, luv. I want to imprint you on my brain and
in my memory....everything about you....your face and your
voice, the feel of your hair and your skin....the warmth of your
breath....your touch.

By the time you're reading this, I'll be on my way to Seattle
and wondering what the hell I'm doing....why am I going
in the wrong direction?

Why aren't I on that plane with you, holding your hand and
telling you that we'll be on the ground soon, and then have
you tell me that that's NOT what you wanted to hear right
after take off....

What am I doing, Buffy? Why am I moving away from you
when everything inside of me is screaming to move towards
you. God, this is all starting to feel like the biggest mistake
I've ever made, going on this tour.

And, baby....how am I going to make it all the way to the
end? I wish someone could tell me that, because I don't
understand it....and I don't know if I can do it.

Last night, after we made love, you fell asleep with your
body pressed against mine. That's just the most perfect
feeling in the world, holding you after loving you like that.
The way you give yourself over to me, the way you trust me
to hold you...and keep you warm...and keep you safe...is
everything to me.

You know, baby, I had all the usual expectations that other
people have while growing up. I always thought I knew
what I wanted, and that I'd know it when I found it.

Of course, I wanted to sing. I didn't much care about being
famous or wealthy...although it didn't sound bad...as long
as I could sing, and play, and have people want to hear it.

I figured someday I'd meet the right girl and fall in love,
then do all the usual things...the house, the picket fence,
the kids and maybe a couple of dogs. And even though
I'd never felt it before, I assumed I'd know love when it came
along.

And then.....there was you. Dropping into my life, making
everything shiny and new. I knew then....I knew it was here.
The very thing I'd hoped would happen...did, and it's been
even better than anything I could have dreamed of or asked
for.

I'm not sure there's a word for this feeling, but it's not love.
It's so far beyond that word....so much more...and I don't
ever want to be without it, be without you. Nothing else will
make me as happy as you do, baby.

Yeah, singing makes me happy, but Buffy....you're the reason
I sing.

It's you, baby. It'll always be you.

How can I sing now? How do I get around this pain in my
throat, this huge aching mass of missing you, needing you,
and wanting you?

Jesus, Buffy...I haven't even left you yet and it's killing me.

Knowing that I don't have a choice doesn't make it any
easier. There are a lot of people depending on me and I
have to go through with it. Jobs are riding on it, and a
hell of a lot of money...and I don't care, Buffy, I really
don't care.

Is it bad that I don't care? That all I want to do is turn
around and head for home....just crawl into your arms
and never come out again.

Am I a terrible person for wanting to tell the entire rest of
the world to go to hell? To leave me alone and let me be
with you for as long as I can, as long as I live and breathe.

Baby, I don't mean to dump all this on you, and I don't
want you to be unhappy or to worry about me. I'll get along
somehow and then, when this is all over...I'll come home to
you.

After that....well, we're going to have to figure something out
honey, because I can't go through this again. Not ever.

I'll call you every day, baby. And I'll write to you, too. And
every time I sing, I'll sing for you...even though you can't hear
it.

God, this is hard. It really hurts, the thought of being with-
out you. How can that be after knowing you for such a
short time?

Sweetheart, do you realize that we just met ten days ago?
I feel like we've lived a lifetime in those ten days, don't
you? How is it possible to love someone so much after
ten short days?

And how the hell did I get so damn lucky?

To love you, and to have you love me back is a lifetimes
worth of luck. I'll never ask for another thing, because I
already have this beautiful, precious love that I'll cherish
forever. All because of you, baby.

You're the one, Buffy. You're my light and my life, my
shining star...and I will go down on my knees and thank
God every day for giving you to me.

Don't you forget about me, love. Hold me in your heart,
the way I'll hold you in mine.....

All my love forever,

Spike


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



With her hand trembling a little, Buffy set the letter
down on her kitchen table.

Her own throat was tight with the same pain Spike
had described as her thoughts slid back to their parting
moments at the airport.


*******************************

She hadn't expected him to take her. Rather, she'd
thought he'd say goodbye in the suite and then hand
her over to the limousine driver.

But he'd made arrangements, allowing himself sufficient
time to go along with her, to make sure she got on the
right plane and to beg her not to take more than one of
Willow's motion sickness pills.

Truthfully, Buffy hadn't intended to take any at all. The
fear of a plane crash had been too deeply overshadowed
by the sadness looming in front of her. There was no pill
in the world that could help ease the pain of separation.

They hadn't spoken much on the ride to the airport. She
had no interest in looking out the window, of taking one
last look at San Francisco.

Their hands had stayed tightly clasped together, even when
they became sweaty and sticky from the close contact. Every
so often, he would give hers a gentle squeeze and she would
return the pressure.

Traffic was light, and it hadn't taken long for them to reach
their destination.

Once again, she'd trailed after him through the confusing maze
of corridors, escalators, and moving sidewalks.

Her feet felt as heavy as her heart, and she'd dragged them
along on nothing more than sheer will, forcing them to carry
her to a place she didn't want to go.

She hadn't cried. No matter how badly she'd wanted
to....needed to....she hadn't given in to tears. Things were
bad enough without her turning into a weepy mess.

After checking her in and depositing her luggage on the
conveyor belt, Spike had steered her in the direction of the
departure lounge. There were surprisingly few travelers,
and they sat together alone, close to the window.

Waiting for her flight to be called had been agonizing.
She'd actually begun to feel like a prisoner waiting to be
escorted to the gas chamber. Knowing what was ahead,
and dreading it, had stretched her last nerve nearly to
its breaking point.

Casting about in her mind for something to say that would
lighten the gloomy pall surrounding them, she had fallen
back on idle small talk.

She'd made her voice sound reasonably cheerful as she'd
said, "It looks like it's going to rain."

Spike had glanced out the window. "Might."

"Maybe they won't be able to take off," she'd added,
only half teasing.

There'd been a long pause, then he had released a
deep sigh. "Planes take off in this all the time. The
pilots are used to it. Don't worry."

Still keeping a 'stiff upper lip' she'd smiled. "Oh, I'm
not worried. I'm an experienced flyer now."

That comment had drawn a slight smile out of
him. "Yeah, that's you," he'd said. "Little world
traveler, aren't you?"

"Mm-hmm. Ready to join the jet set. Spring in Paris.
Winter in Monte Carlo. Summer in....."

"Summer in where?"

"I don't know. Where does the jet set GO in the
summer?"

He'd opened his mouth to reply, then a slight 'pop'
from the intercom had startled them, making them
tense up, only relaxing when a tinny sounding voice
had informed them that a non-stop flight to Chicago
was boarding at another gate.

That small scare had banished all their forced levity.

Spike had given in to the need first. Slipping his arm
around her, he'd pulled her out of her chair and into his
lap, wrapping her in an embrace that felt almost
desperate.

Buffy still hadn't allowed herself to cry. She'd leaned
against him, stroking her hand up and down his arm.

His arms had tightened convulsively. "I love you," he'd
whispered.

Her emotions had come dangerously close to spilling
out of her, but she'd kept them firmly in check. "I
love you, too."

"Buffy...."

She'd waited for a count of ten, then prompted him
to continue. "What?"

Gathering his thoughts, he'd tried to speak.

"Tell me," she'd coaxed gently.

Spike had shaken his head. "I...I love you,"
he'd said again, unable to articulate anything
else.

He'd been visibly struggling for the things he'd
wanted to say, and it really wasn't like him to
behave that way.

Spike was always so brash and confident, so
certain of himself. He had a quick wit combined
with a boyish charm, and was never at a loss for
words.

From the day she'd met him, he'd been a force of
nature; striding into her life and shaking it to its
foundations, telling her exactly what he wanted,
that he expected to get it, and that he wasn't
about to take 'no' for an answer.

Seeing him so helpless in the grip of his emotions
had nearly broken Buffy's heart, reinforcing her own
resolve to be strong.

"I love you, too." She cupped his cheek in her hand
and tilted his face, leaning down to kiss him. "You're
mine, you know."

"I know." He had nodded, swallowing hard. "You're
mine."

"Always will be."

There'd been another long moment of silence.

"This is harder than I thought it would be," he had
whispered.

The pain of holding back her tears had made her
head throb.

"Yes," she had agreed. "But I'm still glad I came."

Another jerky nod. "Me, too."

The anguish inside him was becoming evident in his
voice by that time, and Buffy had suddenly wanted
her flight to be called so as not to draw out the misery
any further.

Her own pain, she could deal with...later. But she
couldn't bear seeing his.

Five minutes later, she got her wish.

"I guess that's me," she'd said, climbing off his lap
and bending to pick up her handbag.

