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Buffy found herself scanning his whole body before reaching his eyes again. She blinked very hard. "What?"

William dropped the bags at his sides. "We had a date."

Bold. A point made in only four words. It was true, too, but she figured the plans had fallen to the wayside in favor of a meltdown. Hadn't she told him she would see him tomorrow? "Yeah, I know. But-"

"An' you called it off."

"Again, yeah." Moving halfway behind the door, Buffy said, "I'm sorry. I-" Her attention shifted at the rustling of plastic bags. “What are those?”

He lifted one, “Car parts,” then the other, “Food.”

“Car parts? I thought you would come by and fix... Tomorrow. I mean, I thought tomorrow was okay for that." He started picking things out of one bag with obvious determination, and she lost all hints of bashfulness as confusion took the wheel. "What are you doing?”

Soon, he held an armload of food, including chicken, pasta, frozen and fresh vegetables, and jarred spaghetti sauce. His hands were practically overflowing and Buffy's eyes were huge.

"Is this all right?" he asked.

She had to shake her head. "Huh?"

He motioned awkwardly to the jar. "Vodka sauce. It's delicious, but if you don't like it we can- I can make somethin' else. Know this sweet chicken dish my mum used to like." He took a breath. "Jus' figured you might want chicken 'cause you asked me about it. Mixes well with the sauce, too." He very quickly set down a large portion of his assortment. "Or hell, we can order out. But for dessert..."

He reached inside the almost empty grocery bag and presented to her a container of Ben & Jerry's ice cream. Buffy's head quit spinning as her heart melted. She looked closer and recognized it as Chocolate Fudge Brownie; her very favorite.

Little did she realize her delighted laughter was the relief that poured over Spike's shoulders. He took a risk with the ice cream, knowing how much she enjoyed it. But when tasked with choosing a reliable dessert, he simply couldn't help himself trying to please her.

Buffy picked up some of the food off the porch, a sigh flowing from her upturned lips. William was already grabbing the rest when she said, "C'mon in."

He smiled a smile so full of joy and gratitude that she was tempted to kiss him, shake up that strangely confident exterior as much as he'd shaken her. But the moment passed, and he pushed the door open so they could both step inside.

Amazingly, Tabitha had not interrupted their conversation with an escape attempt. The feline did, however, approach Spike immediately once she spotted him. She landed half on his shoulder, half hanging from it with a vertical jump after he shut the door.

William dropped his bags and chuckled, stroking the animal's back. Buffy rolled her eyes. "She's ridiculous."

"I don't know," he murmured. "Seems intelligent. Has good taste in people."

Buffy piled her share of goodies on the kitchen table, pausing for a moment. She spoke with careful tease as she turned around. "When I get a package from the UPS guy she acts the same way."

William smirked. He smirked like a man with a deeply ingrained knowledge of smirking, and just how to do it to get a girl's knees wobbling. The combination of that with what he said next practically floored her. "Hasn't met a bloke who sticks around yet. A shame, that is."

Buffy's hands dropped from her hips. His eyes were on Tabitha, but something told her his full attention was not.

From the moment he drove up she was sensing a difference. Like the endearing shyness had all but evaporated, and those stuttering sentences she remembered had been only imagined. Buffy could no longer find the nervous man she knew so well, or rather, had just begun to understand.

His blue eyes fell on her. They were sultry and intently fixed, or maybe that was another example of her imagination at work. Either way, Buffy was suddenly very aware of her lack of proper clothing, and made a necessary retreat to lose the robe.

Once alone in her room, shutting the door before throwing on a bra at breakneck speed, Buffy's thoughts started rushing, too. She stumbled into a pair of cotton underwear and searched for pants, realizing William's lack of hesitance was wielding a sort of power over her that she wasn't entirely sure she understood.

She thought about his arrival, and the excitement she felt earlier this morning. She thought about the callous way she left him in the alley. How William's fists had shown just how non-delicate he really was. Despite never appearing to be the slightest bit brutal or uncaring, when the need arose, he had no issue tearing into another man without hesitation.

And she recalled vividly the way he kissed her such a short time ago, with clutching hands and desperate mouth. She couldn't say either of those things fit well with the man she thought he was, but fell rather snugly into place beside the man she saw now. The man who when she told him to leave her alone, he practically laughed in her face while supplying dinner.

