Summary: **Story is in the process of being re-edited and re-vamped as of Feb 2020**
Buffy's relationship goes south in a dangerous way. Can Spike protect her? Being famous and in the limelight makes things difficult!
**Runner-Up at the Cradle of Humanity Awards for the Handsome Musician award !Nominated at the Spark and Burn Awards for: Best Angst, Best Romance, Best Alternate Reality, Best Fight Scene. Also the Lost In Spike Awards.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 93842
Member Since: 01/12/2008
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm 27. I love to read Spuffy and almost all romance. NEVER was a Bangel! eww! He's alright and everything but too depressing for me! He was fun with Cordy though. I have made alot of friends and lovely sisters on here. Carrie (Darkrivertempest), Sotia, Zoe, Tori (Serenity), Tina (Im_Bloody_English)...several more. One of my fave authors on here is of course NautiBitz. The one I stalk to most is Im_bloody_English. She is soo freakin' awesome! I love her work but she tries to play it off but she's just that freakin' good to me! First time readers of hers should read "Tailored Encounters" or maybe "In The Army Now". They're both AU's but definitely worth it!!! TRUST ME!! As for NautiBitz, she speaks for herself!! Um.....that's all so far, Buffy wise. I'll get back to you on the rest.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm 27. I love to read Spuffy and almost all romance. NEVER was a Bangel! eww! He's alright and everything but too depressing for me! He was fun with Cordy though. I have made alot of friends and lovely sisters on here. Carrie (Darkrivertempest), Sotia, Zoe, Tori (Serenity), Tina (Im_Bloody_English)...several more. One of my fave authors on here is of course NautiBitz. The one I stalk to most is Im_bloody_English. She is soo freakin' awesome! I love her work but she tries to play it off but she's just that freakin' good to me! First time readers of hers should read "Tailored Encounters" or maybe "In The Army Now". They're both AU's but definitely worth it!!! TRUST ME!! As for NautiBitz, she speaks for herself!! Um.....that's all so far, Buffy wise. I'll get back to you on the rest.MSN IM: 
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Reviews by spikeluv84
[Report This] Published: 12/29/2006 Updated: 06/26/2007
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed 
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11
oh goodie goodie!! ::rubs hands together:: u're bringing the WHOLE gang in huh? the only person i haven't seen lately is Cordy. u're doing a great job T!
Author's Response: I try to get everyone into each story, if possible. They just work so well together. You will see more of Cordy in the later chapters!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
okay, last part of the chapter, i'm on my tipy-toes going "where's spike? where's spike?" then THE ASSHOLE is beating up Dawn and Buffy and i'm practically hollering it. and i'm just imagining how Spike has heard about this so i know how mad he is. then he walks in and she's all cut up and i'm just like "fuck!". embarassment aside, i can't wait for Finn to get his!
great chappy.
Author's Response: This was a difficult chapter to write. Not so much with the actual writing, but by getting the right amount of emotion and what not in it. Glad you liked it, aside from the ickyness.
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13
that ending so doesn't scare me cuz Spike's never taken any of Angel's crap. haha!! i just laughed cuz he's pulling a classic 'Angel'. i love it when they fight!! LMAO and ewwww Harmony!
Author's Response: Very much with the ewww factor with Harmony, that's why she's pretty much toast from here on out. Loved writing the S/A interaction, they are so much fun together!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
omg! where's that mag? lol sorry, i'm a slut for those gossip mags. thank you Jesus & Co. for finally getting them together (which ultimatily would be u huh T? how's it feel to be God-like? lol)! on to next chappy!! ::bounces with surpressed glee::
Author's Response: God-like, not so much....but, I am a pretty big deal. LOL! J/K! So happy that you are liking this! **Happy dance**
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15
the perfect end to an awkward chapter! yummy!
Author's Response: Glad you liked it, hun!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16
oh dear lord! i just hope no cameras were around!
Author's Response: Luckily, no cameras or snooping paparazzi in this one!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17
and i walk away with a SMILE!!!!