"Yeah." He'd stood up and pulled her into his
arms. "Buffy..."

"I know," she'd murmured, stroking the back of his
head. "Kiss me goodbye, now."

Taking in a ragged breath, he'd captured her mouth
beneath his. Arms tight around her, he'd lifted her clear
off the floor, kissing her with all the fervor of someone
desperate to hold on and never let go.

She'd had to push him away, and he hadn't made it
easy.

His hands had clutched at her as he'd strained to get
close once again. "Wait.." he'd begged. "Just....not
yet...please....Buffy, don't...."

Nearly overwhelmed by what was happening, she'd
disentangled herself and begun to back away,
joining the line of people waiting to board.

There was a rope on either side, the kind usually seen
in a bank or a movie theater, and he'd followed her
on his side of it, holding on to her hand.

"I'll call you tonight," he'd promised. "And when I
get to Seattle."

"All right." Her hand had slipped from out of his. "I'll
talk to you then."

"Okay....yes, and I...I love you." He'd raised his voice
as she'd moved further away. "Baby, I love you. I love
you so much. You...you remember that, okay? Will
you, Buffy?"

"Yes," she'd said. "I'll remember...and I love you, too!"

She'd thrown him a kiss and then turned to merge with the
other passengers.

"Buffy!" he'd called loudly, making her turn her head to
look at him. "Don't ever stop loving me!"

"Never," she'd promised, waving one more time and then
looking away, not wanting to see him turn and walk
off.

She was biting her lower lip, trying again to hold off the
flood of tears she'd needed to cry, determined not to look
back....but unable to stop herself.

What she'd seen had almost been more than she could
bear. He'd backed off about fifteen yards and was staring
in her direction. His chest was rising and falling in deep,
painful looking breaths, and his hand was over his heart,
as though it would shatter apart inside of him should he let
go.

Her own heart had been thudding in her chest as
she'd turned away. The people in front of her had
moved forward a few feet and then stopped when the
line stalled for some reason.

"Buffy! Buffy....wait!"

She'd whirled around, shocked to see him practically
running towards her, bumping into people without a word
of apology.

Buffy had stepped back, allowing the people behind her
to go ahead..

Staying on the outside of the rope, Spike had grabbed her
and pulled her back into his arms, burying his face against
the side of her neck.

"I can't do it," he'd said softly, shaking his head and
burrowing closer. "I can't, Buffy...I can't let you...let
you just leave me. I....I don't want to go anymore. I
don't...I need you..."

She'd wrapped her arms around him, holding him close,
and then had nearly lost all her hard won control when
she'd felt the hot moisture on her skin and realized that
he was......

Pulling away, she'd looked into his eyes...those beautiful
blue eyes that were always so sharp and clear...and
found them wet with tears.

It was more than she could stand. She'd placed her hands
on his cheeks and pulled him down to her. "Spike....I
have to go."

"No," he'd shaken his head, unwilling to accept her
words.

"Yes," she'd insisted. "And you have to go, too."

"I can't." Another shake of his head. "I can't do it."

"Yes, you can." She'd brushed her thumbs across his
cheeks, wiping the tears away. "You can."

He'd looked at her, then down at the floor, then back
at her. "How?" he had asked, as though she truly had
the answers. "How can I live without you? Tell me
how....and I'll try."

Sadly, there'd been nothing she could tell him.

She had no idea how.


***********************************


She hadn't cried on the plane. She'd just stared
out the window with dry eyes that didn't really see
anything.

The limousine driver had met her at the gate, fetched
her luggage and then driven her home...and still she
hadn't cried.

Her control stayed with her into the evening. At
seven o'clock she showered and then stretched out
on her bed.

Finally, she gave in to the blessed relief, allowing
it to wash over her, to engulf her.

Hot, scalding tears slipped slowly down her cheeks
and soaked her pillow.

Starting quietly, her sobs rose in intensity when
she realized what was happening. She was crying
too hard to do anything about it other than lie on the
bed, her entire frame shuddering with every wave of
cramps and every rush of blood.



TBC.....
(I kind of thought it suited for Spike to
be the one to break down. Did I over do it
by letting him cry?)
part 42 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-two:


All alone in what felt like a ridiculously over sized
bed, Buffy missed him. The little snatches of sleep
she fell into weren't enough to even start a halfway
decent dream, and when she was awake, all she
did was think about him and sniffle.

Her back ached horribly from her period, and she
would have loved nothing better than to cuddle
into Spike's warmth. Although she'd known that
she was at the wrong end of the month for con-
ception, she still had a vaguely let down feeling.
Unable to pin it on anything else. she attributed
that to Spike's departure as well.

The phone ringing was a welcome distraction, even
at 10:00 pm. "Hello?"

"Hey, baby...."

**Thank god**

"Spike...hi. Are you in Seattle?"

"Um, no....we're about 100 miles out. Bus got a flat,
and we had to wait around for that to get fixed."

She smiled. "For a big important star like you they
should send out a new one."

"You'd think so, wouldn't you?" He paused a moment,
then said, "Listen, love...I'm sorry I was such a mess at
the airport. I just....I hated the idea of being so far away
from you."

"Spike..." She could feel her throat tighten at the
memory. "I wasn't any better off than you were, believe
me."

"Didja find the letter?"

"Yes. It was beautiful."

"Well....I meant every word of it. Gonna write another
song. Just for you. Would you like that, sweetheart?"

"So much." She nodded, forgetting for a moment that
he couldn't see her. "Make it a pretty one."

"Pretty as you are? No problem."

Buffy caught a glance of herself in the wall mirror. Pretty
did not really describe the way she looked at the moment.
Her hair was a mess, her make up was smeared around
her eyes like a raccoon, and her clothes were rumpled from
sleep. "Ugh," she said softly, sticking her tongue out at
her reflection. "To be honest, I look pretty hideous at the
moment."


There was a short silence, then Spike asked, "What's
wrong?"

"Nothing." Buffy's fingers tightened on the handset. "I
just miss you."

"I miss you, too, baby....now tell me what's wrong?"

"What do you mean?" she hedged.

"Just what I said. You sound out of sorts. Are you sick?"

He sounded like he was looking for an excuse to hop
the next plane back, and she briefly considered letting
him do just that.

She sighed. "Of course not," she said, matter-of-factly. "I
just...my period started is all. It makes me a little....out
of sorts."

"Oh."

Was it her imagination, or did he sound disappointed?

He suddenly chuckled, a sound that sent warmth all the way
through her. "Better luck next time, right?"

"Wha...what did you say?" **Please hold while I
find a tape recorder, or a court stenographer..**

After a pause, she heard him take a deep breath. "I
said....maybe I'll have better luck next time."

"At what?"

"At what do you think?"

God, this man could be frustrating! "I don't know. How
would I know?"

"Well, I'm not talking about a lottery scratch off,
love. Come on....don't tell me you've never thought
about it?"

"About.....?"

She heard him exhale heavily.

"You really like it all down in black and white, don't you?"
he muttered, then spoke up. "About having a baby."

Buffy shoved her face into her pillow and screamed, then
placed the phone back to her ear and spoke calmly. "You
mean....you and me?"

"What?!" He laughed. "No, 'course not. I meant the pandas
at the Washington Zoo. I read in the paper here that
they're trying to do the deed, but no soap."

"Spike..."

"Performance anxiety. That's the problem. I mean, just
imagine trying to make love to your girlfriend while some
git in a lab coat is standing on the sidelines, waiting to
stick a thermometer up her...."

"Spike!"

"Yes, darling?"

She couldn't help it, she had to laugh. "Stop teasing me."

"But it's so much fun."

"For YOU."

"Yeah, for me. Now tell me you love me."

Buffy smiled. "I love you."

"Now tell me that you want...shhhhhhssssss...uch as I
do, baby!"

"What?" She strained her ears as hard as she could. "I
didn't get that? Spike?"

She heard a loud hiss and pop, then several clicks....

"..... uffy? Can you hear..........." Static crackled.

"No," she almost shouted. "I...I can't hear you! Spike!"

After another round of hissing and clicking, his voice
cleared. ".....you when I get there, okay? Love you,
baby!"

"Spike! Wait. I can hear..." The line went dead. "...you
now."

Buffy slammed the phone back into its cradle, uttering
a word she'd only used once in her life before, and not
a bit sorry for it.


********************************


Ring-ring.....ring-ring......

"Hello?"

"Baby, I'm sorry," a voice whispered. "I know it's late but
we just got in and I had to make sure you were okay. You
feeling any better?"

Buffy rubbed her eyes and peered at the bedside clock. "Yeah,
I'm fine. Why are you whispering?"

