*waaah* Crying now. Really hate Xander, and Buffy! Whyy?? This was too sad, please fix it! Now!! *sob* I trust you, though, you'll make it better eventually. Can't wait for the next chapter, I'm still hooked by this story. But you realize that after this chapter, you're almost more evil than I am, right? :)

Author's Response: LOL, I could never be half as evil as you are, and you know it! Plus I've made a promise since the beginning of this fic concerning angst, and I do keep my promises :-)

Sorry you hate Buffy, since she was - albeit stupidly - convinced what she did was for his own good, but I'm so glad you trust me, thank you so much honey!!! *huggles*

I was all excited about the new post, then I realized...I already read it. Damn! Either way, read it again and still got all misty eyed. Stupid Xander and his need to interfere with other people's relationships. Grr!

I know Buffy is trying to be all noble and whatnot, but I think I prefer selfish and stubborn, better. Keep that hunky piece of manmeat next to you at all times and not let him out of your sights for a nano second.

And, as always, if Spike needs any consoling or heavy petting...I am always available. Just give me time to write my hubby a quick note to explain my absence. LoL!

Great chapter, even though it's not your specialty, you still managed to write a very very angsty lil update! Kudos!



Author's Response: LOL, I didn't remember you'd read it either! *smacks forehead* LOL

And Buffy would be all selfish and stuff if Spike wasn't so young I think! Spike really appreciates your offer to kiss and make it better, but he decided he'll go after the stubborn bint, so you can stay with hubby for now!

I'm glad you liked it, especially since angst isn't my thing and it SO is yours! *huggles*

SObs uncontrollably then turns around to strangle Xander's pudgy neck, erghhhhh. Make it right oh please Mistress Sotia, pleeeeeeeeeease. GIggles, coughs, a-hem, ok - FAB chapter as always and such an evil cliffie, you sassy lil thing you - luv u boo.

Author's Response: Awwww, don't cry Tina *hugs tight* There's queue forming to the left for people wanting to off Xander, feel free to stand there ;-) And should I make it better? *scratches chin* I don't know... LOL! I'm so glad you liked it, honey, thank you for everything!

*smooches* Love you lots!

Ok, can i just say yay for yummy chocolate covered Spike's! tehehehe!

Ok, onto serious business. I hated this chapter when i first read it and I hate it now again! but, I don't think it was a bad choice to go, there had to be some angst somewhere! But it doesnt stop me from wanting to hit Xander over the head for being an idiot!

Love you!

*hugs*

P.S. I bawled my eyes out reading this chapter both times, how do you do it? That is all! lol!

Author's Response: Honey the queue for hurting Xander is at the left, please follow Carrie to it! LMAO

Awww, you cried? I'm so sorry honey *hugs you tight and wipes tears off* You know I'll fix it!

Loves you!

but be prepared for angst in the next one *pout* So I've waited to be able to read it to find angst?
Okay, on to it.
Ah *sniff* Stupid, idiotic Xander. Buffy should stop talking to him ever again.
I hope Xander will tell what he told Buffy that let to all the chaos. *sigh*
Heartbreaking update, even if it's good. *goes to fetch some tissues*

Author's Response: I'm glad you liked it honey, thank you! I promise to make it all better soon! Xander is an idiot, but hell fess up! *smooches*

Stupid Xander! Stupid Buffy! Stupid Spike! Grrr STUPID XANDER! I'll shove my foot so far up his ass that he'll be choking on my shoelaces! *gah* wipes away the tears - damn it woman, you weren't supposed to get this emotional! *sniff* I trust you - far enoug to THROW you if you don't put Spuffy back together!

Ahem... GREAT CHAPTER :D

Author's Response: ROFLMAO... just the visual of Xander choking on your shoelaces... ROFLMAO!!!

