1. chapter 1 by Pet [Reviews - 22] (1074 words)
I got the idea for this story a couple of months ago, but decided to ignore it and focus on my other stories. But well, what can I say? Here it is. It's a bit different from my other stories, I think. And I have no idea if you're gonna like it. This first chapter is all I have so far, and I will keep writing on Saving You until it's finished. But I'm curious to find out if anyone will be interested in this story, so I decided to post what I have. Like it or hate it, please let me know what you think! A huge thanks to Tammy for betaing! :)

2. chapter 2 by Pet [Reviews - 7] (1292 words)
Thank you so much for all the lovely reviews!

3. chapter 3 by Pet [Reviews - 17] (1280 words)
From the small amount of reviews for last chap, I take it the interest for this story isn't that great after all. I'd really like to keep writing on both my stories right now, but I don't think I've got the time. So maybe I should focus on Saving You for a while, since it seems like people are more interested in that story than this one. To those of you who did leave me a review for last chap: thank you so much, this chapter is for you! :)

4. chapter 4 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (1824 words)
First of all: I'd like to thank all of you who left me a review for last chap to let me know you think this story is worth continuing, it meant a lot to me. Although I really intended to leave this fic alone for a while and finish Saving You, but it just wouldn't let me. The chap demanded to be written, and who was I to fight it? :) It's also a little longer than my usual chapters. So here you go, hope you'll like it! Thank you so much Tammy for betaing! :)

5. chapter 5 by Pet [Reviews - 27] (1079 words)
Ok, it's official, I can't just not write on this story. Hope you'll like this chapter. Thanks to Tammy for betaing!

6. chapter 6 by Pet [Reviews - 19] (1096 words)
Wow, I never would've thought I'd get so many wonderful reviews for last chap, thank you all so much!

7. chapter 7 by Pet [Reviews - 13] (1078 words)

8. chapter 8 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1107 words)

9. chapter 9 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1184 words)
Yeah I know, I did it again. I wrote another chapter on this story before my other is finished. Shame on me! But I just missed writing this. *lol* Oh well, hope you'll like it.

10. chapter 10 by Pet [Reviews - 12] (1519 words)
So, I finally finished Saving You. Now I can fully concentrate on this story, which is good because I have so many ideas, I can hardly wait to get it all down. I think this will be another one of my long fics, that is if I'll manage to keep my readers interest with this one. *lol*

11. chapter 11 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1089 words)

12. chapter 12 by Pet [Reviews - 10] (1356 words)
Thank you all of you who have reviewed my story so far, I really appreciate it! :)

13. chapter 13 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1540 words)

14. chapter 14 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (1333 words)
I've been struggling with writers block for a couple of days now, at least with this chapter. For a while I actually considered giving up on this story, but we'll see if the muse lets me continue. Also, I feel like I'm losing my readers here, but maybe that's just me. Anyway, here is the next chapter, thank you all of you who are still interested in this story, your reviews and support mean the world to me! And thank you Tammy for being a wonderful beta, as always. *hugs*

15. chapter 15 by Pet [Reviews - 10] (1415 words)
Wow, lots of reviews for last chap, did wonders for the muse! :) Thank you all so much, here's the next chapter.

16. chapter 16 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1150 words)
I've been struggling with this chapter for a couple of days but finally managed to finish it. I don't know how often I will be able to update from now on but I'll try to keep posting at least once a week. Right now I have a lot of things going on in Real Life so to speak, but I will finish this story, even if it looks like it's gonna take a little longer than expected. I hope you can be patient with me.

17. chapter 17 by Pet [Reviews - 13] (1079 words)
I'm sorry for not having updated in a while, I hope I haven't lost all of my readers. I've been struggling with pregnancy sickness, pneumonia and a stubborn eye infection wich resulted in me not being able to wear my contacts for a week, hence the lack of updates. But I'm back now and I'll try not to let it go so long until my next update. Thank you, all of you who reviewed my last chapter, and as always, thank you Tammy for betaing! Hope you'll enjoy the chapter!

18. chapter 18 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (1112 words)
I wasn't planning on updating again so soon but, well I did. Thank you so much for all your supportive reviews after last chap, I really appreciate each and every one of them!

19. chapter 19 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (1177 words)
Thank you all of you who have taken time to leave me a review for last chapter, means so much to me!

20. chapter 20 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (1103 words)
I'm saying it again, since I can't say it enough. Thank you so much, every single one of you who have been kind enough to review my story so far! *hugs you all* Also a huge hug to Tammy for being such a great beta! :)

21. chapter 21 by Pet [Reviews - 13] (1241 words)
My muse has been working overtime lately, the chapters pretty much writes themselves right now. I wasn't going to update again until the weekend but I hope no one mind getting this chapter a bit earlier. *lol*

22. chapter 22 by Pet [Reviews - 14] (1165 words)
Again, sorry for the delay in updates. RL has been hell for me lately, literally. However, writing takes my mind off some of the bad things, so here's my next chapter. Hope you'll like it.

23. chapter 23 by Pet [Reviews - 18] (1087 words)
I've had a rough couple of weeks lately and haven't been feeling very good. Now, hopefully, things will get a little better and I hope I'll be able to keep updating more often but I can't promise anything. All I can say is that I will finish this story eventually. Thanks to all of you who have reviewed so far!

