Summary: Seventeen year old Buffy Summers is a High School Senior with a boyfriend and life is great, until she realizes one morning that, well, life changes fairly quickly, especially when you find out something you've been denying is real.
Nominated in the 9th Round of the Love's Last Glimpse Awards for: Best WIP, Best Angst and Best Fantasy.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 139795
Reviews by braat44
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2005 Updated: 05/08/2006
Reviewer: braat44 Signed 
Date: 03/22/2006 Title: Chapter 30: Just hold on
Date: 03/22/2006 Title: Chapter 30: Just hold on
OMG!! You can't leave it there! What happens next?! You're making me abuse exclamation points! Pretty please update soon. *begs pitifully*
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 04/26/2006 Title: Chapter 35: Beginning All
Date: 04/26/2006 Title: Chapter 35: Beginning All
Lovely ending! I hope we get to meet the baby in the epilogue. :D
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 05/08/2006 Title: Chapter 36: Ever After
Date: 05/08/2006 Title: Chapter 36: Ever After
Aw, that was a lovely ending. I'm very glad we got to meet their kids and see them still living happily together. I'm sad to see this story end, but I can't wait to see what you come up with next. :D
Summary: AU. Buffy was never called as a Slayer. On a summer road trip, she gets taken prisoner by Sunnydale's Master Vampire, Spike. Her emprisonment changes not only her life but flips Spike's world upside down.
Warning: Earlier chapters contain BDSM and sex that's on the verge of non-consentual.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 137245
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 137245
[Report This] Published: 04/03/2005 Updated: 08/14/2007
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 08/29/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter Twenty-Four- Spill My Heart for You
Date: 08/29/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter Twenty-Four- Spill My Heart for You
Beautiful chapter!! More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/09/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter Twenty-Five- Pleasant Surprises
Date: 09/09/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter Twenty-Five- Pleasant Surprises
Excellent chapter! Can't wait to see what happens next.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/20/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter Twenty-Six- If I Lose You, My Heart Will Be Broken
Date: 09/20/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter Twenty-Six- If I Lose You, My Heart Will Be Broken
Loved it! Can't wait to see what happens next. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 10/24/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter Twenty-Seven: Sins of the Past
Date: 10/24/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter Twenty-Seven: Sins of the Past
Excellent chapter! Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 12/07/2005 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter Twenty-Nine-Games
Date: 12/07/2005 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter Twenty-Nine-Games
Lovely chapter! Can't wait for more.
Summary: AU for end of season 2-3. Angel is never reensouled. Spike helps Buffy. Buffy is mortally wounded by Demon. Spike turns her. She keeps her soul but refuses to feed from humans so she feeds from Spike, which is against vampire law and leads to trouble with Angelus A/N: Thanks to my friend Lisa who agreed to beta this story for me.*hugs*
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 26240
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 26240
[Report This] Published: 04/04/2005 Updated: 07/08/2005
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 06/21/2005 Title: Chapter 7: 7
Date: 06/21/2005 Title: Chapter 7: 7
Excellent chapter! I can't wait to see how the scoobies react. Poor Spike! I hope he's ok. More soon please.
Summary: NEW SUMMARY - When Buffy’s mother dies suddenly, she withdraws from her friends and family, and runs away from home. Venturing the streets of L.A. by herself, she is abducted by a gang when she accidentally interferes in their business. Buffy finds herself in the middle of a cruel life, where violence and rape aren’t given a second thought. Can Spike save her from this life…or can she save him? A story about rape, whether redemption is even possible, and whether love can triumph from it.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74026
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74026
[Report This] Published: 04/04/2005 Updated: 10/10/2006
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/28/2005 Title: Chapter 10: The Edge
Date: 09/28/2005 Title: Chapter 10: The Edge
Wow! Excellent chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.
Author's Response: Thanks for the review!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 11/04/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Revenge
Date: 11/04/2005 Title: Chapter 12: Revenge
Excellent chapter! I can't wait to see what happens next.
Author's Response: thanks!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 12/11/2005 Title: Chapter 14: VAMPS
Date: 12/11/2005 Title: Chapter 14: VAMPS
Loved this chapter! This is a really excellent story, and I can't wait for more.
Author's Response: Thank you for the review!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 01/11/2006 Title: Chapter 16: Hot and Cold
Date: 01/11/2006 Title: Chapter 16: Hot and Cold
Loved this chapter! I can't wait to see what happens with Angelus and Amy.
Author's Response: Thanks for reviewing! More is here :)
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 01/24/2006 Title: Chapter 17: Comfort
Date: 01/24/2006 Title: Chapter 17: Comfort
Great chapter! Can't wait for more. :D
Author's Response: Thanks!
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 03/05/2006 Title: Chapter 18: Everything to Lose
Date: 03/05/2006 Title: Chapter 18: Everything to Lose
Lovely chapter! I wonder if Angelus or one of his gang killed Amy? Can't wait to find out. :D
Author's Response: Thanks for the review!
Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 0 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 0
[Report This] Published: 01/01/1970 Updated: 01/01/1970
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 08/27/2005 Title: None
Date: 08/27/2005 Title: None
Excellent chap! More soon please.
Author's Response: Thanks
Summary: After sharing her night of passion with Angel, Buffy is thrown into a situation she never thought possible beyond her wildest dreams. Forced to learn to live with the changes within herself, she finds comfort and understanding in someone she never had thought of as anything but a monster.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65212
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 65212
[Report This] Published: 05/14/2005 Updated: 10/30/2005
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/01/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22
Date: 09/01/2005 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22
And so ends the mighty Angelus. LOL That was great! Can't wait for more.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/06/2005 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
Date: 09/06/2005 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
Oooh! What happens next!? More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/14/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24
Date: 09/14/2005 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24
OMG!! More soon please. I can't wait to see what happens next.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/20/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Date: 09/20/2005 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Loved this chapter! Can't wait until Spike and Buffy do the bonding thing. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/21/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26
Date: 09/21/2005 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26
Oooh! That was great. Can't wait to see what Spike does now. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 09/23/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27
Date: 09/23/2005 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27
Loved this chap. I can't wait until they do the hand fasting. More soon please. Good luck on your exams ;)
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 10/04/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28
Date: 10/04/2005 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28
That was excellent! I can't wait until the ritual happens. More soon please.
Reviewer: braat44 Signed
Date: 10/20/2005 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29
Date: 10/20/2005 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29
Ooooh!! Very intense. Can't wait to see what happens next.