YES! GO, GILES, GO!!!

I loved the update, honey. So very happy you're writing more on this!!!

*hugs and twirls... carefully*

I know I was reviewing this story somewhere... but I can't remember where! So wonderful to see an update. Hope Spike comes back soon. Daft numpty. Buffy should open up to Giles, not Willow! Good to see Xander & Giles going hunting for Angel, I hope he suffers appropriately for his attack on Buffy and gets sent away with a flea in his ear... or dusted. Dusted would be good. More soon please.....

Its been a long time I can only hope that you will update. I like the story so far but you can't just stop now - its not fair like Spike's leaving.

Can't wait to see where this will go now that Spike is leaving. More please!

And again, there's no talking, just kissing. Why won't Spike explain his reasons for leaving. Why won't Buffy' make declarations of what's in her heart? They both know this is all wrong, but they're hurting each other more by not revealing anything but longing and loss. It just hurts.

Spike actually going in for the kill was a complete surprise, and his swell of remorse made the act that much more horrific. You pulled out all the stops with his vivid anguish, so when Buffy came back there was such a sense of relief, I could believe his breakdown.

The sex was healing and cathartic, but it doesn't solve anything. Spike's still a soulless killer, and he just ended Buffy's life. How are they going to find their way to each other without one of them dying?

It's wildly entertaining.

See this is how good, though very dark, intense, angsty - how much I really liked your story.
Def worth a nom, no doubt! Wish I knew how or when they occur - I'm not up to Nom speak lol.

What I didn't say in EF I will say here. *Smacks self on the head* Should have read the Actual Rape...Then again I didn't think it would be Spike doing the actual Rape. Yeah I get a bit sqeaked by that then to a relationship...Like I mentioned not one for those and this hits high up like how DreamsofSpike writes her dark fics (those are incredibly angsty and dark tons of abuse - Good too, but not for the faint of heart). Keep writing. I am interested tons - on where this is going!

I am admiring but wondering at Spike walking away. He clearly does want her, but I praise him immensely on how he feels things started with Buffy. Then you surprise me with his anger...See keeping us on our toes! Fantabulous job!

I just have one question though - Dru...Was that a vision or something else entirely? Maybe a higher power? See told you I have many questions...*Giggles* Please more!

I reread it now. :)
Such an emotional chapter. With a sad cliffhanger, Spike wants to go for good now.
Hoping for another update.

I need to read the rest of this!!! Really, physically, need it!
Please keep writing it, I know you've not updated it in a long while and hope everything is fine with RL, but i believe it deserves to be completed!

Thank you!

Wow, for a minute there I thought she really was dead. You are such a good writer, I was almost in tears. Awesome!

Still loving it, but sometimes i feel sorry for Buffy.

Megan: Hope your muse hasn't lost interest in this story. I don't normally enjoy something really angsty like this. I always say that if I wanted a lot of angst I'd just watch season 6 of Buffy over and over while banging my toes with a hammer. That being said, I found this story to be hypnotic and compelling. The only possible explanation for that is that it's a spell and you're evil. I'm completely hooked and would so love to see how this amazing fic turns out!