Summary: Season 4 Spike is found unconscious by Buffy on a wet Sunnydale night. Feeling consumed with a need to discover what is behind his weakened state, she takes him to Scooby central for investigation and embarks on a journey of self-discovery that just might open her heart to her mortal enemy.
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 83677
Member Since: 06/01/2006
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I am a 34 yr old from Ontario, Canada. I started reading fan fics about 18 months ago Sept 2005 and have taken up writing them at work to help keep me occupied in the slow times. But do manage to fit them in the busy season as well. I work at Sears Canada taking orders through the catoluge.
I have decided to add this, I have written about a various thing to do with Buffy and Spike. What my beliefs in on story may not be the same in another. It is just for story purposes, we are all aware that what went on, on the show did not really tell us everything we need to know.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I am a 34 yr old from Ontario, Canada. I started reading fan fics about 18 months ago Sept 2005 and have taken up writing them at work to help keep me occupied in the slow times. But do manage to fit them in the busy season as well. I work at Sears Canada taking orders through the catoluge.
I have decided to add this, I have written about a various thing to do with Buffy and Spike. What my beliefs in on story may not be the same in another. It is just for story purposes, we are all aware that what went on, on the show did not really tell us everything we need to know.
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Reviews by smlcspike
[Report This] Published: 07/30/2004 Updated: 10/29/2004
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Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 20: 20
Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 20: 20
OH so Angel is gone, wonder how long he will stay gone.
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Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 21: 21
Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 21: 21
Oh Spike is good to her seems to know what is bothering her too.
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Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 22: 22
Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 22: 22
I hope he finds her and goes to her, they both need each other.
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Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 24: 24
Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 24: 24
She figured out it was not the spell but yet she isn't going to try and find him.
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Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 25: 25
Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 25: 25
OH I hope she can make up with Spike.
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Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 26: 26
Date: 01/15/2008 Title: Chapter 26: 26
OH they need to talk, she need to go to him alot sooner.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 27: 27
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 27: 27
OH they are back together and yes they need to talk.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 29: 29
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 29: 29
Well she told Riley not to do anything to Spike, but he just doesn't listen, I hope Spike does and stays with the group.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 31: 31
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 31: 31
OH I hope they are right, but I don't see easy sailing for them.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 34: 34
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 34: 34
OH I can't wait to see what happens.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 35: 35
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 35: 35
OH no I hope they can help him, why do I suddenly see Angel or Angelus making and apperance.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 36: 36
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 36: 36
Oh I knew he would be coming as Angelus, it helps that I have read this before.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 37: 37
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 37: 37
OH I hope the Angel manages to help Spike and Buffy, I find it interesting that she researched Spikes family, wonder if they did that on the show, some how I think not.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 38: 38
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 38: 38
OH I hope she understands what was happening, well enough to stay with him
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 39: 39
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 39: 39
Oh I like Angels no invites Willow.
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 40: 40
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 40: 40
OH I hope it works. And Giles is smart he should understand some like Buffy did,
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Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 41: 41
Date: 01/16/2008 Title: Chapter 41: 41
who would have thought a heart attack would have done her in,