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Pure California girl. I was raised with my twin sister in LA and now I'm living up in San Francisco. Watched Buffy from the 1st episode and was hooked. I'm one of "those" people who actually liked the 6th and 7th season. Well except for those damn mini-slayers.
Categories: Orphan
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Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Date: 01/27/2006 Title: None
Another excellent chapter. I just really love this story. I have one little problem, but it's probably not something everyone would share. I'm really close to my mother, I just love her to pieces. If I was in Buffy's situation, I don't care if 200 years would pass by, I would still miss her so much if she was not in my life and if I had the opportunity to have her back, I would make it work somehow. It seemed so sad to dismiss Joyce so easily. Especially considering that in the show they were close despite the whole 'kicking out' thing. I kinda can understand why Spike is so upset, but I don't think it's really that bad and everything can be solved. I think they're family had a lot more pain then him. As least he didn't lose them for 60 something years like they did. He just woke up in the smelly future. He needs to buck up some.
Author's Response: Spike is just being territorial. Both of them are scared because of the ramifications of their return. But, I wouldn't worry about Joyce. Things will work out.
Date: 02/01/2006 Title: None
That was a pretty good sized chapter and it still felt so short. I thought it would have been interesting if Spike was the one who told Joyce. Definitely might have been comedic! I hope they all get together in one big group with Joyce and Giles to hash it out. Angel is being particularly stupid. Just want to slap him upside the head and actually sit down and listen instead of running away!
Author's Response: Well, there are still things to come in the reveal department and Spike will be on hand for those. Angel is being typical Angel, broody when he doesn't get what he wants... much more like his human persona.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 121638
Date: 02/06/2006 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter Twelve
This chapter definitely made me happy! I was a bit bummed to see her dragged away from Giles so quickly after finding out about his relationship with Joyce, but I think it's great what you've done. Leaving them alone has been perfect. They dynamic between them is so explosive. Hot, passionate, and unpredictable. I'm loving this story and I'm loving this version of Spike. So excited about seeing what happens next!
Date: 02/16/2006 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter Thirteen
Excellent! I love how you are not making it easy for either of them. Can't wait for more. I love the angst!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 77803
Date: 01/27/2006 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter Twenty Nine
Happiness is an update! Great transition chapter. It was really interesting getting into the mind of Buffy. I could totally understand why she was so angry with him. Just one more person to lie to her. It was also a very very bad time to find out. I'll be glad to get back to the happy spuffiness though even if I love the angst!
Author's Response: Thank you ! :)
Date: 02/01/2006 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter Thirty two
Okay, I'm probably PMSing right now, because that totally brought tears to my eyes. Poor Spike! It's just so frustrating because she did make him happy. It's only her who's not getting happiness from him. It's really sad to see them so broken. If I was him, I would just shut down. There is only so much rejection a person can take. I still don't see how they could ever get to a good place. Can we get a happy chapter of just Spike playing with Lindsay and nothing else? A little break from the angst would be a relief. A little light at the end of the tunnel would be great.
I personally think they need to go to counciling with each other and agree that not seeing each other at all is not the ulitmate resolution. They do need a break but not an extended one. They really need to talk to another person together (Lorne) so that they can try to be friends again and bring the trust back. If they don't talk to each other the issues will just fester in the background unresolved.
I also want you to know that besides all my heartache reading this story, I really do love it and you are an excellent writer even if you are evil.
Author's Response: Well, she did at one point find happiness with him. She did consider him to be her best friend and then later, he was her lover. But then the letter....yeah. It all went downhill, but it's not JUST Spike she's trying to deal with. It's ALL of it. That just broke the camel's back and now all this stuff is coming out....well, you'll see lol. Thank you!! :)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51563
Date: 01/31/2006 Title: Chapter 23: Twenty two
Great chapter. i just love them together. They are so sweet and loving. Totally brightened my day!
