Summary: As the personal assistant to the glamorous Drusilla Rayne, Buffy Summers is immersed in the actress' life both on and off the set. So when Drusilla leaves her husband, Spike, for another man, Buffy finds herself picking up the pieces of the broken home and Spike's broken heart. In the process, she finds that Spike isn't the only one who's heart might need some mending.
Runner Up for Best WIP and Winner of Judges' Choice at the Spark and Burn Awards
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 88598
Member Since: 08/22/2007
Membership status: Member
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Reviews by Tanit
[Report This] Published: 11/05/2006 Updated: 07/05/2011
Reviewer: Tanit Signed 
Date: 02/21/2008 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 27
Date: 02/21/2008 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 27
Thank god. She's not a complete moron, though I've had my doubts along the way. And, to be honest, I don't actually expect the switch to smart Buffy to last, but it's oh so enjoyable while it does. Also? I totally love Dawn. :) Also, also? Yay for the quick update!
Summary: When an Immortal Slayer joins forces with an unusal vampire, strange things are bound to happen
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 69 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 116319
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 69 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 116319
[Report This] Published: 11/05/2006 Updated: 12/10/2011
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 03/22/2008 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Date: 03/22/2008 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Mother?? Never in a million did I see that coming! lol
quickly moving on to the next chapter ...
Author's Response: *giggle*
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/05/2008 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35
Date: 04/05/2008 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35
Well, Methos took that well. lol What exactly did Buffy do, I wonder? All leading to more smutty Spuffy goodness, I assume. (yay!)
I wouldn't want to be in Tannic's shoes right about now. Things are not going to go well for him, I'm guessing.
So keep threatening the beta - we get crabby when you don't update! lol
Author's Response: Methos is biding his time, I think.
Tannic is in deep crap, neck deep I'd say.
Beta is very threatened.
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/21/2008 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37
Date: 05/21/2008 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37
Ooh, what steps? Hope Joyce & Dawn got the warning in time. (Also, poodle? lol)
Glad to see your muse is back. :)
Author's Response: I'm glad the muse has returned as well. More coming SOON!
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/25/2008 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38
Date: 05/25/2008 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38
Well, Angel and Whistler are in for a world of hurt, I do believe. I'm glad that Methos got through to Joyce, but was it in time? Still biting my nails here - and probably will be until I know for sure that she and Dawn are safe! lol
Head football? Yikes, yuck, and okay, so I giggled a little. ;)
Author's Response: Glad you enjoyed it!
Summary: Buffy is having a miserable affair with a married co-worker called Angel. One day she’s had enough and gets drunk on the roof of the bank where she works. At the same time she is standing on the roof, drinking herself into oblivion so that she can jump to her death, Spike and his two lackeys, Andrew and Jonathon, rob the bank. Spike ends up on the roof with Buffy, attempts to take her as his hostage, but when she’s less than cooperative, he makes a deal with her that if she is compliant with his getaway plan, he will kill her so that she doesn’t have to end her own life. As the pair are thrown into a tumultuous partnership, they begin to fall for each other… but can Spike show Buffy the upside of life and change her negative perspective, or will he lose her forever?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12479
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12479
[Report This] Published: 02/24/2007 Updated: 03/13/2007
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 02/28/2008 Title: Chapter 4: Fine Wine
Date: 02/28/2008 Title: Chapter 4: Fine Wine
Just found your story...love it!
Will be eagerly awaiting the next chapter! :)
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/14/2008 Title: None
Date: 04/14/2008 Title: None
Whoa. Uhm, update soon, please? This is not good for my nerves! lol
Author's Response: Update will be soon I promise... *hands Kristi a JD to steady her nerves* Thank you! xxx
Summary: Post NFA.
Willow receives a desperate call for help from someone she thought was dead.
She has no idea that between the lies she may have to tell, and the spells she'll need to do, her life is never going to be the same again.
And thats only if Buffy doesn't find out..
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74914
She has no idea that between the lies she may have to tell, and the spells she'll need to do, her life is never going to be the same again.
