Summary: After Buffy's death in season 5, she ends up in heaven, with white wings, growing from her shoulders. Spike is mourning Buffy, he accepts that she is gone and he seeks redemption, trying to be a better man. Instead of bringing Buffy back to the living, a new slayer is called and life goes on. But is Buffy really gone?
Rated: NC-17
Categories: NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Character Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Completed: No
Word count: 41709 Read: 32323
Published: 08/07/2007 Updated: 04/17/2008
1. Lost by Ariadne [Reviews - 6] 
(1085 words)
Enjoy! I've been writing this during my vacation, hope you like it!
2. A new slayer by Ariadne [Reviews - 5] (1469 words)
If you wanna make my day, please leave a review!
3. Training by Ariadne [Reviews - 5] (1306 words)
Enjoy!
4. Fly on the wings of love by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1241 words)
Here comes the next chapter! Enjoy! :)
5. Little bird by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1118 words)
Here comes the next chapter! :)
6. Angel of mine by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1193 words)
Enjoy! :)
7. Hurt by Ariadne [Reviews - 1] (1339 words)
Some lines may be identical or almost identical with the ones in the episodes Over the Rainbow, Through the Looking Glass and There's No Place Like Plrzt Glrb . Just so you know... I hope you like it! :) If you don't, tell me why :p Please review!
8. Strawberry desire by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1049 words)
I'm posting two chapters today, Hurt and Strawberry desire :)
There's nothing going on between Spike and Dawn, so don't worry. To him, she's just a little girl and he promised Buffy to take care of her.
9. Tara, baby by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1499 words)
Here comes the next chapter! :) Please review! Like I wrote earlier, there's nothing between Spike and Dawn. The Spike/other warning contains someone else and she is not in the story yet.
10. Into the light by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1256 words)
Enjoy! :)
11. Hope by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1052 words)
Here comes the next chapter! Please tell me what you think. Am I wasting my time? Do I need a beta? Maybe I do...
12. Awakening by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1227 words)
Here comes the next chapter! :) Many thanks to my faithful reviewers cordykitten, Cissi, smlcspike and jamies_lady! :) You make my day, what would I be without you? Thanks again!
13. Twinkle, twinkle, little star by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1335 words)
I've been writing on this chapter for a week, I just didn't seem to find the right words, but then the words just came. Strange, isn't it?
14. Watching the stars by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1145 words)
Hope you havn't abandoned me...
15. Stardust by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1531 words)
I hope you like it! :)
16. Destiny by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1076 words)
Too bad, I have been getting "spam reviews", like commercials, so if you want to leave a review, you must log in. Sorry about that.
17. In the arms of my lover by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1100 words)
Cordykitten, consider yourself warned, but this Spike/Other is only a dream.
18. Dark angel by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1080 words)
I hope you haven't abandoned me? Sorry it took so long to update, but I've had fever, maybe I still have, I don't feel well.
19. I have faith in you by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1583 words)
This chapter starts with a wedding and the new priest in Sunnydale is introduced that way. I loved writing this, I got all bridezilla *giggles* though I'm already married ;) I started to look for wedding gowns and tiaras on Internet like I was obsessed. ;) The reading from the bible is 1 Corintians 13:4-8, 13.
If you wanna see the gown I chose for the bride, you can see it here: http://www.bridalchalet.com/Gallery/bridalgown/aline/product.html?id=itemgrCrJJztCM
20. Where the good magic lives by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1170 words)
Enjoy!
21. Bliss by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1199 words)
Enjoy! I hope you like this ;)
22. I'm no angel by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1173 words)
Cordykitten, consider yourself warned! ;)
23. What my heart desire by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1108 words)
Leave a review if you wanna make my day! ;)
24. Rain by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1188 words)
Cordykitten, consider yourself warned ;)
Chapter inspired by the song Rain by Madonna.
25. Cherry blossom by Ariadne [Reviews - 4] (1180 words)
I've finally updated! :) I hope you'll like it! :)
26. Lovers from the past by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1323 words)
Finally updated! :)
Cordykitten, consider yourself warned. It's only a flashback, but anyway ;) Just so you know....
27. One dark night by Ariadne [Reviews - 5] (1760 words)
Finally updated! :) Happy new year!
28. Bed of roses by Ariadne [Reviews - 2] (1790 words)
Finally updated! ;) Cordykitten, consider yourself warned...
29. Thorn by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1287 words)
Anyone still with me?
30. Let love in by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1992 words)
I hope you like the update! :)
31. Illusions by Ariadne [Reviews - 2] (1667 words)
Sorry for taking so long to update, I'm not abandoning this story, I will finish it, sooner or later ... / Ariadne
32. White light by Ariadne [Reviews - 3] (1188 words)
Thanks to cordykitten and jamies_lady for the reviews! I'm glad you're still with me! :) / Ariadne