Date: 02/04/2006 Title: Chapter 24: Twenty three
Excellent chapter. You've captured female relationships perfectly!Dating an ex-boyfriend can definitely be a deal breaker, but at the same time, what would you do without your gals. I'm so nervous about when they find it's Doyle's heart. I'm anxious and excited all in one blow!
Date: 02/05/2006 Title: Chapter 25: Twenty four
Ooh! I knew it had to happen sometime, knew it was coming but it was still powerul and heartbreaking. What a brilliant chapter. I'll be anxiously waiting for the next one!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
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Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 46918
Date: 01/29/2006 Title: Chapter 4: One Kiss
Talk about an intense reaction! Now the story is really getting started. Can't wait to see what happens next!
Date: 02/03/2006 Title: Chapter 5: Under the Erotic Moon
Wow! That was such an awesome chapter. I'm still fanning myself to cool down. My only gripe was that I wanted more and more and more! I'm sure if I got my wish I would be useless for the rest of the night. Seriously, this was such a fun one to read.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16817
Date: 02/16/2006 Title: 1880
William sucks! How could be in love with such a woman! Men can be amazingly stupid. But saying that, I absolutely love this story, and I love these two characters. I look forward to every update.
Author's Response: lol. I'm glad you're getting angry at William. It makes it all that much sweeter when they.... hehehe.... almost got me! Not saying anything! *folds arms across her chest and turns head away proudly*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97079
Date: 02/16/2006 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter Fourteen
My heart breaks for Spike. He is just so lost right now. He was making me so angry at the beginning of the story, now I just feel sorry for him. Glad you didn't make Angel evil.
Date: 02/17/2006 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter Fifteen
That was so sad, I just can't stop the tears coming from to my eyes. Nobody deserves that! And he's not that bad and least he's stayed in her life, that's more than myself and half my friends can say. I hope he can eventually patch things up. The worst part was that Alicia didn't even hug him goodbye.
Author's Response: Don't worry :)
Date: 02/21/2006 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter Eighteen
Another grreat chapter. It was so heartfelt and sweet. i love emotional revolations and this was one of the best.
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2395
Buffy and the gang come into contact with a prophecy that will change their lives forever. When Buffy finds herself faced with an impossible decision, she finds herself with the task of propositioning an unlikely alli.
Will Buffy be able to do what must be done to save the world? Will she be able to save her relationship with Riley? After everything is said and done, will she even want to?
Categories: NC-17 Fics, General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, None, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36943
Date: 09/29/2011 Title: Chapter 21: Darkest before Dawn.
This chapter made me smile and totally brightened my day! Phew! She's finally out and protected. Ooh, that Travers, can we bring back to life just so we can smack him around. Does this mean this story is going to end. :-(
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 44093
Date: 10/14/2011 Title: Chapter 21: My Grapefruit
Yay update! I just love their relationship, it's so sweet. I also love how they have a connection to the little one. Can't wait to him arrive. :-)
Author's Response: Thank you and welcome new reader.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 18290
Date: 12/03/2011 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
So curious to find out what happened with Drusilla! We are finally getting a better picture but there are definitely holes. Can't wait for the next chapter. :-)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23816
Date: 01/18/2012 Title: Chapter 11: Buffy's Place
I love daffodils! I'm from California and there are daffodils a plenty around here, but we Californians have access to so much produce, flowers, etc all year around because our mostly temperate weather.
Spike is just so sweet! I'm so happy that he is finally able to really show that side of himself to Buffy. And marvelous things come out from being open and honest! But oh, Dru, some better timing would have been good. She was so observant before, it makes me think she's just acting oblivious now. And I have a feeling that William's family will be the real obstacle.
Begins during the summer between seasons three and four. Turns into a complete season four rewrite with little resemblance to the events in the series. Finally Finished!!!!
Winner At the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards for best Angst, best original character and best original character pairing. Thanks to all who voted!!!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 96592
Date: 01/20/2012 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
I was shocked but not terribly sad when Giles killed Angel but this chapter actually made me mourn his loss. You were able to really portray Buffy's loss in a sensitive way that made it approachable and real to me as a reader. I was able to see his lost chance at redemption.
