Summary: Spike is a disillusioned Irishman, circa 1916.
He meets Buffy Summers, a troubled young woman with a past she'd like to forget.
They fall in love with each other, immediately.
Will Buffy's shady past destroy their Spuffy future?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 59886
Member Since: 09/12/2004
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a 23 year old who has been a fan of both Buffy and Angel from the beginning. I've co-written several stories with Allison- one is False Pretenses on my account and the others can be found under the name Goldilocks. I began reading fanfiction about a year ago and I had too many ideas to not write them. I'm also addicted to reviews, so please don't hesitate to leave me one :-)
Click to go to my Live Journal - and feel free to friend me :-)
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a 23 year old who has been a fan of both Buffy and Angel from the beginning. I've co-written several stories with Allison- one is False Pretenses on my account and the others can be found under the name Goldilocks. I began reading fanfiction about a year ago and I had too many ideas to not write them. I'm also addicted to reviews, so please don't hesitate to leave me one :-)
Click to go to my Live Journal - and feel free to friend me :-)
Reviews by Ashlee
[Report This] Published: 01/23/2005 Updated: 04/26/2005
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 02/22/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 11: 'Daraoi Lann' (Magical Land)
Date: 02/22/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 11: 'Daraoi Lann' (Magical Land)
Can't wait for the angst! I've been looking forward to Sike's reaction of who his precious wife really was. My brain's already going into overload, wondering who's going to show up. Please update very soon!
Author's Response: Thank you and Spike will be pi**ed with a capitol P.
The 'messenger' so to speak might be a surprise character...
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 02/25/2005 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 12: 'Comhra de na Anum' (Conversation from the Soul'
Date: 02/25/2005 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 12: 'Comhra de na Anum' (Conversation from the Soul'
Eeek! You have to update soon! I can't wait to see what happens next!
Author's Response: I'll try, this next part will be tough.
I'm afraid that readers might not like the angry side of Spike when it rears it's ugly head.
He is going to be devestated and will react as such.
Thanks,
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 02/28/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 12: 'Diamair an Siurs' (Secret of Sisters)
Date: 02/28/2005 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 12: 'Diamair an Siurs' (Secret of Sisters)
I'm sensing that Tara will be the one to bring Will back down to earth when he hits the ceiling. I've gotta admit, I'm wondering if the original title of this fic is going to come into play in the next few chapters or if you've switched directions (or maybe you had a different idea in mind with that title). No matter what, angst always makes for a great story, so I can't wait to see what you've got planned. Please update really, really soon!!!
Author's Response: Yes, Tara will be helping the couple out, along with other folks. If you're wondering where Xander is, he's around and will show up in the next chapter.
thanks,
Luv, spuf
Author's Response: Oh, and the reason for the title is because that's what poor Spike is going to need the most, a loving heart. That is if he wants to keep Buffy as his wife.
Thanks,
Luv, spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/11/2005 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 13: 'An a Brig Anois Carraid am Amhas'
Date: 03/11/2005 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 13: 'An a Brig Anois Carraid am Amhas'
Great chapter (see? I told you I would catch up). Have to read the new one now :-)
Author's Response: Thank you.
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/11/2005 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 14: 'A Millionem Cladh Suais' (A Million Broken Pieces)
Date: 03/11/2005 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 14: 'A Millionem Cladh Suais' (A Million Broken Pieces)
Please, please, please update soon :-) I've been waiting so long for this and I can't wait to see how you handle the next chapter. Dark is fine with me, as long as it (evenutally) leads to Spuffyness. Oh yeah, and expect me pleading for updates for the next few chapters LOL! Just thought I'd warn you!
Author's Response: I've already got the next chapter plotted out in my head. Just need to punch up some details.
However, I am going to follow your suit and place a warning in the summary of the next one.
Spike is going to react to this betrayal in a way that 'he' probably would have in the show. I think, anyway.
I will warn you of this, right now, he will start drinking the minute he goes back into the house and we all know where that might lead.