"Oh, there was a mix up with the hotel and I'm sharing
the room with Oz."

"No fancy suite this time?"

"Supposed to be, but no. Listen, darling...you go back
to sleep and I'll call you tomorrow, okay? Are you going
to work?"

"Um...yeah. Of course."

"Of course," he echoed. "That's my sensible Miss Buffy.
Talk to you tomorrow, then. I love you."

"I love you, too."

She hung up the phone and stared at the ceiling.

There were times she really hated sensible Miss Buffy.



*****************************************


He called the next day during the lunch break, but
was only able to talk for a few minutes when he
was called away to solve some sort of lyrics dispute
before, as he said, Xander and Andy came to blows
over it.

She didn't hear from him again until after his perfor-
mance, and he sounded so tired that she didn't want
to keep him on the phone too long.

Over the next few days, Blue Eyed Devil traveled from
Seattle to Salt Lake City to Denver. Buffy only got hurried
phone calls reporting their progress, since they were moving
so quickly.

On Friday afternoon, he called the school. Buffy was
waiting for it.

"Hey, I have a surprise for you!" she announced. "Wait."

She ran back to her class and assembled them into a
semi-orderly line, then marched them down to Willow's
office where she pushed the speaker button on the phone
and nodded at them.

"Hi, Spike!" they chorused, fairly in voice with one
another.

Buffy heard him laugh. "Hi, kids. You being good for
Miss Buffy?"

She shook her head and gave them a teasingly baleful
look, but they knew that one and just giggled.

"They learned a new song," she said. "Do you have
time to hear it?"

She'd warned them that he might not, had tried to
explain how busy he was on this tour, but like children
everywhere they'd chosen to believe otherwise.

"Of course I do," he said, justifying their faith. "Let me
hear it, guys!"

Buffy led them through a slightly off key verse of 'This
Land Is Your Land', and when they were finished, she
held up a hand for silence so they could hear him.

"That was wonderful!" he said loudly. In the background
she could hear a lot of whistling and clapping. "Everybody
here liked it!"

"How could THEY hear?" Samantha asked, tugging on
Buffy's sleeve.

"I put you all on the speaker," Spike answered. "Thank you
for the song, all of you. I miss you."

The entire group of children babbled out different
versions of "We miss you, too."

Willow escorted them back to their classroom, and Buffy took
the phone off speaker. "Did you like that?"

"I sure did, baby. That's the nicest thing I've heard all
day. I can't tell you how....what? I don't know...ask..."

On her end, Buffy heard someone talking to him. "You'd
better go."

"Yeah, I guess. Sounds like I've gotta knock a couple of
heads together. Guess whose I mean?"

Before ending the call he advised her to keep an eye out
for some mail he'd be sending, stressed that it was very
important, then completely exasperated her by making
kissing sounds and hanging up when she tried to pry
more information out of him.


**********************************

Buffy finished out the rest of her day in the best mood
she'd been in all week.

After sending the last little one out the door with his
parents, she tidied her classroom, locked up for the
weekend and said goodbye to Willow.

The tingly sensations skittering up and down her
spine made her step a little bouncier and her voice
a little cheerier as she went about the mundane
chores of living.

She dropped off some clothes to be dry cleaned, then
ran into the market and did her shopping for the week.
Before heading home, she stopped to fill her gas tank.

The station she frequented was across the parking
lot of 'Sunnydale Savings and Loan', and she turned
her back quickly when she saw Riley Finn exit the
building and get into his car, hoping he wouldn't
notice her.

The last thing she wanted at that moment was for
Riley to see her and ask her out.

**Nice guy, that Riley,** she thought, watching him
drive away. **Just not the RIGHT guy...**

Someday soon she'd have to lay her cards
on the table with him, let him know that friendship
was all they would ever have together. It wasn't
fair to let him think otherwise, and she wasn't going
to spend the rest of her life devising excuses for
turning down his invitations to dinner and a movie.

Soon....but not today. Today her thoughts were all
for Spike Devlin, and she wasn't about to let anything
interfere with them.

************************************


As she stood on the front porch, juggling her packages
while simultaneously searching for her keys, she saw
that the mailbox had a package in it. She shoved the
door open, dropped everything she was carrying on the
floor and retrieved it.

It was a thick mailing envelope, with her address
written in black marking pen. She slit open
the end, then tilted it, catching the contents in
her hand.

A videotape. Plain, black, standard everyday
videotape. The only clue to what might be on it
was a post it sticker, its message written in the same
hand as the envelope.


Watch me!



"Okay." Obediently, she popped the tape into
the VCR, turned on the television, and pressed
'Play'.



TBC.......
part 43 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-three:



The first part of the tape was nothing but
scratchy static. She waited patiently and when
she was just about to hit the fast forward button,
the static cleared and she was presented with a
large number five.

As she watched, the five changed to a four,
then to a three, then a two, then skipped right
over the number one.

Perplexed, she watched the opening credits
of something called "A.M. in Seattle". It turned
out to be a typical morning show, part news and
part nonsense.

She hadn't the faintest idea why she'd been in-
structed to watch it until the perky blonde news-
caster, who seemed revoltingly happy for someone
up at such a wretched hour of the morning, turned
to talk to the entertainment editor, Paula Collins.

A slow smile began to form on Buffy's face when
Ms. Collins informed all of Seattle that she'd scored
an exclusive interview with a very hot new band
that was selling out venues faster than they could be
booked.

Buffy grabbed the remote and zapped through all
the filler, only stopping when Collins reappeared on
the screen.

She waited patiently as the woman described the
rapid rise of 'Blue Eyed Devil', raved about all their
number one hits, then introduced a few snippets of
concert footage.

When Spike appeared on screen, Buffy's heart began
to skip along with the beat of the music. She'd heard
the song several times, but she couldn't take her eyes
off the lead singer.

The film had been taken the previous night, when
the band had performed at the Key Arena....which
Buffy was informed was the home of the Seattle Super-
sonics.

As the camera panned the large crowd, she was
amazed at what she was seeing. This place was three
times the size of the theater in San Francisco, and it
looked like it was pretty filled up with people happy
to be there.

The interview was being conducted backstage in
a room that looked a lot like the one she and Spike
had made use of in San Francisco.

Ms. Collins chatted briefly with each of them, and
they responded as their individual personalities
dictated; Oz was quiet and succinct, Xander remained
funny and ebullient, and every other word Andy uttered
was bleeped out.

Spike, though, was the real spokesman of the foursome,
the frontman with the information everyone wanted to
know. His eyes flashed with humor and energy as he
fielded questions about how it felt to be such a fast rising
star in the world of rock and roll music, a world that never
stopped in one place for very long.

Buffy, whose heart and soul had been aching from
his absence, was transfixed, hanging on every word he
spoke.

Ms. Collins then made a joking comment about all the
young girls that were screaming for them in the audience,
asking them if they were enjoying that sort of attention.

Oz just shrugged, while Andy and Xander agreed
wholeheartedly that it was one of the best side effects
yet.

"But don't ask Spike," Xander added in a stage
whisper. "He's sort of...spoken for."

The camera panned over to Spike, who was actually
looking a little sleepy and uninterested in the direction
of the interview.

"Is that right?" Ms. Collins asked him in a flirty way
that made Buffy frown.

Spike didn't hesitate to reply. "Very much spoken for," he
said quietly, then practically yawned in the woman's
face. "I've got a beautiful girl waiting for me that I can't
wait to go home to."

The interviewer looked slightly miffed, then turned her
attention to the remainder of the band for the rest of her
segment.

Buffy couldn't help herself. She rewound the tape four
times, just to hear him say it again.

When the entertainment segment was over, she nearly
shut off the tape. A few seconds later, it went briefly black,
then flickered back on.

This time though, Spike was the only one on film. She
saw him move backwards, as though he'd just pushed
the 'record' button, then he moved in front of the
lens.

"Hi, baby," he said softly, seating himself on a stool
in what looked to be his hotel room. "I had one of the
road crew tape the interview for you, and then I thought
I'd tack this on at the end. I wrote it for you, love."

"Another one for me?" she asked out loud, as though
he was sitting right there and could answer her.

And then, to her complete and upper amazement, he
did!

"You're my muse, sweetheart. They're all for you now."
he said, leaning over and picked up his guitar...his favorite,
his first...and strumming it, picking out another lovely
melody.


"Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me
feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me
feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me
feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me
feel like I am fun again..."


The song was so beautiful it brought tears to her
eyes.


"However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you

I will always love you...."


This was definitely going to be her favorite. Not just
the song itself, but the way he was looking into the
camera, looking straight at her. The light in his eyes
was taking her breath away.


"Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me
feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me
feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you...."


When the song ended, he put his guitar down
and looked back at her. "I sure do miss you,
kitten. Listen, I don't suppose there's a chance I
could talk you into quitting your job and coming
along with me, is there?"

His tone was light, but if he'd been standing right
there at the moment, she'd probably be racing
upstairs to pack her bags.

He laughed a bit, and his eyes were so soft...the
curve of his mouth so tender...that she could almost
taste the sweet way he kissed her.

"I know the little ones need Miss Buffy," he went
on, shrugging his shoulders, "but I need her, too."
Pausing for a moment, he then took a deep breath.
"I'd even be willing to sweeten the deal....with a
big diamond ring."

She wasn't sure what it said about her state of mind,
but it took her a full thirty seconds to realize what
he'd just said.

"What? What did you say?" she squealed. Groping
for the remote, she accidentally hit the 'off' button,
cursed at the gadget, then punched 'play' and 'rewind'.

"....be willing to sweeten the deal with a great big
diamond ring."

"Oh, my god...he....did he...he DID...didn't he?"

"...I know, I know...we haven't been together long
enough, have we?" Spike said then. "All right, I
won't push you into something you aren't ready for,
love. But...when you are....it's going to be me."

"Well...well wait a minute," Buffy answered, for-
getting in the surrealism of the moment that he
wasn't actually there. "Just wait...I might be
ready...I mean, I hadn't thought about it before,
but...but..."

"Anyway, baby," he said, "I hope you liked the
song, and think about what I said, all right? Will
you do that for me? Maybe you might have an
answer next time we talk? Goodnight, love."

He leaned forward, the screen went fuzzy.....

And the telephone rang.



TBC....
(Hmm, I wonder who THAT could be?)
part 44 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-four:




The phone startled her so badly that she shot three
feet in the air and dropped the remote once again.

It hit the floor, took a bad bounce, and somehow acti-
vated the volume button. The soft buzz of the snowy
screen turned into a booming shriek that made the
television's speakers vibrate and crackle.

Dropping to her knees, Buffy punched the off button
on the front of the TV, then dove for the phone.

"Hello?" she nearly sang.

"Buffy? Hi, it's Riley Finn. How are you?"

Her heart, which had been soaring with the eagles,
took a sudden turn for mother earth.

"Oh, hi, Riley," she said, forcing herself to remain polite
in the manner her mother had never ceased drilling into
her. "I'm fine. How about you?"

"Fine, too, thanks for asking." He cleared his throat. "I
saw you earlier...you were filling up your car?"

So much for not being noticed.

"Really?" she asked, trying to sound surprised. "Well..what
do you know about that?" Buffy rolled her eyes, disgusted
at how lame she sounded.

On the other end of the line, Riley chuckled. "Actually...it
got me to thinking that it's been a while since we got
together...." His voice trailed off, a clear hint in his tone.

Buffy closed her eyes tight, rubbing her forehead. "Oh, yes,
I guess so." She just was not in the mood for this discussion
at the moment. "Um...I can't really make plans right now,
Riley," she added, shifting from one foot to the other, wishing
she'd let the machine field this call for her. "I'm just so busy."

"Oh.."

He sounded disappointed, and she began to feel
guilty. Riley was a good man, one of the few still out
there. He'd always treated her well, and he deserved the
same consideration.

"But," she went on, hoping she was going to be able
to do what had to be done without chickening out. "I did
want to talk to you about...something. Maybe...."

"Well, great," he interrupted, his voice cheering right
up. "How about dinner tonight?"

There was no way she could have dinner with Riley. She
knew that as clearly as she knew her name and address.

Sitting in a restaurant, waiting for the right moment to
bring up the fact that she had no further interest in pursuing
any relationship other than a casually friendly one...the very
thought of it made her stomach tighten in protest.

"Well, dinner won't really work for me," she said quickly. "I
sort of already have plans....but maybe we could meet for
coffee?"

He hesitated, then said, "Sure, all right. Coffee would be
great. I can pick you up and..."

"No," she cut him off. "I'll meet you at the Espresso Pump...if
that's all right?"

"Okay, sure. What time?"

She glanced at the clock, surprised to see that it was nearly
6:30. "An hour?" That would work well for her. She could
get it over and done with, and get home early...just in case
Spike called.


**********************************************************

Buffy dressed carefully for her meeting (she refused to
call it a date, and appointment sounded like she was
seeing him for a job interview) with Riley.

She didn't want to give him the impression that she was
trying to attract him by dressing the way she might were
she meeting Spike instead, so she reverted back to old
habits and took the 'prim and proper' approach.

After donning a slim denim skirt and a pale blue
sweater, she applied a light amount of make up and
put up her hair into a neat french braid. She skipped any
sort of fragrance, and the only jewelry she wore was the
silver bracelet watch her mother had given her for her
twenty-first birthday.

When she was satisfied with her appearance, she
grabbed her keys, locked up the house, and drove
downtown.

Parking on the street was scarce, and she drove past
'the Pump' and headed for the public parking garage on
the next block. After grabbing a ticket from the machine,
she swung into the first available space, her tiny car
dwarfed on either side by SUVs designed to transport a
family of at least twelve.

Riley was waiting for her, sitting at one of the outside
tables. He smiled as she walked towards him, rising to
his feet and pulling out the chair next to his.

'Hey, Buffy...you look great." He leaned over to drop a kiss
on her cheek.

"Thanks, Riley," she said quietly, making herself accept
the brief contact. "You, too."

It was a true statement. Riley Finn was a handsome man,
there was no denying it, and most women would probably
think her mad as a March Hare for telling him what she
was here to tell him.

His eyes, a steady, clear gray, looked into hers with frank
admiration as he grinned a little shyly.

Buffy sat down and scooted her chair in, setting her
purse on the ground beside her.

"I waited to order,' Riley said, sitting down himself and
handing her a menu with an extensive list of the various
coffee drinks offered.

But Buffy had no interest in experimenting with exotic
flavors or outlandish concoctions. When the waitress
appeared, she ordered a plain cup of coffee.

With a brief look of surprise, Riley did the same.

"So," he said, after the waitress departed. "You've
been well?"

Inwardly, Buffy groaned. She also had no interest in
the making of small talk, but the situation required it.

"I have been, yes."

They bantered back and forth for a few minutes, then
Riley gave her the opening she'd been hoping for.

"Look, I was wondering," he said, giving her one of his
guileless grins, "the bank is hosting a charity event. It's
a banquet for MADD...uh...with dancing after," he added
quickly, as though sweetening the deal. "And I'd really enjoy
it if you'd agree to accompany me."

This was all she had to hear. "Thank you for asking..."

She hesitated, and he sat back in his chair. "Why do I get
the feeling I'm about to be shot right out of the sky?" he asked,
his expression registering visible disappointment. "There's
a 'but' coming, isn't there?"

"Well.....yes." The waitress arrived with their coffee, and
Buffy waited until she was gone to continue. "I can't go out
with you, Riley."

"You can't go to the banquet...or not at all?"

"Not at all."

Giving her an appraising look, he took a sip of his
coffee. "Let me guess...there's someone else." It wasn't
a question.

"Yes."

"And it's serious?"

"Yes. Very serious."

She felt completely confident that it was. Men
who weren't serious surely didn't drop tantalizing hints
about diamond rings, no matter what her mother had
said about some of them using every trick in the book in
order to "get into a girl's pants."

That argument had no basis in fact. Spike had been into
her pants long before he'd brought up the jewelry angle,
so tricks were hardly necessary.

"Mind if I ask who? I mean...it hasn't been THAT long since
we went out, and you're already serious?"

Buffy detected a definite note of disapproval in Riley's
tone. Forgetting completely that she would have felt the
same way not that long ago, she immediately went on the
defense.

"It happened very suddenly, and it's no one you know. He's
a....a musician."

Riley's brows arched. "A musician? You mean classical? He's
with an orchestra?"

"No," she shook her head. "Not classical. And he's with a
band."

"Well...what instrument does he play?"

"Guitar," she murmured.

Now he really looked surprised. "The guitar?" he echoed. "You
mean...this is a ROCK band?"

He looked highly amused, which only irritated her. "I don't see
what's so funny about it," she said. "Yes, it's a rock band. He plays
the lead guitar AND he's the lead singer. In fact...it's HIS band."

Riley held up both hands in a 'whoa, slow down' gesture. "Okay,
okay...I didn't mean anything by it."

"Yes, I can see that."

"Buffy..." He reached across the table and took her hand. "I mean
it, I'm sorry. You just never struck me as the 'rock and roll groupie'
type."

