Summary: A girl who's broken and lost. A man who's never given a chance to anyone. She's distant. He's edgy and closed off. A sweet lil country town with two scared individuals not willing to admit that they're afraid of anything. And of course it's Spike and Buffy, who else! Find out what happens when they accidentally become everyday occurrences for each other.
Categories: NC-17 Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 206670
Member Since: 12/02/2011
Membership status: Member
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Membership status: Member
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Reviews by Lambean
[Report This] Published: 09/07/2012 Updated: 04/15/2014
Reviewer: Lambean Signed 
Date: 11/05/2013 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30: Tell me or Don't, but Lose me if you Won't
Date: 11/05/2013 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30: Tell me or Don't, but Lose me if you Won't
Wow! Great chapter.
I wonder who pushed her. Update soon please
Author's Response: Glad you enjoyed, thanks for reviewing!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 09/29/2012 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Fictional Interests?
Date: 09/29/2012 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Fictional Interests?
I hope you update quickly. This is so good. I wish I were a better writer so that I could adequately describe how much I like your writing. But I guess that's why you are the writer and I am merely the reader. Keep up the great work!
Author's Response: oh my gosh you\'re too kind! I will try to update quicker on this story than i have on my other one! *hugs*
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 09/29/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Arrival
Date: 09/29/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Arrival
My gosh, you are such a good writer! You already had me shedding a few tears. Your descriptions are so vivid that I can "see" into these characters and Buffy's personality. Wow. Keep it up
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 06/04/2013 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19: You Haven't Fallen Down the Rabbit Hole
Date: 06/04/2013 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19: You Haven't Fallen Down the Rabbit Hole
I hurt for Spike.
I think it was necessary for him to tell her now. But I hope she can be kind to him and show him the same support that he has shown her. Please update soon. I love this story.
Author's Response: Hmm, what might buffy do in this situation? It could go one of two ways: Either she shuns him because she\'s afraid of yet one more thing changing in her life OR she accepts him because he has been there for her with her issues.
You\'ll have to wait and see :) Thank you for reading and reviewing!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 07/19/2013 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23: For Better or for Bumpies
Date: 07/19/2013 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23: For Better or for Bumpies
His chapter was perfect. Her accepting ,him possessive....perfect
Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing! I\'m very glad you enjoyed!!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 06/15/2013 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20: Fight or Flight
Date: 06/15/2013 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20: Fight or Flight
Another wonderful chapter. I Wonder why his dad had a book about vampires? Interesting. Can't wait to see if Buffy gets there in time to watch Spike in action. Keep up the great work. It's a wonderful story.
Author's Response: I\'m glad you\'re enjoying it, thank you so much for reading and reviewing!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/06/2012 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8: Building a... Something
Date: 12/06/2012 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8: Building a... Something
I seriously adore this story. My heart just goes out to both of these characters. You have written them so well. I can't wait to read more.
Author's Response: Thank you so much im glad you\'re enjoying it!! :)
Summary: Buffy Summers has had her eye on Spike for a while but she's too shy to approach him. Now her car won't start and he's the only one around to help. Will she finally get over her nerves and take a chance?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8476
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8476
[Report This] Published: 09/23/2012 Updated: 10/01/2012
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 09/25/2012 Title: Chapter 2: Part Two
Date: 09/25/2012 Title: Chapter 2: Part Two
I'm so happy to hear that you already have this finished. I love it. You do innocent, shy Buffy really well.
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 09/23/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Part One
Date: 09/23/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Part One
This is really good. Congratulations on getting published. You're a wonderful writer.
Summary: Spike sees Buffy in an L.A. night club. He would worry about talking to her... If he wasn't hurled into a past dimension by an accidental wish. Our Buffy fights to find him as Spike decides to change this past.
Note! Spike is in a past dimension, so it does not effect the future.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 39854
Note! Spike is in a past dimension, so it does not effect the future.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 39854
[Report This] Published: 10/19/2012 Updated: 09/29/2013
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 09/17/2013 Title: Chapter 23: A New Hope
Date: 09/17/2013 Title: Chapter 23: A New Hope
Another great chapter. Very interesting bit with Jessica Pratt. Can't wait for more
Summary: Set in Season 6 post Wrecked.
Christmas is coming in Sunnydale and Buffy is stuck in a deep depression. Can three ghosts change things?
Very loosely based on Charles Dickens’ A Christmas Carol.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31796
Christmas is coming in Sunnydale and Buffy is stuck in a deep depression. Can three ghosts change things?
Very loosely based on Charles Dickens’ A Christmas Carol.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31796
[Report This] Published: 12/01/2012 Updated: 12/14/2012
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 5: Stave Five – Return to Life
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 5: Stave Five – Return to Life
Thank you thank you thank you. I love when Buffy treats Spike nicely. And for Buffy to be able to verbally express her feelings would mean so much more to him because he knows how difficult it is for her. And because he is so open with his feelings he deserves not just to be shown but openly told. I love it. And I can't wait for her to be open about them in front of the Scoobies.
Author's Response: You\'re welcome! :) And thank you for your review. I\'m glad you enjoyed it. The final chapter is on its way. :)
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/07/2012 Title: Chapter 3: Stave Three – The Second of the Three Spirits
Date: 12/07/2012 Title: Chapter 3: Stave Three – The Second of the Three Spirits
This was so good and yet heartbreaking.