Thanks,
luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/13/2005 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 15: 'Liuth Doruinn' (More Pain/Torment)
Date: 03/13/2005 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 15: 'Liuth Doruinn' (More Pain/Torment)
Definitely not too bad, but I wish it would have been longer (even though it was really long, but I'm being greedy LOL). Spike's going to have a lot of redemption for that little stunt. Even if he was drunk- Buffy lied by omission, but he obviously knew what he was doing, since he pushed 'the poet' away and let Spike take over. Please, please, please update really soon!
Author's Response: I was going to make it worse, alot worse, but changed my mind.
Too much angst can make my head hurt?
Actually, there's something else Buffy has been keeping from Spike, and I was going to bring that into the mix of the rape, but changed my mind.
Thanks,
luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/14/2005 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 16: 'Anadas' (Regret)
Date: 03/14/2005 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 16: 'Anadas' (Regret)
After three o'clock in the morning and I decided to check this site on the off chance that you'd updated before I went to bed. For this I say- THANK YOU! I like that Giles was the intervening father figure and stood up for Buffy. So many emotions with both of them *sigh* but that's what makes it so good. I can't wait to see what you're planning for the future. Again, I must say- please, please, please update soon :-)
Author's Response: Thanks, I always loved Giles when he Ripper on people!
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/16/2005 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 17: 'Treig' (Abandon)
Date: 03/16/2005 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 17: 'Treig' (Abandon)
Well, I expected her to bolt, but I didn't expect Angel to take her. I'm guessing Spike will blow up and take it the wrong way and what will Cordy say if she finds out? Oh what a tangled web we weave...can't wait to see what you have planned next :-) And I'll get caught up on 'Murder' sometime soon!
Author's Response: Well, Spike can be pretty impulsive so he might just to anything!
Thanks,
Luv spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/20/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 18: 'Ih ta mo Anam' (She is my Soul)
Date: 03/20/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 18: 'Ih ta mo Anam' (She is my Soul)
Getting caught up and this was a great chapter! I loved the emotions that Spike was showing!
Author's Response: Thank you!
Luv, spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/20/2005 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 19: 'A Sirim' (The Search)
Date: 03/20/2005 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 19: 'A Sirim' (The Search)
Can't wait to see what Angel has to say :-) That should be an interesting conversation LOL! Please update soon!
Author's Response: Thanks for reading.
Yes, it's interesting.
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/21/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 20: 'Taisgeal' (Finding)
Date: 03/21/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 20: 'Taisgeal' (Finding)
So glad that he found her in time and begged forgiveness! Great chapter- can't wait for the Spuffyness ;-)
Author's Response: Now, as if I'd send Buffy off to America without Spike!!! Oh, perish the thought!
Thanks,
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 03/24/2005 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 21: 'Duonnan a Nios Siorruidh' (Always and Forever)
Date: 03/24/2005 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 21: 'Duonnan a Nios Siorruidh' (Always and Forever)
How about Spike shoots Riley in the next chapter and then we all do a happy dance? LOL! That would be a nice twist that I would really enjoy :-) Loved the chapter and the names they picked out. Can't wait to see what you've planned next!
Author's Response: Sounds good!
Actually, when things really come down at the O'Hara farm, that scenario may not be that far-fetched!
Thanks,
Luv, Spuf
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 22: 'Fardach go Brach' (Home Forever)
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 22: 'Fardach go Brach' (Home Forever)
I'm catching up and I don't think it was farfetched for everyone to accept Buffy. I'm sure there will be some repercussions, but the past is the past and most people obviously know that.
