Penname: lisa_dec [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 11/29/2007
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I started writing fan fic in December 2007, when I had been reading for about a year. I decided I would write one Spuffy story, just as a small break from another writing project and, well... Honestly I’m not sure what happened. Suddenly Nothing Like Dreaming is finished and I’m halfway through Chained.

For betaing. I can look over grammar, syntax and help with plot lines and such. I’m not a native speaker though.

I hope you’ll enjoy my stories!

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Healing by Pet Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 1696]
Summary: PhotobucketAbsence of Light AwardsSpike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards and now also Runner Up for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 142700
[Report This] Published: 12/05/2007 Updated: 03/10/2009
Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 12/29/2007 Title: Chapter 11: 11

I have not reviewed on a while. sorry. I'm still following though, and I'm still loving the story.

Curious about why Buffy didn't go to collage, something/one must've gotten her to think that she was stupid.
Funny how quick she was about saying that she'd soon be 19. Actually, I was a bit surprised over how young Spike is, but it makes sense.

Looking forward for the next chapter.

Author's Response: Thank you very much, so happy you still like it! :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 01/01/2008 Title: Chapter 12: 12

That dream was just... how Spike's mom just walked away... Terrible.

I can see why Spike acted like he did, and I'm happy that he didn't begin to scream at Buffy like the last time. Glad to see that B seems to have learned something too.

This is just getting better and better.

Author's Response: Thank you very much! :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 01/04/2008 Title: Chapter 14: 14

I'm glad Buffy said she'd been looking for him! And that excuse he came up with? It was so lame.. great! I was almost doing a happy dance when he agreed to come with her ;)

And - as always - can't wait to see what happens next. I can't help but hope that none of them will freak out again!

Author's Response: It was lame, wasn't it? *lol* Thanks for your review!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 01/07/2008 Title: Chapter 15: 15

Oh, what will happen now?! Both of them seems so insecure, I can't help but wonder about Buffy. Has something happened to her in the past? She feels so young somehow.

Great chapter!

Author's Response: You'll find out a little more about Buffy in the next chapter. Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 01/14/2008 Title: Chapter 17: 17

I really liked the ending of this chapter, mostly because Spike took intiative to touch her. Buffy's parents really don't seem to be that great, but maybe they're just worried.

Wondering what will happen next.

Author's Response: You'll find out soon, thanks for your review!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 01/18/2008 Title: Chapter 18: 18

Glad Buffy didn't press to know what Spike's "problem" was. Even more happy that we didn't see Spike run away again, hope that time is past! Unfortunately I think I'm hoping to much... Well I'll just have to wait and see ;)

Great update! "One day at the same" - sounds like great words for our pair in this story.

Author's Response: Thank you, I'm so happy you liked the update!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 01/28/2008 Title: Chapter 20: 20

I can't wait for more!

This was really good - as always. I like that Drusilla is Spike's mom, and I wonder if she's always been this crazy or if it came after Spike left (or/if when she killed Ethan)?.

Hope you'll get over you're writing block soon. :)

Author's Response: Thank you! You'll find out more about that later. :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 02/08/2008 Title: Chapter 22: 22

Missed a chapter. More reading for me :) Honestly I'm almost glad I missed one, now I didn't had to wait for another update... but you're ending it like that again! lol But really, I enjoyed it very much and I really liked the kissing, even more Spike's thoughts about it. I'll be looking out for more!

Author's Response: I'm glad you liked it, thank you!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 02/10/2008 Title: Chapter 23: 23

Absolutely great chapter! Buffy realizing... I can't wait to see where this leads them.

Author's Response: I'm so glad you liked it, thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 02/17/2008 Title: Chapter 24: 24

Happy he finally got that she "wasn't going anywhere" and wondering where that realization is going to lead them... Or, well, not so much "where" as "when" ;) This is Spuffy after all, so I suppose they are going to get together for real... eventually.

I'm worried about Drusilla though, wish she would just stay away... well, forever. But I suppose it dosen't work like that ;)

Looking forward for more!

Author's Response: Of course they'll get together. :) And as for Drusilla, well... just wait and see. :) Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 02/24/2008 Title: Chapter 25: 25

S surprised me with his acting in this chapter, but thinking about it it do make sense. As I see it, he just sort of snapped when B came to "close".

And "I love you" already. Surprised here too, but it didn't seem strange.

Great chapter!

