Summary: What if Buffy realized that when she refused the gift of power in "Get it Done" that she had turned her back on her duty? Can she take it back? And if so, what will she become?
Nominated for Best WIP at the Vampire Kisses awards!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 51093
Member Since: 09/12/2007
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Totally in love with Spuffy.
I'm a budding writer, so feedback to fics is greatly appreciated.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Totally in love with Spuffy.
I'm a budding writer, so feedback to fics is greatly appreciated.
Reviews by Alissa
[Report This] Published: 01/16/2006 Updated: 03/14/2009
Reviewer: Alissa Signed 
Date: 03/14/2009 Title: Chapter 25: Decisions
Date: 03/14/2009 Title: Chapter 25: Decisions
Wow. That claim was honestly one of the hottest things I've ever read. I really hope he returns it. Oh, bitey, vampire goodness :P
Love it! *Favourites* Hope there's more to come!
Summary: Set post Chosen. When time refuses to heal her broken heart, a desperate Buffy asks Willow to lend a magical hand. But when she gets her wish, Buffy is forced to realize that there is truly something worse than losing the one you love.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 23118
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 23118
[Report This] Published: 06/16/2006 Updated: 10/28/2007
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 10/08/2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter Four
Date: 10/08/2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter Four
I've just found this, and thought I'd just say how brilliant I thought it was. I dont know if you're ever planning to write any more of it, but I thought it was a great concept and an amazing start!
Summary: 
The victim of a spell gone awry, Buffy finds herself trapped in Victorian London, where she meets a man surprisingly familiar to her.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 277738
The victim of a spell gone awry, Buffy finds herself trapped in Victorian London, where she meets a man surprisingly familiar to her. Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 277738
[Report This] Published: 01/08/2007 Updated: 08/25/2009
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 10/14/2007 Title: Chapter 46: Chapter Forty-Six
Date: 10/14/2007 Title: Chapter 46: Chapter Forty-Six
I hope this isnt too annoying or pushy, but I'd just like to say how much I'm enjoying this fic, and how much I desperately wish that you would update :P
Looking forward to reading more
Author's Response: It's not pushy at all. I'm really sorry for the delay in updates. I had a touch of writer's block for a few weeks, but thankfully it's over now. My new chapter is finished and with my beta, so it should be ready to post very shortly. :-)
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 10/22/2007 Title: Chapter 47: Chapter Forty-Seven
Date: 10/22/2007 Title: Chapter 47: Chapter Forty-Seven
*Bows to genius*. Gah, that was so amazing. I loved how spike seemed to regress back to his former self - all stammering and innocent. That was a wonderful chapter, totally worth the wait. I'm completely hooked on this story. Cant wait for another part! It's just so brilliant! :P
Author's Response: I think you're one of only a handful of people to mention Spike's sudden lapse into William-ness. I'm so glad you liked that -- it was actually one of my favorite parts of the chapter, as well. Thanks so much for the review. :-D
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 11/08/2007 Title: Chapter 48: Chapter Forty-Eight
Date: 11/08/2007 Title: Chapter 48: Chapter Forty-Eight
This has to be the best fic I've ever read. I cant get enough of it, it's so perfect!
I really hope that Buffy recognises what her own subconcious is telling her- that love really can transcend death. I feel so sorry for her. I sort of understand where she's coming from- I guess it's almost like she's afraid that she's betraying William by being with Spike. She just needs to connect them both.
Cant wait for another part; it's a stunning piece of work.
Author's Response: To call it a "stunning piece of work" and "the best fic you've ever read" is just so incredibly flattering for me. Thank you very much for making my day better with your kind review. :)
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 12/02/2007 Title: Chapter 49: Chapter Forty-Nine
Date: 12/02/2007 Title: Chapter 49: Chapter Forty-Nine
You're forgiven, because it was worth the (VERY) long wait!
Lovely part. I'm sort of hoping that Tara agrees to send her back to be honest. I keep thinking about poor lonely William... :(
Or that she'd at least just see Spike for who he really is. I have a feeling that all of this is leading up to something pretty big. A revelation, or possibly an even bigger arguement...
Cant wait for more already! Dont leave it too long this time; I think I'm a bit obsessed with this fic!
Oh, and out of interest, have you written any other fics, and if so- where would I read them? I just love your writing style.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'm glad you're enjoying it that much. FtTP is the only fic I'm working on at the moment, but once it's finished, I'm sure I'll be writing another one. Thanks for reading! :D
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 12/07/2007 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter Fifty
Date: 12/07/2007 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter Fifty
God, that was amazing!
