Summary: Set about three years after the ‘Angel’ finale. Buffy finally finds out that Spike is alive, but can’t handle the fact that he kept it from her, so she runs. Both do their best to move on, but they find that it’s not as easy as it seems…
Rated: 18
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No
Word count: 14496 Read: 6461
Published: 08/13/2004 Updated: 01/24/2006
1. Prologue by Lissa [Reviews - 3] 
(660 words)
2. Chapter 1: Lover After Me by Lissa [Reviews - 2] (4104 words)
3. Chapter 2: Where You Want To Be? by Lissa [Reviews - 3] (3086 words)
4. Chapter 3: Unlovable by Lissa [Reviews - 3] (3896 words)
5. Chapter 4: Siberia by Lissa [Reviews - 3] (2750 words)
Wow… It’s been over a year since I’ve updated… Sorry about that. College has been keeping me busy, not to mention all the computer problems I’ve been having… Anyway, hope you enjoy this chapter… There are only a couple more left, I think, and hopefully I’ll have a little extra time on my hands to work on it this semester, though I can’t make any promises...
Anyway, hope you enjoy this chapter, and thanks to all those who reviewed...