Muhahaha! MUUHAHAHAAAA! Chrm-chrm... Natural reaction to angst.

No seriously, that was perfect. Yes, it was quite short and I hope at least the next chapter will be angsty as well, but what you wrote was perfect. :)

I love the way Buffy and Spike are around each other, how wonderfully they just fit together. I loved the observation about Spike in his sleep, was amused by the inevitable confrontation with Giles ( only he would awkwardly say "...replenish your energy." and Joyce who couldn't sleep because of the noise they made, and I love how the 'Earlier that Day' makes it seem like you're watching a train wreck and are incapable of stopping it.

Buffy should have told him about it - because things always come out, especially in fanfiction. Has she never read any? :P I get why she wanted to spare him the knowledge that she could see very intimate details of his life, but this hurts worse. Doesn't mean that as an author, I wouldn't have done it the same exact way. :)

Oh, Dru. I love Dru. I love, love, love Dru. Eline is fun, too, and I liked the game of chess, but nothing and no one tops Dru. (Except for Spike and the Buffybot and Anya.) When Eline was like 'Had she been watching Bugs Bunny again?', I literally awwed. Dru's adorable. :P (Probably not what you're going for, but I just love the woman any way she is written.)

And Angel is about to get really serious... I guess we're moving towards finale? Do me a favor and fit a few more chapters in there before it all ends, okay?

Loved the update, even though it was short, and am eagerly anticipating the next one. But take your time. I know life can be very full and busy. :)

Author's Response: LOL! I presume you're a fan of angst then? ;)

The next one is almost finished and I'm not going to spoil anything, but what I can tell you is... it will be written in Spike's POV and he and Buffy shall clean the air.

Bless your face! Reading your review while eating chocolate ice-cream (I don't care it's freaking 3:20am) just may be the high point of my week. So awesome that you liked all those moments! That makes me very happy. :)

Haha... 'especially in fanfiction'. :D You know it. If this Buffy wasn't as equally determined to avoid reading as the canon Buffy, she may have known. *g* But you're right. Where would the fun in that? Drama FTW!

Oh, I LOVE Dru! She's so much fun to write and read about. But I have to admit I don't enjoy her in all the fics. I need her to be Dru-like and not all writers can get the 'essence' of her, if you know what I mean. Hope my version is recognizable!

Yup, we're getting close to the final showdown. But there's still a few chapters left before that. :)

Oh yeah, tell me about it. I'll do my best to update a longer one this time though! :) And of course, thank you so much for the delightful review!!

enjoyed..
Now her secret is out and the face and memory of Drusilla topped by that would upset Spike.. even more. Now for the truth.
I see Dru has kept Angelus far away from Buffy and Spike. But not much longer I assume.


Author's Response: Happy to hear that!
Yup, the truth has a way of surfacing. It's time for them to talk.
The time is indeed running out. Not much longer before the final showdown. Thank you for reviewing, Pam!! :)

Sorry I went MIA. Loved the way Buffy and Spike are falling in love as opposed to falling in lust or jumping the gun. Looking forward to more!

Author's Response: Happy to see you here again. :) And I love that you've been enjoying the slower progression of their relationship. You're my kind of person, because I prefer a slow build up both as a writer and as a reader. ;) Thank you for reviewing!!

I love this stotu more with every update.

Author's Response: Aww, thank you!! :) I'm very happy to hear that.

That was... surprisingly sweet. :) Good sweet, even though I really wouldn't have minded a bit of angst.

But I guess there is plenty of that yet to come, what with Angelus out and about and a showdown coming up.

I loved Joyce and how she totally embarrassed Spike - like parents do. :P

Thanks for sharing! :)

Author's Response: Someone's hankering for a bit of angst, I see. You might just get your wish in the next chapter. ;)

Yup, but you know I like to mix it up. A bit of angst here, a bit of fun stuff there.

Haha... Joyce sure doesn't mind sharing Spike's embarrassing moments!

Thank YOU for being awesome!! :)

enjoyed..
Embarrasing for Spike.. LOL .. And Buffy knows and is willing to wait for those three words.
Waiting to hear more about the little Hellmouth and Angelus/Spike's girls


Author's Response: Yay! That's always lovely to hear.
Ah, the stories Joyce can tell about him. ;) Also, funny you should mention Angelus/Eline/Dru as you might see a bit of them in the next chapter. Thank you for reviewing, Pam!! :)

First of all: Phew... That was hot.

Second of the rest: I'm really curious whether Buffy loving Spike is a good thing or a bad thing. It must be amazing to him because he's the one who can't be loved (according to his past), but I think it'll freak him out and ruin things for a while. Which I would actually prefer, seeing as I'm a sucker for angst. :P

Thank you for the last two chapters! :)

Author's Response: Hee... I'm delighted to hear that.

Being loved is a good thing, but Spike has been isolated from letting himself feel for so long that adjusting to that is a difficult process. You'll find out more about his reaction in the next chapter. Spike POV coming up. ;) Love that you love angst. I'm quite partial to it myself, but I've got to be in the right mood.

I'm happy you enjoyed. :) Thank you for the sweet review!!

Awe @ God, you're... beautiful - bashful "Am not."

Otherwise - hot :)
Mmmh Spike's world came crashing down? Doesn't sound very good. I just hope it is.

Looking forward to more!

Author's Response: Hee... you know I love it when you point out the bits you liked!

Yay!!

You know I won't tell you. You'll have to read and find out. ;) Thank you for the yummy review!!

Very well played, so much for them both to feel. So many barriers crossed by this, and finally she goes after the last one at the end. Wonder what he'll do bout that one? Would be a right ass move if he makes her feel bad about such a statement after taking her virginity. And what more can those three words be besides symbolic of a place he never thought he could go? They already understand that they share a relationship that runs far deeper than simply boyfriend/girlfriend. I loved every moment of their experience, and at the end, you only make me want more story. It's not a chance to rest and relax, and I respect you for it. :) Update soon!

Author's Response: Very lovely observation! :) I'm glad you liked this scene as I tried really hard to make it an enjoyable read. What Spike will say... I can't tell you because I'm sure you don't want me to spoil anything for you, but hurting Buffy is his last intention. He still has to cross the last barrier and it's the one that scares him the most. It's so awesome to hear you loved it! :) Thank you so much for the kind words. Much love!

You so meet your goal. And yay smut.

Author's Response: Phew! Love to hear that! :) Thank you so much.

Late, very late reading...
Spike is wise ('S always sudden).
Besides the deep thoughts - loved the spuffyness.
Thought for a moment how Spike would react but Buffy naming Spike boyfriend went well.

Author's Response: Hi there. :) Happy to see you.
I paraphrased Tara when she talked to Buffy in The Body. Always thought it was true. Death is always sudden even if the person in question has been ill for some time.
I love to hear you enjoyed! :) Thank you for the sweet review!!

Oh, you bad girl... leaving us all in a tither.. waiting..
enjoying.. guess it should be at the hotel, after a fight, ... before Giles'
But why is he hesitant about Giles and Joyce ?

Author's Response: Mwahaha... couldn't be helped. ;) But now worries,the next chapter is halfway done, so it shouldn't be a long wait. As to your question... Spike has lost so much. He doesn't like to admit Giles and Joyce are like family/friends to him because that would mean there are more people he can lose. People who really matter and their loss would be devastating. His excuses are getting dimmer though because he does care and denying it doesn't change that. Hope you'll enjoy the next chapter, and thank you for reviewing!! :)