It should unsettle Buffy all over again, but it didn't.

Tender violence in the way he kissed, overpowering anger when she was threatened. These qualities were not lining up with overused thank yous after tea, or apologies born from fear of doing the wrong thing.

Buffy tugged a snug camisole over her head and examined her overall appearance in the mirror. Face free of makeup, hair damp, feet bare and legs covered by worn-in blue jeans, she looked nothing like she had intended when this date was originally planned, but that was before she called it off. Before he refused to listen to her.

Sighing, she opened her bedroom door and quickly traveled to the kitchen. William was still petting Tabitha, but now all the food was on the kitchen table, the bag of car stuff tucked into a corner by the front door.

He looked up when she came in, stare bright and strangely needy. "How's your head?" he asked.

Tabitha was dropped gently to the floor as Buffy approached. "A lot better, thanks."

William nodded before looking her over with obvious care as she came to a close stop. "Got a lump?" he said quietly.

"What?"

"On your head."

Buffy reached self consciously for the tender place on her skull. "Oh. No. It's flat. I mean fine. I'm fine, really." *Oh God did I really just say I had a flat head?*

William smiled at her again, one of those blinding smiles that left her stargazing. In a flash, he had stepped nearer in order to reach the table, close to her hip. His wide hand almost brushed hers as he picked something up. "Got a pot?"

She frowned, but decided to have a look at the item he was holding before going with another clueless question.

A bag of pasta. Buffy looked up again. "Uh, yeah. Sure." She stepped away to begin the search for a large pan. She found one easily enough and filled it with water, then set it on the stove, wondering why she was holding her breath, why her heart was racing.

William approached from behind as Buffy lit the burner. He said thank you, and in an effort to remain busy, she set out to locate the pasta strainer.

Minutes passed quietly, with nothing but the clinking of pots and big cooking utensils, water running, chopping, and the occasional question or gracious thanks splitting them into domestic segments. Buffy did very little, as she was directed. She dumped the vegetables in a shallow pan of water and cut up green onions. When she was done with that, and the tension in the room still refused to abate, seemingly affecting her alone, Buffy plopped into a nearby chair and stared at William in speculation.

He hadn't said a single thing to suggest he was angry at her for blowing off their date, didn't even bother to ask why she tried. He just... came over and let her deal with his presence in whatever way she might.

Whether he would have left if she insisted was a question Buffy couldn't answer with complete confidence right now. Confusing still, was how she found herself letting him inside with barely even a token protest.

His arrival tonight was just one more testament to how much he wanted to be there for her. It underlined the suspicions she already held; William cared, and cared deeply.

Deeply enough to totally ignore her fleeing like a scared rabbit at the first true show of it. She was exceedingly grateful for the lack of guilt tripping. Buffy would never admit that the fight had rattled her, because in retrospect that had very little to do with her hasty departure. Watching William go mad and rage and bloody another man's face was shocking, but it hadn't been scary.

What scared her was the fact he did it at all. It was the fact he went from so angry to so calm and soft in the space of a few seconds, because of her. He walked Buffy back to the car after helping her off the ground, and she couldn't remember a man being so gentle, so caring. He looked at her with emotion he couldn't hide. Perhaps that was why he never liked meeting her eyes for very long, because they left him virtually on display.

Except now he was doing it, testing her limits on eye contact intimacy as if such simple bravery was never once confined to frozen seconds. He was confident in every way he hadn't been before, and while Buffy tried to reconcile this change and understand it, it distracted just enough to leave her off balance when considering her own worries regarding their budding relationship.

Whether it stood as such was no longer a question. Uncertainty disappeared completely the moment William gave her his coat to wear in the alley.

Buffy sat up, straight as a board. Something about the quiet motion must have alerted him, because William turned around, still stirring pasta and flipping chicken, to look at her with uncertainty.

"Your coat," she explained. "It's hanging by the front door."

"I know, love. Saw it when I walked in."

A breath left her. He didn't care she'd basically stolen it then, thank God. "I forgot to give it back to you." She rose from her seat. "I'll go and get-"

"Don't bother. I'll fetch it when I leave."

Buffy went quiet again, nodding in response as she sat back down. William returned his attention to the food and she grew tense all over. He was being so... nice. It was really beginning to make her feel like a jerk about running off before. Not to mention, William being the cool and capable one while she stuttered like a nervous teenager? How many times could she point out that the whole dynamic was really getting old?

