I am looking for a fic in which Buffy keeps denying that she has any feelings for Spike so Spike gets involved with another vampire to whom he mates. Buffy ends up marrying Zander but she is not happy and he moves out. Buffy bgins to get sloppy while she is slaying and starts allowing vamps to bite her before she dusts them. Zander calls Spike who comes with his mate. They leave Buffy and Spike alone and he confronts her about what she is doing and why. They still love each other and he asks her to come live with him and his mate as his "second wife"
It is a short fic only 2 chapters
Thanks for any help | 
