OK, I think I've done it. Check your email and click 'show html graphics at the bottom of both. THEN, you must let me know what you think if I accomplished my task. I didn't get in until about 30 minutes ago, or else you'd have this sooner. I wasn't sure if you'd be handling reviews tonight at this hour, so that's why I'm posting this here. Feel free to delete this review.

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Author's Response: Okay, cat walked on the keyboard. had to explain that. HTML are turned on but no luck. You know you have me salivating here over these pictures I can't even see. LOL I get blank boxes. I'll mail you and I'll join the group.

Jesus-H-chuuu-rist woman (excuse this blaspheme). Just when I think I have a favorite chappy you go and top it. THIS is a story worth making into a movie. If you never submit this to Hollywood, you should at least get it published, hell I'd be 1st in line to buy it - no two ways about it (another author who wrote 'The Merciless' did the same - when I couldn't find it to re-read that particular favorite of mine on her site, I bought the ebook - yes, I'm an addict, a true fic-slut).

I say all this not to blow sunshine up your skirt, but because I can literally see whats going on in my minds eye your descriptions are so eloquently written and graphic in detail. I LOVED how Spike initially vamped out then back again, out and back again, fighting the curse's effects - what a wonderful image that produces. If it ever does go into production, cast me as Enid please. I may be only 35, but dress me up as a hag so I can just BE in the movie. I'm liking her more and more as the story goes on - oh, and thankful the mage didn't try to kill her.

My thoughts on Spike? Simply and literally put... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I've a feeling that every 'seeming' weakness that Spike receives as a result of the curse, he'll only turn into an advantage and strength. After all magic has it's consequences in any given direction though they sometimes be hidden, some a serendipitous blessing. You can't pick up one end of a stick without ultimately picking up the other. He's no wimp, he's THE alpha-male of the vampiric realm within his castle and heads are gonna roll (or be severed as is the case) if anyone so much as glances sideways at him or his mate.

I think the mage 's assessment and speech to Spike was fool-hardy at best. Oh, he'll get his in due time, I can feel it in my bones - what goes around, comes around - and the same goes for Dru. Somehow, I'd like to see Buffy take her out, when the time comes for it of course. Dru's far too vital for the fic, however much I dislike her cuz she’s a pouty, whiney, selfish bitch, I love her character in this.

I'm choosing not to worry about the fetus, somehow you'll take care of that/him for us all. At first I thought it would 'serve his Lordship right' if the babe died as a result of Buffy's body temperature going so low. Now of course I don't. What would be interesting to see - and yes my imagination is running away from me again and I'm hinting at you, wink, wink - is IF, as the baby grows, William could 'feel' any of the his heir's emotions. Now I know that's hard to conceive, but after a certain point, we all know babies dream and cry and suck their thumb in the womb among other things. Perhaps if the baby doesn't have his own set of feelings, the...

"life cord's attachment to his mother filtered not only her blood, but her emotions as well. And her Lord's son responded in kind, fusing, as such, with her fear and loathing for his father into the very fabric of his tiny soul." Sorry I just can't help myself.

And yes, I hope the tike has a soul - it would be appropriate. I'm still waiting to see if the little guy is going to be born with physical vampiric qualities/traits as well as human. A combination of mortality with strength greater than Vlad himself. Oh I could rant off so many delightful combinations to temper him down to have both very vulnerable human qualities as well as uncontested vampiric powers. LOL, he'd be a lady killer when he hit his teens... non cherie???

Okay, I've ranted enough. And thanks ever so much for always responding to the reviews. I always do the same for my own chapters, I like to bond with my readers. I was thrilled that you liked the naked curled up scared Spike pic. When I first saw it I thought, OMG, this is:

'beneath the shadows of good and evil'.
"Where once an all mighty master vampire stood tall and prideful, clothed in the finest of man-made materials now lay naked on the cold shale of the Romanian cliff. Stripped bare of all but the raw 'emotions' that haunted and cried out for his long-lost soul, he stared up at his wife and..." Well you get the picture - literally.

Thanks for sharing your wonderful talent and creative imagination, I'll be re-reading this for years to come.