"Might want to call the sheriff an' let him know you're home safe." William replaced a lid on a frying pan, muffling the sizzling noise. His lean frame seemed taller now, though he slouched at an angle when he faced her, and Buffy was slightly hypnotized by his toned arms and careless grace. He had always seemed so very careful until tonight.

He had barged into her home and was practically forcing her to let him cook dinner. Yet she still found him remarkably, ridiculously attractive. It shouldn't matter that the man's face made having any sort of differing opinion impossible.

In the moment, she missed what William said next. Buffy forcefully cleared her mind and refocused. "Call Al?"

He nodded easily, unaware of her pondering. "Told him we'd phone when you were back home. Wants to know you're safe."

A pause. "Right." Buffy stood and headed straight for the telephone, feeling William's eyes on her the whole way. Beneath a small side table with one drawer was the town's local white pages. She flipped through the book until landing on Al's information. Every number that might be used to reach him was listed, including his home, personal cell, the office, and the restaurant he typically visited for lunch.

She dialed and waited patiently for the ringing to cease. William had mentioned before Al wanted them to call once she got home. Buffy was a little annoyed she'd let her personal issues fog the memory, even as her back broke out in goose bumps due to a particular man's interest and attention.

She had little time to feel guilty, or too self aware, before Al picked up. Buffy started the conversation in a cheery tone of voice she knew sounded forced, but was quickly reassured by genuine consideration from the other line.

"Now that you're home I want you to stay in and rest awhile, okay?"

She resisted the urge to roll her eyes. "I plan on it."

"Good. If you need somethin' let me know. Is that Pratt guy still there?"

Buffy cast a furtive glance at the man near the stove. "Yep, he's here."

"All right." He sounded relieved. "I think it's good to have someone with you right now."

"I'm not in shock, Al."

"Yeah, but you looked pretty white when I last saw you, so just do yourself a favor and let the guy stick around. He'll take care of you."

"I- I don't think that's really... my choice." William's body was fluid and relaxed, but she knew he was listening. She just knew it. "We're going to have dinner soon."

Al was quiet at that; it was silence that echoed a convinced smile. "You're right on one thing, dear. You don't have much of a choice. A guy reacts the way he did when a lady's threatened, and it's gonna be hard to pry him away from her. I'm sure he's more than willin' to take care of you."

Buffy turned her back on the kitchen and faced her living room, staring blankly at the couch. She finished her conversation, quickly veering the topic in another direction and promising Al she would program his number, rather, numbers into her cell phone later on. He didn't say anything else about William, and she was thankful.

Hanging up, Buffy noticed Tabitha lying on the kitchen table, gazing longingly at the cook. Approaching quietly, Buffy scooped the cat into her arms and pet her a minute, before setting her on the ground.

She wordlessly began gathering plates and utensils. William opened the jar of spaghetti sauce after straining a batch of soft, steaming noodles over the sink. She was trying to ignore the quiet, lost for topics as Al's voice trailed through her mind.

Her frantic desire for sound was eventually sated when her eyes landed on the radio, a portable black and white one tucked on a set of shelves between magazines and old notebooks.

She dropped the forks and knives on the table. "What kind of music do you like?" Her voice seemed louder than she would have imagined and Buffy resisted a flinch. William was setting pots and pans in the sink. She realized the plates she'd set out were now on the counter, half filled with food.

"No chance you like the Ramones, is there?"

Buffy stopped rifling through her small CD collection to frown at his profile. "Sorry, I don't." *He listens to the Ramones? Definitely getting loner punk vibes.*

William smiled warmly and said, "Put on whatever you like, pet. I'm sure I'll enjoy it."

She looked doubtfully at the NOW! 10 and Counting Crows album in her hands. "Um... How 'bout another band?"

Spike stole a glance from the corner of his eye. Buffy's genuinely worried expression made his heart feel light. Still smiling, but wanting to reassure her, he said, "The Clash?"

Some plastic clinked. "Sorry. No dice. What about Train?"

A snort was muffled when he pursed his lips, focusing on dishing out saucy noodles and small cuts of lean, tender chicken. "I can... listen to 'em."