She wants him! Fabulous! Maybe she can fall for his "Spike" side, too?
God, I adore this fic so much! Loving the quick updating!
Looking forward to more very soon :P
Author's Response: Thank you! I'm pleased to know that you're enjoying it that much. I hope you continue to. :-D
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 01/02/2008 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter Fifty-One
Date: 01/02/2008 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter Fifty-One
God, that part gave me chills.
Absolutely gorgeous! It's been a while since the last post, so I just had to re read this chapter.
You have such a great talent for writing; this is amazing work.
Cant wait for another bit
*hint-hint*
Author's Response: Thank you so much! :-D
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 02/19/2008 Title: Chapter 55: Chapter Fifty-Five
Date: 02/19/2008 Title: Chapter 55: Chapter Fifty-Five
This honestly gets better and better, and is still my absolute favourite fic.
That little scene with Buffy & Spike was so tender and gorgeous.
You had me worried there for a while, I have to say- I thought she might agree to the council's proposal...
Fabulous, I really hope there's more posted soon! You've got me watching out for a new part like a mad thing!
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/07/2008 Title: Chapter 56: Chapter Fifty-Six
Date: 03/07/2008 Title: Chapter 56: Chapter Fifty-Six
This is so brilliant! I dont think I could ever get bored of this fic!
Spike's job, however, is making me really nervous. I'm getting horrible visions of sleazy sex bars or illegal drug rings...
More soon, I hope. I just love it.
Author's Response: Well, it took me a while to update but I hope you're sticking around for it. Thanks so much for the review. :-D
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 04/02/2008 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter Fifty-Seven
Date: 04/02/2008 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter Fifty-Seven
So glad that you updated; I've been waiting on this part for ages!
This fic is just brilliant- I especially love the fact that you manage to make it at once tender, heart wrenching, and just plain hilarious!
“Getting wood for you, is he?” That made me die laughing. I commend you for that very well time Spike-ism.
I’m really looking forward to the next post. I wonder how Buffy will react when she eventually finds out about Spike’s duplicity?
Author's Response: I'm sorry it took me so long to update. It seems like the closer I get to the end of this story, the harder it becomes. Maybe it's because I dread letting it go. I'm hoping to do better from now on, though. I'm so glad you mentioned that line, lol. Writing Spike is fun because sometimes he just takes over my mind and comes up with things like that. Thanks so much for the review. :-D
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 04/09/2008 Title: Chapter 58: Chapter Fifty-Eight
Date: 04/09/2008 Title: Chapter 58: Chapter Fifty-Eight
Gorgeous part. The lengths he went to just to make sure that she was happy and secure got me a little choked up, I have to say! Surely she couldn’t hate him for doing that for her... could she?
I was thinking about this fic recently, wondering how you were going to end it, wondering if you'd return her to William, or keep her with Spike. I can’t really decide which I prefer- whilst they're fundamentally the same person, you've written them with some pretty major character differences that effect the dynamics of 'their' relationships with Buffy, so… I shall think on it some more :P
Gah, this it truly brilliant. Glad to hear you'll be trying to post more regularly- I'm unhealthily obsessed with this fic!
Author's Response: If I can keep you guessing about what will happen at the end of the fic - even guessing about what kind of ending you would prefer - then I definitely feel that I'm doing my job as a writer. Thank you so much for letting me know that. :)
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/16/2008 Title: None
Date: 03/16/2008 Title: None
Wow, this is amazing! Such an awesome fic, I really love it!
Hope there's more soon!
Summary: William Pratt is a bookish young man who has has recently moved from England to Sunnydale. Buffy Summers is failing English. What will William teach her?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 49479
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 49479
[Report This] Published: 07/04/2007 Updated: 06/21/2008
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 01/04/2008 Title: Chapter 17: Shopping with Dawn
Date: 01/04/2008 Title: Chapter 17: Shopping with Dawn
This is such a great fic!
I've just found it, and I'm really enjoying it! Cant wait for another part! I love your portrayal of William.
Hope there's more soon.
