Summary: This is a continuation of Origins, and picks up shortly after the end of the first book. What happens to everyone now that Willow is gone from Revello Drive and Angel knows? Winner, Best Spike Hero, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 5; Judge's Choice Winner, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 5; Runner-up, Best WIP, Blood Ties Awards, Round 1; Runner-up, Best Claiming, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 7, Winner, Best Written, Lost In Spike Awards, Round 7, Judge's Choice Award, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 7; Runner-up, Best Spike Characterization, Spuffy Awards, Round 8; Winner, Best Crossover, Love's Last Glimpse Award, Round 11. And one for me -- Runner-up, Best Author, Love's Last Glimpse Awards, Round 11. Winner: Best Original Use of a supporting character for Dawn, Round One, Fang Fetish Awards. Judge's Choice Winner for Round One, Fang Fetish Awards
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 78 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 322050
Reviews by braat44
[Report This] Published: 03/12/2005 Updated: 05/30/2007
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 06/15/2005 Title: Chapter 21: An unhurried sense of time
Date: 06/15/2005 Title: Chapter 21: An unhurried sense of time
Awesome chapter, as always! I love this story. Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed 
Date: 07/03/2005 Title: Chapter 23: An ever fixed mark
Date: 07/03/2005 Title: Chapter 23: An ever fixed mark
Excellent chapter, as always! This is one of my favorite stories, and I can't wait to see what happens next. I hope your arm feels better. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/01/2005 Title: Chapter 32: The promise of daylight
Date: 09/01/2005 Title: Chapter 32: The promise of daylight
That was lovely, but so is everything you write. This is definitely one of my favorite stories. I can't wait to see what happens next.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/17/2005 Title: Chapter 33: Unending lightning
Date: 09/17/2005 Title: Chapter 33: Unending lightning
Excellent chapter!! You have nothing to be nervous about. Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/20/2005 Title: Chapter 34: Two hearts beat as one
Date: 09/20/2005 Title: Chapter 34: Two hearts beat as one
Loved this chapter! I'm so happy they finally told everyone she's pregnant. Can't wait to see what happens next. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/28/2005 Title: Chapter 35: Patient for a moment
Date: 09/28/2005 Title: Chapter 35: Patient for a moment
This chapter was very sweet. Can't wait to see what happens next!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 10/05/2005 Title: Chapter 36: Missing
Date: 10/05/2005 Title: Chapter 36: Missing
Oooh! Bad Willow. I love how Connor knows that something is wrong. Can't wait until they figure it out. I love this story! I hope you feel better soon.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 10/18/2005 Title: Chapter 37: What love can do
Date: 10/18/2005 Title: Chapter 37: What love can do
OMG!! I Dawn ans Casey aren't hurt too badly. I'm glad Buffy and Spike know about the baby. Can't wait until Willow gets what's coming to her. :D More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 11/02/2005 Title: Chapter 39: Lambs for the slaughter
Date: 11/02/2005 Title: Chapter 39: Lambs for the slaughter
Oooooh! So sad about Casey. Poor Dawn. :(
Loved this chapter! But, I pretty much love them all. Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 11/23/2005 Title: Chapter 42: Our memory is our coherence
Date: 11/23/2005 Title: Chapter 42: Our memory is our coherence
Excellent chapter! I Loved it. I'm glad their starting to figure out the spell and everything. Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 11/29/2005 Title: Chapter 43: Persistence of memory
Date: 11/29/2005 Title: Chapter 43: Persistence of memory
Excellent update!! I'm glad we're getting closer to the truth of everything. I can't wait to see what happens next!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 12/20/2005 Title: Chapter 45: Mingled yarn
Date: 12/20/2005 Title: Chapter 45: Mingled yarn
Love this fic! This chapter was excellent, as always. You are so awesome, writing even though you're injured. I hope you feel better soon. :)
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 01/11/2006 Title: Chapter 47: Grief's best music
Date: 01/11/2006 Title: Chapter 47: Grief's best music
Excellent chapter!! I hope Dawn gets better. Can't wait for more. :D
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 01/24/2006 Title: Chapter 48: Golden sunsets and black storms
Date: 01/24/2006 Title: Chapter 48: Golden sunsets and black storms
Ooooh! Now we're getting to some good actiony parts. :D I can't wait to see what you come up with next.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 05/02/2006 Title: Chapter 52: End of happiness
Date: 05/02/2006 Title: Chapter 52: End of happiness
Lovely chapter! Can't wait to see whaty happens next. ;D
Summary: I’ve read several stories where Buffy is turned into a vampire. I decided to take a whirl and see how my ideas would work out in a story. I decided Buffy would be turned during Halloween it is the only time that she was actually weak enough during this time to have it happen, events of the episode will be the same up until just before the warehouse scene. I hope you like it.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 46301
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 46301
[Report This] Published: 03/17/2005 Updated: 09/17/2005
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/14/2005 Title: Chapter 11: Punishment
Date: 09/14/2005 Title: Chapter 11: Punishment
Oooh! Can't wait to see what happens next. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/17/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Betrayal So Sweet
Date: 09/17/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Betrayal So Sweet
Wow!! Loved it. Can't wait to see what happens next.
Summary: Seventeen year old Buffy Summers is a High School Senior with a boyfriend and life is great, until she realizes one morning that, well, life changes fairly quickly, especially when you find out something you've been denying is real.
Nominated in the 9th Round of the Love's Last Glimpse Awards for: Best WIP, Best Angst and Best Fantasy.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 139795
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 139795
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2005 Updated: 05/08/2006
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/02/2005 Title: Chapter 18: I'll have a blue Christmas without you
Date: 09/02/2005 Title: Chapter 18: I'll have a blue Christmas without you
Totally worth it!! Excellent chapter. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/09/2005 Title: Chapter 19: A storm is swelling
Date: 09/09/2005 Title: Chapter 19: A storm is swelling
OMG!! More soon please. I need to know what happens next!!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/14/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Baby please come home
Date: 09/14/2005 Title: Chapter 20: Baby please come home
Ooooh! I can't wait to see what happens next. More soon please. I hope your arm feels better.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/22/2005 Title: Chapter 21: She's a little runaway
Date: 09/22/2005 Title: Chapter 21: She's a little runaway
Wow!! That was so intense. Love this story. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 10/09/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Hell is living without you
Date: 10/09/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Hell is living without you
Loved this chapter! I'm so glad he finally foound her. Can't wait to see what happens next. Hope you feel better soon. :)
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 11/21/2005 Title: Chapter 24: To feel the sun
Date: 11/21/2005 Title: Chapter 24: To feel the sun
Loved it! I can't wait until the baby is actually born.
Hope you feel better soon.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 01/27/2006 Title: Chapter 26: No rule but love
Date: 01/27/2006 Title: Chapter 26: No rule but love
I love this story! The wedding was so sweet. :D Can't wait to see what happens next.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 02/24/2006 Title: Chapter 28: Mad dogs and Englishmen
Date: 02/24/2006 Title: Chapter 28: Mad dogs and Englishmen
Beautiful chapter! Kennedy always was a bitch. *snickers* Can't wait to see what happens next.