Buffy had been taken by a group of vampires that sold her to be hit, or sodomized

this is a fic where spike starts off with dru, leaves when she cheats on him goes to kill the slayer only he finds buffy barely alive. Buffy had been taken by a group of vampires that sold her to be hit, or sodomized (never 'vaginally' raped leaving her hymen in tact) injecting her with the stuff that the council designed for the test, and then ultimately selling her to be killed. She lives, spike takes care of her and then bonds with her. She ends up in a coma, and he waits for her. I have been looking for a long time. Please help. There was a picture drawn by a fan of spike carying a naked buffy behind her knees and behind her back that accompanied the fic.

this is a fic where spike starts off with dru, leaves when she cheats on him goes to kill the slayer only he finds buffy barely alive. Buffy had been taken by a group of vampires that sold her to be hit, or sodomized (never raped leaving her innocent) injecting her with the stuff that the council designed for the test, and then ultimately selling her to be killed. She lives, spike takes care of her and then bonds with her. She ends up in a coma, and he waits for her. I have been looking for a long time. Please help. There was a picture drawn by a fan of spike carying a naked buffy behind her knees and behind her back that accompanied the fic.

it sounds like Shattered silence by The Enemy of Reality it's on SR.