Author's Response: And I have a smile because you do! Yea!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18
hummana-hummana!!! and a big loud GULP
Author's Response: Well, I am very proud with my self...you're basically speechless because of my writing! WooHoo!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Breathless
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Breathless
um....where could i sign up for this????
Author's Response: I've often asked myself the same question. Sadly, I have yet to get a response.
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19
oh jesus! yes, let's have a pity party for Riley. the jerk who can't control his temper. the jerk who couldn't make Buffy HAPPY or satisfied. the monotone corn-husker who gets on my ever pickin' lovin' nerves! the last thing i feel is sorry for him. more like give me a bat and see how far i can swing. he gets no sympathy from me!
Author's Response: I know, I know...he so does not deserve any sympathy. I just felt that everyone needed to know what his mental stability level was at this time and what he was thinking. Plus, the need for him to know where she was staying is important.
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20
yes! the classic gym scene!!!! awesome!!! i love how he'll just strip down w/ no regard. i wish he'd do that in real life!!! damn!
Author's Response: For real! That would be so awesome. **drools**
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21
i feel that this is a set-up! c'mon! he hired the EVIL attorneys!!!
Author's Response: Hmmm...wonder what will happen next?
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22
i love how Buffy's made out to be the "perfect" woman but in stories she constantly can't cook or drive. LOL. i love the whole freakin' chapter!!
Author's Response: Aww shucks, thanks.
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
::stares at computer screen:: ::looks around for FWB:: ::points to screen:: I WANNA DO THAT!
Author's Response: I'm a little shy about things like that, but could easily be persuaded if JM was interested! :)
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
this chapter brought to mind this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hxN25eKRdg
(hopefully it'll work! Enjoy!
Author's Response: I will check it out, thanks!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24
awwww, i always knew his past relations and i still felt sad for him! just don't bring in Anya to cheat with!!!!
Author's Response: I promise Anya will not be with Spike, cross my heart!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
lovin' it! next!
Author's Response: Look at you, asking for the next chapter like you can't just click the button! :)
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 27
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 27
where's this address again?
Author's Response: Right, like I'd give it to you if I had it! Bah!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 28
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 28
i just love mushy lovey Spike!
Author's Response: Yeah, me too. But, love's me some snarky Spike, too!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 29
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 29
is it wrong to pump ur fist and grunt YEAH!!!?? (in like a total non-sexual way!) aww poor Buffy's gonna have to get out of her fright. i bet Spike kissed her after dropping his fist huh?
Author's Response: Um, yeah...they won't be so much with the kissage right now. Sorry.
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 30
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 30
correct me if i'm wrong but didn't Angel and Cordy have a baby???
otherwise looved it!
Author's Response: Urm...they do and I think the answer you're looking for is in the next chapter. That is if I remember correctly. Gonna have to go back and read this story!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 31
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 31
nvm on the baby question!!! and ooooh see now that's a cliffhanger!
Author's Response: I thought the baby topic was covered, had to reread the chapter!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 32
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 32
as much as i WOULD melt, those were also the famous last words of Mr. Riley "GAG ME" Finn before he went beserk-boy!
(Spike said i love you!!! ::giddy bounce::)
Author's Response: Riley sucks! Boo on him! And, yes, Spike professed his love. WooHoo!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 33
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 33
like i said before...i LOVE soft lovable Spike. he's just got to bring out the "grrrrr" every now and again. thanks for keeping Buffy with him! (duh...it's Spuffy!)
Author's Response: Agreed. Love my Spuffy!
Reviewer: spikeluv84 Signed
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 34
Date: 02/25/2008 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 34
as much as i LOVE this story, i really don't think Riley is going to go quietly. i think there's going to be a confrontation and i just had a flash of when Buffy runs after Dawn that it's going to be on the beach. i'm probably wrong but i pictured crazy feckin' Riley being, well, crazy and he had someone, i'm not sure, maybe Spike and a gun and he was doing a stand-off with someone else. now u can't go and change it but that would've been an awesome ending!!! now to move ahead to the real one!!
Author's Response: Glad you're still sticking with it, the end is pretty good...maybe not as exciting as say guns and whatnot..but, sufficient.