Author's Chapter Notes:
This is my first fanfic ever. I am extremely nervous about it. It's 11:30PM right now, and I bet you when I'm more awake tomorrow, I'm going to be even more nervous about it. >.< Just let me know what you guys think, and remember: go easy.
“I-I don’t understand. Was it m-me? Was I not good?” Buffy Summers voice cracked as tears threatened to fall from her soft emerald eyes. She gave everything to him. Her heart, her body, her every being, and here he was building her up just to break her down.

“You were great. Really, I thought you were a pro.” A smirk entered upon Angel Skyman’s face as he broke Buffy’s heart. It was all hitting her at once. His words hit her like knives. He got her to fall in love with him, just so he could get her in bed. The consequence killed her. She could feel her heart just drop in her chest as Angel continued to speak his un-heartfelt words.

“How can you say this to me?” She asked begging for answers.

“Lighten up. It was a good time. It doesn’t mean like we have to make a big deal.” He slid his shirt on.

“It is a big deal!” She exclaimed tears flowing freely down her cheeks.

“It’s what? Bells ringing, fireworks, a dulcet choir of pretty little birdies? Come on, Buffy. It’s not like I’ve been there before.” Angel reached for her. He wanted to have her one last time before walking out of her life, and back into some other girl’s arms. Angel never wanted to be with her in the first place. It was just some silly bet between him, Cordelia Chase, and Darla Renold. Cordelia has had her moments of hurting people, but Darla, she was different. Darla loved to take everything to the next level. Angel loved that about her in a sick way.

“Don’t touch me.” Buffy backed away.

“I should’ve known you wouldn’t be able to handle it.” He turned and began to leave.

“Angel!” He stopped, and faced her waiting for her to continue. “I love you.”

“Yeah. You too.” Angel pointed at her coolly. “I’ll call you.” He lied, and left her.


Buffy Summers snapped out of her painful memories of what happened over the summer by the sound of the bell. She got her stuff together and was the last one to leave the room. Thank god it was the last class of the day.

Her books fell out of her hands as she collided into a strong chest. “God. Watch where you’re going next time.” Not bothering to look up, she just bent down to retrieve her books.

“You were the one off in La-La land I believe luv.” The cocky British accent, the smell of smoke and leather, Buffy knew who it was instantly. Spike Giles, the boyfriend of Drusilla Lish. She was known as the crazy one. Everyone knew that Spike and Drusilla were perfect for each other.

Buffy glared at him pissed at him for not even bothering to help. “You still should’ve watched where you were going.”

He put his hand over his heart. “Oh pet, you slash me with your words.”

She rolled her eyes. She didn’t want to deal with him right now. She didn’t want to deal with school, or anything. There was too much pain from the summer weighing on her mind. All she wanted was to get Angel back. “Just stay out of my way.” Buffy said as she pushed past him.

Spike crooked his neck and watched her go. He couldn’t help but noticed the way her hips swayed as she walked, the tight jeans, and how her hair fell in her face just right. He quickly snapped out of his thoughts and took his hand out of his pocket. Spike and Buffy didn’t get off to nice start, but there was something about her that intrigued him.

As Buffy quickly rushed to her locker she realized she was missing her ruler. This was so not how she wanted to start off the new school year. With a groan, Buffy stormed back into the classroom to be met with a cloud of smoke.

“Oh god.” She waved her hand in front of her face and coughed. “What the hell are you doing?” Buffy looked at the bleached blonde sitting in the back row with his feet up on the desk, cigarette in between his soft pink lips waiting for the detention teacher to come in the room. She couldn’t help but trail her eyes over his features. She kind of loved those cheekbones of his. “Are you trying to secondhand smoke me to death?”

“You left pet. And the bloody world isn’t ‘bout you.” He paused before continuing on. “What are you doin’ back ‘ere anyway?”

She ignored his words, and just answered his question with a sarcastic tone. “Some Billie Idol wanna-be knocked me over, and I left something here.”

“Watch it Missy.” Spike warned her. “I ain’t no bleedin’ wanna-be.” She smiled at his reaction.

“I’m sure that’s what you tell all the girls.” Buffy bent over and picked up her ruler walking out of the room for the last time of the day hopefully. Spike almost fell out of his desk just to watch her bottom, and hips sway. This was wrong. He was with Drusilla. But for how long?

Later that day he stopped by Drusilla’s place. “Pet!” He screamed looking for her. Her parents were out of town and they had the place to themselves. Or so he thought, as he heard noises from the other room. Spike walked closer and opened up the door to catch Dru making out with Angel.

“Spikey! Do you want to join?” She asked and swayed over to him. Spike could only give death glares to Angel. Dru kept him grounded and distracted from punching Angel in the face.

“Why?” He asked her. He too was begging for answers.

“You drown in her Spike.” Drusilla started to circle around him crawling her fingers up his head. “You’re covered in sunshine.” She pulled away and went back with Angel. “Stay in the dark wif’ us.” Spike couldn’t believe it. First, his girlfriend cheated on him with the girl he hates boyfriend. Then, she asks him to join. He might’ve been kinky but he wasn’t that kinky. He didn’t believe in cheating. It was too much, too far.

“No. We’re done Dru.” Spike turned on his heels and walked out.





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