Author's Response: Why thank you so much. I do have one ebook published and hope to add this one, with changes, to the list. As for Hollywood, it's a nice dream. Know any producers? Okay, where do I start here? Your review blew me away. I can't do paragraphs in this response area so this will be jumbled. That you see everything my words portrya is wonderful to say the least and the fact that you want to play Enid made me bust a rib laughing. She does have her likeable moments doesn't she. She has to be careful, yet wants so much to protect Spike. Hates the Gypsy, but loves her firend. It's really a dilema for her. You are right about Spike. He will be strongwr because of this and because magic has effects that aren't planned. That's all I'll say on that subject as of yet. He is alpha male, very much the beast, and if anyone thinks they will take what is his, they are mistaken. The Mage will pay as will anyone else who threatens him, and Drusilla may be very very surprised at his reaction. You're whole take on the baby was wonderful and it gave me a few thoughts on the subject. I had already thought out one good surprise and determined the whole vampire vs himan or combo bit, but you make me dwell more on the feeling aspect and I like that. Thank you, you've been a bit of a muse. As for your rant hun, I loved it, and your take on the picture and the verse you wrote. I may be showing ignorant here, but who wrote that? Did you? It's very well said, very appropo (sp?) Until next week sweetie all I can say is thank you yet again. You've truly inspired me this time with many of your thoughts and words. Hugs and thanks.

What can I say other than brilliant. I was glad that the curse did what I thought it was going to do, and punishment is being doled out as it should. I suppose I expected to see Dru punished, rather than have a 'time-out' like a child, but she is his sister and Spike knows she's not 'well'.
One question that you didn't answer in one of my previous reviews that I hope you can answer here... did Enid actually tell Spike that it was safe to bed Buffy? He told Buffy that Enid had said that right before he raped her, but I didn't read that she'd said that in the previous chappies. So I wondered whether I should take it at face value as a reader, or if you couldn't tell me b/c it was a spoiler.
Give your hubby a big thank you from me for his helping you to accomplish both the set-up of your classroom and in completing this chappy. I'm sad that we won't be seeing the next installment this upcoming saturday, but you deserve a holiday. I must say, I always feel like a kid who wakes up on christmas morning... excitedly tearing away at the wrapping of a long awaited toy when I go to find your updates.
Oh one more random thought here... I was thinking about all the wonderful surprises you have in store for us concerning the baby... I laughed when I thought... 'hey, it would be most amusing if the babe turned out to be a girl'. I could just imagine Spike's dismay at the whole thought. Oh, one more question... when does Buffy actually turn 18? I'm curious as to if she does before, on, or after the birth of the child. All my other questions centering around this would require spoilers so I won't even go there.
Thanks so much for the wonderful update.


Author's Response: I promise I'll respond tomorrow when I get up. I haven't forgotten you. Just need to think this out and am out of time tonight.

Author's Response: Thank you. Yes, the curse has all sorts of far reaching consequences, magic always does and the Mage was a fool to think he had all his bases covered. I know it seems Dru got off easy, but yes, she is his sister and not well and she is an intricate part of the hiarcy in the castle. Spike recognizes that she has many supporters and on one hand you may think kill her and erase the treat those supporters bring, but on the other, as we said, she IS his sister. The blow that was delivered by him was harsh even though it wasn't physical. Dru revolves around Dru and part of what made her world so perfect, her easy manipulation of Spike, has been torn from her grasp. Her life just got a bit more unpleasant and she knows it. He has sentenced her to be confined in her room without her favorite toy and even though she will be drugged and fed and probably allowed a servant to play with, it's not truly what she wants and when a spoiled child is denied their way it hurts them, badly. Especially because she sees that this is how things will be from now on. As for the rape. No, i didn't have Enid go through another exam and deem her fit. Time had passed, enough from what she had stated and Spike truly had been being gracious when he left Buffy alone for the last day or so before she ran to the villiage. I just kind of put it in the timeline, not in another exam or conversation. Spike could have told her when Enid deemed her ready and used it as an "I'm being a gentleman." tool, but then his demon would have screamed why did he care what she thought so it was left unsaid. Okay, I am rambling here. The baby shall be a secret until Buffy gives birth. No ultrasounds in those days. Just remember what the Seer said. Thank you for your review as always and thanks so much for the yummy picture. Take care until we talk again.

You’re back! I hope you had a wonderful time, as I’m sure you’re a busy beaver now with the wee ones. We’ll all wait for you no matter what. Take care of yourself first.

Hmmmm, Very interesting. So much going on beneath what’s written it’s amazing. You stir the imagination, make the wheels of the mind turn, I like that. There’s nothing better than to wake up and find a new chapter posted. I devoured it like a fresh bagel along with my cup of coffee, mmmm.