It was quite possibly the worst phrase he could have used. Her
head snapped up and she snatched her hand back. "I'm not a
groupie of ANY type," she informed him. "And I don't understand
where you get off making that kind of comment anyway. You
don't know me all THAT well, Riley."

He tried to placate her. "Okay, you're right. I'm sorry...that was
out of line."

She nodded. "Yes, more than a little bit."

"I know. And I AM sorry. Okay?"

He smiled at her, a boyishly charming grin that would make most
women's knees quiver...IF they'd never been on the receiving end
of one of Spike Devlin's smiles.

Appreciating his sincerity, she allowed herself to be mollified. "For-
given."

"Good." He settled back in his chair and picked up his coffee
cup. "So...what's his name, if it's not too nosy a question?"

Buffy hesitated, fairly sure that her answer was going to set off
another display of the 'you've gotta be kidding mes'. "Spike,"
she answered succinctly. "Spike Devlin."

"Spike Devlin?" Riley straightened up in his chair. "From 'Blue
Eyed Devil'? THAT Spike Devlin?"

"You...you've heard of them?" She didn't know why she was
surprised. Half the world had heard of them by now.

"Yeah, of course," he said, nodding. "They're great. I have
their CDs. Did you....you must have met him when they were
at Union Jack's?"

"That's right, I did. " He looked so impressed that, for a moment,
she was certain he was about to ask her if she could get him an
autograph. "A couple of weeks ago, and then I...." She was about
to tell him about her sojourn to San Francisco when his facial
expression suddenly changed.

"I heard a story," he said, his grin widening as he pointed a
finger at her.

She knew what was coming.

"There was this girl there...the first night they played. She was
in the audience...and he actually left the stage to talk to her in
the middle of a song."

Buffy sighed. She'd never hear the end of that particular tale, she
just knew it.

"It was YOU?" Riley went on. "It WAS...wasn't it?"

Oh, well....

"Yes, it was me," she told him. "That was the night I met him."

"A couple of my tellers were there that night. Is it true that you
ran out on him?"

It was public knowledge, she could hardly deny it. "All true."

Leaning his elbow on the table, Riley propped his cheek on his
hand. "Come on....you have to tell me about it."

"I most certainly do not."

"Buffy....you're rejecting me for another guy. The least you can
do is...."

"All right!"

She gave in easily. Telling him about it was easier than arguing
the point, and he HAD been very accepting of her new relation-
ship...even though she suspected that it was more the identity of
the new man in her life that swung the ball in her favor.

Sketching the story out briefly, she omitted the wildly personal
details, finishing up with the arrival of the mysterious videotape.

Riley listened attentively, laughing at the appropriate places.

"That's quite a story," he said, "and I'm really glad for you,
Buffy. Not because of who he is...but because he makes you
happy."

She returned his smile, feeling light years better than she had
been a half hour ago. "Thanks, Riley."

He leaned over the table and cupped her chin in his hand,
tilting her face up. "I hope he appreciates how lucky he is,"
he said quietly. "Because you're something special."

She opened her mouth to reply, but was cut off by the
sudden sound of a high performance car revving it's
engine at the red light just a few yards from the patio of
the Espresso Pump.

Turning her head to see who was causing the din, she
found herself staring directly into the sapphire gaze of
the 'Blue Eyed Devil' himself.....

.....and he did NOT look happy!




TBC...



{Oh, no! A cliffhanger? Oh, yes! Why are you
always so surprised? ;-) }
part 45 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-five:




Buffy literally couldn't move. She kept staring at the
car, staring into Spike's angry eyes, almost feeling as
though she was standing off to one side observing
rather than participating.


This couldn't actually be happening because Spike
was many miles away from Sunnydale. He was, she
had no doubt, standing on a stage right now, singing
his heart out.


No, this person before her, sitting in the drivers seat of
a car that was definitely ringing a bell in her memory,
had to be an amazing look alike....an exact duplicate
in fact, right down to the scar through his left eyebrow.


Perhaps this was a fan, someone who idolized Devlin to
the point of wanting to resemble him physically, who had
gone to the extreme measure of some pretty extensive
plastic surgery, who had somehow found out that he was
thinking about buying a fully restored 1974 MG Midget
convertible and....



But how likely was that, really?


"Hey," Riley said, releasing his hold on her face and
following the direction of her gaze, "isn't that him?"


Buffy finally shook off her shock and regained her
ability to move. Her eyes darted to meet Riley's, then
snapped back to Spike.


"I think...." was all she was able to say before her
disbelief of what was happening climbed to an all new
level.


Instead of doing what she expected, which would be
pulling to the curb, climbing out, and coming over to
start at the very least a verbal confrontation, Spike threw
the car into gear and peeled away from the corner with a
scream of acceleration.


"Wow," Riley continued after a moment. "What was THAT
all about?"


It was a valid question, one she had no idea how to reply
to.


"Buffy? That WAS him....wasn't it? Spike Devlin?"


She nodded silently, trying to marshal her thoughts together
and decide her next course of action. "Yes," she finally said.
"That was him....and...and I have to go. Um...thank you for
the coffee."


Feeling as though she was moving in the right direction,
she picked up her purse and fumbled around for her keys.


"You're welcome. Buffy....is everything going to be all right
for you?" Riley was still talking.


Well, that was another damn good question for which she
had no answer.



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



She drove home, not knowing what to expect or what
she would find until she saw the car sitting in her drive-
way.


Pulling in next to it, she set the parking brake with
ridiculous care and switched off the engine.


Spike was sitting on the front porch swing, his guitar
in his lap, picking out some tune she didn't recognize.


Buffy tried to assess his mood by his facial expression, but
he was in shadow and she had no clear view.


At this point, there was nothing to do but get out of the car
and find out for herself how bad the fallout of this incident
was going to be.


Taking in and releasing a deep breath, she climbed out of
the car and walked up the front pathway.


The music stopped and Spike raised his head and glared
at her, waiting, head tilted to one side and that scarred
eyebrow arched.


Buffy sighed. "Stop looking at me like that."


"Looking at you like what?" he queried calmly.


"Like I'm a cross between Hitler and the Whore of Babylon,"
she said.


Much to her surprise, she saw a smile tug at the corner of
his mouth....a look he quickly took control of.


"Who was that?" he asked, still holding a quiet tone.


Buffy steeled herself for the outburst that would surely
follow her reply. "That was Riley Finn."


"Mmm," Spike nodded. "The banker? The friend?"


She narrowed her eyes. What was THIS all about? Was
he trying to lull her into a false sense of 'See? Nothing
bad is going to happen here as long as you're honest with
me'...only to lower the boom on her afterwards?


"Yes, Riley is....that person."


He strummed a few chords. "Mmm," he said again. "Did
you have a nice time?"


This whole scene was getting more surreal by the
moment.


"It was all right." She shivered a little, although the
evening air was far from cold. "Do you want to...come
inside?"


"Yes. Thank you."


All this politeness was unnerving her, and she dropped
her keys twice trying to unlock the door.


"Need some help?"


"No...I've got it."


Once they were in the house, with the door secured
behind them, Buffy dropped her purse on the table and
turned to face him again.


"Want anything?" she asked.


"No, thank you." He leaned his guitar against the wall.


"Coffee?"


"No."


"A beer?"


"No." He shook his head. "I'm fine, thanks."


Now that the niceties has been performed, she was
free to ask, "Spike....what are you doing here?"


His eyebrows arched at her tone.


"I just meant," she added quickly, "aren't you supposed
to be in Cleveland or something tonight?"


He was silent for a moment, then nodded. "Columbus,
actually....but the concert had to be canceled."


"How come?"


Dropping to the sofa in a graceful sprawl, he stretched
his arms out along the back and crossed one leg over
the other.


"It was a fairly new concert hall...and it must have been
built on the cheap," he explained, looking her right in the
eye. "Sometime during the night bad wiring sparked a fire.
Sprinkler system failed. Gutted the whole interior. It was
too late to try and reschedule anywhere else."


Buffy stared at him in horror. "Oh, my god....well....well,
that's awful....I'm just....I'm glad it happened while no one
was there."


While HE hadn't been there, is what she'd truly meant. Just
the thought of such a thing happening...of him being in that
place...around all that electrical equipment that surrounded
him every time he set foot on stage....equipment plugged into
faulty wiring....


She sank down on the sofa next to him, feeling a sudden
need for physical contact with his alive and healthy body.
"You're all right?"


Spike acknowledged her concern with a slight nod. "I'm
fine, Buffy. We were nowhere near the place when it caught
fire."


She swallowed hard, sending a silent thank you somewhere
in the direction she judged heaven might be.


