Membership status: Member
Bio:
24 year old mechanic, musician, and writer.. been a BtVS fan since it started.
I'm also an avid manipper for the fandom, so if you wanna see some of the stuff I've made, check out my livejournal.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 72 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 182599
Date: 09/01/2006 Title: Chapter 53: Chapter Fifty-Two
Okay, I wasn’t going to say anything because I usually stay out of these things, but I just can’t keep my mouth shut anymore.
Addie, you are a magnificent author. I’ve been reading this story since the beginning, and I’m sorry it’s taken this long to actually review (I’m one of those lurkers with a really busy life… lol) but I have to tell you, this story is… amazing. More than, actually, and it sucks bum, big time, that you’re getting all these negative reviews, that aren’t actual reviews and fall more into the category of whining.
I mean, seriously people, if you want instant gratification in a fic, then, go read smut, or find a story that goes: “Buffy and Spike got together. They lived happily ever after. The End.” And leave the reading of this fic to the rest of us that love it just the way it is.
Now to my actual review part of this, well, review lol…
Where do I start?
Loved how they got together, loved their time in New York, completely understand the feeling of moving to a different state and the stress that was piled onto them. I mean, Buffy had to deal with her mum being sick, possibly dying, the guilt that even then she couldn’t, in a way, forgive her for everything that had been said and done. And then dealing with Spike’s jealousy and the problems that they were having, and then the whole thing with Quentin, I can understand how things just felt so screwed up. With Spike too. I mean, the whole making an album, Quentin’s request that he take into consideration what dating his step sister could do to his career, trying to be there for Buffy, and trying not to be jealous, even though he is.
They might have not dealt with it in the best way, but when you’re actually faced in that kind of, or even just a similar, situation, you don’t really think things through. You just feel, and then do.
I totally understand why Buffy chose to leave Spike. If I were in her place, I’d do the same thing. Sometimes, you just love someone so much, that you’re willing to hurt them, to turn your back on all the greatness of the relationship, just so they can be free to have a future without you holding them back. Which I think, it’s what Buffy though she was doing.
Your story breaks my heart because, three years later, they’re still so adamant about moving on, that they just can’t see, even though they do feel it, how much in love they still are with one another.
I like that Robin is willing to give Buffy time and space to move on and move their relationship to the next step and how he gives Buffy a bit of insight on how Spike was right on how their relationship wouldn’t, for a lot of people, be viewed as wrong, much the same way that Eve gives Spike insight on how Buffy’s fears weren’t exactly unjustified.
Even though I’m not an Eve fan, and I hate seeing her with Spike lol, I like how you portrayed her as being so… human… lashing out at Spike, using words to make him feel guilt about being in love with Buffy, being in love with his step sister, because she feels insecure.
I’m… love, there are no words, I am in awe of this story. The plot is brilliant, the characters are beautifully flawed, the angst is so good it’s painfully good, I just… I love it!
If it gets so bad you have to stop posting here, which I’m really hoping it doesn’t and you don’t, email me and let me know where you will post? ‘cause I don’t want to miss a chapter of this.
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Date: 11/20/2005 Title: None
Loved the story. Great portrayal of their relationship throughout the years. The song really fits.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 49275
Date: 01/02/2006 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 32
I'm really enjoying the story so far. I can kinda relate to Spike in many ways especially in ch 6 when they're dancing and he tells Buffy how right it feels for her to be in his arms. It's the way I felt when I first held my girl, also how quickly he falls in love with her. Loving the way you're portraying Harm and I would of never thought of seeing her with Riley, but it works.
I love this chapter. When Spike suggested they get the yard for Drusilla to run around in, couldn't help but picture vamped out Dru running in circles on the grass lol... I wasn't expecting Buffy to get shot, that was a surprise.. and though I'm a big fan of angst I can't wait till you get back to the fluffiness.
Author's Response: Thanks for deciding to read this, I'm glad you're liking it. I'm actually not that good with angst, I would take the fluffiness any day. So, I will be getting back to that and hopefully won't take forever with it. Thanks for reading=)
Date: 01/02/2006 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 33
I can't say I'm not glad that we get to see a little more angst it's what makes the fluf even better. Hopefully when Buffy wakes up she can reasure Spike that it wasn't his fault, 'cause I can only imagine how guilty he feels.