And thats only if Buffy doesn't find out..
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74914
[Report This] Published: 05/31/2007 Updated: 01/13/2009
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/05/2008 Title: Chapter 16: Closure
Date: 04/05/2008 Title: Chapter 16: Closure
Ack! What's with the bright light? Andrew? eep.
Nice chapter, with Buffy coming to grips with her feelings for Angel - and Spike. Now just get that heart to Spike pronto! I'm worried about our vampire! lol
Summary: Post-Intervention, The monks never managed to get the Dagon Sphere to Sunnydale. Thanks to his own research, and full access to the Council's resources, Giles has discovered its existence and location in Elk City, Oklahoma. Viewing it as imperative in the defeat of Glory, he sends Buffy and Spike on a road trip to recover it. Anger, snark, and UST ensues.
Categories: General/Canon
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 22106
Categories: General/Canon
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 22106
[Report This] Published: 08/08/2007 Updated: 04/27/2008
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 02/27/2008 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter Two
Date: 02/27/2008 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter Two
Really, really good story you have here.
Totally loved Spike swiping the batteries. That was a nice touch.
I'll be eagerly awaiting an update. :)
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/01/2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter One
Date: 04/01/2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter One
Fabulous start. So many great bits of dialogue, and the one that sticks with me? "I have an atlas."
Hurrying on to Chapter 2...
Summary: Immediately after Chosen Spike is being thrown into the past to change history for the better...
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 35538
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 35538
[Report This] Published: 09/02/2007 Updated: 05/04/2008
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/07/2008 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter twelve
Date: 05/07/2008 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter twelve
I'm not sure how I missed this story before! Silly me! I've really enjoyed reading all the chapters thus far, and hope you update soon. Though I totally understand the procrastination thing, I'm the same way about everything.
Anyway, good stuff. :)
Summary: 
Alternate reality. Buffy starts as a normal college girl. But her life is slowly turned upside down beginning with the day she’s unexpectedly in danger. Hired by chance to protect her is Spike, a vampire with a reputation for doing business with anyone for enough money. She’s less than thrilled, but finds herself drawn to him even as she realizes he’s more than he seems. But humans aren’t the only ones after her, and when she’s called as the Slayer, her whole world changes. Things with Spike, who she’s discovered some realities about, are no longer as simple as they seemed. But being sent to the Hellmouth and realizing the high death rate of her calling, Buffy hires Spike as backup with the only thing she has left—Slayer blood. Winner of 20 awards!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 92 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 202533
Alternate reality. Buffy starts as a normal college girl. But her life is slowly turned upside down beginning with the day she’s unexpectedly in danger. Hired by chance to protect her is Spike, a vampire with a reputation for doing business with anyone for enough money. She’s less than thrilled, but finds herself drawn to him even as she realizes he’s more than he seems. But humans aren’t the only ones after her, and when she’s called as the Slayer, her whole world changes. Things with Spike, who she’s discovered some realities about, are no longer as simple as they seemed. But being sent to the Hellmouth and realizing the high death rate of her calling, Buffy hires Spike as backup with the only thing she has left—Slayer blood. Winner of 20 awards!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 92 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 202533
[Report This] Published: 10/19/2007 Updated: 09/13/2009
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/12/2008 Title: Chapter 45: 45 Accounts
Date: 04/12/2008 Title: Chapter 45: 45 Accounts
Your Mayor Wilkins voice? Spot on. :) And your Angelus is spine-tingling evil. Makes me want to hide under the bed!
I know I don't review every chapter (I'm scolding myself ;)), but I'm so pleased to see a notice in my mailbox when there's been an update. This is such a fabulous story.
Congratulations on your wins! Very well deserved. :)
Author's Response: Thank you so much! Glad you liked the Mayor and Angelus. That's how I like my Angelus--tall, dark, and evil. :) Aw, don't worry about reviewing every chapter, I'm just glad to know you're enjoying so much! Thanks for reading!
