I understand that she's hurting, but you just gotta wonder about the sanity of a woman who would use someone who loves her that way. Buff just needs to fess up to all that's happening and let EVERYONE who cares about her help. Well - I love this tale so far and look forward to more. It's classic the way you are getting in so many nuances from the series. I know that soon, Buffy will be back with the band, She'll admit her true feelings for Spike and the Scoobies with win the Battle!. (Or at least I hope that's how it all turns out, with the twists and turns you put into a tale, I'm not banking on any outcome until I read it!) Thanks for sharing. more please.