"Anyway," he continued briskly. "Since I suddenly found
myself with a couple of days free....I decided to surprise
you."


It had worked....beautifully.


"So I caught a flight to San Francisco....picked up the
car...and drove like hell to get here. To you."


His eyes darted across the room, spotting the video he'd
sent her. "You've got mail."


That comment reminded her of the content of the video;
his sorta/kinda/ marriage proposal, deal sweetening
diamond ring included. "Uh-huh. It came today. It was
just....."


"Too bad," he cut her off, rising to his feet and crossing
the room. Picking up the envelope it had arrived in, he
slipped the tape back into it and placed it on the coffee
table. "Here I was, hoping it hadn't arrived yet."


Buffy's heart took a sickening dive into her stomach. "You
were?"


He gave her an impassive look. "Yeah, when I pulled up I
checked your mailbox to see if I could intercept it."


Well, this couldn't be going anywhere good at all.


Sticking his hands into the pockets of his short leather
jacket, he leaned against the wall, watching her...a cat
with a jittery mouse.


Disappointment began to settle around her, a heavy
blanket she was determined to shrug off. "Why?" she
asked simply.


His lips quirked in a small smile. "Did you watch the
entire tape?"


"Yes....the song was beautiful, by the way."


"Glad you liked it."


Her thoughts were skittering around like leaves in a
wind eddy. "About the last part....where you...."


"Yeah, about that," he interrupted again, then shrugged
his shoulders. "All the way over here, I was hoping you
hadn't gotten that far."


She could almost feel the rug tightening below her
feet, about to be yanked out from under her. "Spike..."


"No....let me say this." He looked down at his feet for a
moment, then back up into her eyes. "I shouldn't have said
all that stuff at the end. It was obviously a mistake, and I'm
sorry I did it...."


Buffy swallowed a tight lump in her throat. This was
grossly unfair. She hadn't done anything to deserve this,
hadn't been unfaithful...hadn't even THOUGHT about being
unfaithful. A hectic color mounted in her cheeks and she
opened her mouth to tell him exactly where he could go
and how he could get there.


"...that way," he went on calmly, his devilish grin finally
breaking through as he withdrew a small satin box from his
pocket, tossed it once, then caught it on the palm of his
hand and extended it towards her. "A gentleman should
always propose to a lady.....in person."




TBC...
part 46 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-six:



Relief fought with shock for dominance as her primary
emotion, with a slight tinge of anger coming up on
the inside track. Buffy's jaw sagged at the same time
her eyes narrowed.


"What?" she yelped, jumping to her feet as she decided
to let that slight infusion of anger carry her along for the
moment. "Spike....William Christopher....you....is that
supposed to be funny?!"


"My proposal?" He looked at the box balancing on
his palm and smiled at her broadly. "Wasn't supposed to
be, no. Why, do you feel like laughing?"


It was a dangerous question, since she hardly looked
amused.


"No! No, I don't!" she announced loudly. Turning, she
grabbed one of the throw pillows from the sofa and flung it
directly at his head. "You scared the life out of me...letting
me think you....you were going to....OH!"


Spike ducked the first cushion, then moved quickly out
of range when he saw her looking for more ammunition.
Rather than apologize, he chuckled, which only infuriated
her more. "Buffy....come on, love....can't you take a joke?"


Another cushion came flying straight at him, whomping
him right in the face, but he still managed to keep grinning
at her.


"I can take a joke." She picked up the TV guide and lobbed
it at him. "If that had been funny, I'd be laughing right about
now!"


Lifting one arm, Spike deflected the magazine and ducked
behind the armchair. "Well...all that aside, luv...you gonna
marry me?"


Panting, her chest heaving, she glared at him. "I wouldn't
marry you if....."


"Wait, wait, I know," he cut her off, still laughing like a
hyena. "If I was the last fellow on earth?"


".....my life depended on it!" she finished, picking up a
glass candy dish and hefting its weight in her hand.


His smile finally dropped away. "You throw THAT at me
and it just might," he warned her.


"I'll take my chances." The undercurrent of arousal that
was always laced through their encounters was growing
stronger inside her by the instant. Although she was
fairly certain at this point that she would be accepting his
proposal, she surely wasn't about to let him win this round
easily. "If you think I'm going to.....wait!.....no, Spike!...."


Her final word ended on a squeal that slid up the scale as
he lowered his head and dove straight at her. Before she even
knew it had happened, he had the candy dish out of her hand
and dropped harmlessly on the sofa. He then bent over and
scooped her up, dropping her over his shoulder and heading for
the stairs.


"Say you'll marry me!" he demanded, stomping upstairs, letting
his feet hit each riser a bit on the hard side which elicited soft
"oomphs' from her parted lips.


"Don't....don't hold.....your breath," she managed to say,
keeping the giddy laughter at bay.


"Wrong answer, love." His hand landed on her bottom, a
gentle spank that ended with a playful pinch. "I'll give you
another chance."


Buffy's heart pounded with mad excitement. "Forget it!"
This time the spank was a little harder. "Hey!"


"I can keep this up all night," he said, rubbing her
bottom and crossing the threshold into the bedroom. "Among
other things."


"You're pushing it, Spike," she informed him, then squealed
once again when he dumped her on the bed.


He just gave her another one of his cocky smiles and winked
at her. "Come on, love," he said, holding up the jewelers
box and slowly opening the lid. "Look what I've got for you. Just
say the magic words and this beautiful two and one quarter
carat heart shaped diamond ring will be on your finger where
it belongs...."


Buffy stared at the ring in question, nestled in it's bed of
black satin box. "Oh, my gosh..." Her voice was a whisper.
"Oh, Spike..."


He looked immensely pleased with himself. "You like it,
baby?"


She couldn't come up with a word strong enough to signify
just how very much she liked this ring. Her lower lip quivered
and her eyes misted a little.


Spike instantly snapped the box closed. "You cry and you
can't have it," he warned her.


He was most certainly teasing, which she knew, but she was
willing to play along. "I won't cry," she promised, holding
out her left hand and wiggling her fingers.


The bed shifted as he placed one knee on it. Removing the
ring from it's box, he took her hand. "This is an official accept-
ance then?"


Care and caution could go to hell and never come back
as far she was concerned. If his absence had taught
her one thing, it was the plain fact that ANY life with him,
no matter the limits, was better than a perfect life without
him. "Yes," she nodded.


"You can't take it back you know. Once the ring goes
on, you're stuck with me."


"I know."


The gold band hovered at the tip of her left ring finger, its
gem winking in the lamplight.


"Last chance to back out," he said quietly.


The serious turn of his voice caught her attention, and she
turned her gaze from the mesmerizing ring to look up at
him. "Why would I want to do that?"


He shrugged. "We haven't known each other very long."


This was new. Normally she was the hesitant half of their
whole, and Spike the one who jumped head first
without looking to see if there was water in the pool.


Her heart thudded in her chest. "That doesn't matter," she
heard herself say. "I love you...and I know what I want."


Taking a deep breath and releasing it, he lowered himself
to the mattress beside her. "I'll be gone for a long time."


It was the last thing in the world she wanted a reminder of,
but she pushed the gloomy thought to one side. "I know. I'll
be all right."


Their normal dichotomy seemed to have shifted, as though
their contradictory qualities and personalities had swapped
places.



Now, HE was warning HER to be sure and look before she
leapt.


It was too late, though. She was already teetering on the
edge and ready to jump.


"Look," she said briskly. "if you're trying to wriggle out of
this on a technicality then you're wasting your time. You
already asked and I accepted, so quit trying to talk me out
of it."


"I wasn't trying to....."


She placed her right hand over his mouth. "Does the phrase
'breach of promise' mean anything to you?"


He nodded, his eyes crinkling at the corners as she felt
him smile beneath her hand.


"Good," she added, smiling back at him. "Can I have my ring
now?"


Spike took her right hand away from his mouth and raised
her left, finally securing the ring in its proper place. "Well,
Miss Buffy......looks like we're engaged."


Hypnotized by the sparkle and brilliance of the stone, Buffy
tilted her hand to catch the light in it. "So it would seem."


Suddenly tumbling her backwards onto the bed, he pinned
her with his own body and caught her wrists. "Now...let's talk
about where you were earlier this evening."


She made a face. "Oh, do we have to?"


Hot gentian eyes glittered in the low light. "Tell me."


Since there was no way out of it...and since she wanted
to move on to a proper reunion...Buffy sighed and
capitulated. "What do you want to know?"


"I want to know why my girlfriend appeared to be
out on a date with another man."


"It wasn't a date," she protested.


One eyebrow arched. "You were out with him...in a
public place....having a meal....."


