Summary: Ever since Buffy's father left them 8 years ago, she and her younger sister Dawn have been under the control of their abusive elder sibling, Drusilla. The Christmas holiday is approaching, and Dru is determined that everything will be perfect for her new boyfriend's arrival. Spike Reynolds has spent the last few years fixing people. What happens when he finds someone who might be broken beyond repair?
Rated: NC-17
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No
Word count: 13866 Read: 11202
Published: 01/31/2006 Updated: 04/18/2006
1. Prologue by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 8] 
(1363 words)
This is, again, an AU fic (though this one is all human). I'm pretty sure the next one will be in the canon timeline, but until then... I hope you all enjoy it, and don't hesitate to leave a review! They feed my muse...
2. Chapter 1- Beautiful Stranger by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 17] (2342 words)
3. Chapter 2- What Are Friends For? by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 17] (1822 words)
Sorry this chapter's a little shorter than the last. I've decided to make a mailing list for my updates, so if you want to be added, email me at Magic_Wonder04@hotmail.com
4. Chapter 3- The Harsh Reality by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 16] (2057 words)
I'm so sorry I haven't updated recently! My computer's been on the fritz and I've had a lot of work to do. Anyway, here's the next installment. Hope you all continue to enjoy, and as always I'd appreciate your feedback!
5. Chapter 4- Adult Conversations by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 14] (2051 words)
I'm thinking about turning this into a shorter, maximum 10-chapter story. Wht do you all think? Should I go with that idea, or have it about the same length as Living On The Edge? Input would be much appreciated! ^^
6. Chapter 5- Need by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 17] (2091 words)
Warning! This chapter is pretty dark, with some mention of self-harm.
7. Chapter 6- Bending The Truth by DeadAndGone [Reviews - 27] (2140 words)