Enid... what can I say. Yes, she was shunned by her own kind but at the end of the day (regardless of her own view of herself), she’s human herself no matter what she says or how she feels - she’s like the proverbial pot calling the kettle black when it comes to Buffy. I’d kinda like to see a flashback into her past, to understand what made the woman behind the warts today. Of course, if it doesn’t serve a purpose in the story, then I suppose it won’t happen. Is it possible that her past will catch up to her and temper her hatred that is so willfully projected onto Buffy? I think getting her face slapped was something she needed, in more than the physical sense. It’s kind of disturbing that she’s so blatant with Spike about her loyalties – concerning if he’s not fit to rule. I know she loves him and Dru, but the clan’s survival is more important to her than either of them and that’s, well understandable for her own survival, but disturbing too. A true friend would stick by you to the end, so I’m a tad concerned.

Keeping his curse a secret? Not bloody likely, at least in my mind. Dru can’t be medicated into silence forever. If Angelus doesn’t die right away, then I foresee him hearing of the curse from Dru. We all know that would be a world of bad for Spike.

This is one long, uphill road for William to trudge, for his mate’s heart. Not being able to show her the compassion he wants for fear of appearing weak??? Wow, good luck with that. The curse has had quite a double whammy impact on him – its strength is also a weakness where she is concerned. Well, he got his, that’s for sure. I feel some pity for him, but not much, yet. He needs to see himself thru Buffy’s eyes (in the form of feelings of course), otherwise love would never bloom. Speaking of, it will be interesting to watch the process unfold for them both. I think it will be more of a challenge for Buffy though. I couldn’t imagine being her, she’s going to want to hang on to her hate for him with everything she has, and rightfully so. Maybe the child will help to create a bond between them, as more than parents I mean. The little guy is probably going to need them both, seeing that he will be special. OK, you caught me, I can’t wait till he’s born, I’m dying to see what you have cooked up.

As always, you’ve wow’d me, fantastic chapter, fantastic job. Take care sweety.


Author's Response: Hi there. Yes I'm back and ready to get into full swing once more. Summer is nice but it's over. Yes Enid has an unjust hatred for Buffy, but where it comes from is rooted deeply inside her. She is human, and I wasn't really going to go into my ideas about her but perhaps I should. If I don't I just want you to think back to those times. Medical care was so very limited, but at the same time, anyone branded a witch was persecuted beyond belief. I guess my feeling is that she had a run in with a bad mob concerning her talents and escaped with her life at some point and found her only salvation with Spike and Drusilla. She hates humanity and their hypocrisy. Vampires do what they want and don't often have hidden agendas. They need to feed and they satisfy their base needs. She sees her life as precarious though and I also see in her a bit of love of a different kind for Spike so jealousy is involved a bit. Yes she is too old, but she can be jealous of his affections and the time he used to spend with her nonetheless. She is complex and is trying to deal with her own hurt feelings by taking it out on Buffy. Buffy is a threat to Enid just as she is to Dru. As for the curse and secrecy, well he has to try. Hopefully he can be mum about it until he has proven himself beyond a doubt to all involved. He will battle himself, the others image of him, and Buffy's perception of him. Battling himself will be the biggest challenge though. You are right about Buffy having a huge time accepting him at all. You're right about her holding onto her hate. How can she look at herself in the morning if she falls for an evil demon? And you are funny with the baby issue. Time will tell hun, just wait and see. You will get a surprise and hopefully you will be satisfied. Thanks for all the time you've taken to write such a insightful review. I appreciate it more than you know. Sometimes in these long fics it's easy to get lost and start to give up. I don't the ideas die, but the motivation.

Introducing Willow into the mix - that will certainly add a new dimension to the story, I'll be looking forward to it. Buffy is going to be pissed, initially. If he wanted her fire back, he's certainly going to get it. I can just forsee that if if he so much as looks cross-eyed at Willow, Buffy's going to put him in his place, whether verbally or thru her emotions he'll be picking up. I see why he's going to do it, but I think it might complicate things for him, at least for awhile - unless he allows Willow to go home every now and then. After all, she has a husband as well, and I would hope William, the human, would at least understand and respect that. I'm glad Spike is still very much the master of his castle and clan, but this decision to bring Willow to the castle, well, I'm not sure his clan (some of them anyways) is going to take that very well, maybe see it as a weakness. Too much could happen to Willow if she's alone and there are those who would still like to see Spike fall - that and one more reason for Buffy to be angry with him... for putting her friend in such a dangerous situation. Ooooh, I'm salivating over what the next chapter will hold. I'm especially curious as to how Dru and Angel have been lately. Stellar chapter sweety. You take care of yourself an RL obligations, first we all understand.

Author's Response: Oh yeah, Willow is going to be an interesting developement. One Spike has not really thought about. He's thinking, oh she'll come and buffy will be all sunshine, not oh, they are going to be friends and strong and angry and gang up on me. Of course when you are a master Vampire why would you think that two lowly women would pose a challenge. As for his clan, yes, it will shake things up there two, in more ways than one. Buffy will be furious of course, more than he's betting on. He's used to his plans going smoothly because even if they didn't in the past nobody dared say so. Things are going to be shanken up at the Arcos residence very soon. As for you, now don't go gettng that computer keyboard wet and hang in there. Thanks for your views, your sweet words, and just being you. By the way, when is the big move? Email me.