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/02/2008 Title: Chapter 48: 48 Shatters
Date: 05/02/2008 Title: Chapter 48: 48 Shatters
Goodness, was this a good chapter. The "'I'd choose you" stuff... *swoonage* Buffy's finally taken a look at things from Spike's p.o.v. Now what will she do with that new perspective?
Hoping your laptop experiences a miraculous recovery. I so want - no, need - the next update!! :D
Author's Response: Well, Buffy might be having a few thoughts of her own next chapter... And glad you liked the 'I'd choose you' line! The laptop probably won't be too hard to fix, but I'm still not sure if I'll have the chapter by next weekend. Thanks for reviewing!
Summary: After discovering her husband has been cheating on her, Buffy Summers decides to get a little revenge before she tells him good-bye. However, her plan takes an unexpected turn when the man she meets is more than he seems… (AU, not all human)
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57871
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57871
[Report This] Published: 10/21/2007 Updated: 03/17/2008
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 03/15/2008 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter Twenty-One
Date: 03/15/2008 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter Twenty-One
Can't say it wasn't painful to read, but it was more Spike's struggle that was hard to read than Buffy being turned. I do hope his fears prove unfounded in Buffy's case.
Very well written chapter. I very much enjoyed it. :)
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 03/18/2008 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty-Two
Date: 03/18/2008 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty-Two
I loved this story, every bit of it, just as it is. Thank you for sticking with what you had planned for the characters, even in the face of complaints.
Now to read it all again in one sitting. :)
Summary: 
William is in a monastery wondering about his future when fate takes a hand and he and his cousin are taken in a viking raid. Set a millenium ago
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 58 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 124253
William is in a monastery wondering about his future when fate takes a hand and he and his cousin are taken in a viking raid. Set a millenium agoCategories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 58 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 124253
[Report This] Published: 10/28/2007 Updated: 11/03/2008
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/07/2008 Title: Chapter 41: Chapter 41
Date: 05/07/2008 Title: Chapter 41: Chapter 41
I'm with Buffy on this one! :D Yay!
I hope the reunion is soon! :)
Author's Response: the reunion may be a while, they are coming into winter:) glad you enjoyed and more soon
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/08/2008 Title: Chapter 42: chapter 42
Date: 05/08/2008 Title: Chapter 42: chapter 42
oooh! She's there! A wedding AND William gets to stick it to his brothers? Could it get any better? :)
More, please. :D
Author's Response: I take it you liked:) more soon
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/09/2008 Title: Chapter 43: chapter 43
Date: 05/09/2008 Title: Chapter 43: chapter 43
oh. *sigh* They didn't even speak. :D
Definitely worth the wait.
It's good that Anne isn't completely freaked out by the different way of life. I can't wait for Liam & Harold's reaction to just WHO William's bride is. hee.
Author's Response: not a word...he just swept her off of her feet and got down to business...lucky girl. i think Anne will freak a little later.
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 05/15/2008 Title: Chapter 44: chapter 44
Date: 05/15/2008 Title: Chapter 44: chapter 44
Oh, good. I'm glad Liam and Harold weren't able to mess things up and are now forced to deal with the consequences.
You'll have an update for us soon, I hope! :)
Author's Response: update as soon as I can...yep they have really landed themselves in it this time....glad you enjoyed
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 10/29/2007 Title: None
Date: 10/29/2007 Title: None
Thank you for taking the time to give us a summary. People blow. Not you, of course. ;) People who are incapable of honouring simple requests or following very basic directions. A two-fingered salute to you lot who ruined a good thing for the rest of us; meant as a compliment or not, if they'd used the brains they were born with, this would never have been an issue. And shame to anyone who makes YOU feel bad for wanting to protect your anonymity.
I look forward to the day you feel comfortable enough to start posting again. Until then, you'll be missed -- and I'll be voraciously reading new authors in hopes it's you! :)
Author's Response: You are quite welcome sweetie, I appreciate your words of support and your understanding. I do my best to blow the idiots off. I along with you hope that day when I can write freely again.