Buffy let out a playful sigh. "Which politely means that if you do your ears will bleed."

"Not a river."

She rolled her eyes and searched through what remained. "Red Hot Chili Peppers?"

Spike considered. "Yeah. They're not so awful."

She plunked the CD inside her radio before pressing play. Familiar lyrics and melodies quickly filled the house with a soft hum, and she said, "I don't think I've ever met anyone who doesn't like Train."

Spike grinned lecherously. "I've never met anyone so obsessed with the 90's. You need to update that collection f'yours, pet."

"Hey, my NOW! CD is from 2002, for your information."

"Right." Spike snickered, then turned with two full plates of food in his hands. He set them down on the table, and Buffy was about to ask what he wanted to drink when he rubbed nervously at the back of his neck and mumbled, "I was gonna get wine, but alcohol's not good to have after a head injury."

Buffy smiled over the sudden change in demeanor, his concern made clear. "I have juice or water," she suggested. "Wine too, but I won't drink it. I'll get some for you if you want, though." With new, almost cheerful nerves, Buffy went to the fridge to retrieve the leftover rosé.

He caught up and laid a gentle hand on her bare arm. Goose bumps tingled beneath his touch. William hastened to say, "I'll have what you have, pet."

Spike's inner demons danced merrily at the thought of alcohol, but he was suddenly wary of the possibility that if he had a glass, he wouldn't be able to stop himself from having more. Losing composure was the very last thing he needed.

Buffy nodded easily, but her stomach was a cluster of butterflies. "Okay." A fast glance at the contents of her refrigerator and she said, "But that means you're stuck with diet coke or water."

"What happened to the juice?"

"Just orange. You think that goes well with pasta?"

He smirked lightly. "Lots of unexpected combinations work well together."

Buffy smirked back, her chest tightening as she reached for the carton of Tropicana. "Yeah, I guess sometimes they do."

***

A good hour and a half went by, and it was pitch black outside, but a warm glow of light remained within the house. The plates were cleared, and under William's urging, Buffy had a second helping. After his third the pot was left empty.

They talked a lot. He talked plenty, which was yet another change regarding the man she knew. Mostly about easy things, asking questions, drawing them out from her. There was no want for conversation.

He piled dishes in the sink while she scooped chocolate ice cream into two bowls. Adding a duo of spoons, Buffy turned back and handed him his. "So you never knew your father?" she asked.

It was the personal start. The beginning of a discussion that wasn't so simple or lacking sensitivity. She knew about his aunt and mom, mostly from a book, but family was an unread chapter overall between them.

William shook his head and followed her guide to the couch. "He passed when I was young. Few months b'fore I turned two, my mum told me." His whole body warmed when Buffy chose to sit in the middle, beside him, rather than against the opposite arm of the couch.

Softly she said, "I'm sorry." Spike watched a dollop of ice cream disappear between her pale pink lips. She swallowed after working her jaw by increments, letting it melt a little. "It's hard, not knowing your dad."

William nodded. "Sometimes I think it's better that I didn't. Can't feel the loss then."

Buffy looked away and he caught the move immediately. Frowning, silent, Spike heard the sudden bitterness in her voice. "I know what you mean."

The frown deepened. In the heavy quiet that begged to be shattered, he realized he had a question to ask. An honest question. Here was something he didn't know about her, number 500 on the list that spanned their evening so far.

So, with tension in the air, and concern and curiosity taking the wheel, Spike said, "Ever know your dad, sweets?"

Buffy closed her eyes. Several seconds went by before she gathered her resolve. "He was around until I turned thirteen. Then my mom and him got a divorce." She became self conscious, turning away. "I didn't see much of him after that."

He wanted to backpedal, wanted to take the moment and undo it like a ribbon. But he couldn't, so Spike merely said what he felt, and hoped it would be enough. "His loss."

That earned a smile. Small, crooked, but heartfelt. Buffy looked at him again. "That's what Giles told me."

Spike was beginning to like this often referenced cousin of hers. "Bloke's right."

She shrugged and took another bite of ice cream. "I think that was part of the reason he hung around for so long. Since my dad was never really here, he kind of took his place."

"Did your mum like him?"

"Yeah, she did. I miss him, but I know he's happy back in England. And he visits."

"It's a hard place to forget once you've lived there," Spike said, then glanced around his current surroundings, eyes flickering. "America isn' so bad, though."