Wonderful update as always, and since you know I love to speculate, I’m going to spec-away here. Oh and you do with the Lucian pic whatever you want hon, I’m just thrilled you’ll be giving everyone a visual (a sexy one indeed) – they won’t be disappointed, RM is smoking HOT. Being a bit of a history buff myself here, I thought the tea leafs was the perfect choice. Of all the divination systems of that era, that would have definitely been the one they would have used. Tarot cards were not introduced by the gypsys contrary to popular belief. If memory serves me correctly, they originated in France. I could get into a huge history lesson here, but it wouldn’t serve a purpose.

Although I feel bad for Willow, the depiction of her treatment (and all women of the times) is most accurate. At first I thought Willow was relatively happy in her marriage, but this side to her husband has made it clear it’s not the wine and roses kind of relationship. I didn’t once think that Oz was going to be her husband, b/c his personality just wouldn’t fit. Of course (speculating here) perhaps she could meet a human servant at the castle named Oswald? Or better yet, Lucian could become taken with her, after he gets an attitude adjustment about humans from Buffy. It’s just my opinion here, but I think of Willow as being rescued more than kidnapped – from her hubby that is. Plus, it’s clear that she will be far happier being with her friend again than her husband, even if she is to be confined in the castle.

This is a bit off-topic, but the name Thalia, I’d never heard of it before until your story. Well, recently, my geneology project has yielded and ancestor of mine with the same name – go figure my surprise. Just curious, if you find the time to answer a couple questions... is it pronounced thaal-ya (short ‘a’ sound), or tail-ya? And of what origin is the forename, European in general, or is it region specific?

I’m thinking that by the time Spike gets back, Buffy’s tummy might be bulging a bit from her pregnancy? It should be interesting to see how Spike responds to seeing that because as we all know, most men go gaga with pride when their wives start showing, especially when it’s their first child. All with the tummy rubbing and ‘do you feel him kicking yet’, putting their head against the mother’s stomach, etc... Of course with Spike the first thing he’ll notice is the small but rapid heartbeat under the current of Buffy’s slower one. And oh, of course, now that the little bugger is beyond the embryonic stage, he’ll be hearing things thru the womb, dreaming, sucking his thumb, feeling the mothers stress, you know where I’m going with this right??? I just keep thinking about how special the child will be, and if his tiny thoughts will be influenced by his mother and their shared blood, and if Spike could possibly pick up on them at all. (that was a small conversation we had early in the story thru reviews, remember?). Okay, I’, done rambling here, keep up the great work, and I can hardly wait to see how Buffy and Lucian have been getting along (or not) during the past month.


Author's Response: Oh I can't wait to post the Lucian picture. He is just so perfect, dark to Spike's blonde but both so very masculine and muscular and ummm yummy. Anyway... drooling. Yes, I did the research on the fortune telling and tea leaves were the real only choice. I truly thought it sounded kind of cheesy but Runes weren't around and the Tarot were a game and not in that part of Europe yet, but ike I said, historians differ on when the Gypsies did get the cards. It was certain that they read the tea leaves though and the ritual was very specific and to the symbols, the type of tea, the cup, and the placement of the leaves on the cup. I don't mind the research. Facts add so much to a story. No Willow's relationship wasn't all roses, but most women's marriages weren't. He was simply typical and feels it's time to start taking care of him again and to give him babies not fuss over a lost friend. They are fighting to survive and that's how he sees it. When she refused to listen it was the last straw. Very typical for the time period. As for what will happen in the castle with Lucian and Willow... I will not go there. Maybe they will, maybe they won't. He may just find out that a headstrong himan is firey and warm and yummy but she will have the huge vampire ick factor to get over. All the relationship dynamics will prove to be interesting B/S S/W B/L L/W and how they feel about each other will effect their feelings about their possible loves. Okay, as for Thalia. I say Tha...li'..a Three sylables, th blend and short a, highlight on the middle with the i sounding like a long e ,and then a short a. I actually got the name from a book of magical / pagan names. I have no other background on it at all. Sorry. No history lesson there. Now for the baby. I will say that yes, Buffy will be showing by the time Spike returns. Her pregnancy is going to start progressing now. Remember, we don't have to necessarily have the regular nine months because magic was involved. As for my secrets regarding daddy pride and feelings and baby projection of feelings and what it will mean and how Buffy may be changed by it, no go. My secret. Okay, I'm done rambling now too. Hope I covered everything. I really wish I could do paragraphs in the response section! Take care and look for Lucian in the next chappie. Thanks for all your thoughts, emails, and of course that lovely picture.

