Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Chapters: 41 Completed: Yes
Word count: 165426 Read: 61599
Published: 12/08/2011 Updated: 01/02/2013
1. Chapter 1 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 9] (1784 words)
Hi there! Thanks for checking out this fic! This is my first ever Spuffy fic so I hope it's good! I will gladly accept reviews and comments with a smile, whether they are constructive criticism or compliments I appreciate them. JUST PLEASE NO FLAMING- it'll make me sad :( There will be angst and romance and many MANY other things in this story, and it'll be LONG! Hope you enjoy!
3. Chapter 3 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (4031 words)
Here's the 3rd chapter! hope you guys enjoy :) I know I don't really have a scheduled posting of any of these chapters, so I'm sorry about future hold ups and random postings.
7. Chapter 7 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 5] (5357 words)
(Just real quick: there's some violence in this chapt.) Anyways, I'm so giddy when I get reviews! and it makes me post faster :D Thanks so much you guys!!! Here's #7 hope you like :) (BTW, just a warning- i LOVE protective/possessive Spike, so there will be lots of him popping up in this story, even at unreasonable times sometimes.)
8. Chapter 8 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 6] (3290 words)
I am so happy you guys are enjoying this story, being that it's my first I'm still incredibly nervous about it and i REALLY hope you guys continue 2 enjoy it!! Anyways, this is chapter 8. There is fluff on the way (along with more protective Spike in future chapters *grins* ) and since Buffy is a virgin in this story, the smut will be slow in it's progression, but it will happen, I promise! Anyway hope you like this one! :)
9. Chapter 9 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (4034 words)
Okay, I know I promised fast posting and I'm SUPER sorry that this one took a while but here it is! I hope you enjoy this chappie :) Thank you all so much 4 the reviews!!! *HUGS* Unfortunately, future posts are going to be coming slower and slower (Especially after chapt. 14 is out because I've only written that far) You see, I don't have regular schooling (it's complicated) and my workload is going to be getting super heavy for a while and it's gonna get in the way :( But i promise to try my hardest to get this story out! I WILL NOT LEAVE THIS UNFINISHED! And with that, here's #9! :)
10. Chapter 10 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 3] (4650 words)
OKAY so I was really happy about this chapter when I was reviewing it AND I know I had promised quicker postings ( + the future ones will be posted a lot slower) so posting these last two within the same four hours is my apology gift :) Hope you like this one!
11. Chapter 11 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (5528 words)
*WARNING: There is more protective Spike ahead. Read at the risk of cringing from cheesiness :D*
I love all of you guys and thanks SO much 4 the reviews!!! Hope you all like this chapter!!!
13. Chapter 13 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 3] (3775 words)
I was so happy about the reviews I got for the last chapter that i REALLY wanted to post the next! Thank you all SO SO SO MUCH!! *WARNING: SOME CHEESINESS AHEAD* Enjoy!!
14. Chapter 14 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 1] (2829 words)
Thanks again 4 the reviews!! I love them and all you lovely readers!! :) And apparently a few of you want Riley gone. (Believe me, I understand that! I always hated Riley on the show.) Well this is gonna be the last chapter with him in it. I used him for a little while and he helped Buffy and Spike get closer, but say Goodbye, Iowa because farm boy won't be making another appearance in the story after this chapter is through! Hope everyone likes this one!!! Enjoy :)
15. Chapter 15 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 1] (2451 words)
Hey look! finally made myself a banner! :) Got the pix from blessed google images, and the rest was done on paint and PicMonkey.com (It used to be a different banner but i made a new one and added it 4/23/12). I'm totally amateur at banners so I know it isn't the best but I sorta like it :] Anyways, here is chapter 15. Hope ya like!! :) *WARNING: Some sappiness ahead*
16. Chapter 16 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 5] (3191 words)
I wish I could give away cookie dough covered Spikes to all of my beautiful readers and reviewers, you guys keep me writing! but since I cannot offer such a prize, I promise angst in future chapters, and for now, I give you a little smut (actually, this whole chapter is smut) 3:) Enjoy!
17. Chapter 17 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 1] (3723 words)
Thanks so much 4 the reviews you guys!!! Now okay, since it's my bday I really wanted to just chill and spend it as a complete hermit and write and post a new chappie! Here's 17, hope you enjoy! *AGAIN serious cheesiness ahead. I promise not everything is gonna be perfect in this story, there will be angst... it just turns out my muse is in a fluffy mood as of late, but it's comin I promise!*
19. Chapter 19 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (4976 words)
Here's a link to the song I chose to add into this chappie if u wanna listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1zamKoUREI
Hope you like this chapter!