I'm really sorry that that happened to you. I know what it feels like when someone takes something that you worked really hard on and claims it as their own. but it's a risk we all take when we share a part of us with the internet world. *crosses fingers* here's hoping everything works out.
Author's Response: Thank you, it has been dealt with. She will be deleted and hopefully never to try this again. I just never thought that this would happen to me. I've had a few ideas taken before, but never an entire story. It's just really ridiculous that people have to do that and they think that no one would notice. Anyway, I'm glad you still like the story.
Date: 01/04/2006 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35
Sorry for the late review lol.. I was stuck in the hospital yesterday.. I liked the last chap I think Spike really needed the breakdown.
I gotta say I love Faith and it seems fitting that she would be the one to start getting him out of the mood he's been in. I really like Matthew and the element he brings into the story and now that Buffy's awake, we get fluff, right? lol..
Author's Response: But of course, I'll try to get some more fluff in as soon as I can. I'm kinda dealing with writer's block at the moment. My muse picked the perfect time to take another vacation...lol! Faith is a personal favorite of mine. I always loved that character and I tend to always make her likeable in my stories. I seem to be making her gay a lot, too. I don't even think I realized that, but I can always see it for some reason. That way people will know she won't be a threat and try to take Spike. I really don't see the two of them together like that. Glad you liked it=)
Date: 01/07/2006 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37
Fluffy Spuffy! Tam, you have made my day. I can relate to Buffy now, specially the last few chapters and having to deal with hospitals (I think I got a brand new phobia of needles now lol..) The chap is great. It's funny how Buffy knew exactly when Spike was gonna show up.. and he did need a little talking to 'cause of the way he was acting but I don't blame the guy, I would of done the same thing. Is it just me, or do I sense a happily ever after soon?
Date: 01/13/2006 Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39
Knew it was coming, but still sad to see this story go. Maybe one day you could do a one-shot sequel to show us how this happy fam is doing. I really do hope to read more from you and if you post anywhere else email me (drkdevin621@yahoo.com) and let me know.
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Date: 12/30/2005 Title: None
It's a really good poem. I like the story a lot. I think you captured Buffy a little more than you did Spike. The way that she thinks that Spike automatically came back for her is kinda typicall Buffy. Great story.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1459
Date: 01/01/2006 Title: Chapter 1: New Year's Countdown
Great story, liked the way you portrayed Spike. Stories like this one is what makes him my idol.. lol! Happy New Years to you, too.
Author's Response: Can't think of lots of worse people to look up to ;) Thank you and thank you for reviewing!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10919
Date: 01/07/2006 Title: Chapter 2: The Dinner (Part 1)
Loving the story, can't wait to see what happens next.
Author's Response: Stay with me then. ;) Thank you!
Date: 01/14/2006 Title: Chapter 5: Stunt One (Part 1)
I kinda wanted to see Riley fail.. can't wait till it's Buffy's and Spike's turn. Wonder how long they'll take. Great update.
Author's Response: Ah... Riley the big mouth. *grin* I know... I wanna see him fail too... but I gotta make this show real... ;) Thanks for the review! Hope you still stick with me!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51563
Date: 01/13/2006 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue
Ooh, nice start, I'm hooked.. can't wait for the next chap to be up.
Date: 01/13/2006 Title: Chapter 2: One
As a typical man I'm gonna say *sniff* I just have something in my eye.. wow, that was heart-wrenching.. I can't wait to see how this thing with Anya, Buffy, and Spike works out, tho' with Anya being such a good friend, I can imagine some things.
Date: 01/15/2006 Title: Chapter 3: Two
This is a great chapter, I love the interaction between Buffy and Spike and how well they get along. It's cool that Spike can understand what's going on with Buffy and it'd be nice for them to start out as friends, tho' with Spike's train of though, it seems he might've already started to fall for her. Wonder how the Spike/Anya breakup is gonna go.
Date: 01/16/2006 Title: Chapter 6: Five
Drowning indeed.. I have a feeling Anya's gonna soon see their friendship for what it really is and let him go all on her own, she's a good friend, and that's what I would do.. Can't wait to see how it all plays out.
