Summary: B/S Fic. Answer to a challenge number 8 on Kantayra’s site. Buffy doesn’t die at the end of S5’s, The Gift, but Spike feels he’s completely failed as Dawn is hurt. Just as Buffy discovers her newfound feelings for the vampire, he distances himself from the Scoobies because he feels unworthy. Will Buffy be able to prove him wrong or will the new Evil in town prove him right?
Rated: 18
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: Yes
Word count: 72575 Read: 25123
Published: 01/02/2005 Updated: 01/18/2005
1. Saving by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (2917 words)
2. Realisation by Katrina [Reviews - 2] (2825 words)
3. Failure by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (2089 words)
4. Contemplation by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (4271 words)
5. Friendship by Katrina [Reviews - 0] (4337 words)
6. Admissions by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (3620 words)
7. Pretence by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (3793 words)
8. Affirmation by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (5633 words)
9. Preparations by Katrina [Reviews - 1] 
(5264 words)
10. Interruptions by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (5540 words)
11. Battling by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (3603 words)
12. Closure by Katrina [Reviews - 2] (5608 words)
13. Discovery by Katrina [Reviews - 1] (7139 words)
14. Penance by Katrina [Reviews - 2] (5056 words)
15. Part I - Absolution by Katrina [Reviews - 0] (6835 words)
16. Part II - Loving by Katrina [Reviews - 7] (4045 words)