Summary: Post-Chose, Spike is pulled from the rubble of Sunnydale by a mysterious group of people. They want him healthy and whole, but for what purpose? And who is the beautiful blonde woman who haunts his dreams?
Rated: 18
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No
Word count: 26326 Read: 10916
Published: 12/25/2007 Updated: 04/03/2008
1. Prologue by Xela [Reviews - 4] 
(1733 words)
This is a very Spike-centric fic wherein I try to heal him of all of his problems, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Stick with me to see if I succeed.
2. Exposition by Xela [Reviews - 6] (2926 words)
3. Rebirth by Xela [Reviews - 6] (2590 words)
4. Choices by Xela [Reviews - 3] (2278 words)
5. Walkies by Xela [Reviews - 1] (4169 words)
I really appreciate all the e-mails I'm getting about this fic! I'm so glad people like it....
6. The Long Way Down by Xela [Reviews - 2] (1757 words)
No love for this fic. *le sigh*
7. The Others by Xela [Reviews - 2] (3062 words)
8. Leto by Xela [Reviews - 1] (1350 words)
9. The Education of Spike by Xela [Reviews - 1] (2216 words)
10. The Pit by Xela [Reviews - 1] (1148 words)
11. The Pendulum by Xela [Reviews - 2] (1702 words)
Some of you may have noticed that I haven't updated in a while. There's a reason for that. Actually, a very very big reason.
My life is getting unbearably complicated, and I just don't have the time to write any more. I'm so sorry to leave so many works incomplete. And sadly, they'll probably never get finished. I could be convinced to leave an outline of what I had in mind. If anyone would like to adopt my fics, I'm more than happy to discuss it with you. This hasn't been an easy choice, but...I have to do it. It's not you, it's me.
Thank you all for reading. It's been a blast!
-Xela
12. In Dreams by Xela [Reviews - 1] (1395 words)
Hope y'all had a great April Fool's. Just kidding about the whole quitting writing thing. :) Just a Joke.