first off im sorry your not feeling well. Secondly for someone whos not feeling well you still managed to put up an incredible chapter. I feel so bad for Bufffy, was it Xander who did it? (the whole best friend thing has me wondering). I also feel for Spike, i dont understand people who can have abortions and not tell their "mate". Its so cruel. No matter what you decide to do with your unborn child (because it is everyones right to do what they think is best) it doesnt belong to just you, it takes two people to make it. I'm so glad she thinks he can make her happy and that he wants to. I love the songs youve chosen to use in this fic. Please update soon, i loved it.

Author's Response: Thanks, you did manage to make me feel a little better. I would never have Xander rape Buffy though. I love Xander and I could never see that happening. I'm also not sure how that would happen. Buffy didn't even meet Xander until he showed up at her school and they never went to school together or anything. Him being older than her and all. I guess with the best friend thing it's easy to get that confused. Yeah, that was cruel what Dru did. That honestly just came to me when I was typing, didn't even have that planned. Okay, think that's long enough. I'm really glad you like it=)

incredible update i loved it cant wait for another one

awwww. so sweet, and a shock revelation from Buffy. I really liked it. i hope you update soon!