Author's Response: Thank you! I'm glad you like it. I've just posted another chapter and I'm working on the next. Thanks for reviewing! :)
Summary: Based end season six with some minor plot changes (see note on chap 1) Story is based around The Initiative
WINNER OF THE ECSTASY AWARD (JUDGES AWARD) AT THE FORBIDDEN AWARDS round 8 - quote from the judge - I'm a sucker for a good Initiative fic, and this is one of the best I've read. Mabel is one of the best newer authors out there and I look forward to reading more of her stories.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 44 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 95311
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 44 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 95311
[Report This] Published: 10/04/2007 Updated: 01/10/2008
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 01/07/2008 Title: Chapter 41: Matt and Dawn
Date: 01/07/2008 Title: Chapter 41: Matt and Dawn
Aww, that was a really sweet little interlude. I was pleased to find you'd posted the next bit, as I'd just finished reading all 40 chapters, and wanted more :P I'm really enjoying this story, its so different!
More soon, I hope.
Author's Response: Thanks Alissa, glad you liked it, and that you're enjoying the story. The final chapters are with my beta - only three more to go! Will post as quickly as i get them back. Really appreciate that you thought it was different! Please keep letting me know what you think! :)
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/15/2008 Title: None
Date: 03/15/2008 Title: None
Brilliant start! I'm really enjoying this new take on the concept of being a Slayer. More soon, I hope!
Summary: Set five years after "Chosen". Buffy is married and living the normal life she always wanted until one day she sees Spike's picture and realizes that normal might be overrated.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9933
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9933
[Report This] Published: 01/05/2008 Updated: 03/18/2009
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/08/2009 Title: Chapter 6: John Doe
Date: 03/08/2009 Title: Chapter 6: John Doe
This is such a great read. Really hope there's more to come because I'm dying to read Buffy's "Oh-my-god-the-hot-rockstar-come-potential-demon/slayer-killer-is-really-my-dead-vampire-sweetie-pie" reaction! :P Promises to be good. Fab work, really enjoying it.
Author's Response: Thanks. And yes there's more to come. I'm writing slowly these days, but I do have more of this story, so at least for a little while I should be able to post fairly regularly.
Summary: A beautiful blonde is undercover for the FBI in Los Angeles. She is working as a computer hacker for one of the country’s richest, dirtiest, and most handsome businessmen, who just happens to have a few secrets of his own. Sparks fly, because don’t they always?
Winner at the Spuffy Awards! Reader's choice for Best Spike Characterization and Best Fantasty Saga, Judge's Choice for Best Fantasty 'We Missed The Bed, Again', and Judge's Pick. Nominated at the Cradle of Humanity Awards for the Happy Worker Award.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 61064
Winner at the Spuffy Awards! Reader's choice for Best Spike Characterization and Best Fantasty Saga, Judge's Choice for Best Fantasty 'We Missed The Bed, Again', and Judge's Pick. Nominated at the Cradle of Humanity Awards for the Happy Worker Award.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 61064
[Report This] Published: 02/08/2008 Updated: 03/17/2008
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/09/2008 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter Thirty
Date: 03/09/2008 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter Thirty
Oh wow, this is amazing! I've just read this whole thing from the very beginning and I'm soo hooked!
Your writing is wonderful, and I'm desperate to learn what happens next- more soon?
Author's Response: Oh, thank you so much, Alissa! I'm so happy you found my story and like it. More soon, definitely, keep reading and let me know what you think!
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/10/2008 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter Thirty One
Date: 03/10/2008 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter Thirty One
I'm honestly on the edge of my seat, dying to know what's going to happen with Spike, and if Spike and Buffy will ever make it up. Snyder's such a rat of a man; I loved your portrayal of him.
Such a great part. I cant wait for another bit! This fic is being favourited :P
Author's Response: Thanks for favoriting it, Alissa! Glad you enjoyed evil Snyder, he's fun to write so I'm glad he's fun to read. You'll find out all you need to know soon!
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/14/2008 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter Thirty Three
Date: 03/14/2008 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter Thirty Three
Happy Birthday!
That was an amazing part. You could practically taste the passion and emotion... gah, brilliant. You are fast becoming one of my favourite authors on here. Your work is just brilliant!
Cant wait for more.
Author's Response: Thanks for the review and the bday wishes! I'm so glad you loved it, and it's so flatterign to hear how much you like my writing! More very soon!
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/16/2008 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter Thirty Four
Date: 03/16/2008 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter Thirty Four
Aww, that was so lovely- she gave up everything for him. I cant wait for the last chapter, this story has just been brilliant and I've loved reading it. It'll be sad to see it come to an end though.