The creation of misery and scorn was such a perfect description and visual of the damage she caused. It's perfect. Please update soon
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I\'m so glad you enjoyed it. :)
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/02/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Stave One – Spirit of a Slayer
Date: 12/02/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Stave One – Spirit of a Slayer
Great start. Can't wait for more.
Author's Response: Thanks :)
Summary: In the middle of the night our two heroes are captured and tortured. Then suddenly the lights go out and they are running--they don't know who from or where to, but a battered slayer and a half broken vampire cling to each other, biding their time. Slayers are not meant to cower and this Slayer is never on her own.
Disclaimer: All rights belong to Joss Whedon I'm just kidnapping them and putting them through an awful, terrible ordeal.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 167560
Disclaimer: All rights belong to Joss Whedon I'm just kidnapping them and putting them through an awful, terrible ordeal.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 167560
[Report This] Published: 12/05/2012 Updated: 12/02/2015
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 06/25/2013 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 - The Romance of Train Travel part I
Date: 06/25/2013 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 - The Romance of Train Travel part I
It was nice to get to know more about Alex. You seriously brought out some tears when she was talking about seeing her dad for the first time and Buffy's death. I love this story. Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 05/10/2013 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8 - The Getaway
Date: 05/10/2013 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8 - The Getaway
Wow this is amazing !! I can't wait for more!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 06/21/2013 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10 - The Project
Date: 06/21/2013 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10 - The Project
Another great chapter. It's a wonderful story. I can't wait for more!
Summary: As Spike and Drusilla roar into Sunnydale, Buffy and the Scoobies must face a town going mad as well as the two aforementioned master vampires. As the plot thickens, we realize that the key to this mystery is a lost child of Aurelius, sired long after Angel was cursed...
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24215
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24215
[Report This] Published: 12/08/2012 Updated: 08/22/2013
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/14/2012 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Date: 12/14/2012 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Oh I love the potential for a Buffy Ellie friendship. This story is really coming along nicely. I hope your inspiration holds up.You have us all spoiled by how quickly you have updated this. Thanks
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/19/2012 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18
Date: 12/19/2012 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18
Ooooh you are so evil! Can I just say huh? With a side of who the heck? Can't wait for more!!
Author's Response: Mwahahahaha. Stay tuned, and thanks for sticking with me!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/14/2012 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Date: 12/14/2012 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Thanks for the two chapters! It's so original I love it. And it's great to see that the attraction is already there for both of them
Author's Response: I love any story that tries to show Buffy that Angel and Giles/the Council aren\'t necessarily the end all for info on vamps and demons, and in season 2 it\'s early enough to change her mind more easily. Thanks again for your kind words and stay tuned for more today!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
You have me intrigued. Can't wait to find out more about Ellie. And I love Spike in the older brother role. .
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
It's really good. I'm very interested to see what Ellie has to say. Please update soon
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Date: 12/13/2012 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Wow great backstory. It makes me like Ellie even more. I love that someone besides Spike cares for Dru. And I love when it is pointed out how Angulus created Dru. And how completely evil that was. It hopefully will open Buffys eyes to Angels true personality.
Author's Response: Ty so much! I\'m a hillbilly myself so that backstory is not that far from many friends I\'ve had. Buffy has a lot of thinking to do, and she will do so. She\'s going to have a heart-to-heart with Giles and the Scoobs next chapter, so look forward to that! Ty for reading and ALWAYS feel welcome to review!
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 12/14/2012 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Date: 12/14/2012 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Oh that was great . You have serious talent!!Can't wait for more of that. And I'm interested to see how they react to each other when they see each other again.
I know I'm repeating myself but I love Ellie.
Author's Response: Ty so so much. That\'s a huge weight off my shoulders. Just thought I\'d give you all a bit of smut to tide you over until the real fun begins :) The ritual is close at hand, then the TRUE Big Bad of the story arrives, so stay with me!
Summary: A vampire follows his instinct to find his mate, leading him to the town of Sunnydale.
Alternate Universe: Buffy is not the Slayer, just a normal girl.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1297
Alternate Universe: Buffy is not the Slayer, just a normal girl.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1297
[Report This] Published: 12/31/2012 Updated: 12/31/2012
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 01/01/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Date: 01/01/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Loved it. I shouldn't suggest this, especially when I already anxiously await updates on your stories, but you might consider doing a prequel. I would love to see what her dreams were like. Especially because she was not afraid of him in game face. Thanks again for another great story!!
Author's Response: It means a lot to me that you support my stories. I love your idea of a prequel to see what her dreams are. I honestly didn\'t think of it...now that you mention it my muse is getting excited. You\'re very flattering, thank you, lambean!
Summary: A hot vampire notices a girl with red lips and a short hem. What follows? A shotgun-mating in a dark alley :)
**This is a oneshot, inspired from the song Downtown Girl by Hot Chelle Rae. It's basically smut (but sort of... a "belonging" kind of smut? Idk, try it out, tell me if you like it).
Categories: NC-17 Fics, Ficlets/Drabbles
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5547
**This is a oneshot, inspired from the song Downtown Girl by Hot Chelle Rae. It's basically smut (but sort of... a "belonging" kind of smut? Idk, try it out, tell me if you like it).
Categories: NC-17 Fics, Ficlets/Drabbles
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5547
[Report This] Published: 05/16/2013 Updated: 05/16/2013
Reviewer: Lambean Signed
Date: 05/17/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Only You
Date: 05/17/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Only You
Another amazing story by an amazing author. Thank you for writing such a great story. I love claiming fics and this one reminds me why. Keep up your great work.
Author's Response: Oh gosh, thank you so so much! :)