I just read this all up to date. This is such a good story, solid plot. I love how you found a way to make Angel and Spike good and in love with Buffy. And, since it's Spuffy we know it's ok that Angel dies. I really like all the parallels you're drawing between the storyline and the dreams. Very cool.

I haven't recd songs for you before but i love your story and if you need one for it, I have one...hence my signin. It's avril lavigne's Take me away I cannot find A way to describe it It's there Inside All I do is hide I wish That it Would just go away What would You do? You do... If you knew... What would you do? Yeah {Refrain:} All the pain I thought I knew All my thoughts lead back to you Back to what Was never said Back and forth Inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable Come and take me away I feel Like I Am all alone All by Myself I need to get around this My words Are cold I don't want them to hurt you If I Show you I don't think you'd understand Cause no one understands Yeah {au Refrain} I'm going nowhere On and on and... I'm getting nowhere On and on and on... Take me away I'm going nowhere On and on and... ff and on and Off and on {Refrain} Take me away Take me away Take me away this song was used in a Joan of Arcadia program where she was dealing with some similiar issues to your charachter so I thought I'd suggest it!