"No," she put in quickly, "having coffee."


Lying beside her, he propped his head on one hand. "Let's
not shuffle semantics. You were out with him."


"Well....I was. Yes. But I had a good reason for it."


Spike's lower lip curved in a smile. "I'm waiting to hear it."


As quickly and concisely as she could, Buffy presented her
explanation. Spike listened, inserting an occasional ques-
tion or remark.


Upon the conclusion of her story, she shut her mouth and
waited for his response.


He gave the appearance of man thinking something over
with grave care, but as he was shifting on the bed in order
to move on top of her, she was content to wait it out.


"So...it's done with him?" he asked, leaning down to kiss
her throat.


"Mm-hmm....all done." Buffy's head tilted back, offering him
more access.


"Good." He took a taste of her skin. "Now...it's time for
some payback."


She could hardly wait!



***************************************



Spike kissed her mouth, muffling the soft moan that
rose inside of her when she felt one of his hands caress
her breast through her blouse.

Coaxing her tongue into his mouth, he sucked on it
gently, tugging at her nipple with the same rhythmic
pull.


Her pleasure level was rising fast, making her arch her
back.


Spike drew back, then kissed his way down her neck,
nuzzling the soft skin over her collar bone. "Buffy...I've
missed you so much," he murmured.


"S-Spike....."


"Shhh." His hand came up and worked open the buttons
of her blouse. "Mmm.....nice," he added upon spying the
frilly little nothings of her underwear. "You are so damn
sexy."


His voice was husky, unbearably arousing. She smiled up
into his eyes. "You, too."


Spike made quick work of unhooking her bra, then bent
his head again, licking each hard nipple. "You feel how
hard I am?" he whispered, grinding his pelvis against
her. "You do that to me."


He kissed and licked his way down her body, tugging
her skirt off. His tongue darted into her navel, tickling her
until she was twisting to get away from the teasing torture.


"Hold still, Miss Buffy," he breathed hotly against her
skin while he pulled her panties down and off. His hand
slipped up between her thighs and he slipped one finger
up inside of her.


She was shocked to realize that the mere touch of that
one finger had her close to climax. Her internal muscles
tightened around it without her control, the rest of her
body remaining rigidly still.


"That's my girl." Giving her navel one last kiss, he pro-
ceeded on down, nuzzling the warm skin over her flat
abdomen.


Something about that particular touch set off bells inside
of her. Her fingers playing with his silky hair, she sighed
and closed her eyes. "Spike...?"


"Hmm?" he replied, the sound muffled against her flesh.


"I want children, you know?"


That made him raise his head and look at her. "Good, cuz
I plan on giving you several."


Buffy opened her eyes and met his intent gaze. "Really?"


He grinned. "Yeah, really. Lots of beautiful babies."


Lots of them? "How many is lots of them?"


Spike shrugged. "How about three...with an option on a
fourth?"


That sounded reasonable to her. "Perfect."


He nodded and went back to his task. Kissing and nibbling
her hipbones, he seemed to want to taste her everywhere
as his finger began to slide smoothly in and out.


A small orgasm hit her with no warning, making her gasp
loudly and lift her hips. Her head thrashed on the pillow
as he helped her through it by rubbing her clit with his thumb.


The moment she relaxed, he shoved himself up and off
the bed, undressing quickly.


Buffy lay on the bed, watching him, panting for air and
holding out her arms. He fell into her embrace and buried
his face against the side of her neck.


"I want inside you," he rasped in her ear, wedging her
thighs further apart with his knee.


She wanted that just as badly. "Yes....Spike..." Reaching
down, she touched him. When her fingers wrapped around
his erection, he sucked in air.


Grasping both her wrists, he pinned them to the bed over
her head, settled himself more fully on top of her, and began
pushing in, stretching her, using their combined moisture to
ease his way in.


Buffy looked up at him, seeing his features taut with
fierce concentration, his eyes almost black with heat and
lust.


His mouth came down on hers, his tongue thrusting
deeply, as he buried himself completely.


She knew almost immediately that this wasn't going to
be a slow, lingering experience. They'd been apart
just long enough to insure that their first time back
together would be a hard, fast, and wildly exciting
ride.


Once he began to thrust steadily, there was no stopping
him. His pace never slowed, his rhythm never faltered. It
was a steady pounding, designed to bring them both the
maximum amount of pleasure as quickly as possible.


His hips grinding against hers with each impaling thrust,
he made sure that she felt the friction on her clit, giving
her what she needed to take her over the edge.


No sooner was she through one climax than he had her
heading for another one. This time, he rolled them both
over until she was on top. "Get up on your knees," he
ordered.


She did as he asked, placing her hands on his chest. "This
way?"


"Yeah." He held his shaft in one hand, repositioning himself
at her entrance. "Now take it in."


Her smile teased him. "Kind of bossy, aren't you?"


He grabbed her hips. "Sit on it, Buffy."


She laughed, letting him pull her down until he was
back inside of her, tightly clasped by her body.


"More," he grunted, his jaw clenched. Grabbing her
backside, he pushed up when she came down. It was
a tight fit.


Her nails dug into his chest, leaving marks on his skin.


Steadily pumping in and out, he raised his head from the
pillow and latched on to one tightly peaked nipple,
sucking it until she felt a stinging ache that he soothed
with his tongue.


Upon finishing with one breast, he moved his face to the other,
licking her with long strokes of his tongue, then flicking the
nipple rapidly.


Buffy moaned, pushing herself more fully forward, urging
him to open his mouth, then pushing her breast inside to be
sucked. She felt every pull of his mouth all the way down to
her core.


He released her from his mouth, panting for oxygen. "Come
on, baby," he grunted harshly. "Come for me. I want to feel you
come...I want to watch it...do it for me....that's it....good girl..make
it tighter...unh....yeah....tighter....harder....."


Those softly muttered words did the trick. She let herself go
completely, barely noticing that he was once again turning
her over. Her climax was still fluttering through her when he
got up on his knees and hauled her down.


Draping her legs over his shoulders, he pounded into her hard
and fast, seeking his own release, straining for that powerful
rush of sensation.


To her own everlasting shock, Buffy climaxed again with
intoxicating speed. This time, he came along with her,
ejaculating thick spurts of semen inside her, roaring with
his own pleasure which was magnified by hers.


*************************************



"Oh...my....god...."


Lying next to her, he chuckled. "You're welcome."


"Three times!"


"You're a wonder to behold, baby. An absolute wonder."


He sounded sleepy, so she reached over and turned off
the bedside lamp, then snuggled down next to him. His arm
curved around her, keeping her close.


"Still gonna marry me?" he asked softly.


"Mm-hmm. Still....."


"Good. Sleep now."


Unwilling to sleep their precious time away, in the end, she
couldn't control it and gave in.





TBC...
Feedback makes me tingle!
part 47 by pattyanne
Title: Blue Eyed Devil
Author: Pattyanne
snapkik@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: None of the BtVS
characters belong to me.
Feedback: Love some, thanks!
Rating: Up to NC-17
Summary: AU. Spike Devlin is the
lead singer for the band 'Blue Eyed
Devil'. Buffy Summers is the local
preschool teacher he falls in love with
shortly before leaving for a nationwide
tour.






Part Forty-seven:



Kissing him goodbye at the airport wasn't getting
any easier, but that particular ache was dulled
somewhat by the overshadowing dread at the ordeal
facing her.


The time had come to tell her mother that she was
getting married....to a musician....a man she hadn't
known for very long and that her mother didn't even
know existed.


It wasn't going to be easy, and all during her long drive
to Pasadena Buffy had felt more and more like a teenage
girl again...regressing back to a time when arguments over
boys and how short the hems of her skirts should be had gone
on day after day after day.


Due to the disappointments she herself had suffered, Joyce
Summers had a jaundiced view of any male who entered
her daughter's orbit. She had treated Buffy's boyfriends
cordially enough, but never completely thawed towards
any of them.


Pulling her car into the driveway of her mother's neat
little red brick house, Buffy switched off the ignition and
paused to observe it.


Everything about it was immaculate. The lawn was a
deep, rich green...freshly mowed...and the garden was
nothing short of amazing. Her mom had a green thumb
that was unbelievable. Everything she planted...the morning
glories that grew over the lattice work arch by the front door,
the rose bushes that lined the driveway, the long beds of
marigolds and pansies that lay beneath the bay window
in the living room....was all growing in a lush and riotous
display of glorious color in the late afternoon sun.


The front yard sprinkler was gently swishing back and
forth, and the porch wind chime tinkled in the slight
breeze. All in all, the place closely resembled paradise.


