Iiihh! As always, I'm thrilled when I see this story has been updated. And this chapter didn't disappoint. I'll be sad to see this story go, but I'm so glad things are better for them and that they have each other. Loved it!

Author's Response: I don't really know how much longer it's going to be; I was very, very depressed when I wrote that note, so maybe the story isn't as close to being finished as I thought.

Thank you for your kind words!
And I think it's good that Liam is dead now (and to know he was in prison, didn't get away).
Awe, I thought that would have been his answer (. . . Finding you. . .
And William had to go back to the states. But at last he met Buffy there.
Good to see an update :) Worth the wait.

Author's Response: You always have a kind word and a smile, and it's the least I can do to acknowledge it. I'm sooo glad you liked that moment, I loved it too. It was so very Spike, I think.

I really feel like I'm just repeating myself, but whenever I get a mail saying this story has been updated, it just makes my whole day. It's so dark, but yet so beautifully written and I just love those little happy moments between them. I don't care how long it takes for you to write and post the chapters, I'll be there to the very end. Thanks for another amazing chapter! :)

Author's Response: No, repeat away. It's always good to get a positive review, especially for a story like this one. The subject matter is so dark and their emotions are so raw, it has to give some readers pause. Hell, it makes me take a step back.

I can't lie and say that this is a lovely story, because it is very obviously not. It's so full of raw emotion and brutality, and yet the careful relationship between Spike/Will and Buffy is incredibly tragic in its fragility and the events that brought them together.

But.

The scene with little Connor playing outside was beautiful in its simplicity, and Spike's reaction to Buffy's pregnancy was the perfect balance of fear, awe, and hope. (Can you tell I've been saving this up?)

I understand that a happy ending is not assured for this story, or at least the Disney happily ever after. However, seeing the healing that those two have done in the two years since they met is the best and most perfect outcome thus far, and I can only hope that whatever trials that they are going to have to face in the coming chapters will be weathered together and not leave them separately broken.



Author's Response: I know what you mean -- it's not a lovely story, and thank you for not lying. I've tried to balance out the horror of their pasts with some of the steps toward healing and happiness they are both taking. There has to be some rainbow in all the clouds, some ray of hope shining through, otherwise it wouldn't be worth trying. Thank you.

I'm always thrilled when I see this story has been updated, I love it so much. I can't say it enough, this story is simply amazing. Only problem is, when I finished reading a chapter, I always want more right away. :)

Author's Response: I wish it were easier to write this, I really do. But I'm sure you understand how hard it is to sometimes get through these emotions and put it all down. . . and then have the courage to post them. Thank you for your support and encouragement. They both mean a lot.

wow, powerful chapter. hope you finish this because its good

Author's Response: Thank you. I'm doing my best to finish it, but it tends to be a bit hard to write.

This is such a heartwrenching story and so beautifully told. I can already tell this is going to be a great love story.

Author's Response: Thank you. I always think of Spike and Buffy in terms of sweeping epics. . .

Very moving! Can't wait to read more!

Author's Response: Thank you.

I was having a really, really horrible day and I logged on to hopefully find a little bit of escape. And I found an update to my favorite story. Thank you. Beautiful, as always!

Author's Response: I'm glad I could make you smile. Thanks for returning the favor.

Hey,

I just saw your name and a new story I didn't have the time to read till now . It's difficult to find a good author today and since I think that you have beautiful writing skills I started reading a WIP, which I normally don't do.
What can I say...I understand that this is a piece that is hard to write but it is a beauty and I intend to give you all the time you need to update or finish your work.
sorry, english isn't my native language and I'm shy about writing reviews but I wanted to let you know that I really appreciate your work. I hope I'll read more from you in the future.

take care Manda

Author's Response: Don't ever be shy about your English, it's very good. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and review. I know it's difficult, I know it's a hard story, believe me I understand and I appreciate it all the more when someone does read it. Thanks.

plyyyyyyyzzz write sme mre...this is reali...sad..wt happens 2 darla???

Author's Response: It is sad. . . but there's also hope. You'll learn Darla's fate in the coming chapters. Thanks again for reading and leaving a review.

Definitely with you! (though my previous reviews on this story were on another site)

So much raw emotion, so much pain, and yet glimmers of hope shine through when the two of them are together.

And I like Gunn's attitude towards the case!

xxx

PS. If this is your writing sucking lemons, maybe I should start feeding my muse lemons instead of chocolate!!!

Author's Response: I'm so glad you're sticking with this. The emotions are tough (hence the delays) but I'm plowing through and trying to get it all down. My muse, unfortunately, doesn't respond to either chocolate or lemons. . .

I can really feel the emotions running off Spike and Buffy. More please!

Author's Response: Well, that's good, because that means I'm doing my job correctly. Thanks so much for reading and reviewing.