*waits impatiently for the final part*
Author's Response: Thank you so so much for the great review, Alissa! So happy to hear you've loved my story so much. Concluding soon!
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/18/2008 Title: Chapter 35: Epilogue
Date: 03/18/2008 Title: Chapter 35: Epilogue
Oh, wow, that was an amazing ending.
I've absolutely loved reading this fic and I really enjoyed picking up all the little references to the word 'Crystal'.
Stunning work - I really hope to read more of your writing soon
Author's Response: Aw, glad you picked up the "Crystal" references, I had fun throwing those in there. Thanks so much for the sweet review, Alissa, and I'm so happy you liked the fic! Hope my future writings entertain you just as much!
Summary: One slight mistake in a spell intended to re-soul Angelus lands Buffy in an alternate universe where no one is who they should be, and nothing makes sense. She’s desperate to return to her home, but when she starts to fall for her new Watcher, William Pratt, she begins to wonder where she really belongs. AU after the events of Innocence.
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards for Best Episode Rewrite. Currently nominated at the Spuffy Awards for Best General Saga and Best Buffy Characterization.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 46620
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards for Best Episode Rewrite. Currently nominated at the Spuffy Awards for Best General Saga and Best Buffy Characterization.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 46620
[Report This] Published: 02/14/2008 Updated: 08/21/2008
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/03/2008 Title: Chapter 1: Inside Wants Out
Date: 03/03/2008 Title: Chapter 1: Inside Wants Out
This is so fab! Really hooked on this! I hope you post more soon; I'd really like to learn some more about Buffy and William. Also... what is happening back in Buffy's world?
Author's Response: Thank you, Alissa! So happy you're enjoying the fic.
Summary: He really didn't know how much I loved him. I loved him so much that it hurt to think that I'd die one day and he'd be on his own, I loved him so much that without him here, my world is gone, I loved him so much that when he's not here, I'm nothing at all, I love him so much, that I'd kill myself, or anyone, I'd do anything just to hear his voice one last time. Without him, I want to die, to Hell with the rest of the world, if I can't have him I don't want to be here.
I looked up at him and he gently wiped a tear from my face.My hand took hold of his while I traced his beautiful face with the other, and looking into his bluer than blue eyes, there was something different about them from what I remember. They looked more familiar, more recent and, after a moment, I realized not only was this Spike, but it was *my* Spike...
"Buffy?"
He said my name with such wonder that I knew without a doubt that he knows who I am. My heart swelled in my chest with overwhelming warmth and love for him. "Shut up, Xander!" I practically roared at him. "I'm not five years old! You can't tell me what to do! Okay? I'm living my life, and you know what? You are just going to have to deal with this!" I glared, letting my eyes show the fire inside.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 7035
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 7035
[Report This] Published: 03/01/2008 Updated: 07/17/2009
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/03/2008 Title: Chapter 1: The Light
Date: 03/03/2008 Title: Chapter 1: The Light
Lovely start. The promise of romance, and a great Time Travel epic thrown into the mix- what could be better?
Hope there's more to come!
Author's Response: Thanks SO much! and there will be more and next time it will be with Spike YAY! LOL thanks for your review!
Hugs!
Candie
Summary: 
After 'Not Fade Away' Spike finds himself resurrected yet again and sent back in time by the PTB to fix things for Buffy.
Winner of Best Spike Characterization and Runner Up for Best New Author and Best Plot in the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards! Winner of Judges' Choice Award and Runner Up for Best Short, Best Sleeper and Best Fluffy in the Fang Fetish Awards! Nominated in several categories in the Spuffy Awards!
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32861
After 'Not Fade Away' Spike finds himself resurrected yet again and sent back in time by the PTB to fix things for Buffy.
Winner of Best Spike Characterization and Runner Up for Best New Author and Best Plot in the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards! Winner of Judges' Choice Award and Runner Up for Best Short, Best Sleeper and Best Fluffy in the Fang Fetish Awards! Nominated in several categories in the Spuffy Awards!Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32861
[Report This] Published: 03/09/2008 Updated: 03/09/2008
Reviewer: Alissa Signed
Date: 03/10/2008 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Date: 03/10/2008 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Absolutely LOVED this. It was such a delicious read.
Author's Response: Oh, I'm so glad you liked it! I'm such a new writer that I'm blown away by that.