Well, I for one am rooting for Willow, as perceptive as she is, to pick up on Spike’s feelings for his wife... then help to get it through Buffy’s head which will help them on the road towards real love.

My muse took a mental journey of Willow and Lucian together. I could picture him actually falling for her (don’t ask how, too complicated to go into), but that when she feels something back and still remembers she’s married, well, Lucian will explain to her what marriage is and isn’t within the walls of the castle. I think it’s a hot match, plus I’m sure he’ll love her coppery hair, *giggles*.

Oh god, I imagine Dru will be doubly insane once she knows another human (cattle) will be living safely in her house and no one is able to touch her. Can’t wait to see what type of punishment Enid and Dru are in for when Spike gets back. I just hope Thalia comes out of this unscathed. As for Lucian, well, I’ve already said what I thought would happen to him, poor guy. Speaking of... have you ever seen him in the movie Dark Prince, The True Story of Dracula? If you haven’t I highly encourage you do. Reason is (eye candy aside) his demeanor/personality in the movie is very, very, very similar to your Lucian. That’s what has helped me to truly enjoy his presence in your story. Perhaps if you had the time and inclination, I could burn my copy of the movie and mail it to you. It’s a truly wonderful movie despite being made for TV.

Bravo and yet another wonderful chapter hon, and yes, you have my respect after my little volunteer time in the classroom, man they can be too full of energy.


Author's Response: Jumping ahead again huh? ;) She does have special talents. I knew you would automatically put those two together because you are just a bit enamored with Lucian so would of course want him to have a love interest. I'm not telling though. Lucian does admire Buffy's fire so it would stand to reason that Willow will be of some interest to him as well. As for Dru, she won't be too pleased but we don't care now do we? It's time that spoiled bitch was permanently knocked from her high horse. Now again for Lucian, no, I haven't seen the movie. I had to look him up when you sent the picture. My S.O. actually recognized him, I didn't, just thought he was hot. I'll mail you about the whole DVD thing. And yes too full of energy, but I do love them. They can just be so damn cute in what they say and they are spot on honest in their thoughts. Thanks hun and congrats on all your awards. You certainly deserve them and I saw you created a bit of controversy. That's a good thing. If you can do that, you really have reached people.

I'll keep it short here. I LOVED this chapter. Dru was perfect in pulling off her little plan, stylishly insane and brilliant. Love the small connection, or understanding rather, Willow made with Spike. It's a good thing she's a thinker. Coupled with her powers, I do hope she can take over Enid's job. Though the old hag will just probably run off and join Dru and Angel. It's good to see Spike is thinking clearly too, about the importance of his relationship with Willow in order to win Buffy over. I can hardly wait till the next chapter. I do hope you post this weekend sweety.

WOW. Loved it. Boy, that curse Spike received is sure turning out to be quite the blessing. I mean, if it weren’t for the curse, Lucian would be dust and Buffy might have received a few slaps or so. I can’t tell you how happy I was to see Buffy get jealous and Spike pick up on it. Between Willow being there and these new feelings, which I imagine she’ll be examining at some point, hopefully she will at least begin to thaw a little in her attitude when she finally does talk with her husband privately. Sure, he may not have done the right thing in her mind, but the guy is really trying and his heart is in the right place – even if it’s not beating.

Poor Lucian isn’t out of the woods yet (glad to see Buffy defend him and stand up to her husband regardless of whatever the consequences may be to her). I’m sure he’ll receive a beating one way or another. I like his ‘strong and silent’ type of personality you’ve created, the kind that has you wondering what he’s thinking... any opinion forming in his mind about her carefully guarded by his blank, dark gaze, then looked away, his curiosity piqued. Hope you’ve had a chance to see that movie Dark Prince... he’s pretty much got that ‘look’ you described plus the man (actor) is just liquid sex, *giggles*. Very interested to see his opinion on everything including Willow, especially since he’s now formed something close to friendship with Buffy. I think that friendship, or mutual respect, will spill over in his attitude/interaction with Willow. Also can’t wait to know his background if you’ll be getting into it.

That whole part where Spike was on his knees feeling her stomach had me melting, both from his thoughts/emotions and Buffy’s. Buffy knows now that this child binds them together, perhaps even more so than the claim. I remember being pregnant with both my kids and my husband would do things like that – it’s a warm and wonderful feeling that’s very intense and hard to describe but you did a stellar job of it.