Summary: 
23 year-old Buffy has to spend her summer with her teenage cousin Xander and his cousin Will... who's no longer the shy boy she remembers. Or is he?--------------------------------COMPLETE
Note: Although this started as a 'Romance' it would now better fit the Porn With Plot category (if there was one)... I guess that can be expected when Spike is a teenage hormone bomb!***Nominated at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards in the Best W.I.P category.
Winner of 'Judge's Choice - THE ECSTASY AWARD' at the Forbidden Awards', Runner Up Best AU at the Indigo Crypt Awards, and Reader's Choice - BEST FANTASY 'WE MISSED THE BED AGAIN' at the Spuffy Awards! ***YAYYYYYY *does happy dance* Thank you Carrie and xenachakram12 (lj), you rock!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 86584
23 year-old Buffy has to spend her summer with her teenage cousin Xander and his cousin Will... who's no longer the shy boy she remembers. Or is he?--------------------------------COMPLETE
Note: Although this started as a 'Romance' it would now better fit the Porn With Plot category (if there was one)... I guess that can be expected when Spike is a teenage hormone bomb!***Nominated at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards in the Best W.I.P category.
Winner of 'Judge's Choice - THE ECSTASY AWARD' at the Forbidden Awards', Runner Up Best AU at the Indigo Crypt Awards, and Reader's Choice - BEST FANTASY 'WE MISSED THE BED AGAIN' at the Spuffy Awards! ***YAYYYYYY *does happy dance* Thank you Carrie and xenachakram12 (lj), you rock!Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 86584
[Report This] Published: 11/05/2007 Updated: 05/02/2008
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 03/05/2008 Title: Chapter 27: 27
Date: 03/05/2008 Title: Chapter 27: 27
Haw-ot. phew.
*fans self*
Author's Response: *brings you some water* So I guess you liked, huh? *hugs* Thanks, hon!
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/02/2008 Title: Chapter 31: 31
Date: 04/02/2008 Title: Chapter 31: 31
Spike is way more forgiving of Buffy than I am. But then he's a horny 17 year old. ;) I'm still pissed at her. Who's the mature one there?
It was good to see things from Buffy's p.o.v., though it actually just made me angrier at her, I think! lol
Author's Response: LOL! I tried to explain it a way that would make sense for Buffy... and she's not always the mature one. You have every right to still be pissed at her, and believe me you'll be twice as pissed when you read the chapter after next one! MwahahahaAnd Spike is so in love, and was so relieved she wasn't cheating on him or dumping him that I don' t think he could do anything but forgive her! Glad you liked seeing things from her POV,*hugs*
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/23/2008 Title: Chapter 35: 35
Date: 04/23/2008 Title: Chapter 35: 35
Can't wait to see where Anya's going with her suggestion! I have a theory, so will be fun to see how far off the mark I am!
Author's Response: Honey I doubt you're ever too far off the mark *winks* I hope you like what's next, *hugs*
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/27/2008 Title: Chapter 36: 36
Date: 04/27/2008 Title: Chapter 36: 36
Yay, I guessed right! Anya is far too practical about orgasms to have meant that Buffy would have to leave town -- and William! ;)
I'm worried, though... How long can they keep things hush-hush with half the family knowing about their relationship? Hopefully Hank, Joyce, and Rupert will all be completely oblivious for a while yet! I don't think I could handle an emotional roller coaster ride this close to the end of the story. I'm a big baby. lol
Looking forward to Wednesday!
Author's Response: LOL, I'm just as big a baby as you, couldn't write such a roller coaster again :-P Glad you liked, Kristi, thank you so very much for the review! *huggles*
Reviewer: Tanit Signed
Date: 04/29/2008 Title: Chapter 37: 37
Date: 04/29/2008 Title: Chapter 37: 37
Gotta love new rooms to christen! :D Dare I hope that we get to see said christening? *looks hopeful*
Loved the update, just like I knew I would.
xoxo
Author's Response: Would I leave you without smut??? Would I??? You really don't know me if you think that's possible! *shakes head*I'm glad you liked - and you really didn't have to review ;-) - but thanks so much!!! *huggles*