Hopefully, it would still look that way to her when it was
time to leave.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Joyce Summers, a tall and well built woman with
ash blond hair framing her attractive features, set a cup
of tea and a slice of coffee cake in front of Buffy, then
took the seat opposite her at the kitchen table.


"This is a nice surprise." She smiled and picked up
her fork. "It's so good to see you, sweetie."


Buffy cut off a bite of cake, chewed it slowly and
swallowed, chasing it down with a sip of her tea. "You,
too, Mom. It's been a while."


'I know...so, tell me how you've been. And the children?
How are they doing?"


Grateful for the small distraction, Buffy went into
detail about her class, regaling her mother with amusing
stories about their progress and development, finishing
up with a tale about the class hamster escaping from her
hand and disappearing up the sleeve of her blouse.


After the laughter died and down and the table
was cleared, they went down the back porch steps
and sat at the patio table to watch the sunset.


Buffy cleared her throat and looked directly at her
mother. "I have some news for you," she said. Leaning
back in her chair, she slipped her hands into the pockets
of her jacket, squeezing her ring and rubbing her thumb
over the diamond. "I've met someone..."


Joyce's brow quirked, but her mouth curved in a
small smile. "By 'someone' I take it you mean a man?"


"Yes."


"So, you're dating?"


It was as good a place as any to start. "Um...yes." Buffy
took a deep breath. "We met a few weeks ago, and....."


"And?" Joyce prompted.


"We've been seeing each other ever since."


"I see." Folding her hands together, Joyce studied
her nails. "Well, I think that's wonderful, darling."


A lazy breeze ruffled the awning over their heads,
drawing Buffy's eyes to it for a brief moment. So far,
so good. A little of the nervous tension drained out
of her....


"May I ask where the two of you met?"


.....then came rushing right back! She had known
she'd have to field this question, but hadn't been
looking forward to it one bit. Briefly considering a
white lie, she shook off the urge to speak it. Sooner
or later the truth would come out anyway, there was
no point in trying to dodge it. It was something her
mother was just going to have to accept graciously.


"We met in a club...a nightclub. A place in Sunnydale
called 'Union Jack's'. Willow and I went there to hear
this band she likes...."


"And this man...what's his name, dear?"


Buffy opened her mouth to say 'Spike', then changed
her mind at the last second. "William Devlin."


"He was there, too? To hear the band?"


"N...not exactly. He...he was there to...to..."


Joyce sat back, folding her arms across her chest and
giving her daughter a look of exasperation. "He was there
to what? Buffy, why do you look so nervous? What's going
on?"


Meeting her mother's probing gaze, Buffy opened her
mouth and let the words pour out. "He wasn't there to
hear the band...he was performing there."


Joyce's mouth visibly tightened. "Performing in a
nightclub," she stated flatly. "You mean he's WITH the
band."


"Yes...actually, it's his band. He started it." Once the
words began to flow, Buffy couldn't stop. "And you
might as well know now, it's a rock band, and they've
just signed a contract with a recording company...their
first single went platinum just a few days after it was
released. They're on tour right now, but...."


"On tour?" Joyce interrupted. "You mean he's not in
Sunnydale?"


Buffy sighed and shook her head. "Not at the moment. But
he calls me every night, and he's already been back to see
me once."


Joyce obviously found that bit of information suspect. "Oh?
When was that, if he's gone again already?"


"He flew in on Friday night...and I took him back to the
airport this morning."


The question Joyce wanted to ask was plainly written on
her face, but she kept it inside. "I see....well, I hope you
know what you're doing, Buffy."


Her tone made it clear that she didn't think Buffy had the
slightest idea in the world what she was doing and would
live to regret it, a sentiment that irked her daughter to no
end.


"Musicians aren't exactly known for being dependable,
you know. They travel all over the place and there's
usually a girl in every city...sometimes more than one.
USUALLY, more than one," Joyce added grimly.


"This is different," Buffy began, spots of color appearing
on her cheeks.


"Oh, they always say THAT," her mother interjected. "They
tell you that you're the only one...that no one else means
anything to them...whatever they think you want to hear.
Whatever will get you to let them....."


"Mom!"


"All right! I'm sorry. I just....I hate to think you're being led
on by this man, Buffy. Off on tour, doing God knows what
with God knows who, filling your head with moonlight and
roses!"


"No!" Buffy said loudly. "You don't understand..."


"I understand men, Buffy...and musicians." Joyce nearly
spat the last word.


"Not this one, you don't," Buffy insisted. "Spike isn't like
that. He's....."


Joyce's chin jerked up. "Spike? Who's Spike?"


Staring with wide eyes at her mother's rigid face, Buffy
felt suddenly calm. Like it or lump it, Joyce was simply
going to have to accept this. "Spike is William. It's the name
he goes by....Spike Devlin. He...."


"From...from 'Blue Eyed Devil'?" Joyce asked suddenly.


The surprise Buffy had felt upon being informed that
Riley Finn knew all about Spike and the band was nothing
at all compared to the revelation she was NOW faced
with....that her mother also knew just who they were.


She couldn't be any more shocked had Joyce just
informed her that she was running away to join the
circus!


"You...you know about 'Blue Eyed Devil'? You've
heard of them?"


Joyce let out a little "huh" sound and nodded. "It's all
the younger girls at the gallery talk about these days...how
great the band is and how...handsome and...and sexy Spike
Devlin is." Rather than reassuring her, this new knowledge
only seemed to be making matters worse. "Oh, Buffy...this
man is...well, he must have girls crawling all over him! Honey,
I just don't think this is a good idea AT ALL!"


"Mother...."


"No, I'm serious, Buffy. I mean...a man like him...away so
much of the time. How in the world could you ever be sure
of him? The temptation that would be...THROWN at him con-
stantly. How could you trust him?"


Buffy refused to let those seeds of thought take any root in
her mind. "I can trust him because he loves me," she said
firmly.


Joyce's jaw dropped. She apparently considered THAT to
be the biggest line of them all. "Is THAT what he TOLD you?"
she scoffed. "Oh, Buffy....honey, don't you see? That's how
it works. He must say that to dozens of girls...then after he's
had what he wants..." Her voice trailed off.


"You're wrong." Buffy shook her head. "Wrong about musicians
and wrong about Spike."


"Buffy...."


"Mom.....Spike isn't Simon."


Joyce's face flushed as her eyes opened wide and her
fists clenched. "He could be just like Simon," she said, "and
you wouldn't have the first clue. You're not accustomed
to men like him, men who tell you one thing and mean
something entirely different...men who lie to you with a
straight face."


"Not Spike. He doesn't lie to me...about anything."


Joyce just shook her head. "Because he LOVES you?"
she asked, a little bitterly.


"Yes," Buffy replied simply. "He loves me."


"And you just believe him? You just take his words at
face value? This man you've only known for a short
time?"


"That's right."


Their voices were rising in volume.


"How can you be so sure?" Joyce demanded. "For all
you know he could be saying the same thing to a dozen
different girls. Telling them he loves them, that they're
the only ones, that he'll.....be back."


"He's not doing that! He loves ME and I am the
only one he's coming back to!"


"How do you KNOW?"


"Because he gave me this!" Buffy withdrew her hand
from her pocket and opened it, displaying her engage-
ment ring before Joyce's astonished eyes. "NOW do
you believe me?!"


There was a long and uncomfortable silence before
Joyce spoke. "Buffy...is that what it appears to be?"


"It's my engagement ring," Buffy confirmed, sliding
the gold band onto her left ring finger. "Spike asked me
to marry him...and I accepted."


Her mother took in and released a shaky sounding
breath. "You're going to marry a man you barely know?
A man you've never even introduced to me...or told me
about?"


Squirming just a little, Buffy nodded. "I'm going to marry
him, Mom." She was alarmed to see tears mist Joyce's
eyes. Taking her hand, she squeezed it. "Oh, Mom...every-
thing's going to be all right. You don't need to worry, I
promise. Spike won't hurt me. I...I know it happened
fast...maybe a little too fast....but it doesn't matter. It's
good, and it's right, and we're going to be just fine."


"Oh, Buffy..." Joyce blinked back her tears. "I wish...I
wish I could believe that. I really do."



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


All during her drive home, their final exchange echoed
in Buffy's mind.....


"I still think you're being foolish, Buffy."


"You're entitled to your opinion, Mom."


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



"So, how badly does she hate me? Should I hire
someone to taste my food for me?"


"Let's just say I wouldn't walk down any dark alleys
in Pasadena right now if I were you."


Spike laughed. "Seriously, though...still want to marry
me? Mum didn't manage to change your mind?"


Buffy smiled into the phone. "Not a chance."



TBC.....
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