Good to see Spike getting a better handle on his demon. I think that will ultimately make him a stronger leader and a better husband. I really wished he would have given in to Buffy’s request to get rid of Enid, but I understand his concern. Can’t wait to see what feelings he’ll pick up from Enid once he confronts her and what her punishment will be. He still needs her to care for Buffy so I imagine it can’t be anything too drastic. I just hope he figures out some way to cause her some pain or distress, whether it’s emotional or hey, solitary confinement to her room - only permitted to come out when she’s needed.

Erghhhh, Hannah is going to get thrown in the mix? I agree with one of the reviewers that I hope Willow sees through her and if not, perhaps Spike may pick up on her feelings or the scent of Dru on her. Of course for story-telling purposes it’s a brilliant move on your part to thicken the plot - bravo. I do want to see Dru punished of course, but I can wait. I only wished she were partly sane so it has more effect when the time comes. Tee hee, perhaps having her Angelus turned to dust before her eyes would be a good start. Once Spike knows that she’s left the castle I wonder if it will be enough for him to sever all emotional ties with her despite being her sibling, that he sees her as a true enemy rather than anything else.

When Buffy comes into her power I wonder if she’ll have more power or control or something more than what Spike has. Sure, he’s a vampire and the Lord of the castle, but when pitted against a girl who will have magical powers??? Well, she might be powerful enough to turn every vamp within a hundred square miles or so to dust with one look. So let’s hope Spike gets on her good graces before she does that. I don’t think she would kill the father of her child, but you get where I’m going with those thoughts.

I’m curious, too, as to whether all the vampires and lesser minions in the castle will become divided as to their loyalties of having the addition of yet another human they can’t snack on or torture. I could see a riot within the walls and Spike may have to kill a good portion of the vamp population to set an example.

A personal musing I’ll share... I would absolutely pee my pants from laughter if this baby turned out to be a girl. Sorry for the long review, just a lot of things about this chapter struck me. You don’t need to address each one, just know that your work as an author has effectively drawn me deep into the story.


Author's Response: Okay, takes a deep breath and begins to respond to IBE. LOL I love your reviews hun. The baby actually saved Buffy and Lucian, and even Spike as well more so than the curse because he wasn't using his ability at that point. He was too furious. I agree though. It has been a blessing. Good thing he saw his child in time though because his other, demon reaction would have been a disater. It wuld have alienated Buffy even more. Instead, we see them bond as tow peopl who have created a child. It may not be out of love, but still, how can there not be emotions there? The sight of his son stopped him in his tracks and brought what is important back to the forfront. grated that meant his ire over Buffy's beating was even more inceased and your dear Lucian will ahve to suffer, but it also brought forth his humanity and Buffy was forced to see it. She felt something because of it, because of the sight of him loving his child. Demon or no, dead heart or not, he loved his son, a child they made. I appreciate the fact that you loved the scene so much and that I was able to create the effect I wanted in portraying the bond they share even if Buffy is unwilling because I do not have children and so was writing blind. Thanks for that. Now for Enid, she will suffer, I promise, and you shall enjoy her fate. I need my villians now that Spike is no longer in that catagory, but she will suffer. As for Drusilla, well she is a wild card. Unpredicatble and insane and capable of most anything. Her return will cause havock. Hannah we shall see, not going there yet. Maybe they will sense her true purpose maybe not. As for the other vamps, if Spike continues to keep the upper hand by showing that he hasn't slipped in his ability to lead and that he is a fierce leader, then the minions will know it is follow or die. Spike has never compromised in this are and he never will. Remember, no one questions him. he is Lord and to do so means death. To questions means you actually think the Master is wrong and well what fool would dare do that? Dru is gone, Angelus is gone, Enid is no leader and Spike and Lucian make a strong team. Spike isn't about to be thrown from his place of glory. Okay, I hope I touched on most everything because I wanted to hun. Take care and thank you so much for all you insight. Glad you loved the chapter.

Author's Response: Oh, and the jealousy, LOL that one threw her for a loop and really will have Buffy examining how she feels. Their next talk should be interesting. Will the ice around her heart begin to thaw?

