I'm looking for a fic where spike is given a reward that is the only universe in which he and buffy can be together and happy. he senses joyce's tumor early and saves her life. Giles threatens a demon to find out that spike isn't controlling the universe but that it is his reward for saving another. buffy gives spike the gem of amarra and they have it surgically implanted so it can't be taken. spuffy buy a house together, theyre mates and claimed each other full on telepathic link and a lot of sex thrown in. there's a freezing spell on the house for intruders. spike takes a potion that makes it possible for them to get pregnant and it almost kills him but he survives and they do get pregnant. they close the hellmouth and build a condo near it for all their families with common floors to hang out. I'm starting to feel a bit crazy not finding this fic. please help! | 
