Summary: Years after the fall of the Los Angeles Team and believing that Spike is gone, Buffy is about to be married, when Spike realizes he is unable to let her go after all. Together again, they leave behind everything they once knew and try to forge a new life out of the love they once had.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No
Word count: 42768 Read: 18164
Published: 02/22/2005 Updated: 09/21/2005
1. Chapter 1 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 15] (2759 words)
2. Chapter 2 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 11] (3244 words)
3. Chapter 3 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 9] (1801 words)
4. Chapter 4 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 8] (2002 words)
5. Chapter 5 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 10] (2262 words)
6. Chapter 6 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 10] (3284 words)
7. Chapter 7 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 8] (2036 words)
8. Chapter 8 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 8] (2517 words)
9. Chapter 9 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 9] (1955 words)
10. Chapter 10 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 12] (2183 words)
11. Chapter 11 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 9] (2399 words)
12. Chapter 12 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 13] (2939 words)
Some lines in this chapter were borrowed from the BtVS episode of Touched.
13. Chapter 13 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 10] 
(2840 words)
14. Chapter 14 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 13] (2374 words)
15. Chapter 15 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 10] (2602 words)
16. Chapter 17 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 7] (3303 words)
17. Chapter 18 by MrsMuir [Reviews - 19] (2268 words)
After much thought and consideration, I am putting this story on hiatus. It is becoming a story that deviates from all original intention and plot. Once I have more time, I will give this fic the attention it deserves, rewrite it and post it once again. Thank you to everyone who has been loyal in following this story, I really appreciate all the time you’ve invested and the comments you’ve made. When it comes back it will be better than ever. This is the last chapter I wrote before making this decision.