A very fitting punishment for Enid’s arrogance, attempted deceit, and over-all betrayal. A part of me wanted him to keep squeezing her neck till it snapped, but being the blood-thirsty gal that I am, I didn’t feel she’s suffered enough yet.
I know it’s too much to hope for, but I do hope Buffy cuts her poor husband a teency-weency break when they do finally talk, even if it’s just to hold her tongue – lol, don’t think that will be possible though. I am sooooo thrilled they will soon be on the road towards love. I’m sure it’s going to take plenty of time but that’s part of what makes this story so juicy, *giggles*.
You know I cringed when my boy Lucian was getting beat, but, it was also justified on Spike’s behalf and damned if Lucian didn’t pull through like the noble guy he is. I love men that take responsibility for their actions, no bones about it, and their punishment. The holy water sounds terribly painful, can I come lick his wounds? Tee hee. You have to admit, even you’re in love with this gorgeous character you’ve created to share with us. Let’s see, he’s drop dead gorgeous (no pun intended), loyal, responsible, humble in his master’s presence AND the best part??? He’s into human woman. I’m in a giddy mood can you tell?
Bravo, I drank and savored this chapter like a fine wine and what’s even better is now I get to read the next one after this. Keep up the wonderful work sweety.


Author's Response: Remember she is to be locked in a tiny cage, old achy bones and all, only to get out to tend buffy and to be whipped 50 times each day. Not a happy life from here on out. As you know by now, there is no break coming but yes, there will be dancing and alot of sparring. Of course you cringed about Lucian but hey, I am glad that everyone has come to love him. It's really nice to know I am able to create such a vivid, hot, lovable character on my own, of course you're providing the picture helped. His actions though speak very loudly for his character. And yes hun, you may lick all of his wounds if you like. I mean he does favor warm human women. Thanks for the review. I knew you'd love this Lucain filled chappy.

Ssssssllllpppt, ssssssllllpppt, ssssssllllpppt...Oh scuse me – Tina wipes her mouth - I was busy licking Lucian’s wounds, *giggles*. Poor baby, but it was totally necessary to appease Spike and Lucian took it like a man. I actually like that Buffy is squirming in her seat over her husband’s behavior. Spike’s showing tremendous effort and it’s not easy for him. Question is, with his naturally short temper, can he really keep this up for how long it’s going to take without slipping up every once in awhile? It will be interesting to watch because I imagine Buffy needs to exact her own pound of flesh (verbally) from Spike before she’s even willing to see him in any other light than a conniving evil beast.. Spike’s is looking so forward to dinner and here Buffy is going to give him the silent treatment. We’ll see how long that lasts when he starts petting her tummy. Even she admitted to feeling connected to him when he did that upon his return home. Naughty, naughty Hannah, so disillusioned in her loyalties. I see where she’s vital to Dru’s plan’s (whatever they may be), but I’m sure once she’s served her purpose, she’ll be served up as dinner. And my, my but Dru doesn’t really care for Angelus as much as he’d like to think. Dru is truly evil, cunning, and cares for no-one but herself. Add that with being insane and she does indeed make a formidable foe. Can’t wait to see what she’ll be cooking up. Ooooo, and me likes Willow’s curiosity where Lucian is concerned. She already finds him handsome – hey, it’s a start. Wonderful chapter as always sweety. Hope you’re able to update next weekend.



Author's Response: You are too funny. At first I wondered what the hell, y=until you explained it was you licking. I'm sure the poor baby is feeling all better now. Does your husband know you go around licking hot vampires? I'm not saying it's a bad habit hun but he might object. Yes Buffy is out of sorts. I mean here is this man, this damn good looking man being all sweet as pie to her and it just isn't right. You know the old saying catch more flies with honey, well he is bound to catch her and he has sparked her interest. Who cares if it makes her mad or uncomfortable. They are bound together. That is something she knows inside too. "i mean she can think she will escape when her powers come but he is the father of her child and her husband. Things are bound to get complicated especially if her wall of hate starts to crumble. As for Hannah, she is a stupid pawn. Dru only cares if the girl gets caught because it puts her own skin on the line and it would rob her of her toy. She is tired of Angelus but knows she needs him so can't just toss him out. He does know how she feels but blames Hannah. Dru is smart but the internal fighting in her ranks could be a downfall. Willow is intrigued, yes she is. She has no interest in a physical thing, not now when she has her freedom from oppressive men but hey, he's hot and he might be fun to toy with. Thank hun, glad you liked it. Yiou can go back to tending Lucian, i won't be needing him for the next two chapters.

Wow, loved this chapter. Spike is trying so hard and was incredably sweet, patient and tolerant... as well he should be. Loved that he heard his son's heartbeat. The ring was a nice touch and I do hope she grows appreciative of the fact he went out of his way to make her happy with it. Loved the last few paragraphs the best. That he more or less told her she will come back to his bed and willingly. I know she's outraged and thinking wow, is he insane? But it goes to show he's determined and even though he's not getting his way anymore, he will.... eventually. Fabulous chapter sweety. I'm sad you won't be updating this weekend, but happy you get to enjoy some time with your guests.