Author's Response: Thank you! :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 03/02/2008 Title: Chapter 26: 26

I enjoyed the chappie, though I really felt like killing Dru at the end, lol. I wish she'd just stay far.... FAR away... hehe.

Looking forward for more (as always).

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 03/09/2008 Title: Chapter 27: 27

Honestly I feel like acting as a five year old and just scream "more!" right now, lol. So I really enjoyed the chapter :) And I'm guessing that what ever was in the bed room had something to do with Dru.

Let me go with that cliché again, and say (as the adult I am supposed to be, hehe) "Looking forward for more!"

Author's Response: *lol* I'm so glad you enjoyed it, thank you!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 03/16/2008 Title: Chapter 28: 28

Loved it! Not that surprise it was Dru, didn't expect the suicide though. I can't help but be quite happy that she's out of the way though ;) Even if I'm afraid of how this will affect Spike.

Well, you know I'm looking forward for more...

Author's Response: I'm very happy to hear that, thank you so much! :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 03/28/2008 Title: Chapter 30: 30

Surprising. So Ethan isn't dead, huh? I hope Buffy will show up and Spike will... do something! Really great update!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 04/05/2008 Title: Chapter 31: 31

Absolutely great chapter.

I liked how S tried to stand up for himself, but failed, which really isn't surprising. I can't wait to see what will happen when B comes back. Will S drive her away or... Well, I can't wait.

Author's Response: Thank you, so happy you liked it. :) You'll find out more soon.

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 04/12/2008 Title: Chapter 33: 33

That was really, really good! Glad they both wanted B to stay. You got me a little worried with the summary, I expected S to push B away, so happy I was wrong.

Keep up the good work!

Author's Response: Thank you so much, I'll do my best. :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 04/19/2008 Title: Chapter 34: 34

This chapter made me happy. S told B the truth, I had expecting him to push her away again. Great chapter!

Author's Response: Now she knows... :) Thank you!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 04/25/2008 Title: Chapter 35: 35

So he says it :)

Great chapter, as always, glad to see B not being afraid, but maybe she'll be...

Just because I'm curious; how long do you plan for this story to be?

And you know I look forward for more ;)

Author's Response: Actually, I have no idea how long this story will be. Sorry. My stories tend to just get longer and longer for some reason. :) Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 05/04/2008 Title: Chapter 36: 36

So meeting the parents, huh? Wonder how S will react to that request.

I really liked the "pizza scene", and B grimacing. I can so imagine that happening! Great chapter!

Author's Response: You'll find out soon. :) Thank you!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 05/07/2008 Title: Chapter 37: 37

I can see why S isn't so eager to meet the parents... I hope they will like him :)

Actually I'm kinda glad that Xander "lost one of his best friends", he deserved it. I hope they won't make up! But I suppose they will at some point... he deservs a second chance I guess *sighs*

Great update!

Author's Response: Thank you so much! :)

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 05/18/2008 Title: Chapter 38: 38

I missed a chapter. I can't believe it. It was absolutely great and I'm off to next ;)

Author's Response: Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 05/18/2008 Title: Chapter 39: 39

Wow. You made my day with this one! This was SO good. Actually I'm happy to see that everytthing isn't good in B's family and that it's B's "turn" to be vulnerable. Great work!

Author's Response: I'm so happy you think so, thank you!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 06/05/2008 Title: Chapter 41: 41

And your muse has decided to run away? Now?! I can't promise I will be waiting patiently till next update ;) but I know what a pain block can be... and I can will be with you till the end of this, no matter when your muse comes back.

This was a great chapter. It feels like S is more comfortable in his clothes, and I'm happy he is beginning not to think of sex with disgust.

Can't help but wonder when Ethan will show up again though or... oh hey! I just got this great idea! Maybe he can suddenly die (preferible in the next chapter) in a horrible car accident! No? Okay... *sighs*.

But honestly, this was a really good chapter and I look forward for the next, whenever it shows up :) hugs.

Author's Response: *lol* I won't let Ethan get away too easy, promise. Thank you so much for your kind words and your review!

Reviewer: lisa_dec Signed Liked
Date: 07/05/2008 Title: Chapter 46: 46

Lots of thinking in the latest chapters... and not so much of the good kind. And Ethan should show up soon, if I'm worried? Just a little... Much. And well, the story does goes on and on and on, but you can't stop until it's finished, can you? And it feels like this is far from complete :)

Author's Response: True. However, I know exactly where I'm going with this. Thank you so much for your review! :)