"You and your mom moved here when you were... twelve, right?"

William looked at his scoops of untouched chocolate. He answered in a purposefully offhand voice that sounded anything but. "Yeah, we did. Moved in with my aunt."

Buffy nervously chewed her lip. "I- I know." His eyes shot up. "The book kind of filled in some gaps." She wanted to ask if he had any brothers or sisters, but she was fairly certain she already knew the answer. Before she could stop herself, something else came out of her mouth. "It must have been hard when she passed away."

Immediately, she wished she could take the stupid words back.

William sighed, his jaw clenching. "Bloody understatement," he replied and Buffy flinched, but he didn't see it. "She got really sick after my aunt died, off an' on 'til the day..." He sighed, mouth pinching. "I took care of her, or tried to, anyhow."

A deep line sat between Buffy's brows, and he would have noticed if Spike chose to look up. Except the moment was edgy and he needed to get his emotions under control before chancing that.

A soft pressure tickled the area beneath his chin, encouraging him to lift his head. Spike reacted due to surprise more than actual compliance, but when he did Buffy's touch fell away. There was something in her eyes, a light that reminded him of a home's glowing windows at night.

"I'm sure you did. And that she loved you very much." A beat pulsed between them. "It sounds like you two were close."

"We were." He swallowed thickly. "She took care of me all my life. Miss her every day."

Buffy chewed on her lower lip, searching his face. "I know how you feel."

His gaze sharpened, glistening in the low light. There was no sound, the music had turned off and Tabitha was napping peacefully on a rug near the stairs. "You do, don't you?"

She nodded, missing the stillness he assumed. Spike tried to think of how they'd gotten here. Dinner flew by with laughter and anecdotes about the past and present. He learned things he'd never known about her, soaking up every detail. She seemed interested in the way he described England, a different territory, and the way he let her in on things from his younger years. Like growing up with an aunt who practically bled with a talent for drawing, hanging pictures on every wall she could; like his limited time spent at college, something she understood. He even went into detail about the house, sketching each floor and most of the rooms with descriptions alone.

By the attentive way Buffy listened, Spike could be persuaded to think she was genuinely interested, but he also tried to get her to talk as much as she wanted. God help him, no matter what she talked about he couldn't seem to get bored. He only wanted more.

The conversation remained sweet, casual, lighthearted even. There was no laughter in her eyes now, and no hint of a smile on that sweet mouth. She opened it shakily and he could tell by the tension on her face that talking about her mother caused great pain.

That was something else he could understand.

"My mom passed away seven years ago. She had... It was a brain aneurysm." The words went quiet, trailing into nothing but a whisper. She blinked fast and looked at her bowl. A sad smile cracked her lips. "I remember she used to make me hot chocolate when I was upset. That, or ice cream. I think she did it until I left for college."

His head shook gently, a hundred pinpricks across his chest. He reached out on instinct, no thought of caution or hazards, and brushed his fingers over her shoulder. Her face lifted. "Mums are good about stuff like that." She nodded sadly. "M'sorry I brought it up."

"You didn't."

He neglected to respond, because even if she was right he was still sorry. When she licked her lips and took another bite of ice cream, Spike chose a different route. Moving his hand reluctantly away, a hesitant mention came next. "You're a lot like that with the kids at school, y'know."

She gave him a funny kind of scowl, like his voice came out with a different accent or something. "What do you mean?"

"I've seen it. The way you listen to them."

"I'm their guidance counselor."

"I'm talkin' before that." Spike wondered distantly if his next words would be like burying a good intention with too much information, but he couldn't keep his faith from pouring out. "Isn't it true kids stop by your shop just to hear your two cents? An' don't you always give it? You have time for 'em where their own folks don't. They look up to you, Buffy. You... You care and you try, just for them. That's somethin' special."

Her eyes were large and shining. She swallowed thickly before her chin threatened to quiver. Taking a deep breath, Buffy composed herself, and fought with the need to say thank you and the urge to refute William's self assured statements. It was frightening how heartfelt encouragement could make her feel wonderful and doubtful at once.

She was saved from the awkward middle ground when he leaned closer. She thought he might kiss her, when a little tap made Buffy look down. He flicked her bowl of chocolate ice cream and said, "Better not let that melt, pet."

