Im trying to remember the name of a fic i read years ago. All i remember is that Buffy and Spike are friends and they get sent to LA with Willow and Oz by Giles who meets up with them later I think their there hiding from something or looking for something.
Anyway i remember one night Buffy can hear Willow and Oz making love and starts touching herself and Spike is in the same room but when Buffy can't "reach" Spike comes over and gives her a helping hand. If i remember right Spike goes to feed on a human and Buffy stops him, he tells her he wasn't going to kill the human but he has to feed, after that i remember them kissing out the front of a restaurant and Angel sees them and runs off hurt Buffy chases him but cant find him, then Spike and Buffy get into a fight about her chasing Angel.
I don't remember much more but i think Buffy is trapped and forced to face her worse fear which is Angelus, Angel sees this and realizes the hurt he has caused her and tells Spike to tell her he is sorry and leaves, thats all i remember hopefully someone knows what fic im talking about. | 
