Author's Chapter Notes:
Special thanks to married_n_mich for the beta on this chapter. She really helped me a lot. Also thanks to Jessica, my other beta. You guys are the best. Also thanks to everyone who reviewed. It sure made me smile to read all the responses I got. I'm glad you guys were on the edge of your seat. So here it comes!

Chapter 18: First time for everything


Spike took her hand and guided her toward the bedroom, letting Buffy take the lead, she walked in first.

Spike sat down on the bed and gently pulled her to him. He turned her so she was facing him and he smiled at her. Sensing her nervousness, he drew her close and gave her a soft kiss. She relaxed under his touch. His hand began to slowly make its way from her neck, down her arm, where he began to slowly rub.

She responded to his caresses and she put one hand over his shoulder. He felt her fingers going through the curls on the back of his neck. Her other hand came to rest on his chest where her fingers played with the buttons of his shirt. He welcomed her tongue into his mouth as it played with his own. Exploring each other’s depths, he couldn’t stop a moan from escaping the back of his throat.

Needing oxygen, they separated. Both of them breathless.

“Teach me what to do,” she whispered into his neck.

Spike knew he’d need to guide her through her first real sexual experience. It gave him a good peek into what the night had in store for them both.

“Don’t be afraid. If anything makes you uncomfortable, please tell me,” he whispered. Once she nodded her agreement, he began to guide his hand along the edge of her dress. His lips once again descended on hers and his hand slipped under her dress. He slowly made his way up her leg, caressing her smooth skin, blazing a path to her stomach. Feeling the slim piece of fabric that made up the thong underwear she wore, made him mentally groan. He reached for the zipper with his other hand.

After unzipping her dress, he let it slip from her shoulders where it pooled around her waist. He took in the vision that awaited him. Firm, small breasts greeted him. Her nipples were already hard little buds asking for attention. He was eager to see the part of her that was still covered up. That’s when he noticed her getting uncomfortable. She covered her breasts by folding her arms over it.

“Please, don’t hide yourself from me love. You are so beautiful. My beautiful girl,” he whispered.

Drawing her arms away from her chest he let his hands trail over her body, cupping her breasts in his hand as if weighing them. He kissed her again then and started a trail down her jaw line towards her neck. He gently pushed her backwards so she was lying down on the bed.

“Lift up for me luv so I can take off your dress.”

Complying with his wishes, she did as he asked. Spike removed her dress, leaving her clad in just her lacy thong. Taking her in his arms he gently moved her toward the middle of the bed. He needed to continue his journey of mapping out her body.

It was clear though that she wasn’t just going to lie back and let him do his thing, when she started tugging his shirt out of his jeans.

She looked him shyly. “Why should I be the only one naked?”

He gave her a smirk and let her open his shirt and push it down his shoulders. He tugged off his t-shirt he wore underneath it, leaving his chest bare for her view. He let her run her hands up and down his stomach and chest for a few moments and then he pushed her back into the mattress.

His hands roamed over her bare legs as he continued kissing her. He rubbed her upper legs and stomach until he reached her breasts again, cupping them into his hand and kneading them softly.

Spike broke the kiss and started dotting kisses all over her upper chest, making his way to one breast, he sucked the nipple into his mouth until it was a bright red little bud, the other was quick to follow.

“Spike,” she moaned, threading her hands through his hair, loosening the curls.

“Cor Buffy, you are so beautiful, my beautiful girl.”

He looked up at her then and saw her flushed face and eyes burning with lust. That was new for him. She’d always been careful around him, but this look was full of passion, and it was all because of what he did to her. He felt himself harden further into his already tight jeans and couldn’t help but rub himself against her leg. His eyes rolled back into his head when he felt her respond by putting more pressure on his crotch with her leg, and he had to still the motion to get himself under control.

He pulled back from her and sat up straight. Reaching for her thong he started tugging it down, silently asked permission to remove the last piece of clothing that was hiding her center from him. She must have understood his unspoken question, as she lifted her hips so he could relieve her off her thong.

She was now lying in front of him completely bare. Spike couldn’t help but sit back and admire her luscious body. When she started to fidget under his heated gaze he gently placed a hand on her stomach and gave her a quick peck on the lips.

“Let me take care of you luv. I promise you I won’t do anything you don’t want me to.” He crawled down her body until his face was level with her neatly shaven pussy. She had her legs closed.

“Open up for me baby, I’m just want to see how beautiful you are down here too.” He looked up into her eyes and saw the indecision in them.

“Trust me”

She slowly opened her legs for him so he could settle himself between them. Stroking his hands over her upper thighs in a soothing matter, he started off with trailing small wet kisses. As he inhaled her scent, he could feel her shudder and continued kissing his way up towards her center.

