1. chapter one by silly_bint [Reviews - 4] (1512 words)
there is biting in this fic.

2. chapter two by silly_bint [Reviews - 1] (1422 words)
continues Spike's thoughts on the events of 'Crush'. It won't be long before it shifts to AU so please be patient

3. chapter three by silly_bint [Reviews - 4] (2201 words)
I know some people may be getting bored with the recount however it should only be two more chapters before the story shifts to an active setting and things really start to happen. A huge thankyou to Brat for the kind reviews.

4. chapter four by silly_bint [Reviews - 0] (2257 words)
enter sideshow Dru...
I apologise but its going to be another chapter before I am finished with this recount. I feel though that it is important to establish Spike's POV as throughout the episode until he chains Buffy up, there is really a variety of interpretations to how he is feeling. Remember: //Spike's thoughts//

5. chapter five by silly_bint [Reviews - 1] (1752 words)
well I guess its fairly blatant that no one can stand reading about Spike and Dru in type of ship sense, which I understand completely. In case you don't feel like reading due to a distinct revulsion of the ho-bag she will not be making any more romantic gestures with Spike whatsoever. Hope that cheers you up. After this chapter the real story starts. Please review and read. This chapter was written quickly so if there are any issues with my writing style please email me or review so I can make it more enjoyable to read.

6. chapter six by silly_bint [Reviews - 2] (3263 words)
Finally I can go off canon! There may be some chapters and sections in future where Spike's POV will be written to length but I also want to take a slightly less personal approach. I would like to hear feedback on whether the fic is still okay without the narration style voice. I won't be getting rid of it completely and any reviews would be adored. I will do my best to reply to every one from now on. Thankyou Brat for continuing to read and review, it means a great deal to me. Please note that this fic centers around the idea of being a demon and what exactly is 'natural' for Buffy? Though I can’t help writing some fluff there will be very heavy elements in this story. Dru though won’t be one of them. Sorry for the long boring post.

7. chapter seven by silly_bint [Reviews - 1] (1980 words)
Now if you are squeamish concerning blood and biting turn away now and escape back to another fic. If not, then please keep reading. Things are about to get VERY interesting.
Thankyou for the lovely reviews Brat and Kim. Please R & R.

8. chapter eight by silly_bint [Reviews - 3] (1423 words)
I had difficulty writing this chapter so if it does fail miserably please tell me how to make it more enjoyable to read.

9. chapter nine by silly_bint [Reviews - 3] (2362 words)
Spike deals with the aftermath of Dru's present and reflects. Please R&R and tell me whether I should be writing things differently. I'm still fairly open ended about where I am going with this fic. Sorry for the cliffhanger. A massive thankyou to everyone who reviewed.
//Spike's thoughts//

10. chapter ten by silly_bint [Reviews - 4] (1488 words)