wow! i loved this first chap! buffy's rambling during her jump (and her death) are really believable. i liked listen to her while she realized the intensity of spike's feelings.
the last line could have been funny... but maybe it's just a little tragic...

Author's Response: Unfortunately, given how meddling her friends became, it's more on the side of tragic :( But she didn't know it at the time. Poor Buffy. Thanks for reviewing, I'm glad you enjoyed!