And what is up with the end of this chapter?! Xander was ready to break up with Willow and now their engaged? Something a little fishy there. A lot fishy.
And now that I think about it, everyone has their passionate times, but they seem to be doing it an awful lot at really bad times in small windows of opportunity.
Author's Response: I\'m so glad this chapter could make you feel Buffy\'s loss. I debated about where to put the Giles/Dav chapter--who should have the last word on Angel\'s death. It seemed right to give the final say to Buffy. Willow went in Xander\'s mind and changed it manually. She magicked his brain so he would make a decision.
Date: 01/17/2012 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22
Yikes and more Yikes! I don't feel at all sorry for Maggie, who would. Wish, that Buffy & Spike could get some sort satisfaction but it's probably best this way. The question is who did, the government or the watchers. And how about Faith? Poor sad Faith.
Then of course there is Xander and Willow. That deserved an extra yikes! Those two have issues they need to resolve. A lot of issues. Xander's are pretty normal, he needs to grow up and not make stupid decisions. But Willow, she is starting to yield those powers over people rather easily. As usual, a great chapter.
Author's Response: Thanks so much for the comment!!! It was the government, not the watchers, I can tell you that. About Willow and Xander, I agree completely.
Date: 12/10/2011 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17
Oh Poor Riley! The scene of his death was simply devastating. I was totally in shock & then there were misty eyes. You are gooood. You made me like Riley all over again! I remember when he 1st came on the show I actually liked him before he turned into an immature annoying boyfriend. Oh well, at least they are finally free. Maybe not safe, but free from the torture. It was heartbreaking to see Buffy have to stay so strong.
Oh and how ironic, Xander broke up with Dav because he didn't want to put her in danger and wasn't sure how she'd fit in and here is Buffy giving her full blessing. You are an absolute fool Xander! He gave up the best relationship of his life. He should have fought for it. Can't wait to see how the group dynamic changes. And I hope that both he and Willow come to realization and catharsis. Positive, I love Buffy & Dav as friends. You created a character I've really started to care about.
And Spike! So interested to see what what will happen to him considering it wasn't actually a Mohra demon. Next chapter please! You got us on the edge of our seats.
Author's Response: Glad you liked the twists! I wanted Riley to be a good guy. I thought he basically was in the show. Thanks so much for your support of Dav.
Date: 12/08/2011 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16
Great to see an update to the story! Needless to say, Maggie is off her rocker. Oh, my heart goes out to Buffy having to wait, not knowing if he'll come back. But it looks like help is finally on the way. Totally biting my nails over what is happening to Spike!
A few more notes, I LOVE Andrew and Eddie. They are so cute together. Just loved Andrew tasing Ethan, he sure deserved it.
And this chapter finally killed the last hope of Xander & Davinia. He had something so good and now he has this weird thing with Willow. What ARE they doing? I guess she saw something good in his head because they were at it again. Poor Giles. I'm glad he said something, because they're acting like addicts or hoarders. They are not aware about how their actions are affecting others. I hope you go further with the conversation between Willow and Giles, because I was ready to read more. I really wanted her to start being accountable or well least aware of what she really wants.
Author's Response: Yes, I totally killed the last hope of Xander and Dav while I restored hope for the rescue of Buffy and Spike so as not to leave everything crummy.
Glad you liked the discussion with Giles. It will continue. I wanted to do a small bit of compulsive dark Willow and self destructive Xander. In a way this bad behavior is a good thing. It catches their tendencies before they get out of hand.
Date: 10/23/2011 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
Short but oh so sweet! This chapter was so sexy and so sweet at the same time. They deserved that little bit of happiness and I hope they are stronger for it. Can't wait until Maggie finally gets her comeuppance, what a truly demonic person! Now I have to wait until the next chapter. Damn! you keep us wanting more. :-)
Author's Response: Glad it was sexy! I think you\'re sweet.