Date: 01/19/2006 Title: Chapter 10: Nine
That was hot.. I think I might just have to go find my girl, kick everyone out of the auto shop and re-enact that scene lol.. great chapter and a definite lunge forward.. loving it tho' and can't wait till the next part.. update soon, please?
Date: 01/22/2006 Title: Chapter 15: Fourteen
Gotta say "yay!"- Now that Faith knows and is okay with it.. I wonder what Anya's reaction is gonna be? I also wanna know how Buffy is gonna react when they find out Spike's got Doyle's heart. Loving the story, Brat.. update soon, please?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 108817
Date: 01/22/2006 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Can't wait for more.. I used to watch the soap opera with my mum.. I used to say she'd make me watch it, but I liked it all the same.. I'd love to see where you take this.
Author's Response: I liked it very much, too. I hope I make it justice. Thank you for your review!
Date: 02/05/2007 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter 43
I know that Darla has her motives to do as she has done but I'm still happy that her selfishness is helping, at least a little bit, Buffy and Spike.
I can't help but wonder how Joyce is going to take Spike asking her if it's okay for him to pay court to Buffy, lol.
I'm happy for Spike, that he's getting his father's last name and accepted by Angel, and though I don't agree with most of his thoughts, I do understand them.
Buffy's scene broke my heart 'cause I can feel just how hurt she is. I'm still hoping that when the time comes she'll at least hear William out.
Aimée, oh Aimée, I don't even know what to say about that girl anymore. She's delusional still and is more than a bit narcissistic. But as much as I can't stand her character I am utterly in love with the way you're writing her.
You are evil, teasing us with that little A/N at the end, lol. I'm actually a bit nervous about this 'unexpected twist' but oh so eager to find out. I can't wait to see what you have planned next :D
Author's Response: Hee, no one is happier than Darla's selfishness is helping them than me. Doesn't mean she'll get off the hook for all she's done before though. lol I'm glad you understand Spike's, even if you don't agree with some of his thoughts. I think I might not agree with some of them, too, but he's kind of taken over so there's not much I can do but follow his lead. Buffy's scene was so hard to write, I was crying the whole time I wrote it. But I think it worked out in the end and portrayed the depth of what she's feeling. About her wanting to hear William out? Well, that's coming on the next chapter, you'll find out then. *evil grin* Oh, I'm very flattered that you like the way I'm writing Aimée, it's quite fun to write her like this. :D And moi evil? No, not at all. *giggles* Actually this 'unexpected twist' took me by surprise, too, but it hopefully will be so good. Thanks for your awesome review, Devin!
Date: 02/20/2007 Title: Chapter 44: Chapter 44
I wasn't expecting that. Lovely little twist. Thank your muse for me XD
I can't wait to see where he takes her and to see what else you have planned :D
Author's Response: Hee, I'm glad I didn't disappoint you with the twist, Devin. And you'll find out soon about all our plans, muse is all revved up. Thanks for reviewing!
Date: 02/24/2007 Title: Chapter 45: Chapter 45
Oh yeah, that was awesome. And if what I think is gonna happen in the next chapter, does happen.. I am so your muse's bitch. LOL
Loved it, can't wait for more :D
Author's Response: Hee, thank you! I'm so happy you thought so. :D I hope that what you think is going to happen is what happens. You'll have to let me know. Thaks for the awesome review!
Date: 03/04/2007 Title: Chapter 46: Chapter 46
Yup, I'm so your muse’s bitch now. *hands over the leather leash attached to collar*
Loved it, can't wait for more :)
Author's Response: *lol* You're too funny! Thanks for reviewing!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16817
Date: 02/01/2006 Title: Chapter 1: The First Sighting
It's a really good start. It's cool that Buffy's gonna be the one pursuing William. You don't see that a lot.
You're doing a great job without a beta, but if you want one, I'd like to aply for the job lol...
Author's Response: Oh, please, please! Just tell me how! Remember, I'm new to all this.
NOMINATED FOR 'BEST SAGA' AND 'BEST FANTASY' AT THE LOVE'S LAST GLIMPSE AWARDS!!!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38316
Date: 02/23/2006 Title: Chapter 1: Ch 1 - Can't change overnight, but...
Love the start. Can't wait for more.
Author's Response: Thanks for reading and reviewing.