I am looking for a fic I read a long time ago. Buffy is living in a cabin with her brother Angel and she goes to this lake for a swim one night and sees someone watching her and it's Spike. Even though Spike use to be really popular and had everything and was with Drusilla, however he had an accident that damaged and scared his face he becomes a recluse and he loses everything. However Buffy has always been in love with him and she doesn't care about the scars and they start sleeping together by the lake in the woods. I think Cecily is Spike's sister in the story and they live together in a cabin close to the lake. Then Spike gets surgery done and they give him a brand new face. I read this fic long ago and was wondering if anyone knows it and possibly could give me the name. thanks again. | 