He took in the sight before him. Her womanhood was right there. Pink lips were glistering with her arousal and she gave off a scent that made his head spin. Using both hands to open her outer lips, he slowly ran his tongue from the bottom up towards the little bundle of nerves.

Buffy began to thrash under him, moaning his name. She grabbed a hold of his hair as he sucked her clit. Wanting to give her as much pleasure as could, he gently inserted a long finger into her and brushed it against the very sensitive spot inside her.

“Spike… I’m going to…” she moaned desperately.

“Come for me baby.” He felt her body begin to shake and he continued sucking on her clit while she came, fluids were flowing freely from her body and he lapped up every drop.

“Are you ok kitten?” he asked quietly, laying down next to her.

“That was amazing.”

He smiled. “It’s supposed to be, luv.” He kissed her softly. She smiled back at him and kissed him back, running her tongue over his bottom lip.

Her hands glided over the planes of his chest as they kissed, grazing his nipples with her fingernails. When she reached the waistband of his jeans, he felt her hesitate.


“Don’t be afraid,” he said, tilting her chin toward him so their eyes met.

She smiled and reached down, her hand brushing over the large bulge in his jeans. An uncontrollable moan escaped from his lips.

“I don’t know what to do,” she said.

“Just touch me, pet. Whatever you want to do.”

She unzipped his jeans and reached inside. She played with the curls of his pubic hair and then she popped the last button and began to push the jeans down over his slender hips. He lifted himself up so she could get them all the way off. He wasn’t surprised when his cock sprang forward and stood straight from his body.

Her eyes grew wide, and she reached for his glistening member, slowly stroking it with her fingers. He held his breath as she swept her thumb over the wet tip, spreading the precum over her finger. He could’ve about come right there when she reached out with her tongue and tasted it.

“Oh God, Buffy.”

She flushed bright red and cast her eyes downwards.

He tilted her chin up. “You are amazing Buffy. And this may not be the right time to say it, but… I love you.” Dipping his head, he sealed his words with a kiss.

Spike saw the tears in her eyes, but relaxed when he heard her say, “I love you too.”

He drew her into a hug. His hands rubbing up and down her back, their naked chests pressed together.

“Make love to me Spike.”

Spike rolled a condom onto his erect cock and switched positions with her. She was now the one who was lying on the bed. He was hovered over her, slowly dipping his head and kissing her. Running his hands up her body he cupped her breasts.

“This is going to hurt luv, but I promise you it will feel better soon, ok.” He guided his cock to her entrance, pushing in only a little bit, he felt her tense and he stopped. “Relax baby”

Pulling out first he slowly pushed back in a little further. He repeated his actions, slowly guiding himself further into her with every thrust until he felt her barrier. Lowering his head to give her a passionate kiss, he buried himself deep within her with a final thrust.

He swallowed the scream that came from her mouth and continued kissing her until he felt her relax under him.

Tears were silently running over her cheeks and he brushed them away with his finger.

“It hurts,” she whimpered.

“I’m sorry baby,” he whispered hoarsely.

Giving her a few minutes to adjust to him he started moving slightly from left to right. Pulling out of her slowly he pushed back in, repeating his actions ever so gently, until she was writhing under him, moaning his name. She was so wet and warm. Her tight pussy was clamping his cock like no tomorrow and he had to try and hold back not to pound into her like a mad man.

She lifted her legs a bit and he felt her hands stroking his back. “Please Spike,” she groaned.

His movements became faster and he guided his hands between their bodies to brush her clit with his thumb.

Buffy was moaning underneath him as he moved within her.

“I love you baby, I love you so much.” He gasped as he gave her clit one last pinch which caused her to soar over the edge screaming his name. Spike followed suit as her muscles milked his cock.

When they were coming down from their high he rolled them over, not wanting to crush her. He was still embedded deep inside her and didn’t want to leave the warmth of her body. Knowing that he had to get rid of the condom he let his softening member slip from her heat.

“I’ll be back baby, I need to get rid of this,” he said before giving her a kiss.

When he came back she was waiting for him. He obviously wasn’t shy about his nudity as he walked towards her without any hesitation.

He crawled back into the bed with her and took her in his arms, brushing a kiss to her temple.

“Get some sleep luv,” he whispered in her ear. Cuddling together they both felt themselves fall into slumber as sleep consumed them.

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Well... that was the big scene. I hope you guys liked that. I thought it was really hard to write and i had to rewrite it once already. Please give me feedback to imrpve on these kinda scenes! Thanks!





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