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 23: 'Agus Seol Sinn Ni; Sinn Tha O'Haras' (Of Course We Will; We Are O'Haras'
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 23: 'Agus Seol Sinn Ni; Sinn Tha O'Haras' (Of Course We Will; We Are O'Haras'
Well, Parker was definitely surprising. I'm glad that he came clean though. Great chapter!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 24: 'Glog Mas an Rotach' (Calm Before the Storm)
Date: 04/05/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 24: 'Glog Mas an Rotach' (Calm Before the Storm)
Aww, the memories just came back to me. So many nights crying for no other reason than the pregnancy LOL! And I'd heard about JM's play, but I've never seen anything about it. He's mentioned it in a few interviews, but it was a long time ago, so I'm sure if people saw it, they don't remember that it was him. After all, he didn't have bleached hair and he didn't start getting really buff till season four or five (although, always the hottie). Let me know if you find anything ;-)
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/10/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 25: 'Rabhadh!' (Warning!)
Date: 04/10/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 25: 'Rabhadh!' (Warning!)
Stupid Ethan. Can't wait to see how that's resolved. And I'm glad that Angel is coming back and (hopefully) Angel and Cordy can patch things up!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/17/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 26: 'Turradh!' (Surprise!)
Date: 04/17/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 26: 'Turradh!' (Surprise!)
Oh, I'm so glad he was happy to see Angel! I hope Buffy and the baby are okay. Going to read the next one now.
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 04/17/2005 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 27: 'Iargall Buir!' (Battle Cry!)
Date: 04/17/2005 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 27: 'Iargall Buir!' (Battle Cry!)
Yay- everything worked out! And I'm so glad it was Angel to shoot Riley- it seems only fitting since Angel always thought of himself as weak and then he's the one to protect his family. Can't wait for the epilogue- this was such a great story!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 05/02/2005 Title: Chapter 30: Epilogue
Date: 05/02/2005 Title: Chapter 30: Epilogue
Very sweet ending! Much different from what I originally thought it was going to be, but it was still great! So glad that it all worked out in the end- as if there was ever any doubt ;-)
Summary: Buffy Winters had it rough growing up in LA. Now she is a nineteen year old prosititute making her own way through life. Until one night she meets Angel who tells her she's a slayer. Angel knows a lot about slayers since his ex-girlfriend Faith Summers was the one who drowned at the Masters hands to activate the next slayer. Basically Faith has been living the life we saw on BTVS. Joyce is her mother, the scoobies her friends and she was the one who Angel left to go to LA. The story starts S4 BTVS and S1 Ats, Kendra has been called and died, the only changes are that no-one knows Buffy was called after her. Buffy goes to help Faith and Riley with Adam and ends up sticking around Sunnydale where she meets a certain chipped vamp we all know and love.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 65749
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 65749
[Report This] Published: 01/24/2005 Updated: 07/01/2005
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Working the streets
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Working the streets
I enjoyed The World in Between so much that I wanted to read this one and I think I'm going to like it even more!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 1: Bitter Revelations
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 1: Bitter Revelations
Interesting point about Angel and the curse. I've always wondered that- if they were to sleep together again, would the curse really work a second time, because they would both know the consequences? Glad you brought it up.
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: Breakdown
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: Breakdown
LOL- Cordy really does have the Barbie figure (you gotta love to hate her for that alone) and I loved that Buffy stood up to her - even though I do like Cordy, you wrote her personality perfectly!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Debts waiting to be paid
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Debts waiting to be paid
It's rare that I say this, but- Spuffyness is always the best part of the story (why else would we be on this site?) but this story is already four chapters in with no sign of Spike and it's still really interesting! That shows what a good author you are, since you're able to twist the story and not make it appear to be filler on the way to the Spuffyness- Great job!!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5: How to say hello, Sunnydale style
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5: How to say hello, Sunnydale style
Damn- and I was hoping that the first soldier she kicked the crap out of was Riley LOL! Oh well, I can dream and I loved the attitude between her and Faith!
Reviewer: Ashlee Signed
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6: A lively debate about the rights of the unalive
Date: 01/28/2005 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6: A lively debate about the rights of the unalive
LOVED their first interaction! Aaah, if only it had gone that way in the show *sigh* :-)