Summary: Season Six, Post Entropy...After Spike's encounter with Anya in the Magic Box, Buffy's not sure if she can forgive him for the hurt that she feels -- until he shows up at her door, needing her more than he ever has before...where do a Slayer with iron walls around her thrice-broken heart, and a wounded, desperate vampire go from here? Who's really to blame -- for what's happened to Spike, and for what's happened between them? And somewhere, in the midst of it all -- can the two of them find forgiveness, and the love that they both need so desperately?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 188689
Favorite Stories
[Report This] Published: 11/14/2006 Updated: 03/21/2007
Summary: 
Spike returns to Sunnydale to kill the Slayer. He’s just too drunk to do it properly, and ends up getting himself into the deep without even realizing it. Perhaps worst of all, he has no memory of his actions the next day.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 135370
Spike returns to Sunnydale to kill the Slayer. He’s just too drunk to do it properly, and ends up getting himself into the deep without even realizing it. Perhaps worst of all, he has no memory of his actions the next day.Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 135370
[Report This] Published: 06/01/2006 Updated: 08/25/2006
Summary: Buffy Summers meets William while picking out a Christmas tree and feels immediately drawn to him. When she invites him home, will she find what she's been looking for? Winner of Best Fantasy Romance and Judge's Pick at the Spuffy Awards~ Round 13
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 26929
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 26929
[Report This] Published: 12/22/2006 Updated: 01/14/2013
Summary: COMPLETEDBuffy joins the military and heads off to Basic Training. The Boot Camp experience can be rough enough to endure, but there’s something, or rather someone that will make her time spent becoming a soldier ten times worse - a Drill Sergeant sent straight from the bowels of hell that takes an instant dislike to her mere presence............. Spike. He’s evil, he’s mean, he hates her but even worse... he lusts for her. This is not a military fic or even a fic about the military. The Army serves only as the backdrop-setting to the story, so don’t shy away from reading. Winner of Best Fantasy at Love’s Last Glimpse Awards, round 19. Spuffy Awards Round 13: Judges Choice; Most Original Plot, Best Fantasy Saga. Readers Choice: Best Fantasy We Missed the Bed Again. Judges hand picked for special acknowledgment. Cradle of Humanity awards: Winner - happy workers awards, runner up - best smut
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 141678
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 141678
[Report This] Published: 01/17/2007 Updated: 10/09/2007
Summary: Spike is absolutely certain that after tying Buffy up and ranting at her and Drusilla, the Slayer's going to want nothing to do with him. But when a witch curses Buffy and then she comes down with a mysterious, possibly deadly ailment, he might be the only one who can help Nominated at Spark & Burn Awards Round 4: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best Romance
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 87341
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 87341
[Report This] Published: 10/21/2006 Updated: 02/09/2008
Summary: 
William Pratt is busy trying to blend in and survive his new life and school when Buffy Summers crashes into his life. He tries to convince himself that he is thrilled to simply be the friend of such a charismatic whirlwind, but could it be that she might, just maybe, be looking to him for more.
Nominated at the Spuffy Awards round 16 for Best Fantasy Romance. Runner Up at the COH Awards for Lonely School. Thank YOU!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42485
William Pratt is busy trying to blend in and survive his new life and school when Buffy Summers crashes into his life. He tries to convince himself that he is thrilled to simply be the friend of such a charismatic whirlwind, but could it be that she might, just maybe, be looking to him for more.
Nominated at the Spuffy Awards round 16 for Best Fantasy Romance. Runner Up at the COH Awards for Lonely School. Thank YOU!Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42485
[Report This] Published: 03/21/2008 Updated: 05/11/2008
Summary: AU: Buffy is a widow, her husband having been the gentle Doyle. When he dies in a car accident his heart is given to William "Spike" Gardner. One year later Anya, Buffy's best friend, introduces Buffy to her new boyfriend Spike . . . Nominated at Love's Last Glimpse Awards for Best Fantasy and WIP
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51563
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51563
[Report This] Published: 01/13/2006 Updated: 02/12/2006
Summary: Buffy Summers, notorious bad girl at home in California, has been sent away to a small town in rural England to live with a distant relative. How can she possibly relieve her boredom? By seducing her shy, impressionable neighbor, of course. (All human AU)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 76413
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 76413
[Report This] Published: 10/14/2005 Updated: 12/23/2005
Summary: Buffy Summers witnessed her boyfriend and best friend being shot. The killer is still at large, and Buffy does not feel safe. William "Spike" Giles is a hardened cop assigned to protect Buffy. Spike, a confirmed bachelor, does not want the complication of a woman in his life, but there's just something so sweet about Buffy...Won at Burst Into Flame Awards for Best Fantasy!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57865
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57865
[Report This] Published: 08/20/2006 Updated: 09/29/2006
Summary: NEW SUMMARY - When Buffy’s mother dies suddenly, she withdraws from her friends and family, and runs away from home. Venturing the streets of L.A. by herself, she is abducted by a gang when she accidentally interferes in their business. Buffy finds herself in the middle of a cruel life, where violence and rape aren’t given a second thought. Can Spike save her from this life…or can she save him? A story about rape, whether redemption is even possible, and whether love can triumph from it.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74026
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74026
[Report This] Published: 04/04/2005 Updated: 10/10/2006
Summary: Buffy Summers has just been named warden of Sunnydale county prison. On her second day, she meets prisoner William Rayne, also known as Spike. Sparks fly between them right away. Buffy knows better than allowing herself to be attracted to a convict, but she can’t help it. And when Spike tells her he’s innocent… she believes him
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 180507
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 180507
[Report This] Published: 10/27/2004 Updated: 03/13/2007
Summary: Response to BSV challenge 157. AR When Spike loses in a high stakes poker game he ends up in a demon slave market, where a mysterious human girl purchases him.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 45964
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 45964
[Report This] Published: 01/30/2006 Updated: 01/08/2008
Summary: Angelus makes his way back to the mansion during "I Only Have Eyes For You" where the ghosts of old tragic lovers possessed him and Buffy. Angelus is furious at being made to feel "love" for the Slayer again. He heads out with Dru for a "vile kill" and comes across the Slayer who seems to be lost in thought. In his rage he drains most of her blood and leaves her to die. This is not the end of our heroine as Spike, who can now walk (unknown by Angelus and Dru), sees the fall of the Slayer. What will he do? Will he let her die? Or will he give her a new life to help him get revenge on his Sire?
