Summary: Buffy and Spike used to be best friends back in high school, but Buffy soon discovered that she wanted more. Not wanting to ruin their friendship, she kept her true feelings to herself. When Spike's seemingly shallow relationship with a woman named Drusilla turned long term, Buffy couldn't handle seeing the love of her life with someone else, and walked out of his life without explaining why. Two years later, Buffy once again enters his life after hearing of a tragic accident, and finds that she’s not the only one who’s been keeping secrets all this time.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 40984
Member Since: 06/29/2007
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I started reading Spuffy when I was on bed rest last year, pregnant with my first baby. I was on bed rest for what seemed like forever, so I read ALOT of spuffy.
Imagine my surprise to find that I was completely hooked, even when I could leave my bedroom again.
My two favorite stories are "My Life Closed Twice" by Anaross and "The Last Summer" by Annie Sewell-Jennings. If you haven't read them yet, go! Read! Ana's is at the Just Rewards archive and The Last Summer is at All About Spike.
Those two are amazing writers. Their characters are fleshed out and believable and their stories are moving and I just couldn't stop reading. (I don't know either of them, btw :)
My email is my username at yahoo.com
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I started reading Spuffy when I was on bed rest last year, pregnant with my first baby. I was on bed rest for what seemed like forever, so I read ALOT of spuffy.
Imagine my surprise to find that I was completely hooked, even when I could leave my bedroom again.
My two favorite stories are "My Life Closed Twice" by Anaross and "The Last Summer" by Annie Sewell-Jennings. If you haven't read them yet, go! Read! Ana's is at the Just Rewards archive and The Last Summer is at All About Spike.
Those two are amazing writers. Their characters are fleshed out and believable and their stories are moving and I just couldn't stop reading. (I don't know either of them, btw :)
My email is my username at yahoo.com
Reviews by jnharrow
[Report This] Published: 06/11/2007 Updated: 08/10/2007
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed 
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 23: chapter 23
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 23: chapter 23
Oooo, bad that Spike shoved Buffy, but yeah, you never want to get in between two fighting men, bad things can happen. I'm glad he's going to tell her everything.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 25: chapter 25
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 25: chapter 25
I wouldn't want to sleep either with those horrible nightmares plaguing me. Poor Spike.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 26: chapter 26
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 26: chapter 26
What a horrible way to force someone to stay with you. I hope Buffy will be able to digest all this and not react too badly. Glad Giles turned around at the airport and decided to try to get through to Spike again.
Author's Response: I agree. I've read all your reviews and I really appreciate every one of them. I'm really glad you like my story so far, thank you! :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 26: chapter 26
Date: 07/31/2007 Title: Chapter 26: chapter 26
Eek. There's no little next arrow. I caught up :( Update soon please? :)
Author's Response: *lol* Will do, promise. Thanks for reviewing!
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 08/04/2007 Title: Chapter 27: chapter 27
Date: 08/04/2007 Title: Chapter 27: chapter 27
I'm glad she was so understanding. Poor Spike, I'm glad he got to relax and let her comfort him at the end of the chapter.
Author's Response: Thanks for reviewing! :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 08/04/2007 Title: Chapter 28: chapter 28
Date: 08/04/2007 Title: Chapter 28: chapter 28
That's a huge step for Giles, moving his whole family to be near Spike. I hope Spike gives him a chance to prove he's changed.
Author's Response: Maybe he will, maybe not. :) Thank you for your review, I really appreciate it. :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 29: chapter 29
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 29: chapter 29
Awww. Go Buffy for making him talk it all out and being such a voice of practicality and reason. That is what it comes down to, you only have one father. Wonderful chapter :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 30: chapter 30
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 30: chapter 30
Poor Spike really is a little messed up. How icky to hear Dru's voice echoing everything Buffy says and so sad that she never asked him what he wanted.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 31: chapter 31
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 31: chapter 31
Wow, Dru was scary in this chapter. You wrote Spike's tortured thoughts so well. No wonder he's having such a difficult time. Brilliant chapter :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 32: chapter 32
Date: 08/09/2007 Title: Chapter 32: chapter 32
I know this is redundant, since I said it a couple chapters ago already, but go Buffy! lol. Great that she's trying to help him understand he's not to blame for Dru's actions and wonderful that she's wise enough to suggest sending him to someone neutral and professional to talk to. Hopefully, he will be able to get past it.
Author's Response: Thank you for reviewing!
Summary: Buffy is mourning, Post NFA and she imagines she's talking to Spike a lot. What happens when the dream Spike gets confused with the real thing?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2792
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2792
[Report This] Published: 06/24/2007 Updated: 06/24/2007
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/10/2007 Title: Chapter 1: One Shot
Date: 07/10/2007 Title: Chapter 1: One Shot
“Because MY Spike wouldn’t have been sorry. He’d have said “ Bloody good riddance” or something like that.”
“I was thinkin’ it,"
---That made me laugh. Such a sweet fic and ending. I'll imagine it happened this way.
Author's Response: Thank you. I'm glad you can see it this way. :)
Summary: Buffy is engaged and just graduated from college, but one thing has always been missing in her life. She's adopted and had plans to find her birth mother once she was old enough. Buffy finds her in a small town called Sunnydale, but when she arrives there, gets a lot more than she was expecting.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17951
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17951
[Report This] Published: 06/25/2007 Updated: 07/25/2007
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Hmmm...wonder who she'll meet in Sunnydale? Ick, Riley being thickheaded as usual. Liking this :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Yep! There he is - next door neighbor. Joyce is being so great. That's good, those things can turn out badly sometimes.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Awwww, he's still in love with her and she's engaged. Good thing that engagement will end soon! Harmony is so wonderfully annoying. Anne calls her "trollop" lol.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
I don't think Spike would mind whatever Buffy wanted to call him, hehe. Typical insensitive Riley and he's also cheating?! Well, good, I won't have to feel at all sorry for him when the inevitable happens.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Awww Spike loved her and she didn't know. I'm glad Buffy's noticing Spike and that there's something lacking in her relationship with Riley.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6
Poor William. Interesting story Buffy is telling :)
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Oh wow, Riley wants Buffy to move to a farm? That hardly seems like something she'd enjoy.
Uh oh, I hope Buffy takes that kiss well.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Poor Spike. Now he has two losses to deal with and Buffy not even going to the funeral is horrible.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10
Oh good, Riley's about to get busted.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
Awww, she had a crush on him too. So cute.
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
Date: 07/28/2007 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
No, it's not very long, but it was sweet :) I enjoyed it.
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/03/2007 Title: None
Date: 07/03/2007 Title: None
lol at 'the real stuff' being coke. Spike drove Buffy to a sugar hit
Katie is sneaky. Can't wait to see what happens at the wedding!
Author's Response: I believe that the wedding scene is next.... much with the sneaky...
Reviewer: jnharrow Signed
Date: 07/12/2007 Title: None
Date: 07/12/2007 Title: None
Poor Spike. His plan backfired on him.
I'm enjoying reading this :)
Author's Response: I am glad you are enjoying it! More soon!