Summary: She hadn't lied when he was in the Hellmouth. She just had no idea how much she loved him until she watched him die once again. Now to heal, she goes to a special place to learn about him, and realizes that Spike wasn't much different than the human he had been.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No
Word count: 2897 Read: 2503
Published: 12/06/2009 Updated: 12/07/2009
1. Begin by Randie [Reviews - 4] 
(1765 words)
This has been something I have been working on for some time, I just abadoned it because it had no plot that I liked. Read and review, this one is a couple years in the making, and I want to know if the rewrite is worth it.
2. Curse by Randie [Reviews - 6] (1132 words)
Hello everyone! Offering another chapter tonight since you liked the first one. I really want to thank you all for reading, and enjoy it. It has been a work of love.