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 83762
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 83762
[Report This] Published: 03/25/2005 Updated: 07/15/2005
Summary: Spike leaves a devastated Buffy for the limelight, hurting her in the worst way possible. A few years pass before they meet again and this time around, he's set on winning her back. Can she forgive and learn to love him again? Will she ever learn to trust the one man who stole her heart then shattered it? .... A story about love's endurance and the lengths people go through for the ones they love. (warning: this fic is pretty heavy on the angst)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 62245
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 62245
[Report This] Published: 02/17/2006 Updated: 01/11/2007
Summary: Buffy is the 16-year-old babysitter for Spike and Dru, who have an open marriage. Dru encourages her husband to go after Buffy, and he thinks this is a great idea until feelings begin to surface. this is close to being pwp...with angst.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Freaky/Kinky, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33267
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Freaky/Kinky, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33267
[Report This] Published: 05/22/2006 Updated: 01/20/2007
Summary: >: High school fic. When Spike transfers from England to Sunnydale High he finds himself instantly accepted by the ‘popular group’, a group who like to make a target out of the most unpopular kids in school. Buffy Summers used to be the most popular girl at school, until one day everything changed, and now she finds herself victim of the people who used to call themselves her best friends. What happens when the new guy, Spike, is forced to take her out on a date as part of his initiation into the popular group?
Winner of the Judge's Choice for best fantasy angst at the Spuffy Awards!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31900
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31900
[Report This] Published: 07/30/2006 Updated: 10/08/2006
Summary: Recently dumped and still bitter, William "Spike" Pratt is having difficulty finding inspiration for his second book of poetry—despite his rapidly approaching publishing deadline—when fate steps in and Spike is given his very own muse. But what happens when he finds himself falling for her? Can love exist between two people from such different worlds? (Mostly-human AU)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47887
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47887
[Report This] Published: 07/31/2006 Updated: 10/05/2006
Summary: After losing her mother and stepfather in a horrible accident, Buffy Summers is sent to her cruel and uncaring father in Los Angeles. When she finally gets the courage to run away from her abusive home life, she banks her entire future on a chance encounter from years before. Spike had broken his promise to keep his uncle's stepdaughter safe, but now that Buffy was suddenly back in his life he had a chance to make it right again.
Runner-Up~ Best Spike Characterization at the SunnyD Awards
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 95136
Runner-Up~ Best Spike Characterization at the SunnyD Awards
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 95136
[Report This] Published: 10/30/2006 Updated: 01/23/2012
Summary: William "Spike" Giles is a 39 year old famous TV actor. Buffy Summers is his 27 year old best friend. Lately, Buffy is tired of hearing about Spike's womanizing ways and sexual exploits. Then he invites her out to L.A. to visit him on vacation. . . Some truths come to light, some life changes are made and a love that will change everything is discovered. Won Round 14 at Love's Last Glimpse Awards for Judge's Choice and Nominated at Caveman v. Astronauts for Best Angst, Best UST, Best WIP, Best AU and me for Best Author
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97079
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97079
[Report This] Published: 02/04/2006 Updated: 07/12/2006
Summary: Alternate Reality: Sunnydale born and bred, Buffy's life is the usual mix of school, friends and fun. Her suspicion that something is off about new arrival from L.A., Harmony Kendall, is proved right on Parent/Teacher Night. And the attractive stranger she'd approached at The Bronze proves to be more than she'd ever dreamt. Buffy's in over her head...but why is it so hard to walk away?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6901
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6901
[Report This] Published: 03/20/2008 Updated: 05/29/2008
Summary: AU: Having had a one night stand, Buffy ends up pregnant. She has to go home for a wedding and tell her family except she's afraid to. Spike, her best friend, offers to pretend he's her fiance. Will their white lie become more?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 72233
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 72233
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2005 Updated: 05/18/2005