20. Chapter 20 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 5] (6272 words)
Thank you guys for the reviews!! I just finished writing chapter 21 and there were these 2 AMAZING songs which got me writing like crazy. I'm going to write chapter 22 before I post 21 and I hope you guys won't hate me if I take a little while. Oh and I realized that I'm pretty sure I've been spelling the word "barbecue" wrong. I had originally used a "qu" instead of a "c" and now i feel dumb. Well, just don't pay attention if you see it spelled both ways from now on :3
Oh and here are the links to the songs which basically (along with the reviews) got me writing like a nutjob:
*OK you can read now! Hope ya like!! :)*
21. Chapter 21 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 6] (5473 words)
I am SUPER sorry this one took so long to post, I'm having writer's block and my silly friend decided to have people over the other day, which meant that I couldn't be a hermit and stay inside writing =( AND I AM SUPER NERVOUS ABOUT THIS CHAPTER I FEEL LIKE I COULDN'T WRITE IT WELL NO MATTER WHAT I DID. 22 might take a while cuz it is NOT writing itself but hope ya like this one! =)
22. Chapter 22 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 4] (4619 words)
I APOLOGIZE WITH ALL THE POWER OF MY SOUL TO YOU GUYS FOR TAKING SO LONG ON THIS CHAPTER! my mind just wouldn't work and i couldn't write it and I hope I can write the next one in less time than it took me to write this one. Here's 22!
23. Chapter 23 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 6] (5357 words)
The next chapter IS NOT written yet, unfortunately... but I'm gonna stay up late and start it because I can't keep holding these chapters up for you people! Anyways, here's 23! Hope you like!
25. Chapter 25 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 4] (2830 words)
I WANT TO DELIVER GIANT BASKETS FILLED WITH TONS OF MINI CHOCOLATE REESE'S (cuz those are SO the best kind) TO YOUR LOVELY HOMES! Thank you everyone so much for the reviews, they helped me to crank out this chappie sooner than I thought I would!
I really hope you all continue to enjoy this fic! Here's #25 my lovelies, I hope everybody had a great Easter!!
27. Chapter 27 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 5] (3391 words)
HEY NEW BANNER I know it's been a while and I apologize for that. I hope i still have everybody's attention and like i said, I promise to finish this story! I'm going to seriously try to get the updates coming faster. I have a few new ideas for future fics which I will start posting once this one is done, i've even begun writing those and I keep trying to get inspiration for this one here.
28. Chapter 28 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (2856 words)
I'm so sorry it's been so long. Some stuff has come up and I've been really busy. And on top of everything I'm sick and so life sucks right now- I just hope this chapter doesn't. It's mostly smut, let me know what ya think ;)
32. Chapter 32 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 4] (7286 words)
I know I don't respond to all of your guys' reviews, but every single one of them is important to me and gets me writing! I really hope you all continue to enjoy this story, here's chapter 32- It's a long one!
34. Chapter 34 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 1] (3209 words)
Hey everyone, here is #34! See endnotes for important info!
AND I SWEAR I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE SMUTTY DIRTINESS CAME FROM IN THIS CHAPTER I JUST STARTED WRITING NAUGHTY AND IDK I HOPE IT'S OK AND YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY BE USED TO THE WHOLE POSSESSIVE THING BY NOW JUST SAYING *bites nails nervously*
35. Chapter 35 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 3] (5807 words)
Hey im sorry this one took a while, but to make up for it, it IS longer than usual (im pretty sure...)
Enjoy, OH! and I really recommend listening to the song used in this chapter when it comes up, that way you can hear the tune and appreciate it, but you don't have to if you dont want it's just a suggestion! :)
link to the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKHOqT1knvY
36. Chapter 36 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (6488 words)
i know i know, it's been a while. But im gonna try to get these updates a little quicker because i wanna finish this story soon, though that plan might fall through if my muse decides to get really tired or something so idk, prepare for anything! I might even wanna make this story much longer, ya never know!
Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chappie! :)
37. Chapter 37 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 2] (4219 words)
Again I'm sorry I'm late. I promise I'm not forgetting about this story, this whole month has been crazy and the last week was the worst. I haven't had time to write and I honestly put the task off for too long to catch up easily. Here's number 37, I hope you enjoy!
40. Chapter 40 by Linnae13 [Reviews - 0] (3790 words)
Hey guys, I hope everyone had a great holiday!
Now this is the second to last chapter of this fic, the next one shall be the epilogue. I really hope you like where I've taken everything and I appreciate all the support from you readers ! *hugs!*
Please enjoy :)
41. Chapter 41: Epilogue by Linnae13 [Reviews - 3] (1232 words)
So this is the end. I don't even know what to say other than thank you to everyone who read and especially to those who left reviews! Thank all of you so much! I really really hope you liked this story, and without further delay, i give you the epilogue :) (and please leave me a review or two for this final chapter! I'd love to read them!)