She blushed lightly. He watched her duck and finish the bowl of soupy dessert more than he actually focused on eating his own. By the time they were through, the conversation had changed again, and he was rinsing out his bowl after setting her dry one in the sink.

"So, I heard you work at the graveyard."

Spike dropped the bowl. It pinged against the metal sink, startling Buffy, and Tabitha off in the corner. "Sorry," he said quickly, then held up the undamaged dish. "Slipped."

She laughed. A careless sigh followed by arms crossing made Spike very wary, until she tilted her head and gave him a whole new reason to drop things. "So, graveyard. Can't imagine that's where you learned to fight."

Suddenly, Spike couldn't move.

"I mean, I could be wrong. Maybe the cemeteries here are crawling with activity. What are there, two?" He met her eyes, and a shiver ran down Buffy's spine. "Do you work at both, or...?"

"Just- Just one."

She shrugged one shoulder and his heart began to race. "How'd you get the job?"

An inquisitive question, kindly said. Spike focused on his fingers gripping the edge of the sink. "Who told you?" he murmured.

She blinked. "Two people, actually." She gave him a sidelong look, confusion blanketing her eyes. "I didn't know you didn't want me to know."

Spike took in a deep breath. "It's not that."

"Then what is it?"

He turned to her. A quiet sigh filled the space between them. "It's just a job, love. There's nothin' special about it, nothin' noteworthy." He shrugged uncomfortably, all the while a distant fear played in the back of his mind. "It's just something I do. S'not important."

"What?"

"Never intended for you to know about it is all."

Buffy was quiet for a moment. Then her slight guffaw captured his full attention. "Why not? Weren't you ever thinking, 'Hey, maybe I should tell this girl what I do for a living?'"

Spike's brows met in the middle. "You know what I do."

"Apparently not all of it." Buffy inhaled deeply and edged closer, her arms like wooden planks strapped across her chest. "William, people usually... When they go on a date, the point is to get to know each other." Her voice lowered by several degrees as they stared at one another. "Isn't that... what this is?"

He nodded despairingly, but resolute. "Yes."

"Don't you want me to know you?"

He didn't answer right away. A jaw clench came into play. "Do you want to?"

Buffy tilted her head, reaching out with one slow movement and cupping his cheek. William leaned into her. "I think I do."

His eyes remained wide open as her soft skin traced his cheek. Inside, something snapped, like a leash around his throat, and he swallowed with new freedom. While the moment drew out she inched a little closer until he could practically feel her breathing.

William lifted his own hand to her wrist, gripping it lightly. She saw the bruising and scabs on his knuckles. "I don't think I would have pegged you for a fighter."

He realized what she meant when a finger trailed gently across his damaged skin. Spike took in air by careful increments. "Is that a compliment?" Another warning bell went off, but he shoved the alarm away. "Or should I be insulted?"

Buffy laughed and shook her head, all contact dropping. "No. It was just... a little shocking." Her eyes fell and the way her voice trickled over her next words made them sound all too thankful, extinguishing his lingering uncertainties. "What you did for me... Thanks. I don't know what might have happened if you weren't there." She gestured briefly to his once brutal fists. "And I'm sorry about your hands," Buffy added.

It was his turn to make a point. Spike stepped forward until they were pressed together, and she gasped so quietly he barely heard it. Buffy didn't move away, so he lifted both of his hands and used them to frame her face. "Don't be sorry."

Placing one feather light kiss on her lips, he lingered and soaked up her softness, her heat. "I'd do it again," he murmured, dotting whispers along her skin, brushing their mouths together. "Never let somethin' hurt you." Those petal pink lips fell open with a trembling breath. "M'not that kind of man, Buffy. Won't let it happen."

Pillow soft and hot, he took another kiss. This one lingered until her toes were curling against the floor, until lifting further into his body, the room spinning away in blinding darkness. A safeness overwhelmed her, made her feel... protected, supported, strong.

She reached out and held onto the back of his neck, crushing herself closer, tangling their tongues together. He responded boldly, forcing her into the counter. One hand left her face to block her in.

Buffy's hips rose, rubbing denim into denim. She had the distinct thought, as his mouth left hers to catch a breath, that if this was the kind of cherished, fear worthy connection that had been eluding her all her life... Well, Buffy never wanted to run away from him again.

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