You know I'm all for Spuffy and much less for the angst than some other people I know *coughs* you *coughs* Glad you liked, *huggles*

Wow, Xan's an idiot lol, but i trust you and i know their will be Spuffy goodness so deep breath.....i feel so bad for Spike though, still wanting to make sure shes okay after what she said to him.
Mind you i feel bad for her though too, to be in a relationship with someone younger and hoping youre doing the right thing even though it's killing you must be gruesome.

Im so sorry to hear that your ex got engaged, i feel for you i really do. I know what its like to have to let someone go even if you cant let them go in your heart, only to have it break years later because of it...
If you ever need to talk you know my email (boondockbitch@hotmail.com) and feel free to use it!
xox
L.

Author's Response: Honey thank you so very much! Both for the review (that rocked) and for offering me a shoulder to cry on! You're a sweetheart! I'm OK now, he called the same night I found out, drunk and crying, at least now I feel sorry for him and not myself, because I finally managed to tell him to make his own decisions and have a nice life and hung up on him *shrugs* I'll get over it!

*hugs you tight* you really are great!

okay i have like people walking all around me so i had to speed read this chapter!! i hate doing that but what i read......it got me REALLY REALLY flustered!!! and JM's "For What I Need" is playing on Myspace so it just made it worse!!!! gah!! i'm gonna have to go back and read it more slowly and savor it better. so expect a much LONGER and THICKER review!! *eg* great job gurlie!! ttus!!! GET BETTER!!

Mon

Author's Response: I'm really glad you liked even the speed-read babe! Thank you for the review, and you know longer and thicker are always welcome! LMAO

We've missed having you around, *hugs you tight*

You really are a naughty girl, actually...maybe you should be renamed Smutty McPorn? It would be fitting. This chapter made me blush, squirm in my seat, raise my eyebrows in wonderment and giggle...ALOT! The swing part was hysterical, but only because I had a guy suggest it one time. (Had to refrain though because there were children present which would so ruin the moment.)

Loved the smutty goodness, but you know I am on pins and needles waiting for the angst. Mainly, I'm just eager to read it because you normally don't give in to the angsty-ness and I can't wait to see what you throw at our lovely couple.

Hope you are feeling better! Your review the other day made me laugh (and feel very sorry for your current situation!) Damn those people who wouldn't get you a ciggy, not that you really needed it, but dad-darn it you wanted one and that's all that matters.

Talk to you soon, Tori

Author's Response: Tehehehehe, I believe I am a naughty girl but I doubt my mom would appreciate that new name you're suggesting! LMAO!!! I'm really glad you had all those reactions to this chapter, no, I'm not glad, I'm in ecstasy! THANK YOU! *hugs you tight*

Hope you like the angst that's coming, cuz I really had a hard time writing it. I had to mentally revisit 'the dark era' of my life to write it and I'm glad I'd decided to keep it brief beforehand cuz I could have ended up doing a Romeo and Juliet to them the way I felt :-P

Talk to you in about 5 secs, *smooches*

This one keeps getting better and better! I will continue to watch for updates. Thanks

Author's Response: Aw, thank you so much! I'm really glad you're still enjoying this! *hugs*

Oh, hot, hot, hot!

Hmmm, I have 2 boxes of strawberry in the fridge...
Thnx for the idea hun, you know I love you and your story! xoxo

Author's Response: Tehehehehe, glad I could be off service, hun. I just LOVE giving people naughty ideas! Now go put those strawberries to good use!!!

*huggles*

“Are you getting’ more beautiful by the day, or am I fallin’ for you more and more?”
god damn it, even if the worlds biggest asshole (which does sometimes turn out to be my bf lol) said that i'd swoon!
Great chappy sweets, i really cant wait for more, itll be a nice refresher after my demon paper for finals is handed in :)
Wonderful!
L.

Author's Response: I know *sighs* a guy (love of my life to be honest) told me that once. I found out today that he got engaged. So I guess he could be the world's biggest asshole, huh? That line has never left my mind tho!

I'm glad you liked the chapter, honey. Hope that demon paper gets ready almost by itself and gets you a stellar grade! *smooches*