Author's Response: Thanks hun. It would certainly be nice if buffy grew to apprciate all of the things he is trying to do but that may take some time in coming. He is trying though. Glad you liked the end. He may be sweet, he may be wooing her, but he is still very much Spike. Fuyll of arrogance and confidence in his masculinity and appeal. Hell yes she'll come and the victory will be that much sweeter because she will be the one to acceed. He'll know she is there because she has given uo her feelings of self hatred and her disgust for him and truly cares and that will be the greatest victory of all. Thanks so much for the review and I will have a good time. Have to take moments in life for old friends regardless of what muse says.

Yummy – not just for the visual of a sprawled out nekkid Spike (which btw created a tantalizing image in my head) but for several things. I am really enjoying the small, but somehow significant fact, that the claim extends itself into the dream realm of its mate. I mean, you are seriously making me think here and I love it, bravo my friend. If Spike truly knew – I would think he’d find it hard to resist using it to his advantage, *giggles*. You won’t hear a single complaint from me as the naughty possibilities abound.

I really enjoyed the Spike/Lucian talk. For whatever reason I found it particularly amusing when L made the comment about W that she and Buffy are cut from the same cloth and S laughed. It had a ‘feel’ about it like they were just two buddies hanging out talking about women, like ‘uhhhg – women’ shaking their heads as if can’t live with them or without them so we’re damned to put up with them.

It never really occurred to me that if Lucian were to get permission to bed Willow at the present moment (b/c right now lust is the only emotion/feeling he has for her right now), that Buffy would become upset should Willow get hurt. But I’m extremely curious as to when/if/after there are feelings developed between them and Willow, perhaps, is the one to ask Spike for permission to be with Lucian, what Buffy will think then. Of course the major question in my mind is which couple will find love first, then which couple will shag like bunnies first? Giggles, not that I’m actually asking – I just love how you get me thinking so hard.

Oooo, ooo, I saw a review where your response stated, concerning Enid, that all hell is going to break loose next chapter. Can I just say I’m psyched to see what kind of hell that might be? But also, I hope it’s not the kind of hell that will wreak havoc on our blonde couple’s life. After all the woman is a witch and I’m sure she’s capable of producing a puff of smoke to disappear in and go running to her insane mistress – eeeeek – I’m on pins and needles already, *giggles*.

I’m curious, and I know you won’t say so I won’t ask, about the part where Spike plans to ask Enid whether Buffy is safe to bed or not. I’m curious if it’s A: foreshadowing (of some spuffy luvin), B: Spike is somehow a tad over confident that Buffy will ask him sooner rather than later to bed her or C: that he really is concerned and wants to be sure that if Buffy does ask, that their son will be safe from harm while engaging in sex.

Brilliant chapter sweety, I look forward to next week's installment. As I read this chappy, I felt like Alex in the movie Madagascar when the penguin told him ‘chew it like you mean it.... savor it, savor it’ – I’m sucha kid at heart, but I do savor every delicious chapter you give us. Smooches to you hon.


Author's Response: Now why did I know that you would be all for naked Spike? As for the claim link and Buffy's naughty thoughts, I agree, he would take advantage. He just may figure that one out, we'll see ;) You interpreted the fire side chat how I wanted iot to be taken. They are friends of sort again. Yes, one is more powerful and in comand, but Lucian is the closest thing to a guy friend that Spike has. The punishment is over. Lucian took the blame, accepted his guilt in the situation, took the punishment. He expected nothing less, and now they move on. It isn't that it's like it never happened, but it is simply in the natural realm of things for their kind. Spike is master in their hiarcy but Lucian is a trysted right hand man. Yes hell is going to break loose. I will say that no, she doesn't truly have any power now so it won't be hell of that sort. She was never truly a witch. Not of the Harry Potter variety. She is just skilled in medicine and herbs which back then gave you power. The Mage and Dru are more with the spells. Enid was/is wise but there is no wand waving ability to make things go poof. She also is without any herbs at all so could make a potion if she tried. The hell breaking lose comes in a different sort. Hum... the asking about bedding, well that really isn't a huge deal. He truly does want to know in case Buffy decideds to accept him. Spike knows he would be hard pressed to say no and stop his animalistic and passionate response to any suggestions from his wife, so he really does want to know. he knows Willow may hedge the issue but thinks Enid would tell him. He does have confidence in his ability to charm Buffy even though she has spurned him so far. It is only a matter of time in his mind. he is after all, still Lord Arcos, Master of all he surveys. Glad you enjoyed the chapter sweetie. Thanks for the lovely review. I loved your closing statement. Made me LOL. Glad to know you savor my work so very much. Chew away hun.