24. chapter 24 by Pet [Reviews - 18] (1490 words)
Thanks for all the lovely reviews for last chapter! Also thanks to Tammy for betaing.

25. chapter 25 by Pet [Reviews - 13] (1085 words)
I wasn't planning on updating again until tomorrow, but since the chapter is all finished and waiting, I thought what the hell, why not post it now. This chapter is for all of you out there who was kind enough to review my last chap, thank you so much! I hope you'll like it.

26. chapter 26 by Pet [Reviews - 18] (1129 words)
Thanks to all of you who left me a review for last chap, muse and I both appreciate it! :)

27. chapter 27 by Pet [Reviews - 13] (1077 words)
I guess this is what you've all been waiting for, hope I won't disappoint you guys with this chapter 'cause I really feel like I suck at writing these kinda things. I had a hard time writing this chapter, mostly because I have all these ideas for my other story, but I've started writing next chap on this one and I'll try not to let it go so long until my next update. Enjoy the reading, I really hope you'll like it! Thanks Tammy for betaing!

28. chapter 28 by Pet [Reviews - 12] (1240 words)
I managed to write this chapter before Christmas after all, there was a brief moment when I feared the muse wouldn't let me. Anyway, thanks for the reviews, and Merry Christmas to all of you! :)

29. chapter 29 by Pet [Reviews - 16] (1187 words)
If anyone's still reading this story, I'm sorry for not having updated in a while. I've focused on Healing instead, but I've said it before: I will finish this story. To those of you still interested in this fic: thank you for your reviews! Also thanks to Tammy for betaing.

30. chapter 30 by Pet [Reviews - 14] (1428 words)
A lot of strong reactions for the last chapter. Made me very happy! *lol* Someone pointed out in a review that I didn't add a Spike/other warning to this story. I know that. I didn't find it nesesery. Just trust me, I know what I'm doing. Enjoy the chapter! :)

31. chapter 31 by Pet [Reviews - 14] (1309 words)
I wasn't going to update again so soon, but I really wanna finish this story. It's not over yet, though. Hope you'll like what's to come. Thanks for the lovely reviews, and thanks Tammy for betaing!

32. chapter 32 by Pet [Reviews - 12] (1389 words)

33. chapter 33 by Pet [Reviews - 9] (1435 words)
Just trust me, please. I know what I'm doing. :)

34. chapter 34 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1373 words)

35. chapter 35 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (1495 words)
I've been struggling with writers block with both this story and Healing recently. I know where I wanna go but I can't seem to get it down. And when I finally do, I feel like what I've written is just a load of crap. Hopefully it'll get better, because like I've said before; I will finish my stories! Guess I'm just in a 'everything sucks' periode right now. To those of you who are still reading my stories and take your time to leave me a review - you're the reason I get anything written at all. Thank you!

36. chapter 36 by Pet [Reviews - 14] (1137 words)
I managed to write a new chapter sooner than I expected, now I'm holding my fingers crossed that I'm over the writers block for now, at least with this story. Thank you to all of you who reviewed last chapter!

37. chapter 37 by Pet [Reviews - 10] (1246 words)
I just realized that since I added this new chapter, this is now the longest story I've written so far. And it's not over yet. :) Thank you Tammy for betaing this story for me and thanks to all of you who are still reading and reviewing!

38. chapter 38 by Pet [Reviews - 14] (1687 words)
I was going to update sooner, but RL has once again been a bitch. I recently miscarried for the second time in less than three months, and I haven't been feeling all that well for the last couple of days. However, it turns out that writing Spuffy is like therapy, so I managed to write this chapter today after all. I'll try to update Healing tomorrow or the day after. I can only hope you're still with me and that I haven't lost all of my readers.

39. chapter 39 by Pet [Reviews - 10] (1351 words)
Thank you so much for all your supportive reviews and comments after last chapter, I really appreciate every single one!

40. chapter 40 by Pet [Reviews - 9] (1683 words)

41. chapter 41 by Pet [Reviews - 8] (1400 words)
As some of you may know, I've been struggling with both RL and writers block lately. I considered simply taking a break with both my stories for a while, but then decided that I really wanna try to keep writing as much as I can. However, I've made the decision to focus on just this fic until it's finished. There's not much left, maybe 3 or 4 more chapters after this one, I think, and I have the rest of the story planned out in my head. I just need to write it down. When this story is complete, I will pick up where I left off at Healing, and I can only hope you can be patient with me.

42. chapter 42 by Pet [Reviews - 11] (1659 words)
To those of you who are still with me, thanks for your reviews! Also, thanks to Tammy for betaing!

43. chapter 43 by Pet [Reviews - 12] (1451 words)

44. chapter 44 by Pet [Reviews - 9] (1365 words)
I wasn't going to let it go so long between updates, but aside from a little writers block, I've had so much to do lately so I simply haven't had time to write. Oh well, here's the next chapter. And this story is almost over.

45. chapter 45 by Pet [Reviews - 15] (2430 words)
So, this is it. I hope you'll enjoy this final chapter. It's almost twice as long as the previous chapters, but that's because I decided to add the epilogue instead of splitting them up in two separate chapters. Thank you so much to all of you who have been reading and rewiewing this story, and a huge thanks to Tammy for betaing!